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00:00Welcome home, thank you very much.
00:09It's done, Hajj.
00:13Pray for her, mom.
00:15Pray.
00:16I hope so.
00:17I hope so.
00:23She memorized something from the Quran.
00:30I love you.
00:49I bear witness that there is no god but Allah and that Muhammad is His servant and messenger.
01:00Redefining the art of suicide
01:15Take my hand and run to the hill.
01:23Do you have anything before you commit suicide?
01:30I don't know what's going on, but I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:35I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:38I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:41I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:44I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:47I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:50I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:53I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:56I don't know what's going to happen to me.
01:59It all happened in seconds, just like you saw.
02:03Don't try to stop the bleeding. Stop it.
02:10I...
02:12I slipped.
02:16I called the ambulance, and when they came, it was too late.
02:22This is the first time I've seen a crime happen at a psychological clinic.
02:29But this isn't a crime. It's suicide.
02:32Suicide is a crime.
02:35Come with me, Doctor.
02:41Come with me, son.
02:50Come with me, Doctor.
02:59Come with me.
03:02Come with me.
03:28And the police?
03:32And the police?
03:40How could she do this?
03:46Sarah, unfortunately, was in a state of advanced psychological illness.
03:52She had no goals or motives in life.
03:56She felt complete despair after losing everything.
04:01She felt pain and cruelty.
04:04They let her kill herself,
04:07and this time she punished me and her husband.
04:11You know,
04:13this isn't the first time someone has committed suicide in front of you.
04:19You never told me about this before.
04:22No, Hazal.
04:25A patient tried to commit suicide while I was with her in the hospital.
04:30But she gave up.
04:34This time, she couldn't take a single step.
04:39The pain was everywhere in my body.
04:43My mind was blank. I didn't know what to do or how to act.
04:49I'm responsible, aren't I?
04:59I can't forgive myself for what happened.
05:06I can't.
05:10She's a father, and I don't know how she feels about me.
05:13It was hard for me to help her.
05:17But I couldn't let her die so quickly.
05:24I had to do something.
05:28I asked for help from another doctor, for example.
05:31I talked to her husband and explained to him how to deal with her.
05:38But unfortunately, I couldn't.
05:43I was afraid.
05:46I was afraid to take any step.
05:48I was afraid to make a mistake after what she did to me.
05:53Believe me, Adhan. It wouldn't have worked.
05:58You said that Sara was in a bad situation.
06:02She wouldn't listen to you as a doctor.
06:06Not even her husband.
06:08The idea of someone going there and being shocked...
06:11The energy of the life inside you suddenly turns off.
06:14And you're paralyzed and unable to do anything to help her.
06:17What's the point?
06:23I'm tired, Yasmeen.
06:32I'm tired.
06:41Adhan, let's go.
06:43I promise you, we'll live.
06:47I promise you, we'll live together.
06:52I promise you, we'll live together.
07:13I think this is the house, right?
07:17I don't know.
07:22I don't know.
07:34Hello.
07:52Hello.
08:13God bless you.
08:15God bless you.
08:18God bless you.
08:22God bless you.
08:32I'll wait for you downstairs.
08:52I'll wait for you downstairs.
09:08Did you call Shireen? Is she here?
09:10No.
09:18What's wrong, Shireen?
09:20Shireen, I know this isn't the best time,
09:22but I'm here to apologize for not being able to come to the ceremony again.
09:25That's enough.
09:27Take a two-week leave and then we'll talk.
09:29Believe me, I can't.
09:31Even if I took a two-year leave, it's not just two weeks.
09:33I tried to talk to you a lot, but I'm always busy.
09:36I mean, I lost my mind from the press calls the other day.
09:39Shireen, I know it's hard, but it's hard for all of us.
09:42And we can't leave Dr. Adham in this situation.
09:45I'm sure you know how much I appreciate Dr. Adham,
09:47but believe me, it won't work.
09:49I won't be the Shireen you knew all this time.
