A man falls in love with the writer and decides to change his ways to be worthy of her HD ( Comedy, Drama )
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00:00I'm telling you, give me one chance and I'd hack those terror cells so fast they'd think I was in the next room.
00:05And you think our government's doing anything about it?
00:07No, they rely on outside groups like Anonymous to do their dirty work, to pass them information.
00:20And then they lock up kids who are just having fun, and it's those kids they should be hiring.
00:27Doesn't that make you mad?
00:31Fools give full rent to their rage, but the wise bring calm in the end.
00:37For Christ's sake, Stan.
00:39Once again, please, my name is David now.
00:44He knows.
00:45David, changing your name doesn't mean you get to start over. This isn't Halo, you can't just respawn.
00:51You know, I'm willing to accept my faults and set a path to correct them.
00:55Like a talisman, my name serves as the key to the spiritual mindset I'm trying to achieve.
01:00Doesn't alcohol do the same thing?
01:03You should come to Bible study with me sometime.
01:06All the answers are in here.
01:09Now, if you'll excuse me, we have customers.
01:13Nice strawberries, thank you.
01:20State-sponsored cyber-terrorism, though. Isn't that the FBI's worst nightmare?
01:25Yes, if a terrorist was to perpetrate a hack, it would be the worst nightmare.
01:30Yeah, I mean...
01:42Come on.
02:12You forget something?
02:14Sorry.
02:15One more time, please.
02:16No.
02:17No, wait, I'll do it for you.
02:19You can take your time.
02:20I'll do it by myself.
02:22I'll do it by myself.
02:23Here.
02:25Wait, are you really gonna do it by yourself?
02:27How can I ever thank you for it?
02:28I'm just supposed to help you.
02:30No, no, I'm just gonna stand here and watch.
02:34Right, right, right.
02:35I'm just gonna stand here and watch, too.
02:37Yeah, you're not doing anything, so what do you care about me doing?
02:40I'm gonna watch, too.
02:41You need something?
02:47What? I found this stuck between my seats.
02:52Wait right there. I have something for you.
02:59Hi there, Jack.
03:01Hello.
03:02Beautiful weather we're having.
03:04Are you kidding me? It's hotter than hell out here.
03:06Oh, you know us southern ladies never sweat.
03:11You came early today.
03:13Efficiency's my middle name.
03:15Early isn't efficient, it's just early.
03:19You got that letter for me?
03:21Right.
03:27You okay there, son?
03:30Mm-hmm.
03:41Happy birthday, Tommy.
04:07I remember when you were just a little boy and now you're ten.
04:10Blah, blah, blah.
04:11Love you very much.
04:13Love, Grammy and Granddad.
04:22Adam from Barb.
04:27Whoa.
04:29Nice to meet you.
04:30Stay right there.
04:38How generous of you.
04:41Dear Adam, I've never done anything like this before.
04:45Really?
04:46I'm a little embarrassed, but you make me feel so comfortable.
04:49I can't tell you enough how much your encouragement has brought me out of a very dark place.
04:54I don't know what's more impressive, that I'm wearing lingerie or that I figured out the camera timer.
05:00Well, then.
05:02Oh, shit.
05:08What's up with the get-up?
05:10I thought you were at work.
05:12Oh, cold and sick.
05:37Dear Michael, tomorrow will be six years since you left us, 2,190 days since they told me you were gone.
06:07That's 2,190 nights dreaming the same beautiful dream of you next to me.
06:16And then the same horrible nightmare where you float away, dissolving into darkness.
06:27Leaving only that moment when the doorbell rang.
06:37I forgive the soldier.
06:41I'm still angry with God.
06:47Daisy looks more like you every day.
06:51She has your cute stubbornness and your intellect, too.
06:58But she struggles connecting with others.
07:02I just don't know what to do.
07:07I sent her application to that school for the gifted in Nashville.
07:11It's a long shot.
07:13And it's expensive.
07:15Too expensive.
07:18But I think you'd at least want me to try, wouldn't you?
07:24I miss our mornings together.
07:27The dawning of each new day bringing endless possibilities.
07:31Days filled with love.
07:35Nights filled with laughter.
07:40A life full of dreams.
