ウチ、“断捨離”しました！2024年9月17日 「波瀾万丈！その果てに…断捨離トレーナーSP」
ウチ、“断捨離”しました！2024年9月17日 「波瀾万丈！その果てに…断捨離トレーナーSP」
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00:01Now, let's choose a new life.
00:06Leave the useless things in the house,
00:09throw away the unnecessary things,
00:12and leave the attachment to things.
00:16Choose a new life and way of life with your own decisions.
00:21That is Danshari.
00:25The one who makes the decision is
00:28the founder of Danshari, Hideko Yamashita.
00:33She has guided countless people,
00:36and is a master of Danshari and life.
00:40The shape of the couple, the shape of marriage,
00:43the Danshari of the belief, that's all.
00:46To value things means to use them.
00:51Choose your own way of life.
00:56The door of your life will open now.
01:03This time, it's Danshari Trainer Special.
01:08Yamashita-san taught Danshari,
01:11and now there are 139 people in Japan
01:14who are active as trainers.
01:20They passed the so-called difficult test.
01:23They are experts who have passed through the narrow gate,
01:27but why did they decide to become trainers?
01:33When I live with my mother who has dementia,
01:36I get angry at her.
01:41I can't do anything better than
01:44seeing three people close to me in a year.
01:48The whole house was like a warehouse,
01:51so people lived in the gaps between the things.
01:55It's better to be apart.
01:58It's better to be together.
02:02There is a life with mountains and valleys.
02:08And Yamashita-san trains at the trainers' homes again.
02:15I'm sorry.
02:16Yes, yes, yes.
02:18Why are you apologizing so much?
02:20What would you do if I told you to be more lovely?
02:29Yamashita Hideko's
02:31I did Danshari.
02:33Haran Banjo Sonohateni
02:36Danshari Trainer Special
02:40First, a veteran trainer who got married for the third time
02:45challenges Lovely Danshari.
02:51Kosaishi, Shizuoka Prefecture
02:54There is a home of a veteran trainer
02:57on the hillside of the town where Hamanako Nodoka lives.
03:05Hello.
03:09Teruyo Hoshikawa is a six-year-old Danshari trainer.
03:15What kind of house does she live in?
03:20Oh, it's spacious.
03:24This is the living room.
03:27This is the place I was most particular about
03:31when I built this house.
03:34Hoshikawa-san came back to her parents' home in Shizuoka
03:38from Tokyo 13 years ago
03:40to take care of her mother.
03:44At that time, she built this house
03:48to make it easier for her to live with her mother.
03:51The windows are large.
03:54I don't put a sofa.
03:56I put a personal chair.
03:58And the tone of the color.
04:01The whole house is made of wood,
04:04so I thought it would be a nice touch.
04:07So I put blue things
04:10to make it look more formal.
04:14She puts her favorite things in the living room.
04:20This is an antique British shelf.
04:25This is a newspaper from the 19th century
04:28that she found in a corner of Paris.
04:33I like junk.
04:36I like to find my favorite things
04:39from the junk.
04:43She puts her playful mind
04:46into a clean and tidy room.
04:49She's a true veteran.
04:53She's confident in storing things.
04:58I don't have a tableware.
05:02I used to use a tableware
05:05from my mother's bedside table.
05:09I also had five times more than that.
05:12It was full of milk.
05:14But I cut it down
05:17and put only my favorite things in it.
05:21She only has a tableware
05:24that she can put her favorite things in.
05:30Next to the living room is her bedside table.
05:34My mother passed away in January,
05:37so this is her bedside table.
05:40Yoshiko, Hoshikawa's mother,
05:43was an old-fashioned housewife
05:46who loved tea, flowers, and kimonos.
05:49In fact, Hoshikawa's mother
05:52was the reason why she started
05:55to work as a housewife.
05:58Hoshikawa had always wanted
06:01to go out to the city as a child.
06:06She worked for an editorial production company
06:09in Tokyo.
