Emmerdale 5th September 2024
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00:30I'm never giving up on us, Belle.
00:34We belong together.
00:43Amelia?
00:45No way.
00:47Well, she's a lot less maintenance than his last relationship.
00:50Brenda! I'm just saying.
00:55Is she playing at Malfin Otto pub?
00:57She's getting worse by the day.
00:59She's not herself, Sam. That's why we have to keep a close eye on her.
01:03Dad! Dad, can you give us a lift?
01:06Listen, pal, the work's done,
01:08so you need to stump up the cash or you're a dead man.
01:30DOG BARKING
01:41Is Tom in?
01:45Tom, your thieving ex is here!
01:47Oh, save the bambi act. I know all about the tablet.
01:50That's not what you... Nick anything from this house again
01:52and I'll have the police on you.
02:00SIGHS
02:03Well, come on, there's no point in hiding.
02:10Erm...
02:12Look, I don't want an argument
02:14and I don't want anything to be awkward, but...
02:17Oh, sorry, you kind of caught us.
02:20Tom.
02:22Can I have a word alone?
02:25Er, OK.
02:27Hey, do you want to go, er, grab us lunch?
02:30Are you sure? Yeah, go on.
02:32Treat yourself.
02:47Hmm. Hmm.
02:50See you later.
02:52Miss you already.
02:58So, go on, then.
03:00Fire away. You said you wanted to talk to me.
03:02I want you back.
03:05You want me back?
03:08What, manipulative, controlling little old me?
03:13Wow.
03:15I mean, I don't know.
03:18Wow.
03:20OK, well, that's a U-turn.
03:23You know what you said
03:25about never giving up on us, that we belong together.
03:28Did you mean it?
03:31You know I do.
03:33Cos I feel that way too.
03:36This isn't making sense.
03:38I mean, why now, Belle?
03:41Why would you suddenly...? Because I'm broken.
03:44And I can see that now. It's my paranoia.
03:47It's killed us. I... I have killed us.
03:51But seeing you with Amelia,
03:53it puts it all into focus.
03:56Seeing you kiss her.
03:58Seeing you touch her the way you used to touch me.
04:02So you were jealous?
04:04I love you so much.
04:07Then that love is never going to go away, and I know that now.
04:11And I can't keep fighting it. I am sick of fighting it.
04:19Why aren't you saying anything? I thought this is what you wanted.
04:29You look so beautiful when you cry.
04:34I'm glad you just finally woke up.
04:37If we're going to do this, there's got to be changes.
04:42I will not tolerate any more of your...
04:46..suspicious ramblings.
04:48Now, I will put my hand up and say that I have made mistakes too.
04:51But the strain of coping with your illness...
04:54I'm a pain to live with. I'm high-maintenance.
04:57You accuse me of killing Piper.
04:59Do you realise how twisted that is?
05:01I know. And I will never forgive myself for that,
05:04but it's the illness. It destroys you. It makes you doubt everything.
05:17We are going to make you better.
05:21I'm going to make you better.
05:23Because no-one loves you as much as I do.
05:26No-one.
05:28No-one.
05:33I know that now.
05:37What about Amelia?
05:41Leave it to me.
05:46She's struggling.
05:48What, with the break-up?
05:50With everything.
05:52Functioning day-to-day.
05:54Trying to hold on to any thread of sanity.
05:58I feel like I've abandoned her.
06:01Tom, you've done everything to help her now.
06:04She's not really your responsibility any more.
06:09Wow.
06:11Did you really just say that?
06:14What?
06:16Talk about cold.
06:18I... I don't... I don't understand.
06:21The woman I married is on the verge of a psychotic episode
06:24and you think I should just cut her out of my life,
06:26like she's some wart?
06:28You're meant to be a Christian, Amelia.
06:30Yeah, I am. I was just... I was just thinking of you.
06:33I promised to love, honour and protect her.
06:36She's weak and fragile. Do you know how guilty that makes me feel?
06:39Yeah, I'm sorry. I... I didn't think.
06:43Well, I'm just glad we had this conversation.
06:45Me and you were clearly not on the same page.
06:50Don't worry. It's not your fault. Probably an age thing.
06:53You just need time to mature.
06:55What? You're dumping me?
06:59I made a vow to God, Amelia.
07:01Yeah. And we just slept together.
07:06Elle needs me.
07:09And I need to fight for my marriage.
07:12Come on. Surely you can understand that.
07:22Tell me it's not true.
