Sayangnya, Demi selalu datang dan pergi secara misterius dalam hubungan mereka tanpa memberi kejelasan untuk Bara. Baca juga: Sinopsis Love Heals, Kisah Cinta Ahli Bedah Saraf Sedangkan, Bara sudah terlanjur mencintai Demi karena dengan dengannya ia mampu menunjukkan jati dirinya sendiri, bertukar cerita, dan mengunjungi tempat-tempat yang mereka sukai. Bara juga belajar mencintai apa adanya meskipun harus menerima kenyataan pahit bahwa hanya dirinya lah yang mengharapkan masa depan bersama Demi. Saat ini Demi telah hilang dari hidupnya, meninggalkan Bara dalam sebuah ironi perpisahan yang telah berubah warna menjadi hitam dan putih.
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00:00:00This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to anyone, living or dead, is coincidental and unintentional.
00:00:26Hello, stranger.
00:00:29I don't know where to start with this story.
00:00:34There are so many things I want to share,
00:00:37but sometimes my wish feels unimportant.
00:00:42Separation is too sudden for me to remember,
00:00:46but our togetherness is too precious to be forgotten.
00:00:52I asked my memories about you.
00:00:58I'm grateful that we met.
00:01:01Memories are just an object that I carry.
00:01:06My life used to be colorful,
00:01:10but now it's just black and white.
00:01:24Are you sure you still want to go there?
00:01:28Of course, I'm already here.
00:01:33Okay, but the gas is only enough to go home.
00:01:44Just go home.
00:01:48I still remember the way home.
00:01:51Seriously, I'm already here.
00:01:53Come on, we'll be there soon.
00:01:55Come on, let's go.
00:01:57I don't know how to get there.
00:01:59I don't know, just feel it.
00:02:28Let me tell you a little bit about this story.
00:02:34This is the story of my encounter with a woman.
00:02:40The sweetest woman I've ever met.
00:02:45A woman who I thought was a piece of my other fate.
00:02:51But she wasn't.
00:02:53She was my other fate.
00:02:57You and I.
00:03:00We always have problems in finding our way.
00:03:11I want to go.
00:03:16Go where?
00:03:19Taiwan.
00:03:23When?
00:03:27Next week.
00:03:34You...
00:03:37You came just to say goodbye, right?
00:03:49How long have you been in Taiwan?
00:03:54Three months.
00:04:00Will you miss me?
00:04:08Maybe.
00:04:18Maybe.
00:04:32Thank you for being patient,
00:04:35comforting,
00:04:37and waiting for me.
00:04:49I think I'm in love with you.
00:05:06Unfortunately, I'm not.
00:05:11Yes, this is the story of a woman.
00:05:18The woman I loved,
00:05:20who then separated.
00:05:25Maybe what I'm telling you now
00:05:27can be a guide to prepare for separation.
00:05:44I don't know why I'm writing this book.
00:05:47My psychologist suggested it.
00:05:50He said writing was the right therapy for me.
00:05:56There are thousands of reasons to write.
00:05:59One of them is to remember,
00:06:02or to forget.
00:06:04Excuse me, sir.
00:06:05Come in.
00:06:16Come in.
00:06:21Please have a seat.
00:06:25Thank you for coming.
00:06:30This is...
00:06:33my latest draft.
00:06:38Yes.
00:06:42I've read the draft before.
00:06:45When I read it,
00:06:48it felt like a personal story.
00:06:54So this is a storybook?
00:06:58Eminus doleri.
00:07:02What does that mean?
00:07:04What does that mean?
00:07:07It means,
00:07:09suffering from a distance.
00:07:11Suffering from a distance.
00:08:04I love you.
00:08:34I love you.
00:09:04I love you.
00:09:06I love you.
00:09:32You always bring cat food everywhere.
00:09:36Yes.
00:09:39Sometimes.
00:09:44Do you like cats?
00:09:46Yes.
00:09:48I like dogs too.
00:10:07Do you believe that movies are romantic?
00:10:14I do.
00:10:18I think,
00:10:20nowadays,
00:10:22there are a lot of moments
00:10:24that are supposed to be easy.
00:10:28But in digital movies,
00:10:30we can capture a lot of moments.