07:45But that song has been sung.
07:50The harmony's gone.
07:53Dad thinks it's time to move on.
07:56But rhetoric is a poor substitute for action.
08:01Doesn't he realize my Prince Charming is never coming back?
08:23Come on.
08:36Be right there!
08:46Agent Ames.
08:48Sam, may I come in?
08:49Do I have a choice?
08:51You always have a choice. Some choices are just better than others.
09:00So, what brings you to this side of the tracks?
09:06You ever hear of the Spice Trail?
09:09Oh, the Indo-European trade route?
09:12Yeah, we learned about it in school.
09:14That's funny, that's very funny, but I'm referring to the online drug marketplace.
09:17Oh, that Spice Trail.
09:19Well, you really should have been more clear.
09:22We infiltrated it a few years back and we were hacked.
09:25Over a thousand Bitcoin was stolen.
09:28We've only just now caught up with the trail.
09:30Great, congratulations.
09:32However, we're at a dead end.
09:34The trail vanishes.
09:37You think that's funny?
09:39It's just I don't recall you reaching a dead end with...
09:44with me.
09:45I'm sure whoever you're after is using an encrypted Tor server just like I did.
09:50Yet you were somehow magically able to find my IP address.
09:55So I'm just wondering, why you don't break the law to find them as well?
09:59Sam, the thing is, we know the IP address.
10:03It was routed through the same data center you used.
10:06Well, thanks to you, I'm prohibited from using the Internet.
10:10So, unfortunately, there's no way I can help you.
10:13Actually, we think you can.
10:16Nobody leaves a calling card quite like you, Sam.
10:21That's over ten million dollars worth of Bitcoin.
10:24Gone.
10:26Which would make you a very rich man.
10:30Look, I have no idea who stole your coins or how.
10:34That wasn't my game.
10:36If you were willing to break into Monsanto...
10:38Come on, that was for the people subjected to their genetically modified crap.
10:41That is a far cry from stealing assets, even in the real world.
10:46Sam.
10:51Do you have the coins?
10:53No, I don't have them.
10:57Thank you for your time.
11:00You should have visited me in prison.
11:04I've missed our little conversations.
11:06There's always next time.
11:28If you were to die today, how sure are you that you'll be going to heaven?
11:31Well, if God's willing to overlook that drunken one-night stand from last week,
11:35I'd say I've got a 50-50 chance.
11:40You have got to be kidding me.
11:42What is it?
11:44I'm trying to cash out of this stupid poker game,
11:46but it's saying all I get is 1.2 dollars.
11:48Which is a bunch of crap. I just took the pot.
11:51Well, let me see that for a sec.
11:52Oh, no, it's not 1.2 dollars. It's 1.2 bitcoin.
11:56Those sneaky bastards.
11:58I gave them my credit card.
12:00No, it's still real money. It's just...
12:02It's a digital currency based on a perceived value created by a group of people engaged in trade, just like the dog.
12:10Why are you such a dork?
12:12I'm not a dork.
12:14I'm just a guy who's been in this business for a long time.
12:17I'm not a dork.
12:19I'm just a guy who's been in this business for a long time.
12:23So how do I get my money?
12:26In dollars?
12:28It's easy. You just...
12:30You just cash out and then convert the dollars on an exchange.
12:33I can do it for you.
12:38Stanley!
12:42Hi, Rachel.
12:44We need to talk.
12:45What?
12:48Is everything okay? What's going on?
12:50Did you hack the Spice Trail?
12:53Jesus Christ, Stan.
12:55Please don't take the Lord's name in vain.
12:57How could you?
12:58It was a few years ago.
12:59A few years? That wasn't what we were into. It wasn't corporate.
13:02We agreed to stay corporate.
13:04Why would you hack into a drug marketplace?
13:07You went rogue on me.
13:09I've already been to prison once. I'm not going back again.
13:12Why?
13:13Because they're bad people.
13:15They sell drugs to kids.
13:17They sell drugs to kids.
13:18They sell drugs to kids.
13:20They sold drugs to my sister.
13:22They killed her, Sam.
13:25I... I can't cover for you this time.
13:28You don't have to, dude.
13:30You didn't do anything wrong.