07:25Tell me this is kind of some sick nightmare.
07:28I thought you'd be putting out the bunting.
07:30So much for backing off.
07:31Oh, come on, Belle, there's backing off
07:33and then there's standing by whilst you screw up your life.
07:35You are not moving back in with him!
07:37Get off me!
07:39You can't control her. Why not?
07:41That your job? Will you stop it?
07:43I know what I'm doing.
07:45Mrs King.
07:48Belle, please, you don't have to do this.
07:55I'm sorry.
08:08Home sweet home.
08:12Where is everything?
08:14I wish him well.
08:26I don't understand.
08:30Do you really think I would ever get back with you?
08:34After everything you've put me through?
08:40I had to show Amelia exactly the kind of man you are.
08:45How little she actually means to you.
08:48Because you are never going to do to her what you have done to me.
08:56So all this...
08:58was just some...
09:01cheap trick?
09:04I didn't know how to do it at first.
09:06But then it just came to me.
09:09All of your mind games.
09:11Your manipulation.
09:12I just had to think exactly like you.
09:16Goodbye, Tom.
09:19Tom! Tom, no!
09:21Tom! Tom, no!
09:25Tom, no.
09:26Like you could ever outsmart me.
09:30Do you really think I'd just let you walk out that door?
09:33Tell me.
09:34Do you want to end up like that precious dog of yours?
09:37Tom, please.
09:38You are mine!
09:52Hmm.
10:05How long is this going to go on for, Belle?
10:07Hmm?
10:09All day?
10:11A week?
10:16Completely humiliated me.
10:19Any man would have done the same.
10:30Come on.
10:31Clean yourself up.
10:35Today is supposed to be a happy day.
10:37Hmm?
10:39All five months again, remember?
10:49Honestly, Belle, your memory.
10:52It's so shocking.
10:55It's actually kind of endearing.
11:03Don't worry.
11:04I'll take her out.
11:06Come on, Pippa.
11:08You know the rules.
11:09You've got to put your lead on first.
11:12Okay.
11:13Come on.
11:14Come on.
11:19No.
11:20Don't take her.
11:21Relax.
11:23Just chill out.
11:27And finish the rest of your leftover dinner.
11:33I want to see that plate clean.
11:37Come on.
11:48Come on.
12:19DOOR CLOSES
12:29Amelia?
12:30No way.
12:32Well, she's lower maintenance than his last relationship.
12:35Brenda!
12:36I'm just saying.
12:41What's she playing at, mouthing off in the pub?
12:43She'll get worse by the day.
12:46She's not herself, Sam.
12:48That's why she needs us to keep an even closer eye on her.
12:50Dad!
12:51Dad, can you hear us?
12:53Listen, pal, the work's done,
12:55so either stump up the cash or you're a dead man.
12:57Come.
13:13You will never be able to outsmart me, Belle.
13:16Try taking me down again,
13:18and I will make sure that you always end up looking madder than you already did.
13:28BIRDS CHIRP
13:36If you've come for him too, I'm not really interested.
13:39I've already had one argument with a girl in Tong.
13:41I don't know what...
13:42I'm not here for an argument.
13:44DOG WHIMPERS
13:45Well, he...
13:47He actually bought her the puppy, then.
13:50I'm surprised she's not tied up outside.
13:53What are you on about?
13:54Kerry, we've got to get her out of here quick.
13:57She's not safe and neither's Amelia.
13:59Hey, listen.
14:01Babe, if you are hearing voices...
14:03I am not ill.
14:04I'm not.
14:06I tried to warn Amelia yesterday, but she just wouldn't listen to me, but...
14:10Tom is dangerous.
14:17Has he touched you?
14:19Kerry?
14:20Oh, no, not like that.
14:22Has Tom ever raised his hand to you?
14:26Is this a joke?
14:27Hey, just answer the question.
14:30No, don't be ridiculous.
14:32Because if he's laid one finger...
14:34Well, there's no prize in guessing who you've got this from.
14:36You don't know him like I do.
14:38Look, Belle says that he's been hurting her
14:41and that this has been going on for months.
14:43So, first she tries to get me to break up with him,
14:47and when that doesn't work, she starts just making things up.
14:50It's true.
14:51Amelia, he stuck a hand on...
14:54Oh, let me guess. Under boiling water.
14:56Yeah, you're too late.
14:58He's already told me everything.
14:59The tracking app you had on his phone, the doggy cam that you used to spy on him?
15:03No. He did those things to me.