00:10:32So we have more time,
00:10:35more memories.
00:10:37But in 8-bit movies,
00:10:39we only have 15 minutes.
00:10:42So it's limited.
00:10:44Right?
00:10:45So the captured moments are like,
00:10:47let's record this.
00:10:49So it's limited.
00:10:51But in digital movies,
00:10:53we can capture a lot of moments.
00:10:56So it's limited.
00:10:58So it's not raw,
00:11:00not spontaneous,
00:11:01not natural.
00:11:04But you have your point.
00:11:06Right?
00:11:09Have we met before?
00:11:13I don't think so.
00:11:16Sorry, I'm so bad at this.
00:11:19It's okay.
00:11:21It's okay.
00:11:25Cats are still cute at this age.
00:11:28They are.
00:11:30What's your name?
00:11:36Ma'am.
00:11:37Do you want to see the camera that has RAW?
00:11:39Yes.
00:11:40I'll bring it.
00:11:41Okay, wait a minute.
00:11:44What's your name?
00:11:45Ubi.
00:11:46Ubi Cilembu.
00:11:47Wait a minute.
00:11:51I'm sorry.
00:12:21I'm sorry.
00:12:51I'm sorry.
00:13:21Have we met before?
00:13:26Do you still bring cat food?
00:13:29No.
00:13:31How are you, Ubi Cilembu?
00:13:33Ubi Cilembu?
00:13:36Do you still remember Ubi Cilembu?
00:13:38Of course.
00:13:41I'm still looking for Ubi Cilembu.
00:13:44Ubi Cilembu.
00:13:46Ubi Cilembu.
00:13:48Ubi Cilembu.
00:13:50What are you looking for?
00:13:53Nothing.
00:13:55I'm just looking around.
00:13:57But there's a good poetry book.
00:13:59Poetry?
00:14:03I'm also just looking around.
00:14:05But I'm looking for a book about management.
00:14:09Management?
00:14:11It's so twisted.
00:14:13What about the script?
00:14:16Do you study here?
00:14:18In Jakarta?
00:14:21What about you?
00:14:24I'm studying here.
00:14:26I'm studying finance.
00:14:28Finance is so serious.
00:14:31I want to be a writer.
00:14:35What kind of writer?
00:14:36Fiction or non-fiction?
00:14:38More like fiction.
00:14:41But sometimes poetry.
00:14:44That's it.
00:14:45Poetry?
00:14:47I don't like poetry.
00:14:49It's so complicated.
00:14:51It's like you want to give something to someone.
00:14:53But you don't give it right away.
00:14:55You throw it to the trash.
00:15:00What's wrong?
00:15:02Do you realize?
00:15:04You didn't like poetry.
00:15:07But you said it in a poetic way.
00:15:09That's right.
00:15:11You said you want to give something to someone.
00:15:13But you throw it to the trash.
00:15:15It's so poetic.
00:15:16No, it's an argument.
00:15:20Okay, we agree that your argument is poetic.
00:15:25Yes, I agree.
00:15:33Do you write every day?
00:15:37Yes.
00:15:40But sometimes I don't.
00:15:43What about here?
00:15:46I'm planning to write.
00:15:47Where?
00:15:49In the cafe over there.
00:15:51Is there a cafe over there?
00:15:53Yes.
00:15:54Really?
00:15:56Can I bother you to write?
00:15:59No, I won't bother you.
00:16:02I don't have any plans after this.
00:16:07Can I?
00:16:09Yes.
00:16:10Okay, let's go.
00:16:12Where are you going?
00:16:16I don't know.
00:16:17I imagined you draw a cat.
00:16:21It's random.
00:16:22It's in my head.
00:16:23I just draw it.
00:16:27Speaking of writing.
00:16:28Have you ever watched this movie?
00:16:30It's an Indonesian movie.
00:16:32It's an old movie.
00:16:33What's the title?
00:16:36If I'm not mistaken, it's from the 60s.
00:16:40If I'm not mistaken, it's from the 60s.
00:16:42Right?
00:16:43So, Mr. Lupi got married to a writer.
00:16:46This writer is very idealistic.
00:16:49She holds on to her principles.