09:52Anyway, I'll see her again.
09:54But okay. As you wish.
09:57In any case, we can't end our relationship here at the front door.
10:01Let's go inside, have a drink, and go through the papers together.
10:04Let's go.
10:06Aida, where are you going?
10:08Did you find the key to this door?
10:10Come with me, Shireen.
10:13Come.
10:15Come with me, Shireen.
10:17I'll be with you in a minute.
10:21Coffee or tea?
10:23Coffee is okay.
10:25Sada, please.
10:43Shireen, I'm sorry. I know this isn't the right time.
10:46But I want to know, how did Sara look like when she came to the clinic?
10:51Was it obvious to her that she could do something like this?
10:54The truth is, I've been wondering about her since day one.
10:58And I didn't spend much time at the clinic.
11:01But when she came back with Dr. Adham,
11:03I started to feel that she had improved and calmed down more.
11:06But...
11:07But what?
11:08The truth is, sometimes I wonder about the way she dressed when she came to the clinic.
11:11What do you mean?
11:12Sometimes she wore revealing clothes.
11:14And during the next session, she wore very revealing clothes.
11:17I'm sure she was nervous.
11:19Even her absence from the clinic happened all of a sudden.
11:23And I didn't expect her to come back to the clinic because...
11:28I'm sorry.
11:29I'm sorry. I don't want to make things worse for you.
11:32But there's something I really, really don't understand.
11:35Tell me.
11:36Why did you deny my greetings?
11:38Sara came to the clinic before that.
11:40Dr. Adham asked me to do this.
11:42He told me not to make things worse for Ayada.
11:45And he was right.
11:47He didn't expect her to try to commit suicide at his office door.
11:51He never cared about anyone.
12:01Stay at the office, Shireen.
12:03And bring the file with you when you come, please.
12:07If you'll excuse me.
12:10Okay.
12:28I'm really happy to have met you, Maryam.
12:31I'm grateful for everything you've done for me.
12:41If we had met a little earlier, things would have changed a lot.
12:46A lot of things in life make a difference, and they have to happen at the right time.
13:02I learned a lesson.
13:04I learned a lesson.
13:09I learned that no matter what happens to us, we have to believe in our feelings.
13:25But unfortunately, I took longer than necessary to believe in my feelings.
13:34But unfortunately, I took longer than necessary to believe in my feelings.
13:38Sara, don't be so hard on yourself.
13:41What you've been through is hard.
13:43You have to get out of the shock.
13:46I don't know what you're going to do to me.
13:49Because if you take any step, you'll be the one threatened with the opening.
13:55It's a wrong situation, and it has to change.
14:00Why did we come into this world?
14:04Why?
14:06Wow!
14:10What are you doing?
14:13Are you sure you're focusing on 4%?
14:16Yes, that's right. 4%.
14:18And what if you increase the air pressure a little?
14:21Where will you go?
14:24What was I supposed to do?
14:26I'll buy you a beer and stop at the store.
14:29I won't come back.
14:39But I've had this question in my mind for a long time.
14:43Not after I drank the glass.
14:46Can you imagine that I'm 20 years older than you,
14:49and I've drunk a thousand glasses.
14:52Would I have found the answer to this question?
14:54You're wrong, son.
14:56Really?
15:04Tell me.
15:10I won't drink.
15:12Okay.
15:15If we came into this world not because we wanted to,
15:19not because we should,
15:21then we're right.
15:23We can leave whenever we want.
15:26Right?
15:28And you want to leave this world and go somewhere else?
15:32Anywhere.
15:34Air.
15:36Space.
15:38My grandfather, Ibrahim, may he rest in peace,
15:40was a horse breeder.
15:42There were no more than 20 horses in the family house in Ena.
15:46But my grandfather was attached to a horse called the arrow.
15:49One day, the arrow entered a horse race.
15:52One of those races that take place in the desert.
15:54He was old.