15:06I'm just really happy that he's told me everything first.
15:09Kerry, come on, I'm not lying.
15:11Right, well, how come every single tale that you've spun she already knows?
15:15This is what he does. He gets one step ahead.
15:18Like faking a miscarriage wasn't bad enough.
15:21I think you need help.
15:23Belle, do you want me to call someone?
15:25I mean, I can go get Lydia if you're not feeling well.
15:27Never mind Lydia, I think we need to get the men in the white coats.
15:30I'm not crazy.
15:31Well, you're doing a pretty good impression.
15:33Amelia, please, just listen.
15:35If you don't want to believe me, then fine, but that man,
15:37he has harassed me, he's stalked me, he's hunted me down,
15:40like I was his prey.
15:42He's burnt me, he's beaten me, he's made me feel like I'm losing my mind.
15:45And I've protected him.
15:47I've lied for him, I've covered for him, and I'm not going to do it anymore.
15:50He was a dead man.
15:53Cain!
15:59Cain, I'm begging you, don't. This is why I didn't tell you.
16:02Oi!
16:03What kind of a man does that to a woman?
16:05I don't know what you're talking about.
16:07Clearly she's relapsed. I can't believe a word she says.
16:10Cain!
16:11Cain!
16:16Please!
16:17Please, Cain, stop! Cain, no!
16:19Hey! What are you doing?
16:21Get him off me!
16:22Get him off me!
16:23Cain, no!
16:24Please!
16:25Cain, no!
16:28Dad!
16:29Stop!
16:30Dad!
16:37This is why I didn't tell you.
16:42I don't think he's breathing.
16:46You'll be all right. You'll see.
16:54If he dies, it's because of your lies.
16:59I saw him, all right. Raining punches.
17:02Poor lad was defenceless.
17:04The man's an animal. Anyone will tell you.
17:07Someone was always going to end up dead.
17:09Get out.
17:10You never meant to hurt him.
17:12It was self-defence, wasn't it, Dad?
17:13Roll with Belle. She'll look after you.
17:15I don't want Belle, I want you!
17:17Dad!
17:19Dad!
17:21You did this! This is all your fault!
17:25Come on.
17:38Well?
17:39It's not looking good.
17:41Tom's still not responding.
17:44What was Belle playing at? Mouthing off in front of Cain?
17:47She must have known what he'd do.
17:48She's not herself, Sam. As if we needed more proof.
17:51You don't believe her at all, then?
17:53Normally, I'd always believe the woman. You know that.
17:56But not this time.
17:58We've been here before.
18:00Her imagining all sorts.
18:03No.
18:04All the signs that I've seen pointing to anything wrong
18:07come from Belle.
18:09Biting me head off whenever I mention her meds.
18:14What are you doing?
18:15What I should have done days ago.
18:17She can't go on like this.
18:20This is a flaming nightmare.
18:22If Tom don't pull through, Cain could go down for life.
18:26And what's that going to do to Moira and the kids?
18:28After all that business with Al?
18:31Yeah, Rachel, hi.
18:35Yeah, I'm calling about Belle.
18:38We've got an emergency.
18:53I did try and warn you.
18:56You must have known how this would all pan out.
19:02Still, this is perfect.
19:05Just me and you.
19:07These four walls.
19:09Day after day.
19:11Night after night.
19:13I'm here.
19:15I'm here.
19:17I'm here.
19:19I'm here.
19:21Night after night.
19:36Together forever.
19:51I'm here.
20:02Amelia?
20:04No way.
20:05Well, she's lower maintenance than his last relationship.
20:08Brenda!
20:09I'm only saying.
20:15Is she playing that mouthy nothing, Bob?
20:17She's getting worse by the day.
20:19She's not herself, Sam.
20:20That's why we need to keep an even closer eye on her.
20:24Dad!
20:26Dad, can you give us a lift?
20:28Listen, pal, the work's done, so you need to stump up or you're a dead man.
20:44Do your worst, Belle.
20:47I'll always win.
21:02Finally!
21:03Sorry, traffic out of Leeds was murder.
21:05Never mind the traffic report.
21:06Did they bite?
21:07If you're asking if they agreed to us covering all their corporate events for 2028, the answer is yes.
21:13No way! Seriously?
21:16Oh, my God, I can't believe you did it.
21:18Thanks, partner.
21:19You know what I mean.
21:21Five more weddings to go.
21:23I'll get you a latte.
21:24No, I've already told you, we're in a bridesmaids dress.