06:11She worked hard
06:13while experiencing divorce twice
06:15and raised two children.
06:20She returned to Shizuoka 13 years ago
06:23to take care of her mother
06:26who was suffering from cognitive impairment.
06:30However...
06:32When I lived with my mother
06:35who was suffering from cognitive impairment,
06:38I was always in a state of hysteria.
06:41I was always in a state of hysteria.
06:44I was always in a state of hysteria.
06:47I ended up being really angry
06:50and even hitting my head.
06:53I was pushed to the point
06:56that I thought I would cause an accident.
07:03And at that time,
07:05I met Danshari.
07:08She tried to change the situation
07:11and studied a lot with Mr. Yamashita.
07:14As she learned more about men's wrestling, her feelings for her mother changed.
07:23I think I've gotten used to being kind.
07:29In addition, her third marriage brought her happiness.
07:35Her husband is a local office worker, Mr. Tadashi.
07:39In fact, Mr. Tadashi and her were childhood friends.
07:44And they were destined to be together from the very beginning.
07:50When I was in the second year of elementary school,
07:53I asked my classmate to marry me in the future.
07:57I said it to a big boy in front of him.
08:00I didn't want to do it, so I kept it to myself.
08:04I didn't want to do it, so I kept it to myself.
08:08But my husband got married to his first love.
08:11He seems to be very happy.
08:15A proposal after 50 years.
08:18It's romantic.
08:22Now she lives with her husband.
08:25Mr. Yamashita came to the house of a veteran trainer.
08:31What kind of evaluation will he give her?
08:36Oh, welcome.
08:40It's the third time I've met you.
08:44In fact, Mr. Yamashita has visited Mr. Hoshikawa's house twice in the past for a trainer exam.
08:55What do you think? Where do you want to show off this time?
08:59I'm going to add a little bit of accent to this arm.
09:05Is this left by your mother?
09:07Yes, it's been a long time.
09:10What Mr. Yamashita highly appreciated was the mother's obi placed on the zataku.
09:17It's a good match.
09:22It's really good.
09:24The idea of reusing the mother's obi is called Shungitsu.
09:31Everything that my mother left me is now coming back to life.
09:40I think men throw things away, but it's actually coming back to life.
09:46On the other hand, what Mr. Yamashita was curious about was...
09:50You can decorate this, right?
09:53Yes, like this.
09:56I think I know what you're talking about.
09:59I think I know what you're talking about.
10:02It's no good for the sweets he was offering to the Buddha while keeping them in a bag.
10:09Even on the stairs to the second floor.
10:13This is out, right?
10:14It's dangerous.
10:15It's completely out.
10:17If there's an earthquake, I can't evacuate.
10:19This is a lift.
10:22A bookshelf placed right next to the stairs.
10:26It was pointed out to be placed with the assumption that it would collapse in an earthquake.
10:34Cloudy snow is getting suspicious.
10:39Then to the tableware shelf lined with selected vessels.
10:45You two are here now, right?
10:48My two sons come back very rarely.
10:52I want to make it a little more colorful.
10:56I feel like it's just closed.
10:58Of course, it's neat and tidy, but it's boring.
11:02It's just closed, so I'd like to change this.
11:07It's really fun.
11:09It's a pair of vessels that both of you can feel the dam.
11:16A bitter assessment that the tableware shelf, which had an earthquake, was boring.
11:24Master Yamashita's opinion is that it is better to make it a more lovely tableware shelf because it is the third marriage.
11:36Make it lovely.
11:38Mr. Hoshikawa is back in the master's special training.
11:44It's lovely.
11:49I don't know what you mean by lovely.
11:53I don't know, so I'll do it.
11:58When you watch a lovely movie, what kind of small tools are used?
12:10It's difficult.
12:12Maybe I need to reduce it a little.
12:14That's right.
12:20What do you mean?
12:23Why did it become like this?
12:26I don't even think about it.
