VIDA DESPUÉS DE LA MUERTE (1999)

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En este magnífico documental titulado VIDA DESPUÉS DE LA MUERTE (Documanía, 1999) se muestran testimonios de médiums y de personas que han protagonizado visitas del mas allá

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00:00:00I invite you to make a trip with us.

00:00:04As with all trips, there is the possibility of discovering yourself through other people.

00:00:10The only difference you will find in this is that all people are dead.

00:00:15I'm Linda Ellerby, and what follows is a serious attempt to connect with those people,

00:00:21or maybe this connection is actually love, and it's about how to prolong it.

00:00:26I know some of you will say that when you die, it's all over, it's the end of the story.

00:00:32And you may be right, but what's wrong with investigating a little?

00:00:35After all, as the poet said, only those who risk going too far will know how far they can go.

00:00:41So let's say that here science joins poetry, and the conclusions are exclusively theirs.

00:00:56My first visit was when I was 18 years old. It came from my late grandfather.

00:01:01He was at the foot of the bed, he nodded to me, and he said I didn't have to worry about him being in another world.

00:01:10At the time it was happening, I thought, my mother is calling me.

00:01:14I realized I couldn't be calling because I had died 11 years ago.

00:01:22The fact that someone tells you that they have communicated with Aunt Millie or Uncle Joe

00:01:26does not necessarily imply that this is true.

00:01:28Even if millions of people said that, it would not mean that it was true.

00:01:37Then afterwards he left, but when I woke up, I still felt his presence, his essence,

00:01:43and a tickling all around me, as if someone had been physically with me,

00:01:48as if he had touched me and hugged me and kissed me.

00:01:53The ever-present myth that we will continue to live is the essential myth of our human personality,

00:02:00of all cultures, and of all civilizations.

00:02:07The next day, in the afternoon, my grandparents told me that he had died.

00:02:13I think the first place he visited after leaving his body was my bedroom.

00:02:19Many of us experience things, but science denies those experiences because at the moment they cannot measure them.

00:02:32I went to the intersection of 86th and Broadway to take the subway to the city center to work.

00:02:37When I found people on the street, even at the station,

00:02:40I wanted to give them a pat on the back and tell them,

00:02:43you will not believe what has happened to me.

00:02:45The love of my life, who died eight years ago, has come to see me in my apartment.

00:02:51All the essence of his being manifested in my body.

00:02:54I do not know what to do after this has happened to me.

00:02:57I feel that I should scream that all those people are really alive.

00:03:03Hey, maybe people survive death.

00:03:06I'm not quite sure, but people who say there is no evidence simply do not know what is happening.

00:03:17About two weeks after his death, I woke up in bed and saw a light on somewhere else in the house.

00:03:23He was standing in the kitchen, it was very vivid, and I said, Dad, we thought you were dead, and hugged him.

00:03:30Interesting night, glad you're here.

00:03:32Judy Guggenheim is with us, the author of Hello from Heaven.

00:03:35We're talking about after-death communications.

00:03:38This is a subject that is just at an all-time high as far as interest is concerned.

00:03:43As we get close to the year 2000, the subject is almost mainstream.

00:03:47We are conservatively estimating 50 million Americans have had an after-death communication.

00:03:52And the evidence is out there.

00:03:56Millions of Americans, about 50 million, have reported having had communications after death or having witnessed apparitions.

00:04:04What's going on?

00:04:06There are many people who say they've seen something that doesn't fit with the current idea we have of the world.

00:04:10These experiences have probably been with us since the dawn of mankind.

00:04:14Toddlers have them.

00:04:16And we'll remark about great-grandma in the morning having visited her.

00:04:21If we take those 50 million and we start counting down, okay, we're going to get rid of 90% of those people.

00:04:28We still have a surprising number of people with very credible stories.

00:04:32I think there's a lot of religious sentiment behind all this.

00:04:36A quasi-religious desire to get to know the spiritual universe.

00:05:06I was looking at him.

00:05:08He says, son, I'm proud of you.

00:05:11You're going to do good.

00:05:13And when I went to lunch, my drill sergeant came up to me and he goes, or I got something to tell you.

00:05:22I looked at him and I go, I know.

00:05:24My dad's dead.

00:05:26How many times have you told this story?

00:05:30Twice.

00:05:32Yes.

00:05:34The proof of a first-order intelligence is the ability to maintain two opposing ideas at the same time

00:05:41and maintain the ability to continue working.

00:05:44F. Scott Fitzgerald

00:05:47We've examined hundreds of thousands of reports of people who want to believe what they've seen.

00:05:53I mean, you have reincarnations, abductions, you have other surprising things.

00:05:58So, yeah, you have to carefully classify the testimonies that people make.

00:06:03Life after death is an issue that arouses a lot of interest, a lot of passion.

00:06:09You feel a certain yearning for it.

00:06:12What I call a transcendental temptation, a desire for the world beyond.

00:06:19And so there is a natural tendency to believe in it, and here more than anywhere else.

00:06:27This is really nothing new, this vehement attitude towards a possible survival.

00:06:32For example, in the sixteenth century, when Sir Isaac Newton proposed a radical theory called universal gravitation,

00:06:39the skeptics claimed to heaven.

00:06:43They accused Newton of surrendering to mysticism.

00:06:46No one had been able to hold gravity in their hands.

00:06:51It was invisible, it sounded crazy.

00:06:54And so this really occurred in Newton's time.

00:06:57It's the same thing that happens with our idea of survival.

00:07:01From a physical point of view, energy is not destroyed.

00:07:04We know that the material body can disintegrate and revert in its molecules and atoms,

00:07:11but it doesn't go away.

00:07:13It's all there.

00:07:14It's just that it comes in a different way.

00:07:16And so it's not that difficult to imagine that our thinking, our conscious part,

00:07:22will become something different.

00:07:25Because that's how everything we know so far behaves.

00:07:29I used to build these toys in my bedroom.

00:07:33One of them is what is called a fog chamber,

00:07:36a device to detect subatomic particles.

00:07:40A steam fog is created in a box, and you can see the traces of the particles in it.

00:07:46The curious thing about the fog chamber is that there's nothing inside, just the steam.

00:07:51But suddenly a flash appears that then disappears.

00:07:55When my daughter was born, I remember that at the time of birth there was nothing,

00:07:59and suddenly she appeared, just like the trace that crosses the fog chamber.

00:08:03Then one day she will also disappear.

00:08:06But thanks to the fog chamber, we know that the subatomic particle does not disappear as we might think.

00:08:13It simply returns to the void again, to the place where it comes from.

00:08:16It arises from where it comes from.

00:08:18It crosses our world in an instant and returns to its place of origin.

00:08:22I think it's impossible to see something like that,

00:08:24that doesn't affect our ideas about life and death.

00:08:27We now know that the world is governed by fundamental physics,

00:08:31mainly quantum mechanics.

00:08:33It's very strange that there are these connections between the human mind

00:08:37and the environment in which it develops.

00:08:39But it's the quantum interconnection that physics tells us about.

00:08:43The physical world is very strange and allows it.

00:08:46So it is no longer inconceivable that the forms of interconnection

00:08:51that the media and some physicists talk about

00:08:53are not in fact a reflection of what the physical world really is.

00:08:59The only source of knowledge is experience.

00:09:03Albert Einstein.

00:09:06And suddenly, I felt in a very strong way the presence of my mother.

00:09:12It was as if she had hugged me with her arms,

00:09:16as if she had given me a big hug.

00:09:21About six feet away from me, this chair was sitting against the wall

00:09:26and Paul appeared to be sitting on it.

00:09:29He was about eight years old.

00:09:33Two years after Karen died, I saw her.

00:09:36And it was like this joyous reunion.

00:09:39I said, oh my God.

00:09:41And she came to hug me and said, oh, I'm so happy to see you.

00:09:49I looked in the doorway and there he was, standing up.

00:09:53And he says, I'm not going to hurt you.

00:09:55He said he just wanted to see me.

00:09:56You know, after that, he disappeared out the door.

00:09:59I was afraid.

00:10:01I just know that this wasn't a self-appeasing fantasy of mine,

00:10:09but it comes from another person's consciousness,

00:10:14some other area of experience, not mine at all.

00:10:21I think that they're around us,

00:10:26but they're here for us.

00:10:29They've always been with us.

00:10:33I think that the evidence is so strong

00:10:36that we can predict where an apparition is going to happen.

00:10:40The idea of survival is something that will one day be demonstrated.

00:10:44It will be solid science.

00:10:46And the people who don't believe in it

00:10:48will be considered as deviant and deviant.

00:10:55It is impossible for the human mind

00:10:57to conceive a day when it no longer exists,

00:11:00when consciousness does not exist.

00:11:02So we invent all kinds of scenarios

00:11:04to believe that some of a way will go still alive.

00:11:19There's a biological necessity for all cellular organisms

00:11:23to feel the biological need to stay alive and reproduce their DNA.

00:11:28That's what drives all evolution.

00:11:31As soon as we get to an organism like ours,

00:11:34which is a thinking, processing organism, with psychology,

00:11:39we transmediate from the biological need to stay alive

00:11:44into a psychological need to stay alive.

00:11:47So we create this entire myth

00:11:49about Aunt Margie being dead only in theory,

00:11:52but that she stays alive.

00:11:54It's a way of convincing ourselves

00:11:56that the same thing is going to happen to us

00:11:58and that we will always live.

00:12:01Our obsession with the existence of something after life

00:12:21has been magnified by modern technology and medicine.

00:12:27A couple of generations ago,

00:12:29when people were dying at home,

00:12:31we watched the reality of death as a process.

00:12:34Death is not a process.

00:12:36Death is not a event.

00:12:38We watch events in a spiral as a process

00:12:41until finally that person dies.

00:12:43It's a natural phenomenon.

00:12:45It was expected.

00:12:47When people were dying at home,

00:12:49there was a lot of familiarity with this man

00:12:51because he died in front of us.