21:28She can go as a princess if she wants.
21:30Talking of weddings.
21:31I will see you back at the ranch.
21:34Hey, guys, how's it going?
21:36Great.
21:37We're really great, aren't we?
21:39Yeah, feeling a lot better now my dress is on order.
21:42Good.
21:43Well, now that that's sorted, how about we talk about venues?
21:46Yeah.
21:47Okay.
21:56Okay, but he's got an eight-pack and a Merv.
21:59How many times? I like my independence.
22:01Classic line of spinsters everywhere.
22:03See you tomorrow, kid.
22:06SHE SIGHS
22:11Amelia?
22:13What's happened?
22:15Nothing.
22:17What's happened to your hand?
22:18Oh, it's just an allergy. It's hurting.
22:20Why's it not on this one, then?
22:22What is your problem, Belle?
22:23Why are you always trying to stick your nose in?
22:25I've been there. I know exactly what he's like.
22:28Yeah, well, I don't really know what you're talking about.
22:36PHONE BEEPS
22:40In the interest of science,
22:42we shall install you in this experiment in the field of research...
22:45How many times have I told you to tidy up?
22:48Right, get upstairs.
22:51And keep the noise down.
23:01SHE SIGHS
23:05SHE SOBS
23:13I couldn't leave you like that.
23:14You need to go. Now.
23:16What, before Tom gets back?
23:17Get his in the shower. And if he sees that you're here...
23:19What's he going to do? Is he going to take it out on you?
23:22No. No.
23:24He worships me. He treats me like a goddess.
23:27I mean, look at the ring, the flowers that he got me today.
23:30What did he do yesterday?
23:33We're in love.
23:35We're getting married.
23:37And it's not my problem that you can't get over that.
23:40It's a scold mark, isn't it?
23:42On your hand.
23:44Amelia, I know it is cos he did the exact same to me,
23:47but you don't have to stay here. You can come with me.
23:50Just leave. Amelia... Get out.
23:52And whatever sick fantasy you've got going on in your head, Belle,
23:55you can keep me out of it. Just go.
23:58OK. That's what you want, but...
24:01I am here for you, whenever you're ready to talk.
24:04Please remember that.
24:20Who was that?
24:23SHE SCREAMS
24:26No! You can't do that!
24:29You can't take her!
24:31Oh, Kerry, look, you've got to let her go.
24:33This is so wrong. She's just a kid.
24:36I know. I know.
24:38Oh, how am I going to tell Dad?
24:42It's Amelia. She's had some sort of accident.
24:45She fell. Fell how?
24:47Tom found her at the bottom of the stairs.
24:56Can you look after her?
24:58I need me to make a statement.
25:24No-one could have seen this coming.
25:29There's nothing he could have done.
25:31You must just feel numb.
25:33There's no future, like...
25:36..my heart's been ripped out.
25:39Oh, love.
25:4221.
25:44There's no age.
25:46I just feel so guilty.
25:48Hey, none of this was your fault.
25:53What happens to Esther now?
25:58DOOR CREAKS
26:10SHE SCREAMS
26:12What happened to her?
26:16She's not herself, Sam.
26:22KNOCKING
26:28Ow!
26:30I'd have paid for a new door.
26:33I can't do this any more.
26:35I need help.
26:38OK.
26:48So...
26:51..you said you needed help?
26:55That you wanted to talk?
26:58I'm guessing it's not that easy.
27:02You know you're safe here, Belle.
27:05So whatever you want to say, whatever you feel...
27:09..too vulnerable to...
27:11There's no way out. Everywhere I turn, it's a dead end.
27:16I can't win.
27:20If I trick him, he's one step ahead.
27:23If I...
27:25..call him out, I look concerned.
27:27If I do nothing, then...
27:30No! You can't take him!
27:32I...
27:35..can't keep...
27:37..living...
27:39..in this...
27:41..pinball machine.
27:46Thomas...
27:52Thomas Bean...
27:55HE SIGHS
27:57Just say the words, Belle.
28:00Don't be scared.
28:03I don't think I can.
28:07Cos if I say them, it makes it real.
28:10But it is...
28:12..real.
28:15And I know...
28:17..it feels like once it's out there, there's no going back.
28:20And I know how scary that is.
28:24But you need to say the words.
28:26And not for me, for you.
28:38Thomas has been hurting me.
28:55HE SIGHS
29:03It's been going on for months.
29:07Threatening me.
29:10Stalking me.