00:16:52She's a poor woman.
00:16:54Mr. Lupi is a housewife.
00:16:57Maybe she's bored.
00:16:59She told her husband that she wanted to be an actor.
00:17:02She wanted to be a movie star.
00:17:04Her husband introduced her to the director.
00:17:07As time went by, Mr. Lupi fell in love with the director.
00:17:11He even broke up with his girlfriend.
00:17:15But after the director broke up with his girlfriend...
00:17:18...Mr. Lupi went out with another businessman.
00:17:22I can feel Mr. Lupi's quarter-life crisis.
00:17:27I can understand his confusion.
00:17:33What I like is...
00:17:35...I was confused when I watched the movie.
00:17:38Why can't a woman find happiness?
00:17:41People will judge her.
00:17:44Why can't a woman find her purpose in life?
00:17:49But if Mr. Lupi is a man...
00:17:52...people won't encourage him.
00:17:54Maybe he's exploring.
00:17:56Maybe he's looking for his true self.
00:17:59I'm upset.
00:18:00From that movie, I can feel...
00:18:02...it's a very personal movie.
00:18:07Do you think it's important to have a career?
00:18:11It's important.
00:18:13Where are you going?
00:18:14I'm going to take a picture.
00:18:16It's been a long time since we met.
00:18:18Are you sure?
00:18:19I'll call you later.
00:18:21Take care.
00:18:22Okay.
00:18:26Take care.
00:18:32Okay.
00:18:43Okay.
00:18:45Okay.
00:18:49What if we meet here every time I go to Jogja?
00:18:53Here?
00:18:57Okay.
00:18:58Okay.
00:19:02I have to go.
00:19:04Bye.
00:19:06See you.
00:19:07Bye.
00:19:20I'll send you an email.
00:19:23You're welcome.
00:19:25I'll take this. I'll call you later.
00:19:29Come in.
00:19:32Excuse me, sir.
00:19:33There's a document that you need to sign.
00:19:36Okay.
00:19:38Please wait here.
00:19:39I have something to do.
00:20:02I love you.
00:20:04I love you with all my heart and it doesn't make sense.
00:20:08Even though I know...
00:20:10...love has to make sense because it needs to be explained.
00:20:15Love doesn't make sense because it can only be felt.
00:20:20Love doesn't make sense because it can only be felt.
00:20:25Love doesn't make sense because it can only be felt.
00:20:30Love doesn't make sense because it can only be felt.
00:20:34Love doesn't make sense because it can only be felt.
00:20:38You can send me an email for the next thing.
00:20:43I have to go.
00:20:48The woman I told you about just sent me a message.
00:20:52She asked me to meet her.
00:20:55After a year, we broke up.
00:21:00I accepted her proposal.
00:21:03She will get married soon.
00:21:08Like I told you before...
00:21:11...we always have problems in finding the right direction.
00:21:29Thank you for picking me up.
00:21:32I'm hungry. Let's have breakfast.
00:21:34What do you want to eat?
00:21:35I don't know. What do you want to eat in Jogja?
00:21:39How long have you been in Jogja?
00:21:42About two weeks.
00:21:45Two weeks? That's a long time.
00:21:48Why? Don't you want to stay here for a long time?
00:21:50It's not like that.
00:21:52But you have a job in Jakarta, right?
00:21:54Yes.
00:21:58I signed it.
00:22:00Are you serious?
00:22:03You've been there for a year.
00:22:05It's easy. I can find another job.
00:22:09After I'm done in Jogja...
00:22:11...I plan to move to Bali or Lombok.
00:22:17Do you want to come with me to Bali or Lombok?
00:22:20No.
00:22:21Why?
00:22:22I don't want to live here.
00:22:24That's not funny.
00:22:26Can I go with you?
00:22:52I love you.
00:23:23Do you know this?
00:23:26It's said that if a person has been in a relationship for a long time...
00:23:30...their personality will change.
00:23:33Relationship?
00:23:37Are we a couple?
00:23:41No.
00:23:43We never discuss when or how we're going to be together.
00:23:47Do you have an official job?
00:23:50I do.
00:23:59Can I borrow your shirt?
00:24:02You go out and turn left.