15:56His leg was broken, and his head was injured.
15:59The doctors who saw him said that my grandfather was blind.
16:02The arrow was broken, and he had no eye.
16:05They said that he would be shot,
16:07because he wouldn't live much more than five or six days.
16:10It was a difficult day for my grandfather.
16:13It was almost the first and last time I saw him cry.
16:17One day, I went to his room with my father
16:21to see what we were going to do with the arrow.
16:24He looked at us.
16:30He looked at us as if we were crazy.
16:33He said to my father,
16:35whoever shoots the arrow with a bullet,
16:37will be shot ten times.
16:39My grandfather would go to the arrow every day.
16:42He would take care of it.
16:44He would pour water on it and sing to it.
16:47Day after day, his health began to improve.
16:50Sometimes, I felt that the horse was so happy
16:53that it was going to fly out of my hands.
16:58But no.
17:02No.
17:04After 21 days,
17:06he lived 15 days longer than the doctors said.
17:11The day he died,
17:13my grandfather said to me,
17:15my son,
17:17don't judge death by God's creation
17:19before and after his death.
17:21If you can live a single minute,
17:24don't waste it.
17:30Drink the coffee. Drink it, Fahim.
17:32Your parents gave it to you so you would get better. Drink it.
17:41I remember...
17:45the horse.
17:49It was so happy.
17:53It was broken.
17:55It couldn't move at all.
18:01I won't come here again.
18:03I won't come here again, Fahim.
18:05Oh, my uncle.
18:07I won't come here again, Fahim.
18:09I won't come here again, uncle.
18:20Hello?
18:21Yes, I'm here.
18:23Who is this?
18:29Dr. Ali Al-Khaya Al-Ais.
18:37Yes.
18:48Yes.
18:49Dr. Nawal,
18:50it's good that you didn't change the phone number
18:52since Dr. Norendin's days.
18:55Good.
18:58I'm calling you today, doctor,
19:00because I read what happened to Dr. Adham
19:02at his clinic,
19:03and I wanted to tell you...
19:04Do you want to talk?
19:05Believe me.
19:06I'm calling you to tell you
19:08that I'm worried about Adham.
19:11Because as a young man,
19:12he's going through something like this,
19:14and it's going to be hard for him.
19:15I want to tell you that I'm here
19:17if you need anything from me.
19:19No.
19:21Because Adham and I need something from someone.
19:23Goodbye.
19:31Excuse me.
19:32Mr. Hassan's office.
19:33Where is it?
19:34The last office.
19:46Good evening.
19:48Mr. Hassan.
19:50We met before,
19:51at the hospital,
19:52at Sara's place.
19:53When you took the rose from me.
19:55I'm keeping an eye on her.
19:57What do you want?
20:01I work as a journalist,
20:02and I was investigating Sara's case.
20:05Not just Sara,
20:06but several other women
20:07who went through what Sara went through.
20:09And I'm a financier.
20:13I was hoping that you would help me
20:16with my investigation.
20:18I read that you're trying to get rid of
20:20everything that has to do with Sara.
20:22So if you don't mind...
20:23How did you get in here?
20:26I asked them.
20:28I sat down on the street,
20:29and they took me to the office.
20:37I'm telling you.
21:45Hassan loves me.
21:47He used to love me.
21:49All this time,
21:50we've been in love.
21:58I love you.
22:00I love you.
22:27I love you.
22:33What?
22:35What's wrong?
22:40Nothing.
22:41I heard the doorbell,
22:42and I knew you were here.
22:44I was looking for you.
22:48Did you see the new dress?
22:50Yes.
22:52You're going to love it.
22:53I love it.
22:55Are you coming to see it with me tomorrow?
22:58Tomorrow.
22:59Is there something behind you?
23:02What's more important than you?
23:04I love you.
23:24Welcome, Madam Mariam.
23:26Please come in.
23:42How are you?
23:44I'll make you some coffee.
23:50Okay.