13:32Tell that to Agent Ames. He stopped by this afternoon.
13:34What?
13:37So where are the Bitcoins?
13:42I lost them.
13:45They're gone.
13:46Gone?
13:48Why is he talking to you about this?
13:52Check your wallet. Karate Cat was hangry.
14:04I'll, uh...
14:06I'll go talk to him.
14:07No. I'll take care of it.
14:09He can't prove anything.
14:16Shh.
14:39After you, m'lady.
14:41I understand.
14:43Oh.
14:45Hey there, little bro.
14:47Meet Nancy.
14:48Nancy, this is dipshit.
14:54This is your brother?
15:00Why don't you come party with us tonight?
15:03It'll be fun.
15:10Oh, baby, come on.
15:11You know I'm just playing.
15:14Baby?
15:16Baby!
15:18Come on. You know I love you.
15:22Baby.
15:24Baby?
15:26Come on, baby.
15:41Come on.
16:11You ready for the dance all day?
16:41Come on, baby.
17:11Come on, baby.
17:41Come on, baby.
18:11Come on, baby.
18:13Come on, baby.
18:16Come on, baby.
18:42Hi. I'm Sam.
18:44I like long walks on the beach and candle-lit dinners.
18:47Oh, yeah. I'm also a convicted felon.
18:49Recently released from prison,
18:51who stole your letter and staked out your house.
18:54Yeah. I know.
18:56And you were expecting Prince Charming.
19:00I'm sorry.
19:02I'm sorry.
19:04I'm sorry.
19:06I'm sorry.
19:08I'm sorry.
19:10I'm sorry.
19:34This is so wrong.
19:36I don't even have a driver's license, dude.
19:37Just drive in a straight line and slam on the brakes.
19:39I'll pretend you hit me. It'll be fine.
19:43That's her.
19:50Oh, she's very pretty.
19:54What? She is.
19:59Remember.
20:01Just like we planned.
20:07I'm sorry.
20:37Oh, shit.
20:46Oh, shit.
20:55Shit.
21:01Are you okay?
21:08Can you hear me?
21:12Are you hurt?
21:19I...
21:22Come on.
21:24Let's get you up.
21:28Come on. That's it.
21:30I just came out of nowhere.
21:32Hey!
21:35No.
21:36Hey!
21:37Honestly.
21:38It's fine. Wait.
21:39Come on.
21:42Get him out of here!
21:46Oh, Jesus.
21:49Are you okay?
21:51Yeah, I'm fine.
21:55I...
21:57Okay. Let's get you inside.
22:07That's it. Over here.
22:10Sit down.
22:12Oh, my goodness. Your hand.
22:16Does it hurt?
22:18I hadn't even noticed.
22:21I was very brave of you. Thank you.
22:27Are you okay?
22:32I'll tell you what.
22:34Here is my name.
22:36And number.
22:38If you start to feel worse,
22:41or get a headache,
22:42or just want a lawyer up and need a witness,
22:45call me.
22:47Hi, Josie.
22:48I'm Sam.
22:50Hi, Sam.
22:52You sure you're okay?
22:54Better now.
22:56Okay.
23:06Okay.
23:25Have you remained in the same residence since our last meeting?
23:28Yes, sir.
23:29Still living with my deadbeat brother.
23:33Have you maintained gainful full-time employment?
23:36Yep. I'm still stuck in reverse.
23:40In lieu of paying restitution,
23:42you've opted to perform community service.
23:44Have you complied with the court order for the required number of hours?
23:48Tell me, sir.
23:49Is this it?
23:51Is this what rehabilitation looks like?
23:54Something troubling you, son?
23:56Yeah.
23:58I need a better job, for starters.
24:00And a new car would be nice.
24:02And how is that possible when the system is rigged against people like me?
24:06People like you.
24:08I'm not a bad person.
24:11You're also not a victim.
24:15Look,
24:17I understand how hard it is when you first get out.
24:20You've got no job, no prospects,
24:22and in your case, you're unable to earn a living
24:24using the unique skill set that you have.
24:26I do get it.
24:27That's just it.
24:28I can still do coding and security work.
24:31I don't have to be connected to the Internet.
24:33I mean, I can do all my work on a dummy station
24:35and then send thumb drives.