00:24:06That's my closet.
00:24:08Okay.
00:24:09You can wear whatever you want.
00:24:10Can I borrow it?
00:24:39It's too big.
00:24:41That's the concept.
00:24:43Right?
00:24:47I'll change the song.
00:25:17Let's go to the beach.
00:25:23Why do you want to go to the beach?
00:25:25I always like going to the beach.
00:25:28Who doesn't like going to the beach?
00:25:30Me.
00:25:31Why?
00:25:32It's crowded.
00:25:33What about the mountain?
00:25:34It's crowded too.
00:25:37Let's go to the hill where no one goes.
00:25:40Okay.
00:25:41Let's go.
00:25:42I'm hungry.
00:25:43I'm hungry.
00:25:44Let's go.
00:25:45Let's go to the hill where no one goes.
00:25:48Deal.
00:25:50But you have to promise me...
00:25:52...that you won't change your mind at the last minute.
00:25:56And it's not crowded.
00:26:01Deal.
00:26:03Deal.
00:26:15I want to love you with all my heart and without logic.
00:26:21You are everything that is temporary heaven.
00:26:27I want to be loved like a way of giving up that can't be owned.
00:26:34Like when we're apart.
00:26:37Like when we're apart.
00:26:40Like when we're apart.
00:26:42Like when we're apart.
00:26:47Like when we decide not to be together.
00:26:54I want to be loved like the way you love yourself right now.
00:27:00With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:12I want to be loved like the way you love yourself right now.
00:27:17With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:21With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:25With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:29With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:33With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:37With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:40With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:44With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:48With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:52With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:27:56With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:28:00With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:28:04With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:28:07With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:28:37With a happiness that I no longer have.
00:29:10I'm sorry.
00:29:20I'm sorry. I'm late.
00:29:24I'm sorry.
00:29:26How are you?
00:29:30I'm fine.
00:29:32Did you get any news?
00:29:35Not yet.
00:29:36Zahidi.
00:29:38I opened the store five hours ago.
00:29:40I'm sure he'll come.
00:29:44You mean my friend?
00:29:52The one with the short hair.
00:29:55I'm sure he'll come.
00:29:57The one with the short hair.
00:30:00But he hasn't come for a long time.
00:30:04Look.
00:30:08He came a month ago.
00:30:10He was sitting in front of the barista.
00:30:13But he was looking at the door.
00:30:16As if he was looking for someone.
00:30:19I thought he promised you.
00:30:22But you promised him too.
00:30:26Yes.
00:30:28I promised him.
00:30:33He'll be here soon.
00:30:36Let's just wait.
00:30:38This coffee is like usual.
00:30:42Yes.
00:30:43It's easy to make.
00:30:46My friend's coffee.
00:30:49He hasn't come yet.
00:30:51He'll come when he's cold.
00:30:56He'll be here soon.
00:30:58I'm sure.
00:30:59You're right.
00:31:01I don't want to disappoint my customers.
00:31:06Jules.
00:31:07Yes?
00:31:08Is this your coffee?
00:31:09Yes.
00:31:10Do you want to try it?
00:31:11Yes.
00:31:12Let me think about it.
00:31:14Okay.
00:31:18Don't worry.
00:31:19I'm sure he'll come.
00:31:20Be strong.
00:31:31Here you go.
00:31:46Do you still believe in marriage?
00:31:51For now.
00:31:54I still believe.
00:31:57What about you?
00:31:58What about you?
00:32:03I don't know why I don't believe in marriage.
00:32:11I'm just scared.
00:32:14Imagine this.
00:32:17You wake up every day.
00:32:20You see the same face.
00:32:25I think...
00:32:27I don't feel like I'm in jail.
00:32:34I feel like marriage is monopolized by someone.
00:32:45I feel like marriage is a business.
00:32:49I even feel like...
00:32:53...a man's family...
00:32:55...buys a woman's family.
00:32:59It's just like a business.
00:33:01It's like a contract.
00:33:03You're given a choice but you can't deny it.
00:33:11You know what?
00:33:13I've been dumped by my parents.
00:33:16I've been dumped by my parents.
00:33:19Really?
00:33:23How?
00:33:26I was really dumped.