12:28What should I do?
12:30For example, if you look at it like that, there are 1, 2, 3, 4 bowls.
12:36That's not cute at all.
12:41For example, my husband uses this and this.
12:47Is that what you mean?
12:49Do you know the type and number of tableware shelves?
12:54Do you know the power of your family?
13:00What do you think of your husband?
13:03Who is the most important person in your family?
13:06It's me.
13:10You can tell the relationship just by looking at the tableware shelves.
13:15The master is amazing.
13:19There is also a way to put it like this.
13:23What is lovely?
13:25What is the hint from Yamashita?
13:28You can put it like this.
13:31If you put it like this, it will be like this.
13:44This is the main stage.
13:50I can't put the side dishes together.
13:53The message of this house is you and my house.
13:59Ms. Hoshikawa is confused.
14:02She seems to understand what lovely is.
14:06She expresses the world of her husband and his wife with tableware.
14:11What do you think?
14:13What do you think?
14:15I think it's perfect.
14:18Perfect?
14:20I thought it was overflowing.
14:24I think it's perfect.
14:28Lovely.
14:30It's amazing.
14:32I didn't think it would be like this.
14:34It's okay.
14:36There are feelings in the space.
14:41I can feel the meaning of each of the feelings in the space.
14:50I'm happy.
14:53This is a high-class car.
14:58The feeling of lovely can change the tableware.
15:05Yamashita says that there is no end to the car.
15:09This is exactly what Yamashita says.
15:16Ms. Hoshikawa got a new theme after six years of being a trainer.
15:22Please aim for a more lovely house with your husband and wife.
15:31What will happen to Yamashita after this training special?
15:46What will happen to Yamashita after this training special?
16:02Next is a man who is trying to be a trainer.
16:05He is trying to be a trainer.
16:07He is trying to be a trainer.
16:09He is trying to be a trainer.
16:12Mr. Yokohama is studying as a trainer.
16:25Hello. Nice to meet you.
16:28I'm Chiba Hiroshi.
16:30Please come in.
16:32Mr. Chiba is 63 years old.
16:35There are about 30 trainees in MOKKA.
16:39He is the only man among them.
16:46Let's take a look inside the house.
16:52This is a renovated used apartment.
16:56He is so absorbed in the car.
17:00It's very clean.
17:04This is the furniture that my mother brought.
17:11I use it as a part of my mother's belongings.
17:17Five years ago, he brought his old mother from Iwate and lived with her.
17:24Now that he has moved into the facility, he is living alone.
17:32The tableware that my mother brought is also neatly decorated.
17:43He says he likes to cook, but there is nothing in the kitchen.
17:50The kitchen is relatively flat.
17:54The dishes are arranged in such a way.
17:59Everything is stored in the drawer.
18:03This is a food processor.
18:06I rarely use it, so I store the seasonings.
18:10Is there such a way to use a food processor?
18:16Usually, the pantry where food is stored is also used in an unexpected way.
18:23He uses it as a food processor.
18:26This is a good idea.
18:31What is this?
18:34I make two kinds of miso.
18:38I also got a license to make fermented food.
18:41I want to open a miso-making class soon.
18:47He is very dedicated to his work.
18:53This is Natto.
18:55Do you have Natto?
18:57Yes.
18:58He is also an assistant at a specialized school where you can learn fermentation.
19:07The bedroom is unified in blue.
19:10It feels good because the atmosphere is different from other rooms.
19:14Above all, it's calm.
19:19On the bookshelf, there is a certificate for Dan-shari.
19:25He has come to another step until he becomes a trainer.
19:30But why did he get involved in Dan-shari?
19:37Until six years ago, Chiba lived with his wife and two children.
19:44The previous house was full of things.
19:52The whole house was like a warehouse.
19:55People lived in the gap between things.
19:59When I slept, I finally found a space for a futon in the gap between things.
20:05I slept surrounded by things.