00:12:56Now what happens is that they are separated from us.

00:12:59They are hidden in the hospital environment.

00:13:02We don't see any development of a natural process.

00:13:05At a certain moment,

00:13:07a young physician appears and says to us,

00:13:10I'm sorry to tell you that your mother has died

00:13:13or any other euphemism.

00:13:16But we should stay with that person at that moment.

00:13:19It is necessary to be present at the moment

00:13:22when a vital contact is abruptly interrupted.

00:13:25I think that is the ingredient that is missing today

00:13:28and that has caused this huge explosion of people

00:13:31who believe that there is something more.

00:13:34I think that is the ingredient that is missing today

00:13:37and that has caused this huge explosion of people

00:13:40who believe that there is something more.

00:13:43They look for a few days and additional weeks

00:13:46in something that we could call life after death.

00:13:49in something that we could call life after death.

00:14:01My beloved aunt Cornelia died in January 1994.

00:14:04That took place three months before I finished my first novel.

00:14:07I wrote a dedication to her because I loved her very much.

00:14:10The last line of the dedication said,

00:14:13She is eternal.

00:14:15And as soon as I wrote those words,

00:14:18I felt like she was kissing me right here.

00:14:21And I got up and I cried.

00:14:23And it confirmed to me that she was still by me

00:14:26and she was still there for me and supporting me

00:14:29and believing in me.

00:14:31It was the most beautiful experience I have ever had.

00:14:36My father died in 1975.

00:14:39Three months later, my mother and I were in his room

00:14:42when we felt a breath of air passing by us.

00:14:46All the windows of the room were closed.

00:14:49It was very cold.

00:14:51I could smell his cologne, which was aquavelva.

00:14:56And I said to my mother,

00:14:58It's dad, isn't it?

00:15:02In 1971, my older brother died of cancer.

00:15:06After about three months after his death,

00:15:09he appeared to me in the middle of the night.

00:15:12He was standing, at the door, with his suit on,

00:15:15on a yellow background,

00:15:17and he told me he wanted me to know that I was okay.

00:15:21I know this happened exactly like that and it wasn't a dream.

00:15:26Have I ever had any communication beyond death?

00:15:29Of course I have.

00:15:31My mother died when I was 11 years old,

00:15:34and from then on I communicated with her.

00:15:37I knew it wasn't real,

00:15:39and I also knew at the age of 11 that I had to do it.

00:15:42I had to keep her alive somehow,

00:15:44because I didn't want to lose her.

00:15:46But that's something very different

00:15:48from what people believe,

00:15:50that the person they communicate with

00:15:52exists through some intellectual or spiritual form,

00:15:55that that communication is true.

00:16:02There are two ways to make a mistake.

00:16:05One is to believe what is not true,

00:16:08and the other is to refuse to believe what is true.

00:16:11Soren Kierkegaard.

00:16:17If we look at the things that make us believe

00:16:20that there is a survival of consciousness,

00:16:23we can divide them into two categories,

00:16:26those that happen to us without the need for intermediaries,

00:16:29appearances, dreams,

00:16:31feeling of presence, things like that,

00:16:34and the things that happen through the intermediary

00:16:37of people who call themselves medium.

00:16:50What is a medium?

00:16:52It is a person who somehow

00:16:54believes that he can contact with spirits of the dead.

00:16:57That is the only definition

00:16:59that can be given at this point.

00:17:07Let's call it telepathy.

00:17:09If telepathy is a communication from mind to mind,

00:17:12and the mind survives death,

00:17:14then the mind of the medium

00:17:16can telepathically communicate

00:17:18with the mind of the spirit,

00:17:20making the sounds more precise.

00:17:22But although we know that telepathy exists,

00:17:25we do not understand it.

00:17:27Not only is the mind read, it is telepathy.

00:17:30It is a telepathic communication

00:17:32between the soul in the other world and me.

00:17:34During this exercise, the telepathic bridge that is created,

00:17:37and that I will be able to interpret

00:17:39through clairvoyance,

00:17:41represents the symbology of what has to become.

00:17:56I think that what is defined by the expression

00:17:58a good medium does not really exist.

00:18:00People acquire skill with the treatment of people.

00:18:03They give psychological guidance advice.

00:18:05To do this, they read their expressions

00:18:07and give them some advice,

00:18:09some better than others.

00:18:25So that to me means that there is a celebration

00:18:27or a birthday either in the sixth month.

00:18:29Do you understand that?

00:18:30It's my birthday.

00:18:31Happy birthday from your mom.

00:18:32But this is no more than a form

00:18:34of psychological interactive interpretation,

00:18:36not a communication with the beyond.

00:18:39You tell me to talk about a dress.

00:18:41This dress has some type of specific connection to her.

00:18:43Either you have her dress and you were smelling it,

00:18:45but she told me to talk about some type of clothing issue,

00:18:47and I feel like I'm smelling it.

00:18:49Do you understand that?

00:18:50Yes.

00:18:51Okay, she told me she was with you when you were doing this.

00:18:53When she asked me if I had smelled a piece of clothing

00:18:55from my mother, it was actually true.

00:18:57I was smelling my mother's dress,

00:18:59and I was smelling my mom's.

00:19:01And you tend to remember some events.

00:19:03The mediums can give you 20 answers to a question,

00:19:07and you may be wrong on 18.

00:19:11Are you one of three?

00:19:12No.

00:19:13But the two he got right,

00:19:14he said my brother had lung cancer,

00:19:16and he was right.

00:19:18Is your sister older?

00:19:20Younger.

00:19:21Has her mother passed?

00:19:23No.

00:19:24Your mom's mom is here?

00:19:25Yes.

00:19:26But the dates were wrong,

00:19:27the places and other things were wrong.

00:19:29Are you contemplating having a child?

00:19:30No.

00:19:31Okay.

00:19:32But people are so eager to establish contact with the dead

00:19:35that they focus only on the successes they may have achieved.

00:19:40My field has a bullet right on it,

00:19:42and everyone tries to shoot it.

00:19:45That's why I try to be clear,

00:19:46so that people don't say,

00:19:48this and the other have been very general things.

00:19:50But what about this other?

00:20:04Belief in the life of the afterlife comforts people.

00:20:09It gives them a kind of support to help them face adversity.

00:20:13I would attribute it to a deep psychological expression,

00:20:17to a lack, to a desire.

00:20:21But that doesn't make it so.

00:20:24Is there a running joke about some type of mooning thing?

00:20:29Sure is.

00:20:30Okay.

00:20:31I totally believe that communication with the afterlife

00:20:35is part of our daily life.

00:20:38Even when it comes to avoiding a simple car accident,

00:20:41people say,

00:20:42I saw my father's face and that's why I avoided the accident.

00:20:45Or in a simple message of love that arises during a visit,

00:20:48a dream or in the middle of a session.

00:20:50For us, those are proofs that show us a reality.

00:21:01I think that belief in the afterlife

00:21:04virtually forms the basis of all mythology.

00:21:08It's a universal human constant.

00:21:12I think the notion that immortality is a scam

00:21:16that humanity performs on itself is a complete nonsense.

00:21:20I think we have indications of immortality,

00:21:23as Wordsworth once said, because we are immortal.

00:21:26American culture is, I call it,

00:21:30spiritually ignorant in the field of death,

00:21:33but other cultures are much more.

00:21:37The fact that we put so much emphasis

00:21:40on the search for scientific evidence

00:21:42of life after life

00:21:44is, in many ways,

00:21:45something specific to modern Western society.

00:21:51A lot of traditional primitive cultures

00:21:53in which religion made life manifest as it is,

00:21:56would not have been concerned about this.

00:21:59Not only were people taught to believe in religion,

00:22:02but there were many physical phenomena

00:22:05that seemed to show their authenticity.

00:22:08If people dreamed of the dead,

00:22:10it was obvious that they had received

00:22:12a message from a loved one.

00:22:14They focused on what the message said

00:22:16or on whether or not it was possible to communicate.

00:22:24My grandmother passed away, but I feel her,

00:22:27and I see her, and I know she'll be with me for a long time.

00:22:32Unlike Western beliefs,

00:22:34I don't need proof that there is a future life.

00:22:39I've lived it, I've done it all my life,

00:22:42I know there is a connection.

00:22:44I was raised in Santeria and the Afro-Cuban heritage.

00:22:48My Afro-Cuban heritage has helped me understand

00:22:51that communication with the afterlife is something real,

00:22:55something that happens naturally.

00:22:59It's like going for a walk.

00:23:07A mystery does not hurt to know something about it.

00:23:11Richard Feynman

00:23:18When the topic of survival of consciousness arises in the mind,

00:23:22at the same time arises the paradox.

00:23:25According to the general opinion,

00:23:27everyone is interested in this matter.

00:23:30You could come to believe that there is a great knowledge about it,

00:23:34not only from an experimental point of view,

00:23:37but from a scientific point of view,

00:23:39because science behaves very well studying difficult problems.

00:23:43But the fact is that scientifically it is very little known.

00:23:47I think that the fundamental reason

00:23:49why most scientists do not want to investigate

00:23:52the survival of consciousness,

00:23:54not even take a look at it,

00:23:56is that psychologically they are ambivalent

00:23:59or are afraid to ask,

00:24:01what is the meaning of my life?

00:24:03What would happen if they find that there is none?

00:24:06So it's better to push the whole thing.

00:24:09We know very well how to study these things.

00:24:12It will take a long time because there is a certain problem.

00:24:16We are studying if consciousness survives.

00:24:19It's a good question.

00:24:21Let's start by defining what consciousness is.

00:24:24Well, we do not know,

00:24:26so the day we know what consciousness is,

00:24:29maybe we will be able to study if it survives.

00:24:32But until then it will be nothing more than a gigantic riddle.

00:24:36We would need hundreds of thousands of scientists,

00:24:39with the greatest psychological load,

00:24:41study hundreds of mediums,

00:24:43to really know what is happening.

00:24:46The question I really ask myself is

00:24:49if we are going to jump and make an act of faith

00:24:52to say that this is true.