00:33:29I'm not kidding.
00:33:30It's not like I was introduced to them...
00:33:32...and then I was dumped by my cousin.
00:33:36I had a family meeting.
00:33:38That's it.
00:33:39Seriously.
00:33:40Why?
00:33:43I don't know.
00:33:44There are still many couples these days.
00:33:47Especially in Jakarta.
00:33:49That's why I didn't want to get dumped.
00:33:54I ran away from home.
00:33:56Everyone was looking for me.
00:33:58They called me.
00:33:59They asked me where Demi was.
00:34:01It was dramatic.
00:34:03I thought my family was modern.
00:34:05But...
00:34:07...that's it.
00:34:08I don't understand what they're thinking.
00:34:13Maybe I'm not ready for marriage because of my parents.
00:34:18Your parents aren't with you anymore?
00:34:24It's because they're still together.
00:34:30But I know they don't love each other anymore.
00:34:39I'm sorry.
00:34:47Maybe my longing is gone.
00:34:51It's dead and refuses to come back to life.
00:34:56We are a pair of pages in a book that was opened late.
00:35:02We embrace each other but it's impossible to be together.
00:35:06The possibility of being together makes us hold on.
00:35:11That at some point we will be together.
00:35:15But we know...
00:35:18...those imaginations...
00:35:21...those hopes...
00:35:24...will never come true.
00:35:35I'm sorry.
00:35:53Hi.
00:35:55Hi.
00:36:00How are you?
00:36:05I'm fine.
00:36:21Have you been here long?
00:36:23No, I just got here.
00:36:26How was your trip?
00:36:29It was long. I kept sleeping.
00:36:36I'm sorry.
00:36:40I'm sorry.
00:36:44I'm sorry.
00:36:52I'm sorry.
00:37:05I'm sorry.
00:37:19I'm a fish.
00:37:22It's easy to forget.
00:37:25I've never been sick.
00:37:29I'm a fish. It's easy to forget.
00:37:35What kind of person are you? I'm talking about fish.
00:37:52What are you going to tell me?
00:37:57I like it when you tell me...
00:38:02...funny stories.
00:38:05Funny stories.
00:38:08Funny stories.
00:38:24Why do you keep working?
00:38:32Do you realize...
00:38:33...that you can just come here...
00:38:36...and leave tomorrow?
00:38:39Take this as an example.
00:38:41Where are you going?
00:38:43Taiwan.
00:38:47Why do I have to go to Jakarta, Taiwan, or wherever?
00:38:52I told you I'm going to Taiwan to learn a language.
00:38:57But it's too soon for you to decide that.
00:38:59Why?
00:39:01We just went out yesterday.
00:39:04Now we have to buy a ticket.
00:39:06Why is it so soon?
00:39:08Why didn't he come yesterday?
00:39:10Why is he like that?
00:39:25What have you been doing?
00:39:27It's been so long.
00:39:30I miss you.
00:39:35Open my Facebook.
00:39:37You want me to log in?
00:39:39I read your messages.
00:39:43What did you find?
00:39:45What are you looking for?
00:39:47Nothing.
00:39:49Just a little chat about my job.
00:39:52What do you do?
00:39:54I'm just a writer.
00:39:56I never said that to anyone.
00:39:57Maybe I read it wrong.
00:39:59If you're going to be like this,
00:40:01why didn't you come here earlier?
00:40:04Fine.
00:40:06No one asked you to come here.
00:40:08And no one asked you to stay.
00:40:10Fine.
00:40:12Go.
00:40:27I'm sorry.
00:40:50Service Malarcy.
00:40:58How long have you been in Jogja?
00:41:05I don't know.
00:41:10And after being in Taiwan for three months,
00:41:18where do you want to go?
00:41:23You want to go to Taipei?
00:41:24Or Tokyo?
00:41:26Or maybe Bali or Sumba?
00:41:32I don't know yet.
00:41:40Maybe I'll end up in Jogja.
00:41:45What are you doing here?
00:41:48You!
00:41:50Wait.
00:41:52Wait.
00:41:54What are you doing here?
00:41:56I don't go to Jogja often.
00:41:58Don't you know this is my gallery?
00:42:00Really?