24:37There has to be a job that'll let me do that.
24:45I'll tell you what.
24:48I'll do some digging for you.
24:50Really?
24:54In lieu of paying restitution,
24:56you've opted to perform community service.
24:58Have you complied with the court order for the required number of hours?
25:03Yes, sir.
25:34I'm sorry.
25:36I'm sorry.
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26:27I'm sorry.
26:28I'm sorry.
26:29I'm sorry.
26:30I'm sorry.
26:50Sweetie, why aren't you asleep?
26:53Mama?
26:54Yes?
26:55Do you think Daddy's in heaven?
27:00Well, what do you think?
27:09Well, Albert Einstein said energy can't be created or destroyed.
27:16It can only be changed from one form to another.
27:21I think Daddy is a star.
27:27Daddy is a star.
27:30He was our star.
27:35Would you please sing me a song?
27:39California, what were you thinking?
28:03What were you seeing?
28:06Did it frighten you sometimes you might be a fool?
28:12Did you stand beneath the moon glow to change the world or impress a girl?
28:23Were you just sleepless and needed something to do?
28:43Tell me, California.
28:52Hey, come on.
29:10Come on, pops.
29:22Well, hello there, sir.
29:36Hello.
29:38Where's your truck?
29:40High cholesterol.
29:41Doctor said I need more exercise.
29:44You look thin enough.
29:46It's a silent killer.
29:50Aren't they all?
29:52You have any mail in that bag of yours for me?
29:56Afraid not.
29:58You got any outgoing mail for me?
30:00Yes, I do.
30:02Right there.
30:06You have a great day, sir.
30:08You too.
31:09I interviewed for that customer service position today.
31:13I think it went well.
31:15Hi, sir.
31:16How can I help you?
31:17Yeah, I need bee honey.
31:19And all you have is wildflower honey, so.
31:22Well, sir, wildflower honey just means that the bees use primarily wildflower blossoms to make the honey, so.
31:32You think I'm stupid or something?
31:36My wife sent me down here to get bee honey.
31:39I need honey that's made from bees.
31:42Not by wildflowers.
31:51Ah!
31:54Ah!
31:59And although the pay raise would certainly help, I still don't think it'll be enough for Daisy.
32:05Daisy.
32:07She got in trouble again at school today.
32:11What am I doing wrong?
32:20The guys are playing again this weekend.
32:23Should I go?
32:27I miss the music.
32:32But that was a different life.
32:35I was a different person.
32:38No.
32:39Honey, you need to eat.
32:40Grandpa went through a lot of trouble making that for you.
32:42Smells like Godzilla farted.
32:45Daisy Maribel, where did you learn that?
32:48At school.
32:49It's okay?
32:50No, Dad, it's not okay.
32:52Apologize.
32:55I'm sorry, Grandpa.
32:57Apology accepted.
33:00Now will you eat some chicken nuggets and french fries?
33:03That'd be much better.
33:05You're quite welcome.
33:17Whatcha doing?
33:19I'm drawing a processional graph on Mercury's orbit.
33:27Isn't it pretty?
33:29I've been stuck on this page for years.
33:33It's beautiful.
33:35I want to start a new chapter, but who am I?
33:40I've been caught between the past and the future.
33:44Just waiting.
33:50Is this it for me?
33:52All the dreams I had, are they...
33:56Are they gone forever too?
33:59Hey there, Josie.
34:01Looking good.
34:03Hi, Tom.
34:04How are you today?
34:07Mother's going out for bingo tonight.
34:09She's going to be out late.
34:11That's nice.
34:13Excuse me.
34:18Um, I have a date tonight.
34:22Sorry, Tom.
34:31I think you just saved me again.
34:33I guess it's providence that we ran into each other then, again.
34:38So, I never got a call from you.
34:40I take it you're okay?
34:42Well, I am a little concerned about this corn.
34:47Do you know if it's non-GMO?
34:52Did you get it in the certified organic produce section?
34:56Yes, I did.
34:58Then yes, it is non-GMO.
35:01Great.
35:02I feel so much better now.
35:04Shall we?
35:05Shall we what?
35:07I believe you mentioned a date?