00:24:54Although we do not have enough evidence

00:24:56from the objective point of view,

00:24:58and it is now when the skeptics say,

00:25:00let's not fool ourselves.

00:25:19We are teaming together with a group of scientists

00:25:22in a university that really believes in the idea

00:25:26that any important question that is meaningful for people

00:25:31should be asked in an open fashion.

00:25:35Tomorrow we are going to have a marathon.

00:25:38In the morning we are going to do the naturalistic experiment.

00:25:42It is a mediumship demonstration experiment.

00:25:46Demonstration means we are not addressing the how it works.

00:25:50We are addressing to what extent does it, quote, work.

00:25:54Okay, this is what we are going to do first.

00:25:56We are going to put a cap on you that has 19 electrodes.

00:26:00During the experiment we will record the electrocardiogram,

00:26:03the heartbeat, and the electroencephalogram,

00:26:06or the brain waves.

00:26:08The data may tell us something about how the brain

00:26:11and the heart of the mediums work during the session.

00:26:20My name is Patricia Price.

00:26:23I live about 45 kilometers from Phoenix,

00:26:26in a very small town.

00:26:28Most of its inhabitants are cotton growers.

00:26:32I do not feel like an Indian bunny in any way.

00:26:36As I said, I'm very nervous.

00:26:39It's a good opportunity.

00:26:41It's my first time.

00:26:43I'm very happy to be part of this research.

00:26:47For some time between 10 and 15 minutes,

00:26:50you and this person will sit together

00:26:53and you will do whatever you do in your own way.

00:26:58Don't start doing anything yet because we have...

00:27:00We've added these controls to the experiment.

00:27:04We've ensured that you and the subject have never met.

00:27:10There will be no eye contact,

00:27:12so a screen will separate you.

00:27:15The sitter will give you only yes or no answers.

00:27:19You will share no information with the other mediums.

00:27:22Don't share a word of anything until the entire thing is over.

00:27:26Now, during the reading,

00:27:28the sitter will make subjective judgments

00:27:30rating the extent to which they personally feel

00:27:33that you are making a recognizable contact

00:27:35with a specific deceased loved one.

00:27:39The video music will continue.

00:27:42Before we start, I want you to understand

00:27:44real clearly how I work, okay?

00:27:45Okay.

00:27:46You've never done this before?

00:27:47No.

00:27:48Okay, then we're fine.

00:27:50Okay, two things.

00:27:51I have to tell you just very, very, very fast here.

00:27:53I'm getting a couple people around you very, very strong.

00:27:55Your papa's gone, please?

00:27:57Your papa?

00:27:58Yes.

00:27:59Your father, papa's father.

00:28:00Father's been gone some time, they tell me, Patricia.

00:28:02And I don't know why, but your father gave you your name

00:28:04because he says, I gave her my name.

00:28:06I gave her my name.

00:28:10Okay, what's gonna happen is there will be a series

00:28:12of impressions, pictures, and words,

00:28:14and things that make no sense to me

00:28:16come through in my mind.

00:28:17I'm gonna tell you what I'm seeing, hearing, and feeling,

00:28:19and basically ask you to confirm and verify it

00:28:21simply by yeses or nos.

00:28:22Okay.

00:28:23The first thing that's coming through

00:28:24is they're telling me to talk about

00:28:25a male figure to your side.

00:28:26A male figure to your side would be

00:28:27a husband or a brother who has crossed over.

00:28:29Do you understand that?

00:28:30Yes.

00:28:31Okay, actually, there's two, there's three.

00:28:33There's three.

00:28:34They're showing me one seems to be

00:28:35like a husband figure to you.

00:28:36Do you understand that?

00:28:37Yeah.

00:28:38Okay.

00:28:42Whatever I say to you, just acknowledge with yes, no,

00:28:44or that you understand only.

00:28:46Also, who you least expect may show up

00:28:48along with who you hope will.

00:28:50Doesn't matter how close you were to them,

00:28:51how long ago they passed on, or whatever.

00:28:53Okay, well, first of all,

00:28:54a male presence comes around you.

00:28:57They talk about the younger male that passed.

00:29:00Does that make sense to you?

00:29:01Yes.

00:29:02Okay, because whoever he is is claiming

00:29:03he was the first one in the room,

00:29:04so I guess he wants the credit of coming first.

00:29:08Okay, as I'm tuning myself with you now,

00:29:11and I'm beginning to feel the touch of spirit,

00:29:13I see a woman that she's very close to you

00:29:16from the world of spirit and has been for many years.

00:29:20She has particularly pretty eyes,

00:29:22rather large, wide-set eyes, highly arched brows.

00:29:30How are you doing today?

00:29:32Doing terrific, thank you.

00:29:33I read by voice.

00:29:35Okay, so by hearing just your voice,

00:29:37not information, just your voice is enough.

00:29:41Do you have a grandfather in spirit?

00:29:43Yes.

00:29:45Okay, I will tell you that this person

00:29:47is a very, very strong man.

00:29:50He comes through with a lot of zest,

00:29:51a lot of energy, very strong.

00:29:54We have had quite a date.

00:29:57Just to review what happened,

00:29:59there were six people that were listed

00:30:02as possible visitors.

00:30:04One of them was observed at least once.

00:30:07In addition to these six,

00:30:08eight people and one dog came through.

00:30:12I came in not expecting anything

00:30:14that would be a disappointment.

00:30:18Was your son killed in an accident?

00:30:20No.

00:30:21He also says beyond his control.

00:30:23Do you understand?

00:30:24No.

00:30:25Is that person still here?

00:30:26No.

00:30:27Is your mama still here, please?

00:30:28No, but I was very surprised.

00:30:31I was very surprised, to be honest,

00:30:34with the things that the five media told me.

00:31:02Now, is this your son that's passed?

00:31:04Yes.

00:31:05Okay, because he's jumping up and down.

00:31:06My God, he's making me feel like

00:31:07you need to know that he's here.

00:31:09Now, I don't understand this,

00:31:10but your son also apologizes for his passing?

00:31:14Yes.

00:31:15He does take his own life, correct?

00:31:17Correct.

00:31:18Somebody passes that I feel is being like, boom.

00:31:21They go out, boom.

00:31:22There's like a big explosion

00:31:23or there's some type of big boom that happens.

00:31:25Someone who passed out of the body

00:31:27very quickly, very unexpectedly.

00:31:29One boy who passed was a tremendous upset in the family,

00:31:32tremendous upset in the family,

00:31:33and I don't know if that's his initiation from it,

00:31:36but I do hear an M name,

00:31:37so that's his name or whoever he's connected to.

00:31:40The boy you're talking about is my son,

00:31:43and yes, he had taken his own life,

00:31:47and he wished to be with his grandmother.

00:31:52Also, somebody just stated mom is here.

00:31:55Does that make sense?

00:31:56Yes.

00:31:57It is correct your mom has passed?

00:31:58Correct.

00:31:59Is your mother also passed over?

00:32:01Yes.

00:32:02Okay, your mother's coming in beautifully.

00:32:04But she also had a cough, a lot of coughing.

00:32:09She comes near me.

00:32:10I feel the irritation to the throat and the bronchial area.

00:32:18Also, another male presence comes forward to you

00:32:20and says dad is here.

00:32:21Is it correct your dad has passed?

00:32:23Correct.

00:32:24Okay.

00:32:25Your father also wore a hat.

00:32:26He's got a hat on today.

00:32:27He's quite a cute man.

00:32:28He has a smoke.

00:32:29I don't know if that's what he passed from,

00:32:30but he shows me the center of his chest.

00:32:32He's talking about some blackness to the chest,

00:32:34which to me would indicate either lung cancer or emphysema,

00:32:37some type of heavy respiratory problem filling up with fluids.

00:32:41I also want to tell you the other thing I got was a dog.

00:32:44I feel like there's a dog,

00:32:45and I want to tell you that I feel like the dog has wire hair.

00:32:49Does this make sense to you, yes or no?

00:32:51Yeah.

00:32:52There now is a dog who walked into the room.

00:32:53Oh, it was mother's and papa's dog.

00:32:55They give you the dog that walked into the room.

00:32:57Did your husband have a dog who passed?

00:32:59Something about a dog.

00:33:01Something about a dog.

00:33:03God, I keep seeing that little dog again.

00:33:06He just kind of keeps wondering in and out.

00:33:08The dog is back.

00:33:09The dog is back.

00:33:11The dog that you're inquiring to is a little dog by the name of Pee-wee.

00:33:15It was a little chihuahua that lived to be 20 years old

00:33:17that I had to put to sleep last year.

00:33:19Preliminary analyses of the heart-brain data

00:33:23indicate that the medium's brain is registering the subject's heart

00:33:28while the medium's heart is disconnecting with the subject's heart.

00:33:34These findings are consistent with the hypothesis that during a reading,

00:33:38the medium is disconnecting from the sitter

00:33:41and possibly connecting with the deceased.

00:33:45This experiment does not tell us how this phenomenon occurs.

00:33:51What it does strongly suggest, to put it mildly,

00:33:55is that there is a phenomenon

00:33:58and that it can be replicated

00:34:01and that it has very deep significance.

00:34:04We hope this is a beginning, a new beginning for this work.

00:34:10Life is a great surprise.

00:34:12I don't understand why death couldn't be any bigger.

00:34:15Vladimir Nabokov.

00:34:18We've only spent five minutes studying the history of this universe.

00:34:22And, of course, we've only spent five minutes understanding this universe.

00:34:26We've only spent five minutes studying this universe.

00:34:29There are many more things in heaven and on earth

00:34:32that will be dreamed up in our immature philosophy.

00:34:35There's more to come. There's more to come.

00:34:37We still have a long way to go to the end of the process.

00:34:41Newton's universe was cold.

00:34:43It was dead. It had no life.

00:34:45It was just raw matter

00:34:47that followed a binding, predictable and controllable law.