00:42:02My name is on the front.
00:42:04You're curating?
00:42:06Yes, this is my curation.
00:42:08How many months has it been?
00:42:10This exhibition has been going on for eight months.
00:42:12There was a statue installation a few months ago.
00:42:14Is that from you?
00:42:16Yes.
00:42:17This exhibition has been going on for months.
00:42:20We want to create a week of after-parties.
00:42:23Is this a closing?
00:42:25Can I take a picture?
00:42:27Just a moment.
00:42:29I don't feel good.
00:42:31Just a moment.
00:42:47I don't like you fighting for the top, yeah
00:42:51I know it's hard to face the pain
00:42:57Na na na na na
00:43:01I know it's hard to face the shame
00:43:09Where are you going?
00:43:11Home.
00:43:13Why are you going home?
00:43:14Let's go.
00:43:16You can talk to your friend over there.
00:43:18He's my old friend.
00:43:20I haven't seen him in a while.
00:43:22Let's talk.
00:43:24What do you want?
00:43:26I want to take you home.
00:43:28Let's talk.
00:43:30No.
00:43:32You can be here now,
00:43:34and go to Jakarta tomorrow.
00:43:36I don't know what you're like.
00:43:38What do you want from me?
00:43:40I just want to be with you.
00:43:41With me?
00:43:43Yes, with me.
00:43:46But what are we?
00:43:48Why do we have to label everything?
00:43:50Friend, girlfriend, partner.
00:43:52Why can't it just be like this?
00:43:54I'm comfortable with you, you're comfortable with me.
00:43:56Come on.
00:43:58We're not dreaming about the future together, are we?
00:44:01Future?
00:44:03You've never discussed that.
00:44:05Yes, with your boyfriend.
00:44:07You put that dream in my head.
00:44:11It's all in your head.
00:44:13I never put that expectation.
00:44:24You're not just with me, are you?
00:44:29What do you mean?
00:44:31Yes.
00:44:33How many guys are in my position now?
00:44:37One in Jakarta,
00:44:39one in Surabaya,
00:44:41one in Taiwan, maybe one in Singapore,
00:44:43one in America or Tokyo, right?
00:44:45How can you be like that?
00:44:47Answer me.
00:44:49I don't want to answer.
00:44:51It's useless.
00:44:53You made it all up yourself.
00:44:57Okay.
00:44:59Is it true
00:45:01that I'm just a part of your escape?
00:45:04I'm so sad. What should I do?
00:45:07Just let the stupid guys in Jogja
00:45:09who will always be there for me.
00:45:11Now, let me ask you.
00:45:13What are your expectations?
00:45:15Do you have a family with me?
00:45:17Do you have a child with me?
00:45:19Yes.
00:45:21You know I can't stay.
00:45:23But why?
00:45:25Why can't you stay?
00:45:34If it's that easy to stay,
00:45:37I will stay from the beginning.
00:45:43What do you want from me?
00:45:48I just want to be with you.
00:45:54Maybe we're wrong.
00:45:56We don't meet each other's expectations.
00:45:58Maybe we should stop.
00:46:00But I'm happy with us now.
00:46:03Why do you think so far?
00:46:07I don't know what kind of relationship this is.
00:46:12I'm sorry. I don't know either.
00:46:20Maybe this sounds like bullshit.
00:46:25But for me, this is love.
00:46:29Love?
00:46:34Do you love me?
00:46:44Unfortunately, I don't.
00:47:03I'm sorry.
00:47:22I was really left behind.
00:47:26How long did I wait in the rain without a taxi?
00:47:29I tried to call you.
00:47:31I'm dead.
00:47:33I thought you wouldn't come back.
00:47:35I walked all the way here.
00:47:51Where are you going?
00:47:53Home.
00:47:54Let's go.
00:48:02Come here for a minute.
00:48:04You won't get a ticket tonight.
00:48:07I'm going to look for my own ticket at the airport.
00:48:18Do you think I'm not going to sacrifice anything?
00:48:24Do you think it's easy for me to talk to those guys?
00:48:29Do you think I'm not going to leave anything behind from Jakarta?
00:48:32I'm just going to leave work for you.
00:48:34I'm just going to stay here for a long time for you.
