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00:00If you ever say no, I'll never forget
00:06Was it something unforgettable, something I agreed
00:13And I'm okay, I'm okay
00:17I'm a little bit lost, a little sad
00:22Never said I'm alone, I'm a bit scared
00:29Another pill as I start to spiral
00:31Message to my daughters, I don't even deserve the father title
00:34Hayley, I'm so sorry, I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital
00:38Didn't walk you down the aisle
00:40Missed the birth of your first child
00:41Your first podcast, looking deaf, sweetie
00:43I'm so proud of how you turned out
00:45Sorry that I chose drugs and put them above you
00:48Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
00:50Give them up, how the fuck do I not love you?
00:53More than a pill looking up to
00:55The ceiling from this floor on the wheel
00:57Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
01:00Sorry that I missed you graduate
01:02Wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
01:04On being a dad too
01:06Carter and Liam, look at you
01:07Little bro, sorry I left you
01:09Sorry that I'll never get to
01:11Hold a hug, my little nephews
01:13Stevie, I'm sorry I missed you
01:15Grew up and I didn't get to
01:16Be the dad I wanted to be to you
01:18Things I wanted to see you do
01:20This is my song from me to you
01:22Sorry I came up but I'm just so defeated
01:24God, what the fuck you want me to do?
01:25Somebody save me
01:28Me from myself
01:32I spent so long
01:35Living in hell
01:39They say my lifestyle
01:42Is bad for my health
01:46It's the only thing
01:49That seems to fail
01:54I've been staring at the video of Hayley
01:56Almost daily of her playing the guitar
01:58In hopes maybe that it'd give me the power to fight
02:00But the addict in me's a coward
02:02He told me that I can't do it
02:03Had a second chance, blew it
02:05It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality
02:07But I know I'll turn it around
02:09And be able to walk her and Lainey one day
02:11To the altar as proud as can be
02:13Right now I'm just weak
02:14As I fall further down in this deep hole
02:16And father in the crown that I sink
02:18As they lower me in my coffin
02:19I feel the tears all falling down on my cheek
02:22Somebody save me
02:25Me from myself
02:29I spent so long
02:32Living in hell
02:36They say my lifestyle
02:39Is bad for my health
02:43It's the only thing
02:46That seems to fail
02:52I've been staring at the video of Hayley
02:54Almost daily of her playing the guitar
02:56In hopes maybe that it'd give me the power to fight
02:58But the addict in me's a coward
03:00He told me that I can't do it
03:02Had a second chance, blew it
03:04It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality
03:06But I know I'll turn it around
03:08And be able to walk her and Lainey one day
03:10To the altar as proud as can be
03:12Right now I'm just weak
03:14As I fall further down in this deep hole
03:16And father in the crown that I sink
03:18As they lower me in my coffin