00:34:51There was no room in Newton's science for consciousness,

00:34:54for human feelings and sufferings, for happiness.

00:34:57We just simply don't appear in Newton's equations.

00:35:03But in the 20th century, there was a second kind of consciousness.

00:35:08But in the 20th century, there was a second kind of consciousness.

00:35:11Quantum mechanics, theory of relativity, chaos and science of complexity.

00:35:16Quantum mechanics tells us that we live in a participatory universe

00:35:21and that we, human beings, conscious creatures,

00:35:24cooperate with our own creations.

00:35:27That's a radically different view from Newton's view.

00:35:33Thanks to physics, I see that consciousness is part of being,

00:35:36part of the quantum vacuum.

00:35:38Consciousness is written into the fabric of reality.

00:35:42That happens with my consciousness and your consciousness

00:35:45and with the consciousness of everybody else.

00:35:48We must have deep sensitivity, loyalty and almost gratitude

00:35:53because this is part of a much larger process.

00:36:02My uncle Joey

00:36:04was my favorite uncle when he passed away last year.

00:36:09And when we were driving down the street to pick up my brother,

00:36:14we stopped behind a school bus.

00:36:17When I looked out the window, I saw my uncle Joey smiling at me.

00:36:22I was a little bit scared, but I was really happy.

00:36:25I think he was telling me that he was okay,

00:36:29because I was worried about him.

00:36:32Many people have spontaneous communication

00:36:35with their loved ones in the spiritual world.

00:36:38And although maybe it only happens once in a lifetime,

00:36:41they are, at that moment, a medium.

00:36:44My brother Jack died after a long illness

00:36:48and I was very upset about that.

00:36:52But what was strange was

00:36:55that my brother Jack came to visit me in a dream.

00:37:00We were walking down a dusty road.

00:37:03Jack was not ill.

00:37:05He walked like everybody else, in a normal way.

00:37:08We were walking down the road, chatting.

00:37:12When all of a sudden he turned to me and said,

00:37:15I want you to know that I'm happy and I'm well.

00:37:19I realize that the reason why he didn't show up to me

00:37:24was because he needed to prove to me

00:37:28that there is life after death.

00:37:31I'm convinced of that. I have no doubts.

00:37:34Well, it changed things a little bit.

00:37:37Maybe I lean a little bit more in that direction.

00:37:40But if you were to ask me, I'd say, I don't believe that.

00:37:43No.

00:37:45Unfolding one's medium

00:37:48requires constant refinement and attention.

00:37:52It's a continuous process.

00:37:55It's not something that can be achieved

00:37:58over a weekend or a whole week.

00:38:01It really requires a lifetime of dedication.

00:38:04This beautiful man is my father.

00:38:07This is the way he looks to me when I go to visit him.

00:38:10As a matter of fact, he says he appears in his old body

00:38:13so I can recognize him.

00:38:15In order to reach him,

00:38:17I have to leave behind everyday activities

00:38:20and make that physical effort.

00:38:23Normally, I sit in a very comfortable chair,

00:38:26close my eyes and take a deep breath several times

00:38:29as if I were meditating.

00:38:31Then I can feel a change.

00:38:33It's not like I'm thinking about him.

00:38:35I feel exactly like I did when I was with him.

00:38:38I can still smell his pipe tobacco.

00:38:42I can still hear him calling me,

00:38:44shooting me, you know.

00:38:46Loved ones can immediately communicate with us

00:38:49and we learn a lot from that.

00:38:52We learn, first of all,

00:38:54that loved ones do not disappear

00:38:57when they go to the other world.

00:39:00My father used to live in Los Angeles

00:39:03and I used to live in New York.

00:39:06One night I was in bed

00:39:09and I just had a very, very strong sense

00:39:12of him being in the room with me.

00:39:15I felt what I felt when I was with him.

00:39:18I felt his energy, his essence, his presence,

00:39:21but his physical body was not there.

00:39:24The next day I found out that he had died.

00:39:28This experience that I've had

00:39:30has convinced me that we can all go through it

00:39:33and if it doesn't happen like that,

00:39:35it's just out of fear.

00:39:37There's nothing more than being a little sensitive,

00:39:40not intellectual, not sophisticated,

00:39:42not reasonable, not rational,

00:39:44if what you want is to talk

00:39:46to the beings you see in the spiritual world.

00:39:50The more we learn,

00:39:52the more surprised we find ourselves or should find ourselves.

00:39:56Dr. Louis Thomas.

00:40:09When I was going to come here,

00:40:11I didn't think I'd find anything

00:40:13as accurate as what I ended up finding.

00:40:16I don't control the people who show up

00:40:18and if the ones you want to listen to come,

00:40:20I don't promise you'll say what you expect.

00:40:23I'm Tom Jack.

00:40:24I own a nightclub in Manhattan.

00:40:36I was surprised he showed up so soon.

00:40:39At first I said,

00:40:40okay, this could be big.

00:40:46He's telling me to let you know that he's okay.

00:40:54Is she the one with the cancer?

00:40:56Yeah.

00:41:02It's my birthday.

00:41:03It's your birthday, okay.

00:41:05Is she trying to tell me she passed by your birthday

00:41:07and that's a celebration?

00:41:08No.

00:41:09Now, she's also telling me to talk about

00:41:11being out of state or upstate.

00:41:13I don't feel like you're in the area

00:41:14that I would know you from.

00:41:15Are you from New York?

00:41:16No, I'm not from New York.

00:41:17Okay.

00:41:18Now, do you have a sister?

00:41:19Yeah.

00:41:20Is she getting married?

00:41:21No.

00:41:22Is there a marriage that took place for her

00:41:23after your mom passed?

00:41:24Uh...

00:41:25Your mom was telling me that after her passing

00:41:27she went to a wedding.

00:41:28Yes, yes.

00:41:29Really?

00:41:30She was at the wedding.

00:41:31There was points where I had to smile

00:41:33because there's no way he could have known them

00:41:36and there's other points where I was in the room

00:41:38but I felt the energy in the room.

00:41:41I felt the presence of people in the room

00:41:44or it wasn't people but I felt in it

00:41:46the presence of something that wasn't there

00:41:48before we started.

00:41:50Now, is there another brother beside you?

00:41:52Yeah.

00:41:53Okay, because now she's telling me

00:41:54she's bringing your brother with her.

00:41:55She's bringing your brother through.

00:41:57Why is there so much green around him?

00:41:59Was he like in Ireland or Scotland?

00:42:01Where was he?

00:42:02No, he was in Canada but he was in a rural area.

00:42:04He's showing me like green all around him.

00:42:06He is telling me to tell you that he is okay.

00:42:08I do want to tell you that I feel like

00:42:09his passing happens very, very fast.

00:42:12It is at the hands of somebody else though.

00:42:14You're aware of that.

00:42:15There were some mysteries in my brother's death.

00:42:17Somebody shows me that causes his passing.

00:42:19Is that what they told you?

00:42:20The police had said it was an accident.

00:42:22They found him on the side of a road.

00:42:25Well, I'm getting it back here.

00:42:26As if he'd been driving around in his car

00:42:28and that was the explanation.

00:42:30That was the official explanation.

00:42:34There is talk about this as being something

00:42:36that is unique and freaky, is my feeling

00:42:39about how he passes.

00:42:41And that there were unanswered questions.

00:42:42And then when he came through he said,

00:42:43brother, what I want you to know

00:42:44is that the story that they told you

00:42:45about his death isn't true.

00:42:47And that you don't really have the opportunity

00:42:52to investigate it in the way that you want

00:42:54because you're stopped.

00:42:56I mean, like literally, I feel like there's a

00:42:57cement wall that comes up and says,

00:42:58you can't go there.

00:43:00I was totally shocked that somebody

00:43:02knew what happened 26 years ago.

00:43:04How did they know that there was a person

00:43:06who died in mysterious circumstances

00:43:08that were in a different country

00:43:09at a different time?

00:43:11That's the way of cutting their ties with me.

00:43:13So I've taken a lot of conclusions

00:43:14about all of this.

00:43:15You could say that it has changed my life.

00:43:23The images started coming to me in 1987.

00:43:27They came from beyond.

00:43:29I had no idea what was going on

00:43:31but they were talking to me about loved ones

00:43:33and dead people who were later confirmed

00:43:34by my clients.

00:43:36I was basically born and raised

00:43:37in a small town in New York called Glencove

00:43:39of Irish-Italian descent.

00:43:44Whenever I had a very clear experience,

00:43:46I would see an old anatomy.

00:43:47It would appear in my dreams.

00:43:49It would tell me things that I would later

00:43:51tell my family.

00:43:53Nobody ever told me that that couldn't happen,

00:43:54that it wasn't possible,

00:43:55and that I couldn't do it.

00:43:57Nobody put limits on my abilities.

00:43:59That's why I started to investigate.

00:44:01I went to the local library and learned

00:44:02a lot about the physical phenomena

00:44:04of parapsychology and metaphysics.

00:44:05The more I learned, the more I realized

00:44:06that I had always had these experiences.

00:44:09It was something that I always believed

00:44:10that happened to all of us.

00:44:15At first, I wanted to open a restaurant.

00:44:17Then I had a lot of desire to study

00:44:19for a health technician, and I did.

00:44:22I have two degrees,

00:44:23health technician assistant

00:44:24and business administration.

00:44:27At that time, I thought I was working

00:44:28in what I liked,

00:44:29and that's why I put aside

00:44:30the physical aspect of my life

00:44:31and I didn't worry about it anymore.

00:44:33But my mother's death in 1989

00:44:34made me realize in my own flesh

00:44:35how important it is to know

00:44:36that our family and friends

00:44:37are well and that they're still with us.

00:45:04My name's Anne Skelton.

00:45:05I live in Freeport

00:45:06and I work in a restaurant.

00:45:09I'm Chris Skelton

00:45:10and I work as a nurse.

00:45:21When Liz died,

00:45:23my heart broke.

00:45:26I needed to heal the wound

00:45:27in some way.