29:13Tracking my every move.
29:16He spied on me with a camera.
29:20Installed an app on my phone.
29:25You don't believe me.
29:29What?
29:31You think I've relapsed? No!
29:34Of course I believe you.
29:36Then why are you looking at me like this?
29:39If I look worried, it's because I am.
29:43Thomas, right, I can't trust any of you.
29:45Belle, no, listen to me.
29:47Listen.
29:49I know what it's like to be abused by a man.
29:53To live every day with your heart in your mouth
29:56and your stomach on the floor.
29:58Oh, yeah, he's railed us in, he's played us all for months,
30:01but do you honestly believe I would doubt you about this?
30:04I don't know.
30:07I don't know anything any more.
30:09I feel like my...
30:11..my brain's in pieces, it's...
30:14..it's just fragments and I...
30:16..I can't put them together.
30:18And what if Tom's right? What if I am actually losing it?
30:21No! Whatever words he's put into that head of yours,
30:24it's his sickness, not yours.
30:26How can you be sure?
30:28Because I know what a woman looks like when she's been ground down
30:31and it's a million miles away from psychosis.
30:34I'm so exhausted.
30:37I feel like I've just got nothing left inside.
30:43Listen, you know, these...
30:45..fragments...
30:47..what if we were to go through them one by one?
30:49Would that help?
30:53I wouldn't know where to begin.
30:57I don't know when it started.
31:00I don't know how or why.
31:02You don't have to worry about it making sense, Belle.
31:06Just let it out.
31:11Thanks, Vinnie.
31:12Shall we have a dance later? Yeah.
31:15Confetti time!
31:18I'd dreamt of that day since I was a little kid.
31:22Mum in some daft hat.
31:25Dad in his only suit, walking me down the aisle.
31:31And there I am.
31:34Alone.
31:37Bunking on the sofa on my own wedding night.
31:41Banned from the bedroom.
31:44After he'd just slid into everyone I loved.
31:48Must have been crushed.
31:52I felt sorry for him.
31:56It was his big day, too, and he was right.
31:59The whole thing was a disaster. It was a...
32:01..total farce.
32:03A total farce? Oh, yeah.
32:07Family brawls.
32:09Caleb cheating with Tracy.
32:11Mandy paralytic doing the conga.
32:13It was a circus.
32:17What?
32:18Nothing.
32:21Go on, say it.
32:23Just when I watched the video...
32:26..I don't know, you looked really happy.
32:29Did I?
32:32You must have been covering well.
32:37No, I was happy.
32:40Until...
32:42Until what?
32:46Until Tom wasn't.
32:50So I guess your memory became his.
32:53Sorry, I shouldn't be putting words in your mouth.
32:57You're right.
33:00Was it a pattern?
33:04Your mood dictated by his?
33:06Maybe.
33:10Mum was so sure...
33:13..that I was going to marry a good man.
33:17A kind man.
33:20And that's the thing, he was.
33:24He was good, he was kind.
33:30I don't know what happened.
33:32I don't know what happened.
33:47He's always loved me too much.
33:51That was the problem.
33:54He was so afraid of losing me.
33:57Became obsessed...
33:59..at first.
34:02And part of me felt...
34:04..special.
34:07I know it sounds twisted now. No.
34:10No, it doesn't.
34:12Having someone love you...
34:15..that much...
34:18..someone who...
34:21..you're their entire world...
34:24..made me feel complete.
34:26But it didn't last.
34:29The minute...
34:31..I felt whole...
34:34..that's when the dig started.
34:38Slagging off my dress sense.
34:42Picking up Gabby and Dawn, all these...
34:46..passive-aggressive little put-downs that I just couldn't see at the time.
34:50Passive-aggressive little put-downs that I just couldn't see at the time.
34:56Actually, that's a lie.
34:59I could see them.
35:02But you were too scared to say anything.
35:05I just always knew where they were coming from.
35:09I always knew how insecure he was, how...
35:12..damaged.
35:14But does that give him the right to hurt you?
35:17I'm not saying that, but...
35:21..he's not all bad.
35:23He's sick.
35:26So then he's got no control over his emotions?
35:30Exactly.
35:32So then he's the same when he's at the vets?
35:35With Jimmy and Nicola?
35:38Well, no, but that's different, cos he has to cover it up then.
35:42So then he has a choice, Bill.
35:45He chooses to behave that way only around you.
35:50You don't get it.
35:52But if he is sick, if his behaviour really is out of his control,
35:56why does he only show it around you?