23:52I can't look you in the eye
23:53and know what's going on inside you
23:54before you say anything.
23:58I thought I was going to die, Fahim.
24:01Do you know what would have happened
24:03if I hadn't met her
24:06and convinced her to leave me?
24:09No, Mariam.
24:12She turned suicide into this.
24:15But I didn't die.
24:17The patient died.
24:19Death is predetermined.
24:21In a second or a minute.
24:23No one knows how long it will be,
24:25or how long it will be.
24:27When we're separated,
24:32I feel a terrible pain.
24:36I have a lot of questions in my head
24:38that I can't answer.
24:41Did I really want her to be happy?
24:44Or was I taking revenge on you
24:46for someone so important to me?
24:49How?
24:51How did I get into this difficult situation?
24:56Without any investigation.
25:01How did I make her face someone
25:04so scary,
25:05like his name is Adham?
25:08In a society that is distorted.
25:10They always see the woman as the criminal.
25:13And the man has no guilt.
25:18Why did I go to him?
25:20What did I wear?
25:22Why did all this silence?
25:23Why?
25:26Why?
25:28There's not a single word against the criminal
25:30who did this.
25:32Why didn't you search my papers?
25:34Why did you defend me
25:35for taking revenge on Adham?
25:44How did I get here?
25:48That's the best thing you've ever done.
25:53She's married to him.
25:55And this is what she'll do to me?
25:59This is the new baby.
26:01It hasn't been sprayed yet.
26:03But it will be ready soon.
26:06Oh my God.
26:08That's so beautiful, Dr. Adham.
26:11God willing,
26:12it will be a blessing for you.
26:13And God willing,
26:14you will overcome misfortune.
26:15Hope so.
26:17Yes, Jasmine.
26:19What do you think?
26:20What do you think, Yasmin?
26:24It's beautiful.
26:25It really is beautiful.
26:27But tell me, what did you do with the new secretary?
26:32Shirin nominated me for one, her name is Amira.
26:35I met her. She's really good.
26:37And I think she'll be able to play the role that Shirin was doing very well.
26:41No, Shirin?
26:42Are you serious? Shirin is the one who lost?
26:44Yes.
26:46But I wasn't able to carry her on her shoulders.
26:49No.
26:50Tell me, are there other doctors here in the building, Dr. Adham?
26:54Of course, there are a lot of doctors.
26:56But none of them are psychologists.
26:58Upstairs...
27:05What is this?
27:06She's spying on us.
27:20Why are you here?
27:22Yes, Dr. Nawal, I'm here to see the doctor.
27:25And you're not the only one here, are you?
27:28But seriously, bravo.
27:31This is new.
27:32Yes.
27:33You not only kill the killer and go to his funeral.
27:36And you not only remove all traces of the crime.
27:39No.
27:40You destroy the old crime scene and create a new one for yourself.
27:45Honestly, it's amazing.
27:47What is Mr. Fahim doing?
27:51I mean, as long as you're here, you should tell him the new title of the ceremony.
27:55As you know, he still needs a long treatment.
27:59Actually, Dr. Nawal, I know Ms. Mariam from her husband.
28:03He's a patient of mine.
28:05He's suffering from multiple sexual disorders.
28:08Paraphilia.
28:09A mixed disorder.
28:12It's a mix of asexuality.
28:14We can say it's an increase in sexual intercourse.
28:17And a loss of liberation and sexual attraction.
28:20Except in rare cases.
28:22Like spying on others.
28:24And that's another disorder.
28:26We call it the heuristic disorder.
28:28Paraphilia disorder.
28:30Of course, this causes him a lot of problems with the other party.
28:33Because he almost doesn't have any intercourse with her.
28:36At the same time.
28:38The other party will have a big problem with him.
28:41If he manages to have sex with his neighbors.
28:50I promise I'll do my best.
28:53Because I'm sure, and this is my opinion, of course as a psychiatrist.
28:58That when he's able to perform his marital duties efficiently.