00:45:30I had read some books

00:45:31about this.

00:45:36I had to come and find out

00:45:38something,

00:45:40some kind of message

00:45:41that was right.

00:45:43This is a very dominant feeling to me.

00:45:45My dominant feeling would indicate

00:45:46that this is masculine.

00:45:48However, we can have a daughter

00:45:49coming through that's got

00:45:50a very strong energy attached to it.

00:45:52Well, one of the things,

00:45:53when at first he was confused

00:45:54and said, yes,

00:45:55it was a boy,

00:45:56but it was a six-year-old

00:45:57because she was full of energy,

00:45:58like he said when she

00:46:00felt like she was bursting in on

00:46:01things.

00:46:08Was there a miscarriage?

00:46:09No.

00:46:10There's two children.

00:46:11There's two people younger

00:46:12than you coming through.

00:46:13No.

00:46:14They're telling me two.

00:46:15There's two there.

00:46:16Not two of my children.

00:46:17They're telling,

00:46:18she's coming through

00:46:19with somebody to her side.

00:46:20That means to me that

00:46:21there is a sibling to her

00:46:22or somebody that I would see

00:46:23directly on the same level

00:46:24as her who has passed.

00:46:25That's what's coming through.

00:46:27Yes?

00:46:28No.

00:46:29She's insisting.

00:46:30I never had another pregnancy.

00:46:31I'm telling you,

00:46:32you're going to be wrong.

00:46:33She's telling me that

00:46:34there is somebody

00:46:35directly to her side

00:46:36who was with her.

00:46:37Who had the vehicle accident?

00:46:38She did.

00:46:39Was it somebody who

00:46:40passed with her in the car?

00:46:41Yes.

00:46:42So she died with somebody else?

00:46:43Yes.

00:46:44Okay.

00:46:45Would this person be

00:46:46on the same level as her?

00:46:47Age group you mean?

00:46:48Yes.

00:46:49Yes.

00:46:50I have to say this.

00:46:51I feel like they're siblings.

00:46:52I have this kind of

00:46:53connection to them.

00:46:54They sort of felt that way.

00:46:56She was 16 years old.

00:46:57She was traveling in a car

00:46:58with a friend

00:46:59and they were going to

00:47:00St. Louis when they

00:47:01had the accident.

00:47:02The girl to whom

00:47:03she was referring

00:47:04was going with Luis

00:47:05and she died instantly

00:47:06in the accident.

00:47:07Luis survived

00:47:08eight more days

00:47:09in St. Louis.

00:47:10She's pretty feisty.

00:47:11I was like,

00:47:12I don't think she'd like you.

00:47:13I don't really have to

00:47:14work too hard

00:47:15because she's

00:47:16being pretty insistent.

00:47:17She's telling me

00:47:18to tell you D

00:47:19which means that

00:47:20there's a D connection

00:47:21to her living.

00:47:22He made reference to

00:47:23she was someone close

00:47:24to me and I didn't

00:47:25remember any D.

00:47:26Donna, Denise,

00:47:27there's a D-N connection

00:47:28and I feel it close to me.

00:47:29So this is someone

00:47:30that's close to her.

00:47:31So write that down.

00:47:32It's probably someone

00:47:33who's alive

00:47:34who she's just

00:47:35putting out a hello to.

00:47:36It was her brother's

00:47:37name,

00:47:38my son's name,

00:47:39Daniel.

00:47:40But when you're

00:47:41talking to him

00:47:42you can't focus

00:47:43on what

00:47:44they're telling you.

00:47:45Did you have one

00:47:46picture of her

00:47:47in your wallet

00:47:48that you took out

00:47:49and then put in

00:47:50another one?

00:47:51Yes.

00:47:52Okay.

00:47:53Did she tease you

00:47:54for doing that

00:47:55and that she

00:47:56liked the other

00:47:57picture better?

00:47:58Okay.

00:47:59Her hair was

00:48:00better in the

00:48:01other one.

00:48:02She's making me

00:48:03feel like she

00:48:04liked her hair

00:48:05better in the

00:48:06other one.

00:48:07She's laughing.

00:48:08She's excited.

00:48:09She's been

00:48:10memorialized on a

00:48:11wall?

00:48:12Somebody carved

00:48:13her name on the

00:48:14wall?

00:48:15She's up on a

00:48:16wall?

00:48:17Yep.

00:48:18Okay.

00:48:19She's thinking

00:48:20about being on

00:48:21the wall

00:48:23because she's

00:48:24like, she's not

00:48:25taking it really

00:48:26serious.

00:48:27She's like joking

00:48:28around saying

00:48:29like, I'm up on

00:48:30the wall near the

00:48:31gum.

00:48:32Yep.

00:48:33One night I was

00:48:34in a train station

00:48:35and I was very

00:48:36scared and I was

00:48:37talking to my

00:48:38daughter and I

00:48:39actually wrote

00:48:40her name on

00:48:41the wall in

00:48:42pencil and I

00:48:43put a heart

00:48:44around it and

00:48:45he made a

00:48:46reference to

00:48:47that.

00:48:48He also made

00:48:49a reference to

00:48:50that on the

00:48:51gum.

00:48:52So, I mean,

00:48:53he was right

00:48:54about that.

00:48:55She chose this

00:48:56light.

00:48:57It's her way of

00:48:58keeping her

00:48:59personality intact and

00:49:00making sure that

00:49:01you, you know,

00:49:02that even though

00:49:03she's not physically

00:49:04with you, she's

00:49:05still spiritually

00:49:06connected to you.

00:49:07It's very important

00:49:08that you guys

00:49:09know this.

00:49:10It doesn't

00:49:11change anything.

00:49:12It's my daughter.

00:49:13But it's like,

00:49:14it's something

00:49:15we've been

00:49:16talking about

00:49:17before I came

00:49:18here that she

00:49:19was still

00:49:20a kid.

00:49:21And I was

00:49:22really talking

00:49:23to her that night

00:49:24and she pulled

00:49:25that out of

00:49:26nowhere.

00:49:27Nobody knew

00:49:28that.

00:49:29So, it

00:49:30just had

00:49:31to be.

00:49:32Hey,

00:49:33Kristen,

00:49:34it's John

00:49:35Edward.

00:49:36How are you?

00:49:37Good.

00:49:38What's

00:49:39cooking?

00:49:40But there is

00:49:41a business

00:49:42I'm doing

00:49:43and there has

00:49:44to be a

00:49:45business

00:49:46I'm doing

00:49:47and there's

00:49:48a big demand

00:49:49for it.

00:49:50And

00:49:51that's

00:49:52the hardest

00:49:53part.

00:49:54People

00:49:55call me

00:49:5624 hours

00:49:57a day,

00:49:587 days

00:49:59a week,

00:50:00trying to

00:50:01get an

00:50:02appointment.

00:50:03But there

00:50:04are a lot

00:50:05of people

00:50:06who don't

00:50:07get it and

00:50:08that's

00:50:09really

00:50:10heartbreaking.

00:50:11That's

00:50:12why I

00:50:13get so

00:50:14many

00:50:15phone calls.

00:50:16Today

00:50:17it's 64

00:50:18hours a

00:50:19week.

00:50:20And

00:50:21I feel like

00:50:22I'm

00:50:23going to

00:50:24die.

00:50:25I

00:50:26have to

00:50:27find an

00:50:28outlet for

00:50:29it.

00:50:30I also

00:50:31do bone

00:50:32dancing

00:50:33with my

00:50:34wife and

00:50:35that's

00:50:36something

00:50:37that I

00:50:38have to

00:50:39find an

00:50:40outlet

00:50:41for.

00:50:42I

00:50:43also

00:50:44do bone

00:50:45dancing

00:50:46with my

00:50:47wife and

00:50:48that's

00:50:49something

00:50:50that I

00:50:51have to

00:50:52find an

00:50:53outlet for.

00:50:54I feel

00:50:55blessed.

00:50:56I feel blessed

00:50:57that I've been

00:50:58chosen to

00:50:59do this

00:51:00job.

00:51:01It's

00:51:02really,

00:51:03it's

00:51:04powerful.

00:51:05There are

00:51:06also days

00:51:07where I

00:51:08would hit

00:51:09my head

00:51:10and say

00:51:11why do

00:51:12I have

00:51:13to do

00:51:14this?

00:51:15But

00:51:16there

00:51:17are

00:51:18also

00:51:19days

00:51:20where I

00:51:21would

00:51:22hit

00:51:23my head

00:51:24and say

00:51:25why do

00:51:26I have

00:51:27to do

00:51:28this?

00:51:29But

00:51:30there

00:51:31are

00:51:32also

00:51:33days

00:51:34where I

00:51:35would

00:51:36hit

00:51:37my head

00:51:38and say

00:51:39why do

00:51:40I have

00:51:41to do

00:51:42this?

00:51:43But

00:51:44there are

00:51:45also

00:51:46days

00:51:47where I

00:51:48would

00:51:49hit

00:51:50my head

00:51:51and say

00:51:52why do

00:51:53I have

00:51:54to do

00:51:55this?

00:51:56But

00:51:57there

00:51:58are

00:51:59also

00:52:00days

00:52:01where I

00:52:02would

00:52:03hit

00:52:04my head

00:52:05and say

00:52:06why do

00:52:07I have

00:52:08to do

00:52:09this?

00:52:10But

00:52:11there

00:52:12are

00:52:13also

00:52:14days

00:52:15where I

00:52:16would

00:52:17hit

00:52:18my head

00:52:19and say

00:52:20why do

00:52:21I have

00:52:22to do

00:52:23this?

00:52:24But

00:52:25there

00:52:26are

00:52:27also

00:52:28days

00:52:29where I

00:52:30would

00:52:31hit

00:52:32my head

00:52:33and say

00:52:34why do

00:52:35I have

00:52:36to do

00:52:37this?