20:09Originally, Chiba himself was a person who could not clean up at all.
20:17Moreover, he was a person who was obsessed with other hobbies.
20:23He collected DVDs of movies and many books.
20:28He was in his thirties with only a camera.
20:33However, six years ago, when he decided to move out of the apartment he lived in,
20:40Chiba woke up to Dan-shari.
20:48It was a chance to live separately from his family.
20:55I had to throw away things, so I threw them away.
20:59However, my wife has always been a person who wanted to have many things.
21:04She was a person who wanted to keep many things.
21:07So, I thought that the direction was a little different.
21:11At that time, his mother, who lived alone in Iwate, was often sick.
21:18I thought that I had to do something.
21:21So, I thought it would be good to talk about how to live separately.
21:27His wife and children moved to another house.
21:31Chiba lived with his mother here and got used to Dan-shari.
21:38He decided to become a trainer.
21:41He quit his job at the university where he had worked for many years at the age of 59.
21:49He went to Dan-shari school run by Yamashita.
21:56This notebook is a proof that he has been studying hard.
22:03I learned to put things on the side.
22:05If you let go of things, you can let go of your thoughts.
22:08I've been doing it for a long time since I saw the video.
22:12He is a hard-working boy.
22:17The house was built with the help of a trainee.
22:22What does Yamashita look like?
22:29Hello.
22:31Welcome.
22:32I'm here.
22:33Thank you for having me.
22:41It's nice, isn't it?
22:44I didn't want to compliment you.
22:48Did you renovate the house?
22:51Yes, I did.
22:53It looks like a good impression.
22:58Let's check it out.
23:02What's inside?
23:05It's my mother's.
23:08It's under this.
23:10I see.
23:12This is the main stage and this is the dressing room.
23:19The tableware that is not put on the main stage is put in the dressing room.
23:24It's just like a textbook for Dan-shari.
23:28It's not Dan-shari to tie up and clean up.
23:32It's fun to decorate.
23:34I always decorate it.
23:37It's a wonderful display.
23:40Master Yamashita passed the test.
23:47Next is the kitchen.
23:49Ms. Chiba shows her proud idea.
23:54It's a dishwasher.
23:55A dishwasher?
23:57I don't use it.
24:00It's faster to wash it by hand.
24:02I see.
24:04It's nice.
24:05It's easy to take it out because you can see it from above.
24:14It's a good idea.
24:17It's good to be able to see what's on the first look from above.
24:26Then, Master Yamashita's level of check rises.
24:32This part looks like art.
24:35This part looks like art.
24:37Right?
24:41When you look at the top of the shelf as art,
24:44you can see that the storage bag is out of sight.
24:49Ms. Chiba immediately removes it and arranges it.
24:55How is it?
24:57Yes, it looks like art.
25:02It's a high level.
25:07Even in the bedroom, Master Yamashita's words stand out.
25:13I'd like to make this part more art.
25:18This book.
25:19It's just lined up.
25:20Yes, it's just lined up.
25:23But how does a bookshelf become art?
25:30I think it's good to make it look like there are only English books in front of you.
25:36I see.
25:38You mean the books at that time?
25:39Yes.
25:40The books in season?
25:41Yes.
25:44I'll make this part art.
25:46Try it yourself.
25:48I see.
25:51A sudden lesson from Master Yamashita.
25:56This looks difficult.
26:00For a paper book,
26:02the book itself is art.
26:05Yes.
26:08The book itself is art.
26:10As if this was a hint,
26:12she began to reduce it.
26:19There aren't many books.
26:22I want to put them all away.
26:25When I look at it again,
26:27I think it's better to put the books on the shelf below.
26:33The books on the shelf and the study notebooks are moved to another shelf
26:39to make the top of the shelf simpler.
26:44You can see that the book end is out.
26:48It's art.
26:49Yes.
26:51She doesn't even need a book end for an art space.
26:56I'll put this somewhere.
26:58Will you?
26:59Yes.