35:10Well, that...
35:12No, I didn't actually mean that you and I were going to go on a date.
35:17Then shall we have a drink?
35:19Isn't that the same thing?
35:21It depends on how you look at it.
35:23Plus, you do kind of owe me.
35:25I do not.
35:28Tom!
35:29Stop.
35:30Tom!
35:31Stop it.
35:34And I jumped in front of a car for you.
35:37If that doesn't get a guy a drink, I don't know what does.
35:44Let me go, Paco.
35:48Why
35:52Do lies have to make the truth so heavy?
35:58Oh, I
36:03I was such a fool to know I wasn't ready
36:11Here you go.
36:15I can't stay long, though. My daughter is with her grandfather.
36:17You have a daughter?
36:21Where are you going?
36:22Yes, I have a daughter.
36:24I am widowed and I haven't spoken with another man in years, let alone have a drink with one.
36:29Please, don't go.
36:40I'm sorry.
36:42I haven't done this in ever.
36:49Neither have I.
36:55I always dreamed of being a singer.
36:58I mean, what kid didn't?
37:00Me?
37:02I respect music way too much to subject this voice to it.
37:08So what's stopping you?
37:11Life, I suppose.
37:15I was even in a band.
37:18People really do that?
37:21I mean, I feel like everybody wants to, but I've never met anybody who actually has.
37:26Well, don't let this customer service uniform fool you. We were good.
37:33You are brave.
37:35I was brave. I was.
37:39What about you? What did you want to be when you grew up?
37:43A fighter pilot.
37:45That's impressive.
37:48So are you a fighter pilot?
37:50Unfortunately, no.
37:53I had what you might call school out of the way.
37:56Grades?
37:57No, no, that wasn't the problem. I got straight A's.
38:01I had what you might call behavioral problems.
38:06Looking back, I think I was just bored.
38:11I acted out a lot.
38:13Do you still act out?
38:17Honestly, I just try to focus on the little victories.
38:21It gets me through the day.
38:25Maybe someday they'll all add up to something.
38:28Something special.
38:32Let's drink to that.
38:41Hello, Mrs. Cartwright. This is Hawthorne Elementary calling.
38:44Please give us a call back. It's regarding your daughter Daisy. Thank you.
38:51Hello?
39:01Come in.
39:05Please sit down, Mrs. Cartwright.
39:08What happened?
39:10Daisy hit a girl. She's okay. Just a little shaken up. They both are.
39:15Daisy gets frustrated easily, which I'm sure you know.
39:18But the thing is, it's getting worse. She's becoming more antisocial.
39:22She just retreats into herself. She doesn't pay attention. She doesn't interact with the other kids.
39:26She just doodles all day long.
39:31I would like you to consider this.
39:38Special education?
39:40You're not serious.
39:42We just feel that she would do better in another program.
39:45One that can cater to her unique needs.
39:47But she's smart. She's really smart.
39:50We're doing the best we can, Mrs. Cartwright.
39:53But we can't have her hitting other kids. That's two weeks in a row.
39:58I have to take the well-being of all students into account.
40:01Including that of Daisy's.
40:18Hey.
40:22Are you okay?
40:24I'm okay.
40:43Hello?
40:45Hello?
40:47I was going to wait for records at 48 hours, but...
40:53Hello?
40:58Hi, Sam. I'm sorry. It's just been a really bad day.
41:03Lucky for you, I have just the thing.
41:06Do you want to go out with me on a date? A real date?
41:11I don't even know you.
41:13Well, that's exactly what I'm trying to remedy.
41:17So I'll pick you up at 8?
41:24Is that a yes?
41:30Yes.
41:33That's a yes.
41:44Hey, can I have your address?
42:08You sure this is a good idea?
42:10I can't pick her up in the car. You almost hit her with...
42:12No, I mean this entire situation, dude.
42:15Look, have you ever had anybody love you?
42:17Think you were the greatest thing in the world?
42:19Yes. Jesus.
42:23Well, I haven't. But she has.
42:25Maybe she could feel that way about me someday.
42:32Mm-hmm. Mm-mm.
42:35That's it. That's the one.
42:37How do you think this is going to end? Really?
42:40I've got to try. Try to be something better.