00:52:38But

00:52:39there

00:52:40are

00:52:41also

00:52:42days

00:52:43where I

00:52:44would

00:52:45hit

00:52:46my head

00:52:47and say

00:52:48why do

00:52:49I have

00:52:50to do

00:52:51this?

00:52:52But

00:52:53there

00:52:54are

00:52:55also

00:52:56days

00:52:57where I

00:52:58would

00:52:59hit

00:53:00my head

00:53:01and say

00:53:02why do

00:53:03I have

00:53:04to do

00:53:05this?

00:53:06But

00:53:07there

00:53:08are

00:53:09also

00:53:10days

00:53:11where I

00:53:12would

00:53:13hit

00:53:14my head

00:53:15and say

00:53:16why do

00:53:17I have

00:53:18to do

00:53:19this?

00:53:20But

00:53:21there

00:53:22are

00:53:23also

00:53:24days

00:53:25where I

00:53:26would

00:53:27hit

00:53:28my head

00:53:29and say

00:53:30why do

00:53:31I have

00:53:32to do

00:53:33this?

00:53:34But

00:53:35there

00:53:36are

00:53:37also

00:53:38days

00:53:39where I

00:53:40would

00:53:41hit

00:53:42my head

00:53:43and say

00:53:44why do

00:53:45I have

00:53:46to do

00:53:47this?

00:53:48But

00:53:49there

00:53:50are

00:53:51also

00:53:52days

00:53:53where I

00:53:54would

00:53:55hit

00:53:56my head

00:53:57and say

00:53:58why do

00:53:59I have

00:54:00to do

00:54:01this?

00:54:02But

00:54:03there

00:54:04are

00:54:05also

00:54:06days

00:54:07where I

00:54:08would

00:54:09hit

00:54:10my head

00:54:11and say

00:54:12why do

00:54:13I have

00:54:14to do

00:54:15this?

00:54:16But

00:54:17there

00:54:18are

00:54:19also

00:54:20days

00:54:21where I

00:54:22would

00:54:23hit

00:54:24my head

00:54:25and say

00:54:26why do

00:54:27I have

00:54:28to do

00:54:29this?

00:54:30But

00:54:31there

00:54:32are

00:54:33also

00:54:34days

00:54:35where I

00:54:36would

00:54:37hit

00:54:38my head

00:54:39and say

00:54:40why do

00:54:41I have

00:54:42to do

00:54:43this?

00:54:44But

00:54:45there

00:54:46are

00:54:47also

00:54:48days

00:54:49where I

00:54:50would

00:54:51hit

00:54:52my head

00:54:53and say

00:54:54why do

00:54:55I have

00:54:56to do

00:54:57this?

00:54:58But

00:54:59there

00:55:00are

00:55:01also

00:55:02days

00:55:03where I

00:55:04would

00:55:05hit

00:55:06my head

00:55:07and say

00:55:08why do

00:55:09I have

00:55:10to do

00:55:11this?

00:55:12But

00:55:13there

00:55:14are

00:55:15also

00:55:16days

00:55:17where I

00:55:18would

00:55:19hit

00:55:20my head

00:55:21and say

00:55:22why do

00:55:23I have

00:55:24to do

00:55:25this?

00:55:26But

00:55:27there

00:55:28are

00:55:29also

00:55:30days

00:55:31where I

00:55:32would

00:55:33hit

00:55:34my head

00:55:35and say

00:55:36why do

00:55:37I have

00:55:38to do

00:55:39this?

00:55:40But

00:55:41there

00:55:42are

00:55:43also

00:55:44days

00:55:45where I

00:55:46would

00:55:47hit

00:55:48my head

00:55:49and say

00:55:50why do

00:55:51I have

00:55:52to do

00:55:53this?

00:55:54But

00:55:55there

00:55:56are

00:55:57also

00:55:58days

00:55:59where I

00:56:00would

00:56:01hit

00:56:02my head

00:56:03and say

00:56:04why do

00:56:05I have

00:56:06to do

00:56:07this?

00:56:08But

00:56:09there

00:56:10are

00:56:11also

00:56:12days

00:56:13where I

00:56:14would

00:56:15hit

00:56:16my head

00:56:17and say

00:56:18why do

00:56:19I have

00:56:20to do

00:56:21this?

00:56:22But

00:56:23there

00:56:24are

00:56:25also

00:56:26days

00:56:27where I

00:56:28would

00:56:29hit

00:56:30my head

00:56:31and say

00:56:32why do

00:56:33I have

00:56:34to do

00:56:35this?

00:56:36But

00:56:37there

00:56:38are

00:56:39also

00:56:40days

00:56:41where I

00:56:42would

00:56:43hit

00:56:44my head

00:56:45and say

00:56:46why do

00:56:47I have

00:56:48to do

00:56:49this?

00:56:50But

00:56:51there

00:56:52are

00:56:53also

00:56:54days

00:56:55where I

00:56:56would

00:56:57hit

00:56:58my head

00:56:59and say

00:57:00why do

00:57:01I have

00:57:02to do

00:57:03this?

00:57:04But

00:57:05there

00:57:06are

00:57:07also

00:57:08days

00:57:09where I

00:57:10would

00:57:11hit

00:57:12my head

00:57:13and say

00:57:14why do

00:57:15I have

00:57:16to do

00:57:17this?

00:57:18But

00:57:19there

00:57:20are

00:57:21also

00:57:22days

00:57:23where I

00:57:24would

00:57:25hit

00:57:26my head

00:57:27and say

00:57:28why do

00:57:29I have

00:57:30to do

00:57:31this?

00:57:32But

00:57:33there

00:57:34are

00:57:35also

00:57:36days

00:57:37where I

00:57:38would

00:57:39hit

00:57:40my head

00:57:41and say

00:57:42why do

00:57:43I have

00:57:44to do

00:57:45this?

00:57:46But

00:57:47there

00:57:48are

00:57:49also

00:57:50days

00:57:51where I

00:57:52would

00:57:53hit

00:57:54my head

00:57:55and say

00:57:56why do

00:57:57I have

00:57:58to do

00:57:59this?

00:58:00But

00:58:01there

00:58:02are

00:58:03also

00:58:04days

00:58:05where I

00:58:06would

00:58:07hit

00:58:08my head

00:58:09and say

00:58:10why do

00:58:11I have

00:58:12to do

00:58:13this?

00:58:14But

00:58:15there

00:58:16are

00:58:17also

00:58:18days

00:58:19where I

00:58:20would

00:58:21hit

00:58:22my head

00:58:23and say

00:58:24why do

00:58:25I have

00:58:26to do

00:58:27this?

00:58:28But

00:58:29there

00:58:30are

00:58:31also

00:58:32days

00:58:33where I

00:58:34would

00:58:35hit

00:58:36my head

00:58:37and say

00:58:38why do

00:58:39I have

00:58:40to do

00:58:41this?

00:58:42But

00:58:43there

00:58:44are

00:58:45also

00:58:46days

00:58:47where I

00:58:48would

00:58:49hit

00:58:50my head

00:58:51and say

00:58:52why do

00:58:53I have

00:58:54to do

00:58:55this?

00:58:56But

00:58:57there

00:58:58are

00:58:59also

00:59:00days

00:59:01where I

00:59:02would

00:59:03hit

00:59:04my head

00:59:05and say

00:59:06why do

00:59:07I have

00:59:08to do

00:59:09this?

00:59:10But

00:59:11there

00:59:12are

00:59:13also

00:59:14days

00:59:15where I

00:59:16would

00:59:17hit

00:59:18my head

00:59:19and say

00:59:20why do

00:59:21I have

00:59:22to do

00:59:23this?

00:59:24But

00:59:25there

00:59:26are

00:59:27also

00:59:28days

00:59:29where I

00:59:30would

00:59:31hit

00:59:32my head

00:59:33and say

00:59:34why do

00:59:35I have

00:59:36to do

00:59:37this?

00:59:38But

00:59:39there

00:59:40are

00:59:41also

00:59:42days

00:59:43where I

00:59:44would

00:59:45hit

00:59:46my head

00:59:47and say

00:59:48why do

00:59:49I have

00:59:50to do

00:59:51this?

00:59:52But

00:59:53there

00:59:54are

00:59:55also

00:59:56days

00:59:57where I

00:59:58would

00:59:59hit

01:00:00my head

01:00:01and say

01:00:02why do

01:00:03I have

01:00:04to do

01:00:05this?

01:00:06But

01:00:07there

01:00:08are

01:00:09also

01:00:10days

01:00:11where I

01:00:12would

01:00:13hit

01:00:14my head

01:00:15and say

01:00:16why do

01:00:17I have

01:00:18to do

01:00:19this?

01:00:20But

01:00:21there

01:00:22are

01:00:23also

01:00:24days

01:00:25where I

01:00:26would

01:00:27hit

01:00:28my head

01:00:29and say

01:00:30why do

01:00:31I have

01:00:32to do

01:00:33this?

01:00:34But

01:00:35there

01:00:36are

01:00:37also

01:00:38days

01:00:39where I

01:00:40would

01:00:41hit

01:00:42my head

01:00:43and say

01:00:44why do

01:00:45I have

01:00:46to do

01:00:47this?

01:00:48But

01:00:49there

01:00:50are

01:00:51also

01:00:52days

01:00:53where I

01:00:54would

01:00:55hit

01:00:56my head

01:00:57and say

01:00:58why do

01:00:59I have

01:01:00to do

01:01:01this?

01:01:02But

01:01:03there

01:01:04are

01:01:05also

01:01:06days

01:01:07where I

01:01:08would

01:01:09hit

01:01:10my head

01:01:11and say

01:01:12why do

01:01:13I have

01:01:14to do

01:01:15this?

01:01:16But

01:01:17there

01:01:18are

01:01:19also

01:01:20days

01:01:21where I

01:01:22would

01:01:23hit

01:01:24my head

01:01:25and say

01:01:26why do

01:01:27I have

01:01:28to do

01:01:29this?