00:48:38Do you know how complicated my family is?
00:48:41Every time I go to Jogja, they keep asking me questions.
00:48:44Do you think I'm that easy to talk to guys?
00:48:47Do you think I'm a jerk?
00:48:49You're always negative.
00:48:50You're always negative.
00:48:53Just stay here for a minute.
00:48:55Don't go.
00:49:20I'm sorry.
00:49:28It's okay. We have different opinions.
00:49:34I'm sorry.
00:49:36I came and left like this, making things difficult for you.
00:49:47I told you yesterday, right?
00:49:50No one asked me to stay here.
00:49:57Just calm down.
00:50:04I'm not going back.
00:50:14Just be patient.
00:50:17Our relationship will be perfect.
00:50:22Whatever you want.
00:50:35I thought this was the end of our togetherness.
00:50:40You slowly left.
00:50:42You slowly left.
00:50:45Disappeared.
00:50:48It's like carrying a deep wound.
00:50:53None of this makes sense.
00:50:58We love each other.
00:51:00Why did we leave?
00:51:03We're just too lazy to fight.
00:51:07You're tired of giving me a chance.
00:51:11I don't want to prove myself.
00:51:15What's more painful than a conscious separation?
00:51:20Maybe this is what fate is like.
00:51:24Falling in love.
00:51:27Separating and being missed like crazy.
00:51:41I'm sorry.
00:52:11I'm sorry.
00:52:16I've read about you.
00:52:23Later.
00:52:27The 8th.
00:52:32A good number.
00:52:41What are you doing here?
00:52:48What are you looking for?
00:53:04I don't know.
00:53:12Since we broke up,
00:53:15I feel like something is still off.
00:53:21I keep thinking about it.
00:53:33We haven't been in touch for a year.
00:53:39We haven't reached out to each other.
00:53:42When I was confused, he proposed to me.
00:53:48And it was that easy for you to say yes?
00:54:01At that time, I felt like it made sense.
00:54:12Maybe if I get married,
00:54:15I'll find myself.
00:54:19Maybe I'll find my direction and purpose in life.
00:54:41If I let go of everything now,
00:54:45and we're back to zero again,
00:54:49is that possible?
00:55:07That year was a bad time for people to change.
00:55:12I was devastated.
00:55:18And for a year, I tried to get out of this darkness.
00:55:25Where I had a dream about you.
00:55:33And after I managed to get through it all,
00:55:37you asked me to be your boyfriend.
00:55:41I didn't want to start over.
00:55:51You're the one who wants to get married, not me.
00:56:00Whatever.
00:56:02There's no point for me to stay here.
00:56:04Nothing will change.
00:56:08You're a year late.
00:56:11I'm sorry.
00:56:41I'm sorry.
00:57:11Let's go.
00:57:21Come on, you can do it.
00:57:23Wait.
00:57:24No, no.
00:57:26Come on.
00:57:27Wait.
00:57:29Come on.
00:57:41Come on.
00:58:12I love you.
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00:59:09Don't cry.
00:59:10Okay?
00:59:15Don't cry, okay?
00:59:40What do you mean?
00:59:46No, I must go.
00:59:52Where are you going?
00:59:58I've been telling everyone the whole day.
01:00:01I will not do this again.
01:00:04Enough.
01:00:05I've been saying yes to everyone since yesterday.
01:00:08I'm afraid of disappointing everyone.
01:00:13But this time, I can't.
01:00:18Okay?
01:00:35I'm sorry.
01:00:38Can you open the door?
01:00:43Yes, it's me.
01:01:05You've never caused a problem, have you?
01:01:12I'm surprised.
01:01:18Dad.
01:01:24Dad.
01:01:29Don't embarrass your family in front of everyone.
01:01:33Mom.
01:01:37All my life,
01:01:39I've always obeyed you and Dad.
01:01:43But this time, Mom.
01:01:45Okay?
01:01:47Cancel it tonight, Mom.
01:01:49You know how much money we've spent for today, right?
01:01:54Mom.
01:02:00Mom.
01:02:03If I get married tonight,
01:02:10you'll leave me in a life I don't like.
01:02:16You know how that feels, right?
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