42:43If I don't, I'll just be living the same life I've always lived.
42:47Where's that gotten me?
42:53Hello?
42:54Sam?
42:55Yes.
42:56Free tomorrow?
42:57Yes, sir.
42:58I've got you an interview.
42:59Really?
43:00Brinker Stagg Investments.
43:01That's great. That's amazing.
43:03Be there at 10 o'clock.
43:05Great. That's amazing.
43:06Be there at 10 a.m. sharp.
43:08Yeah. I'll be there.
43:13All right. Good luck.
43:16How can I help you, Special Agent...
43:18You have Sam Collins on papers, correct?
43:22I do. Is there a problem?
43:24Has he reported on his weekly probation?
43:26He has.
43:28Hasn't missed even once?
43:30No. He's been a model probationer. Why?
43:33Hasn't asked you to look the other way?
43:35You know, you're bordering on the offensive, Agent...
43:39Ames.
43:40Ames, right.
43:41Of course. Forgive me.
43:44One more question before I leave.
43:46Has he mentioned anything to you at all about stolen bitcoins?
43:50No.
43:54Thank you for your time.
43:57You're aware that lying to an FBI agent carries a maximum sentence of five years?
44:03Yes, I'm well aware of the law, Agent Ames.
44:09Is there anything else I can do for you?
44:34Ames! Ames!
44:50Hello, sir. I'm here to pick up Josie.
44:55Postal work pays pretty well.
45:03My aunt recently... We were very close.
45:08Honey?
45:09Who are you?
45:10Come inside with Grandpa.
45:12Come on, darling.
45:13Please take your dad.
45:14Hey, but who is that man?
45:16That's the mailman.
45:24Hi.
45:25Hi.
45:28Wow. I haven't been in this part of town in forever.
45:31I hear there's some great restaurants that open up.
45:35And speaking of...
45:37I thought we were going to dinner.
45:39Don't let this place fool you. They serve the best corned beef you'll ever taste.
45:45I can't go in there.
45:47Look, here's the thing.
45:50We could do a quiet evening in a restaurant talking all night.
45:53Serious adults having serious conversations.
45:57Or we could go in here, have a meal, laugh, listen to great music.
46:04Your choice.
46:20Hey, man, could I get another round of Guinness for the bond?
46:22Really?
46:23Yeah.
46:24Be up in a wee minute.
46:29Josie?
46:30Is that really you?
46:33Oh, my God.
46:34I can't believe you're actually here.
46:37How have you been?
46:38God, you look amazing.
46:39Hey, I'm Sam.
46:40Hey, there.
46:41I'm Gareth.
46:43Sorry.
46:44I hope you're taking good care of this one.
46:46She's a special girl.
46:47Absolutely.
46:48She's not like...
46:53Well, look, we're just about to start the first set, but please swing by during the break.
46:56I know the rest of the gang are going to love to see you.
46:58Yeah.
46:59It's good to see you again.
47:00It's good to see you too, Gareth.
47:03Cheers.
47:07So you know that band I used to sing with?
47:09No way.
47:10What are the chances?
47:19Cheers.
47:32Neither snow, nor rain, nor heat, nor gloom of night stays these couriers from the swift completion of their appointed round.
47:44Come on.
47:45You are making that up.
47:46No, that's really the Postman script.
47:50You know, if only every occupation sounded so noble.
47:54Do you like it?
47:56It certainly has its perks.
48:14I was five years old.
48:16Looked up to my grandpa.
48:18He was my idol in a way that parents can't be at that age.
48:22And I was walking down the street with my mom and he was on the other side approaching us.
48:30And so I called out to him, Grandpa, Grandpa.
48:36And he just kept walking.
48:40Pretended like he didn't even see me.
48:46Wow.
48:52He had remarried his first wife had died and the new wife thought it would be a good idea to disassociate him from his kids.
49:05That was the last I ever talked to my grandfather.
49:09A few weeks later, we packed up and left town in the middle of the night.
49:15I started to stutter.
49:18I kept asking my parents if I was good.
49:25I was paranoid, really.
49:31And then I grew up and realized it doesn't really matter if you're good or not.
49:35My being good had nothing to do with my being bad.