27:01It's like this.
27:02That's right.
27:05This used to be a well-organized bookshelf.
27:09Wow.
27:10This is amazing.
27:13She made each book look like art
27:16and decorated them with paintings.
27:20This is definitely art.
27:24What I think is that
27:26we don't realize that there is a space.
27:32It's hard to bring back the feeling of seeing and noticing.
27:39Even if I don't notice it,
27:41I feel completely different just by drawing as much as I can.
27:45The space is amazing.
27:50Master Yamashita,
27:52how many points does Shiga-san give you?
27:5778 or 82 points.
28:02It's still a long way to go.
28:05That's also a space.
28:09Isn't that a high score?
28:13She sends an e-mail to the future trainer
28:16and the check for Master Yamashita is over.
28:25Yes.
28:27Hello.
28:28Hello.
28:29Welcome.
28:30Hello.
28:31The eldest daughter lives in another house.
28:35And after this,
28:37another reason for moving to another house is revealed.
28:42It's better to be apart.
28:44Yes.
28:46It's better to be together.
28:48I didn't notice my own outburst.
28:53The next day
28:58Yes.
29:00Chiba-san, who wants to be a bicycle trainer
29:02away from his family.
29:05Hajime-san, the eldest daughter, came to his house.
29:09It was hot.
29:11He works as a salesperson in a telecommunications company
29:15and today is his way home from work.
29:19Have you ever been to this house?
29:21Yes, many times.
29:23He always invites me to dinner at night.
29:28Do you cook together?
29:29No, I don't.
29:30You don't?
29:31No, I don't.
29:33Her father, who is good at cooking,
29:36always invites her.
29:40Even when they live apart,
29:42they go to concerts and movies together.
29:45They are good parents.
29:47Hajime-san's cooking
29:50Her father's cooking uses fermented seasonings.
29:56How does it taste?
29:59It's good.
30:03It was delicious.
30:06I want more rice.
30:08I'll make more rice.
30:11What does Hajime-san think about
30:14living apart from his family?
30:19I think it's better to live apart.
30:23It's better to live together.
30:27They fight over trivial things.
30:31They fight over things.
30:33I don't think they fight over things.
30:36Really?
30:37I don't think they fight over things.
30:39I don't think they fight over things.
30:42I don't think they fight over things.
30:45I don't think they fight over things.
30:49In fact, Chiba-san,
30:51he used to get frustrated at his poor family
30:55and fight with them.
30:59He started to live apart
31:01because he wanted to change his environment and himself.
31:07He couldn't come back to his family
31:10because he had a misunderstanding.
31:14He started to live apart
31:16and started to say things like,
31:18you're always like this.
31:21Was it because of things?
31:26No, it was because of me.
31:28It was because of me.
31:31I didn't realize I was living apart.
31:35I didn't realize I was living apart.
31:39I didn't know how to come back to my family.
31:43That's good.
31:44That's good.
31:46If I hadn't been living apart,
31:48I might still be living like this.
31:51Living apart is amazing.
31:54It's amazing, isn't it?
31:57Each family found by living apart
32:00has a peaceful life.
32:04This might be one way of living
32:07for a particular father.
32:14Next is a new trainer
32:16who lost three important people in a year
32:19and got a new sense of life.
32:24Her day begins before dawn.
32:29Naomi Yoshinaga has been a trainer for a year.
32:36She walks along the Kamo River in Kyoto.
32:40She walks 8 kilometers a day.
32:45She's looking forward to the morning sun rising from Mt. Hiei.
32:51When I see the morning sun,
32:53I feel like my day is clear.
32:59I feel like I'm being charged with energy.
33:07Ms. Yoshinaga likes a clean life.
33:11She's been living in Kyoto for many years.
33:16Let's visit her apartment.
33:22Please come in.
33:24She's currently living alone.
33:28This is the living room and dining room.
33:34It's spacious.