01:01:30But

01:01:31there

01:01:32are

01:01:33also

01:01:34days

01:01:35where I

01:01:36would

01:01:37hit

01:01:38my head

01:01:39and say

01:01:40why do

01:01:41I have

01:01:42to do

01:01:43this?

01:01:44But

01:01:45there

01:01:46are

01:01:47also

01:01:48days

01:01:49where I

01:01:50would

01:01:51hit

01:01:52my head

01:01:53and say

01:01:54why do

01:01:55I have

01:01:56to do

01:01:57this?

01:01:58But

01:01:59there

01:02:00are

01:02:01also

01:02:02days

01:02:03where I

01:02:04would

01:02:05hit

01:02:06my head

01:02:07and say

01:02:08why do

01:02:09I have

01:02:10to do

01:02:11this?

01:02:12But

01:02:13there

01:02:14are

01:02:15also

01:02:16days

01:02:17where I

01:02:18would

01:02:19hit

01:02:20my head

01:02:21and say

01:02:22why do

01:02:23I have

01:02:24to do

01:02:25this?

01:02:26But

01:02:27there

01:02:28are

01:02:29also

01:02:30days

01:02:31where I

01:02:32would

01:02:33hit

01:02:34my head

01:02:35and say

01:02:36why do

01:02:37I have

01:02:38to do

01:02:39this?

01:02:40But

01:02:41there

01:02:42are

01:02:43also

01:02:44days

01:02:45where I

01:02:46would

01:02:47hit

01:02:48my head

01:02:49and say

01:02:50why do

01:02:51I have

01:02:52to do

01:02:53this?

01:02:54But

01:02:55there

01:02:56are

01:02:57also

01:02:58days

01:02:59where I

01:03:00would

01:03:01hit

01:03:02my head

01:03:03and say

01:03:04why do

01:03:05I have

01:03:06to do

01:03:07this?

01:03:08But

01:03:09there

01:03:10are

01:03:11also

01:03:12days

01:03:13where I

01:03:14would

01:03:15hit

01:03:16my head

01:03:17and say

01:03:18why do

01:03:19I have

01:03:20to do

01:03:21this?

01:03:22But

01:03:23there

01:03:24are

01:03:25also

01:03:26days

01:03:27where I

01:03:28would

01:03:29hit

01:03:30my head

01:03:31and say

01:03:32why do

01:03:33I have

01:03:34to do

01:03:35this?

01:03:36But

01:03:37there

01:03:38are

01:03:39also

01:03:40days

01:03:41where I

01:03:42would

01:03:43hit

01:03:44my head

01:03:45and say

01:03:46why do

01:03:47I have

01:03:48to do

01:03:49this?

01:03:50But

01:03:51there

01:03:52are

01:03:53also

01:03:54days

01:03:55where I

01:03:56would

01:03:57hit

01:03:58my head

01:03:59and say

01:04:00why do

01:04:01I have

01:04:02to do

01:04:03this?

01:04:04But

01:04:05there

01:04:06are

01:04:07also

01:04:08days

01:04:09where I

01:04:10would

01:04:11hit

01:04:12my head

01:04:13and say

01:04:14why do

01:04:15I have

01:04:16to do

01:04:17this?

01:04:18But

01:04:19there

01:04:20are

01:04:21also

01:04:22days

01:04:23where I

01:04:24would

01:04:25hit

01:04:26my head

01:04:27and say

01:04:28why do

01:04:29I have

01:04:30to do

01:04:31this?

01:04:32But

01:04:33there

01:04:34are

01:04:35also

01:04:36days

01:04:37where I

01:04:38would

01:04:39hit

01:04:40my head

01:04:41and say

01:04:42why do

01:04:43I have

01:04:44to do

01:04:45this?

01:04:46But

01:04:47there

01:04:48are

01:04:49also

01:04:50days

01:04:51where I

01:04:52would

01:04:53hit

01:04:54my head

01:04:55and say

01:04:56why do

01:04:57I have

01:04:58to do

01:04:59this?

01:05:00But

01:05:01there

01:05:02are

01:05:03also

01:05:04days

01:05:05where I

01:05:06would

01:05:07hit

01:05:08my head

01:05:09and say

01:05:10why do

01:05:11I have

01:05:12to do

01:05:13this?

01:05:14But

01:05:15there

01:05:16are

01:05:17also

01:05:18days

01:05:19where I

01:05:20would

01:05:21hit

01:05:22my head

01:05:23and say

01:05:24why do

01:05:25I have

01:05:26to do

01:05:27this?

01:05:28But

01:05:29there

01:05:30are

01:05:31also

01:05:32days

01:05:33where I

01:05:34would

01:05:35hit

01:05:36my head

01:05:37and say

01:05:38why do

01:05:39I have

01:05:40to do

01:05:41this?

01:05:42But

01:05:43there

01:05:44are

01:05:45also

01:05:46days

01:05:47where I

01:05:48would

01:05:49hit

01:05:50my head

01:05:51and say

01:05:52why do

01:05:53I have

01:05:54to do

01:05:55this?

01:05:56But

01:05:57there

01:05:58are

01:05:59also

01:06:00days

01:06:01where I

01:06:02would

01:06:03hit

01:06:04my head

01:06:05and say

01:06:06why do

01:06:07I have

01:06:08to do

01:06:09this?

01:06:10But

01:06:11there

01:06:12are

01:06:13also

01:06:14days

01:06:15where I

01:06:16would

01:06:17hit

01:06:18my

01:06:19head

01:06:20and say

01:06:21why do

01:06:22I have

01:06:23to do

01:06:24this?

01:06:25But

01:06:26there

01:06:27are

01:06:28also

01:06:29days

01:06:30where I

01:06:31would

01:06:32hit

01:06:33my

01:06:34head

01:06:35and say

01:06:36why do

01:06:37I have

01:06:38to do

01:06:39this?

01:06:40But

01:06:41there

01:06:42are

01:06:43also

01:06:44days

01:06:45where I

01:06:46would

01:06:47hit

01:06:48my

01:06:49head

01:06:50and say

01:06:51why do

01:06:52I have

01:06:53to do

01:06:54this?

01:06:55But

01:06:56there

01:06:57are

01:06:58also

01:06:59days

01:07:00where I

01:07:01would

01:07:02hit

01:07:03my

01:07:04head

01:07:05and say

01:07:06why do

01:07:07I have

01:07:08to do

01:07:09this?

01:07:10But

01:07:11there

01:07:12are

01:07:13also

01:07:14days

01:07:15where I

01:07:16would

01:07:17hit

01:07:18my

01:07:19head

01:07:20and say

01:07:21why do

01:07:22I have

01:07:23to do

01:07:24this?

01:07:25But

01:07:26there

01:07:27are

01:07:28also

01:07:29days

01:07:30where I

01:07:31would

01:07:32hit

01:07:33my

01:07:34head

01:07:35and say

01:07:36why do

01:07:37I have

01:07:38to do

01:07:39this?

01:07:40But

01:07:41there

01:07:42are

01:07:43also

01:07:44days

01:07:45where I

01:07:46would

01:07:47hit

01:07:48my

01:07:49head

01:07:50and say

01:07:51why do

01:07:52I have

01:07:53to do

01:07:54this?

01:07:55But

01:07:56there

01:07:57are

01:07:58also

01:07:59days

01:08:00where I

01:08:01would

01:08:02hit

01:08:03my

01:08:04head

01:08:05and say

01:08:06why do

01:08:07I have

01:08:08to do

01:08:09this?

01:08:10But

01:08:11there

01:08:12are

01:08:13also

01:08:14days

01:08:15where I

01:08:16would

01:08:17hit

01:08:18my

01:08:19head

01:08:20and say

01:08:21why do

01:08:22I have

01:08:23to do

01:08:24this?

01:08:25But

01:08:26there

01:08:27are

01:08:28also

01:08:29days

01:08:30where I

01:08:31would

01:08:32hit

01:08:33my

01:08:34head

01:08:35and say

01:08:36why do

01:08:37I have

01:08:38to do

01:08:39this?

01:08:40But

01:08:41there

01:08:42are

01:08:43also

01:08:44days

01:08:45where I

01:08:46would

01:08:47hit

01:08:48my

01:08:49head

01:08:50and say

01:08:51why do

01:08:52I have

01:08:53to do

01:08:54this?

01:08:55But

01:08:56there

01:08:57are

01:08:58also

01:08:59days

01:09:00where I

01:09:01would

01:09:02hit

01:09:03my

01:09:04head

01:09:05and say

01:09:06why do

01:09:07I have

01:09:08to do

01:09:09this?

01:09:10But

01:09:11there

01:09:12are

01:09:13also

01:09:14days

01:09:15where I

01:09:16would

01:09:17hit

01:09:18my

01:09:19head

01:09:20and say

01:09:21why do

01:09:22I have

01:09:23to do

01:09:24this?

01:09:25But

01:09:26there

01:09:27are

01:09:28also

01:09:29days

01:09:30where I

01:09:31would

01:09:32hit

01:09:33my

01:09:34head

01:09:35and say

01:09:36why do

01:09:37I have

01:09:38to do

01:09:39this?

01:09:40But

01:09:41there

01:09:42are

01:09:43also

01:09:44days

01:09:45where I

01:09:46would

01:09:47hit

01:09:48my

01:09:49head

01:09:50and say

01:09:51why do

01:09:52I have

01:09:53to do

01:09:54this?

01:09:55But

01:09:56there

01:09:57are

01:09:58also

01:09:59days

01:10:00where I

01:10:01would

01:10:02hit

01:10:03my

01:10:04head

01:10:05and say

01:10:06why do

01:10:07I have

01:10:08to do

01:10:09this?

01:10:10But

01:10:11there

01:10:12are

01:10:13also

01:10:14days

01:10:15where I

01:10:16would

01:10:17hit

01:10:18my

01:10:19head

01:10:20and say

01:10:21why do

01:10:22I have

01:10:23to do

01:10:24this?