29:02Your professional abilities will improve.
29:04And you'll be able to choose much better cases than this.
29:08It's better that you choose me from a case I lost to another.
29:13The truth is, I'm happy.
29:15That you're adding to your crimes a crime as well.
29:18Like uncovering the secrets of your patient.
29:22The law of self-protection.
29:24As you should know and remember.
29:27Prevents you from talking about your patient.
29:30Even their family, without their permission.
29:32Unless he's going to commit suicide.
29:34Or kill someone.
29:36As the law obliges you.
29:38As long as you saw that Sara could commit suicide.
29:40You should have told her parents.
29:42Doctor.
29:47Your place is not here.
29:48Not with these people.
29:52Any medicine, please.
29:54Get out of here!
30:06Get out of here!
30:27Hello.
30:28Hello.
30:29Can I speak to Dr. Azam?
30:31Who is it, miss?
30:32I'm Amira, the new psychiatrist.
30:34Hello, Amira.
30:35I'm Dr. Azam.
30:37Hello, miss.
30:38I want to arrange a new appointment with the doctor.
30:40Because of the patient they're asking about.
30:42Are all the patients who came to Dr. Azam earlier,
30:45wanting to come back for a new appointment?
30:47Yes, ma'am.
30:48They're waiting to know when we're opening.
30:50There are only two here,
30:51who gave me a very strange answer when I talked to them.
30:53Who are they?
30:54Just a second.
30:55One is called Hadeel.
30:57When I called her,
30:58a man answered me and told me not to talk to her again.
31:00And the other is...
31:05No, it's not necessary.
31:07Just give me their numbers and addresses,
31:09and I'll tell the doctor.
31:13Yara, Egypt Modern School.
31:18Hadeel, her phone number.
31:20Zero twelve...
31:24Excuse me.
31:26I'll tell the doctor.
31:34Hadeel, Egypt Modern School.
31:47What's wrong?
31:50What's wrong?
31:54Nothing.
31:56Do you want something to drink?
31:59No.
32:35Egypt Modern School.
32:41I don't understand.
32:42Are you saying you're my aunt?
32:44I had to tell them that.
32:46I'm Dr. Azam's secretary.
32:49Wait a minute.
32:51I want to talk to you.
32:52Let go of my hand.
32:53I'm sorry, but we have to talk.
32:54Let go of my hand.
32:55What?
32:57Let go of my hand. I'm not your aunt.
33:05That's enough.
33:07I'm tired.
33:09Bye.
33:23Madam Hadeel.
33:25Yes?
33:26I'm Yasmin,
33:27Dr. Adham Nooruddin's patient.
33:30Okay.
33:31Wait a minute.
33:32How did you know I was here?
33:34From your Facebook account.
33:36I know you come here every day at the same time.
33:38Why?
33:39I only have one question.
33:41Why did you stop going to the clinic?
33:43And why did your husband tell you not to call again?
33:47I'm free.
33:48I don't think I have to go every day.
33:50Yes, but everything has a reason.
33:51You don't have the right to know that I go to the clinic.
33:54And you don't have the right to ask me to go.
33:56And you know why I don't go.
33:57You have no right.
33:58Yes, you have a right.
34:00But...
34:01I want to know what was going on in the clinic behind my back.
34:04I've been married to Adham for eight years.
34:06And believe me, I don't know that I'm married to him.
34:09And you don't know that I'm married to him either.
34:30I'm sorry.
34:37Can't you see what I'm doing?
34:39What are you doing?
34:40You know she doesn't stop bullying me.
34:42I'm fed up.
34:43I'm very upset.
34:45I know.
34:46She's so angry with me.
34:47Yara!
34:49I need to talk to you.
34:50I don't want to talk to you.
34:52I don't want to talk to you.
34:53Who is Yara?
34:55I'm his wife.
35:00I know you're young when I say this.
35:04But I'm so upset.
35:06I feel like something strange is happening around Adham.