33:39After the renovation,
33:41she reduced the number of rooms
33:43and expanded the kitchen.
33:46She made this open shelf
33:49for the renovation.
33:52I put a lot of things here
33:54to make it look like an object.
33:58She decorated the dining table
34:00to make it look like an interior.
34:05She made it so that you can't see
34:08what's in the living room.
34:10Trash and tissues are all in the drawer.
34:15She's very thorough.
34:17There's not a single thing
34:19on the very spacious kitchen counter.
34:24I like to cook.
34:27In fact,
34:28Ms. Yoshinaga is a professional
34:30in cooking and making sweets.
34:35But she's always cooking,
34:38so how does she manage to cook?
34:42I'm not good at it.
34:44She's always cooking,
34:46but how does she keep it clean?
34:54What is that?
34:56This is...
34:59I always use this
35:01when I throw away the trash.
35:06She doesn't put it in the corner.
35:08She always disposes of the trash.
35:15She also washes the frying pan.
35:20I took out the sponge from here.
35:24She cuts the sponge into three pieces
35:27and uses them.
35:30She says it's easier to throw it away
35:32if it gets dirty.
35:37She's very thorough
35:39with everything.
35:42But she wasn't like this before.
35:48Ms. Yoshinaga used to work
35:50as a manager in a local government office.
35:54She left home at 7 a.m.
35:56and came back at 10 p.m.
36:00Until she retired in March this year,
36:03her life was very busy.
36:08I was very stressed.
36:10I couldn't do anything.
36:13I was running away from work.
36:15That's how it was.
36:18She says her stress from work
36:21was triggered by live concerts
36:24and performances,
36:26so she started playing music
36:28and other hobbies during the marathon.
36:33When she realized,
36:35her house was full of her hobbies.
36:377 years ago,
36:39she started playing the marathon.
36:44But during the marathon,
36:47something sad happened.
36:53I had the experience
36:55of seeing off three people
36:57in one year.
37:02When her father passed away
37:04in May 4 years ago,
37:06she had a husband
37:08whom she loved very much.
37:11Her husband's mother left
37:13to follow her.
37:15She played the marathon
37:17three times in one year.
37:21As she was organizing her belongings,
37:24her life changed drastically.
37:31You can't have anything
37:33in that world.
37:35Even if you have everything,
37:37when you leave,
37:39you have only one thing.
37:41That's what I thought.
37:48So I wanted to live
37:50in a comfortable space
37:52including my way of life.
38:00She doesn't stick to things anymore.
38:03She wants a space
38:05where her heart can be healed.
38:07With that thought in mind,
38:09she started playing the marathon.
38:11And she wants to pass on
38:13what she learned.
38:15She decided to become a trainer.
38:22Last year,
38:24she was recognized
38:26as a good trainer.
38:28It's delicious.
38:31When she came to Mr. Yoshinaga's house,
38:34she was surprised
38:36by his kindness.
38:39Do you still play the marathon?
38:41Yes, I do.
38:43It's not that easy.
38:50Hello.
38:52Nice to meet you.
38:54It's been a while.
38:56How does Mr. Yamashita
38:58see his first-year house?
39:00It's his first visit
39:02after the renovation.
39:06It's changed a lot.
39:08The floor has changed.
39:10The surroundings have changed too.
39:12That's right.
39:14It's okay to be alone.
39:16And it's okay to have guests.
39:18I'm glad it's a big space.
39:22I'm jealous.
39:24It's nice.
39:26What?
39:28She's jealous of Mr. Yamashita.
39:30This is an exchange.
39:34That's right.
39:38How's the bedroom?
39:42The closet is over there.
39:44Yes.
39:46It's nice.
39:48I'm lining up
39:50to make it look like a shop.
39:52Mr. Yamashita will tell you.
39:54It's his favorite boutique.
39:56He tells me to make it look like a shop
39:58every morning.
40:00I'm sure he gets excited every day.
40:02That's right.
40:04It's always in season.
