Angelina Pivarnick Details Why She Nearly Quit 'Jersey Shore Family Vacation'
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00:00Obviously this season was very difficult for you. A lot of dark moments, a lot of dark times.
00:04Was there ever a point where you're like, I don't know if I can do this anymore, maybe I want to take a step back, maybe I'll sit out this season?
00:10Yeah, and that was like two weeks ago. I actually, it's funny you ask that because I actually called them and said I don't think I can do this
00:21because I know people are mad at me. I don't want to keep walking into lion's den's cages, whatever you call it.
00:29I want happiness in my life and no matter what, I don't feel like anyone sees things from my eyes and my perspective of stuff and it hurts me when I say that.
00:40And I'm not blaming one specific person. I'm just saying in general, I need some people to give me some grace.
00:49Let me live. Stop trying to always judge me. I am who I am. People, they've known me, these people have known me for 15 years.
00:57I think that's also what hurts the most is you've got to accept somebody for who they are after a while.
01:03And if I'm a fuck up, then help me and let me learn on my own also because I'm taking accountability for my shit.
01:14I think I've said sorry for things a lot of times where I didn't need to and it was really other people doing things,
01:20but I've taken the higher road and it's very hard because they don't see. They don't see it from my eyes.
01:29And you know what? People could be like, oh, we don't fucking like her and we can't wait until she gets off the show.
01:35And I see all those comments, too. And that also hurts because I am part of the show, whether nobody wants to give me credit or not.
01:43I've been there since day one. I got cast on the show in the beginning, too, just like the rest of them.
01:48I decided to leave. I never got fired. I decided to take a step back two times.
01:54I came back and I was going to just take a step back again. You know, you got to do what's best for you.
02:00Yeah, I decided to stay because why would I take a step back when I have literally given my blood, sweat and tears to the show?
02:08I've been the most authentic I could be, even though people like you're lying. I know I'm not lying.
02:14I had been nothing but authentic and real and came forward with things like I didn't have to talk about the DNA test.
02:21I brought it to the show because I think a lot of people like are going through this.
02:26And sure enough, a lot of people are. And I DM people back and say, I'm so sorry.
02:32Like, can I talk like I actually talk to the fans as many as I can.
02:36You know, I can't get to everybody, but as many as I can, I do.
02:40That's what makes the tough times worth it, though.
02:42Yes, and that's why I love doing the show. It's for them.
02:46Yeah.