35:09I can't understand it.
35:11Believe me, if I could, I wouldn't have done this.
35:15But I can't.
35:16I swear I can't.
35:17I can't.
35:27About six months ago, a girl at my school
35:30created a WhatsApp group with our friends.
35:33She only sent me pictures of me.
35:36She said my body was flat,
35:38that I didn't have any boobs,
35:40and that I had a lot of pimples.
35:45She made me hate myself
35:48and I didn't want to look at myself in the mirror.
35:51I didn't want to go to school
35:53or even see my friends.
35:56Then my mom took me to Dr. Adham.
35:58He told me to be smart and to be self-confident.
36:05In the first few sessions, my mom used to come with me to the clinic.
36:08But Dr. Adham asked her not to come with me
36:11because he didn't want me to feel uncomfortable talking to her.
36:14So my mom agreed,
36:16and she took me to the clinic.
36:18She took me there after an hour.
36:22I was scared at first,
36:24but Dr. Adham made me talk to more than just my friends.
36:35Don't worry.
36:36It's going to be okay.
36:38It's good that you came from your mom's side,
36:41because I don't have to worry about you in the clinic.
36:47I used to tell him everything that happened to me at school.
36:52All the bullying and bullying.
36:56And who was it?
36:59Who used to bully you?
37:08I'm sorry.
37:13I used to think that we were best friends,
37:15and we promised that everything we did here would be between us.
37:19And I became more confident, and I won, and I became better.
37:24But one time, during the sessions, he asked me...
37:28If you did that on TV,
37:33would you go to the beach with your friends or not?
37:37He asked me to take a picture of...
37:40I want you to take a picture of yourself,
37:42and you take a picture of me.
37:45But you have to promise me that you won't tell your mom.
37:49And he made sure that no one would ever see these pictures.
37:53So I sent him the picture.
38:01You have a beautiful body, Yara.
38:03You're not fat at all.
38:05You have to take care of yourself at school.
38:07Take care of yourself.
38:10And don't look at me like that.
38:13Okay?
38:15And that was the first time someone said such nice things to me.
38:21He started looking at me in a very strange way.
38:28He sniffed my hair and got closer to me.
38:31I was a little scared.
38:33I didn't know what to do.
38:36I didn't understand.
38:42He started telling me to take a picture in a very strange way.
38:46Of my body.
38:49Then he tried to take my T-shirt off.
38:54I hid and ran.
38:56I didn't know what to do.
39:03I ran home and told my mom that I didn't want to go to school again.
39:07But she told me that I needed to go again to get treatment.
39:11And in the next session...
39:15I was so scared.
39:17I told him that I was afraid of him.
39:19He said, sorry, I'm teaching you how to love, Yara.
39:23He started holding me very tightly.
39:26I told him to let me go, I'm hurt.
39:29He held me very tightly.
39:31I told him everything and he told me...
39:33Love is pain.
39:52When I went home, I took a shower.
39:55I sat on my body for more than two hours.
39:58I smelled his scent all over my body.
40:02My mom noticed that I was in the shower for a long time.
40:06She started talking to me.
40:09I told her everything that happened.
40:12She told me, don't tell anyone.
40:14Don't tell anyone.
40:16Don't tell anyone.
40:18Don't tell anyone.
40:20She told me, don't tell anyone what happened.
40:23Especially my dad.
40:24Because if my dad finds out, he'll be mad at me.
40:26And because of my dad.
40:27He'll be mad at me.
40:29I'm not good at all.
40:35I'm sorry.
40:36I'm sorry.
40:48If what's not going to happen is that I don't love you anymore.
40:57Bassem, go. You hurt me.
41:01Love is pain.
41:06If what's not going to happen is that I don't love you anymore.
41:11Bassem, go. You hurt me.
41:15Love is pain.
41:19If what's not going to happen is that I don't love you anymore.
41:24Bassem, go. You hurt me.
41:28Love is pain.