40:06That's right.
40:08This is another place
40:10that Mr. Yamashita admires.
40:14But Ms. Yoshinaga.
40:16Actually,
40:18there was a room
40:20that Mr. Yamashita wanted to consult.
40:22This is
40:24the room.
40:28There's a big bookshelf
40:30next to his favorite bike.
40:34Inside,
40:36there are pamphlets
40:38and business books.
40:40And there are
40:42documents
40:44from the bottom to the top.
40:48I reduced the number,
40:50but there might be more.
40:52It's like a warehouse.
40:54That's right.
40:56It's like a storage room.
40:58I don't need a storage room at home.
41:00If I make an empty shelf,
41:02I can make an accent.
41:04That's right.
41:06If I open this
41:08and this,
41:10I can make an accent.
41:14I see.
41:16In the case of a bookshelf,
41:18if I make an empty box,
41:20I can be relaxed
41:22and feel good.
41:24Today,
41:26I'm going to learn
41:28the key points of
41:30writing documents.
41:32The instruction manual
41:34can be found on the Internet now,
41:36so I put it in a paper bag
41:38and dispose of it.
41:40I tear off
41:42the important documents
41:44and throw them away.
41:48These are the documents of the past.
41:50It's good to tear off the documents.
41:52Yes.
41:54The act of tearing off
41:56the documents
41:58makes a big difference.
42:00The documents are
42:02the glory
42:04of the past.
42:06That's right.
42:08It's the glory of the past.
42:10I collected
42:12these documents
42:14and studied them.
42:16I'll do it when I get home.
42:22Do you still throw them away?
42:24Yes, I do.
42:26It's not that easy.
42:30I keep saying
42:32that I throw them away,
42:34but it's really hard.
42:36You have to throw them away.
42:38Yes, I do.
42:40Instead,
42:42it's like muscle training.
42:44I'm getting stronger
42:46physically and mentally.
42:48It's really like training.
42:52The master may have
42:54taught her excellent student
42:56the depth
42:58of Danshari.
43:02That's all for today.
43:04I have a lot of paper documents.
43:08The lesson is over
43:10when the future Medo stands.
43:12The master went back
43:14to aim for a higher level.
43:20After that,
43:22Ms. Yoshinaga continued
43:24to study Danshari.
43:26As the master advised,
43:28she opened
43:30one of the shelves.
43:34I thought
43:36she was there.
43:38But in the end,
43:40I realized
43:42that I wasn't able
43:44to take good care of her.
43:52Then,
43:54Ms. Yoshinaga
43:56took out a box.
44:00My husband's clothes
44:02are still here.
44:06The clothes
44:08she used to wear.
44:10Four years have passed
44:12since she died,
44:14but she hasn't let go
44:16of some of them.
44:18I have no choice
44:20but to dispose of them.
44:22I haven't been able
44:24to separate them yet,
44:26but I think
44:28it's about time.
44:30So,
44:32I think I can
44:34say goodbye to them.
44:38It was a shocking
44:40farewell that changed
44:42her view of life.
44:44As she let go
44:46of her sadness little by little,
44:48the first-year trainer
44:50moved forward.
44:54Three, four,
44:56each of us
44:58have overcome
45:00some problems
45:02in our lives,
45:04but I don't know
45:06how to deal with them.
45:08When I thought
45:10I wanted to change myself,
45:12I realized
45:14that I had to
45:16deal with
45:18people.
45:20There are so many
45:22struggles
45:24in life.
45:26I have to face
45:28them.
45:30How did I get
45:32to be like this?
45:34It's not easy at all,
45:36but it's worth it.
45:38I think it's called
45:40a sense of exploration.
45:42I was happy
45:44to see the three trainers
45:46smile again.
45:48It's beautiful, isn't it?
45:50Being in a beautiful space
45:52makes me feel
45:54happy naturally.
45:56That's what I thought.
45:58It's wonderful to be beautiful.