35:59Because I trigger him.
36:00How?!
36:02By being the sweetest, kindest, most understanding...
36:06Do you really think I'm a walk in the park to live with?
36:09When I've relapsed and I'm imagining all sorts?
36:11I've played my part too, OK?
36:13So if I'm going to be honest, I...
36:15..I have to take some ownership.
36:17Like he's doing?
36:21Bill...
36:24..your psychosis was a weapon to him.
36:29You were adamant you took your meds.
36:32Because you did.
36:33And then all that stuff about Piper, you even said...
36:36No, no, I don't know anything for sure.
36:38I cannot accuse someone of what-ifs, can I?
36:41I have no proof.
36:42Bill, why are you defending him?
36:44I'm trying to be fair.
36:45What, like he's been fair to you?
36:48When he sold your car?
36:49When he wrote down every little penny that you spent?
36:54I'm not excusing his behaviour.
36:57But...
36:59..is it any wonder...
37:02..when you've got Carl for a dad?
37:06Loads of people have rough starts in life.
37:10They don't all turn into abusers.
37:14Sorry.
37:15Sorry.
37:16I mean, this is the last thing you need, but...
37:19..it just hurts to see you so poisoned by all his lies.
37:26Do you think I've been brainwashed?
37:29We all have.
37:32Because that is what men like him do.
37:37Tom is an abuser.
37:40And I know you might not feel ready to call him that, but...
37:43..you don't have to knock seven bells out of someone to earn that title.
37:54Oh, no, please tell me you didn't.
38:13No!
38:24The first time...
38:27..was just a posh...
38:28..just...
38:31..sorry.
38:34It could have happened to anyone.
38:39But then...
38:43..we had this awful dinner party.
38:46A toast.
38:47To friends and happy futures.
38:49Tom?
38:51You lying bitch!
38:52He found out I was still on the pill and...
38:56..I have never...
38:59..seen such rage in his eyes.
39:03He called me manipulative.
39:07Said I was messing with his head.
39:10And my hand...
39:15..it was under the hot tap.
39:20And he didn't do anything.
39:24He just held it there.
39:27He burnt you.
39:29He said it was just for a second.
39:33He said it was an accident.
39:35He said it was an accident.
39:38And somehow...
39:42..I believed him.
39:45But I hurt him too.
39:48Like I said, I'm no Lily White in all this.
39:50I should never have lied to him.
39:51So why did you?
39:55Because I knew...
39:58..I knew I'd react if I told him the truth.
40:01And if I said something, it might...
40:03What?
40:05..result in another accident.
40:09How are you ever...
40:11..supposed to win in that situation?
40:16You can't.
40:23And I found that out...
40:26..when he punched me in the stomach.
40:31It just happened.
40:35It happened once.
40:40But it was hard.
40:45It was so hard, it took my breath away.
40:49And this is him loving you too much?
40:51SHE SOBS
41:02So the abortion, was that all because of him?
41:09I wasn't ready.
41:12And there's no way I was going to bring a child into that home.
41:18So you went to the clinical by yourself?
41:21It was fine.
41:22None of this is fine, Belle.
41:25Somebody should have been with you.
41:27I should have been with you, holding your hand.
41:30You didn't know.
41:31No, I did.
41:35I knew something wasn't right.
41:38All that guff at that holiday cottage...
41:41..why didn't I trust my gut?
41:45I should have done so much more.
41:47No.
41:48No.
41:50Charity...
41:52..when you pushed me...
41:54..it just made it worse, because I didn't want you to know.
41:57I didn't want anyone to know.
41:59Why?
42:01Because you didn't think you'd be believed.
42:04Because I felt stupid.
42:07And I felt weak, and I felt like no-one would understand.
42:12You have no idea what it's taken for me to knock on your door.
42:18And telling you all of this...
42:22..breaking over it all...
42:25..it's really hard.
42:28And the horrible bit is...
42:31..there's more.
42:33There's so much more.
42:35Belle, we've got all night.
42:38And there is no rush, OK?
42:39We're going to do this your way, in your time.
42:44Hey.
42:47Hey.
42:49Listen, you coming to me...
42:52..it's an honour.
42:56Just know that you're not fighting this alone any more, OK?
43:03Now you've told me everything that's been going on,
43:07I promise you things are going to change.
43:10OK?
43:12That man is never going to hurt you again.
43:17OK?
43:20Hey.
43:22It's all right.
43:46I'm not going to hurt you.