01:10:25But

01:10:26there

01:10:27are

01:10:28also

01:10:29days

01:10:30where I

01:10:31would

01:10:32hit

01:10:33my

01:10:34head

01:10:35and say

01:10:36why do

01:10:37I have

01:10:38to do

01:10:39this?

01:10:40But

01:10:41there

01:10:42are

01:10:43also

01:10:44days

01:10:45where I

01:10:46would

01:10:47hit

01:10:48my

01:10:49head

01:10:50and say

01:10:51why do

01:10:52I have

01:10:53to do

01:10:54this?

01:10:55But

01:10:56there

01:10:57are

01:10:58also

01:10:59days

01:11:00where I

01:11:01would

01:11:02hit

01:11:03my

01:11:04head

01:11:06and say

01:11:07why do

01:11:08I have

01:11:09to do

01:11:10this?

01:11:11But

01:11:12there

01:11:13are

01:11:14also

01:11:15days

01:11:16where I

01:11:17would

01:11:18hit

01:11:19my

01:11:20head

01:11:21and say

01:11:22why do

01:11:23I have

01:11:24to do

01:11:25this?

01:11:26But

01:11:27there

01:11:28are

01:11:29also

01:11:30days

01:11:31where I

01:11:32would

01:11:33hit

01:11:35my

01:11:36head

01:11:37and say

01:11:38why do

01:11:39I have

01:11:40to do

01:11:41this?

01:11:42But

01:11:43there

01:11:44are

01:11:45also

01:11:46days

01:11:47where I

01:11:48would

01:11:49hit

01:11:50my

01:11:51head

01:11:52and say

01:11:53why do

01:11:54I have

01:11:55to do

01:11:56this?

01:11:57But

01:11:58there

01:11:59are

01:12:00also

01:12:01days

01:12:02where I

01:12:03would

01:12:04hit

01:12:05my

01:12:06head

01:12:07and say

01:12:08why do

01:12:09I have

01:12:10to do

01:12:11this?

01:12:12But

01:12:13there

01:12:14are

01:12:15also

01:12:16days

01:12:17where I

01:12:18would

01:12:19hit

01:12:20my

01:12:21head

01:12:22and say

01:12:23why do

01:12:24I have

01:12:25to do

01:12:26this?

01:12:27But

01:12:28there

01:12:29are

01:12:30also

01:12:31days

01:12:33where I

01:12:34would

01:12:35hit

01:12:36my

01:12:37head

01:12:38and say

01:12:39why do

01:12:40I have

01:12:41to do

01:12:42this?

01:12:43But

01:12:44there

01:12:45are

01:12:46also

01:12:47days

01:12:48where I

01:12:49would

01:12:50hit

01:12:51my

01:12:52head

01:12:53and say

01:12:54why do

01:12:55I have

01:12:56to do

01:12:57this?

01:12:58But

01:12:59there

01:13:00are

01:13:01also

01:13:02days

01:13:03where I

01:13:04would

01:13:05hit

01:13:06my

01:13:07head

01:13:08and say

01:13:09why do

01:13:10I have

01:13:11to do

01:13:12this?

01:13:13But

01:13:14there

01:13:15are

01:13:16also

01:13:17days

01:13:18where I

01:13:19would

01:13:20hit

01:13:21my

01:13:22head

01:13:23and say

01:13:24why do

01:13:25I have

01:13:26to do

01:13:27this?

01:13:28But

01:13:29there

01:13:30are

01:13:31also

01:13:32days

01:13:33where I

01:13:34would

01:13:35hit

01:13:36my

01:13:37head

01:13:38and say

01:13:39why do

01:13:40I have

01:13:41to do

01:13:42this?

01:13:43But

01:13:44there

01:13:45are

01:13:46also

01:13:47days

01:13:48where I

01:13:49would

01:13:50hit

01:13:51my

01:13:52head

01:13:53and say

01:13:54why do

01:13:55I have

01:13:56to do

01:13:57this?

01:13:58But

01:13:59there

01:14:00are

01:14:01also

01:14:02days

01:14:03where I

01:14:04would

01:14:05hit

01:14:06my

01:14:07head

01:14:08and say

01:14:09why do

01:14:10I have

01:14:11to do

01:14:12this?

01:14:13But

01:14:14there

01:14:15are

01:14:16also

01:14:17days

01:14:18where I

01:14:19would

01:14:20hit

01:14:21my

01:14:22head

01:14:23and say

01:14:24why do

01:14:25I have

01:14:26to do

01:14:27this?

01:14:28But

01:14:29there

01:14:30are

01:14:31also

01:14:32days

01:14:33where I

01:14:34would

01:14:35hit

01:14:36my

01:14:37head

01:14:38and say

01:14:39why do

01:14:40I have

01:14:41to do

01:14:42this?

01:14:43But

01:14:44there

01:14:45are

01:14:46also

01:14:47days

01:14:48where I

01:14:49would

01:14:50hit

01:14:51my

01:14:52head

01:14:53and say

01:14:54why do

01:14:55I have

01:14:56to do

01:14:57this?

01:14:58But

01:14:59there

01:15:00are

01:15:01also

01:15:02days

01:15:03where I

01:15:04would

01:15:05hit

01:15:06my

01:15:07head

01:15:08and say

01:15:09why do

01:15:10I have

01:15:11to do

01:15:12this?

01:15:13But

01:15:14there

01:15:15are

01:15:16also

01:15:17days

01:15:18where I

01:15:19would

01:15:20hit

01:15:21my

01:15:22head

01:15:23and say

01:15:24why do

01:15:25I have

01:15:26to do

01:15:27this?

01:15:28But

01:15:29there

01:15:30are

01:15:31also

01:15:32days

01:15:33where I

01:15:34would

01:15:35hit

01:15:36my

01:15:37head

01:15:38and say

01:15:39why do

01:15:40I have

01:15:41to do

01:15:42this?

01:15:43But

01:15:44there

01:15:45are

01:15:46also

01:15:47days

01:15:48where I

01:15:49would

01:15:50hit

01:15:51my

01:15:52head

01:15:53and say

01:15:54why do

01:15:55I have

01:15:56to do

01:15:57this?

01:15:58But

01:15:59there

01:16:00are

01:16:01also

01:16:02days

01:16:03where I

01:16:04would

01:16:05hit

01:16:06my

01:16:07head

01:16:08and say

01:16:09why do

01:16:10I have

01:16:11to do

01:16:12this?

01:16:13But

01:16:14there

01:16:15are

01:16:16also

01:16:17days

01:16:18where I

01:16:19would

01:16:20hit

01:16:21my

01:16:22head

01:16:23and say

01:16:24why do

01:16:25I have

01:16:26to do

01:16:27this?

01:16:28But

01:16:29there

01:16:30are

01:16:31also

01:16:32days

01:16:33where I

01:16:34would

01:16:35hit

01:16:36my

01:16:37head

01:16:38and say

01:16:39why do

01:16:40I have

01:16:41to do

01:16:42this?

01:16:43But

01:16:44there

01:16:45are

01:16:46also

01:16:47days

01:16:48where I

01:16:49would

01:16:50hit

01:16:51my

01:16:52head

01:16:53and say

01:16:54why do

01:16:55I have

01:16:56to do

01:16:57this?

01:16:58But

01:16:59there

01:17:00are

01:17:01also

01:17:02days

01:17:03where I

01:17:04would

01:17:05hit

01:17:06my

01:17:07head

01:17:08and say

01:17:09why do

01:17:10I have

01:17:11to do

01:17:12this?

01:17:13But

01:17:14there

01:17:15are

01:17:16also

01:17:17days

01:17:18where I

01:17:19would

01:17:20hit

01:17:21my

01:17:23head

01:17:24and say

01:17:25why do

01:17:26I have

01:17:27to do

01:17:28this?

01:17:29But

01:17:30there

01:17:31are

01:17:32also

01:17:33days

01:17:34where I

01:17:35would

01:17:36hit

01:17:37my

01:17:38head

01:17:39and say

01:17:40why do

01:17:41I have

01:17:42to do

01:17:43this?

01:17:44But

01:17:45there

01:17:46are

01:17:47also

01:17:48days

01:17:49where I

01:17:50would

01:17:51hit

01:17:52my

01:17:53head

01:17:54and say

01:17:55why do

01:17:56I have

01:17:57to do

01:17:58this?

01:17:59But

01:18:00there

01:18:01are

01:18:02also

01:18:03days

01:18:04where I

01:18:05would

01:18:06hit

01:18:07my

01:18:08head

01:18:09and say

01:18:10why do

01:18:11I have

01:18:12to do

01:18:13this?

01:18:14But

01:18:15there

01:18:16are

01:18:17also

01:18:18days

01:18:19where I

01:18:20would

01:18:21hit

01:18:22my

01:18:23head

01:18:24and say

01:18:25why do

01:18:26I have

01:18:27to do

01:18:28this?

01:18:29But

01:18:30there

01:18:31are

01:18:32also

01:18:33days

01:18:34where I

01:18:35would

01:18:36hit

01:18:37my

01:18:38head

01:18:39and say

01:18:40why do

01:18:41I have

01:18:42to do

01:18:43this?

01:18:44But

01:18:45there

01:18:46are

01:18:47also

01:18:48days

01:18:49where I

01:18:50would

01:18:51hit

01:18:52my

01:18:53head

01:18:54and say

01:18:55why do

01:18:56I have

01:18:57to do

01:18:58this?

01:18:59But

01:19:00there

01:19:01are

01:19:02also

01:19:03days

01:19:04where I

01:19:05would

01:19:06hit

01:19:07my

01:19:08head

01:19:09and say

01:19:10why do

01:19:11I have

01:19:12to do

01:19:13this?

01:19:14But

01:19:15there

01:19:16are

01:19:17also

01:19:18days

01:19:19where I

01:19:20would

01:19:21hit

01:19:22my

01:19:23head

01:19:24and say

01:19:25why do

01:19:26I have

01:19:27to do

01:19:28this?

01:19:29But

01:19:30there

01:19:31are

01:19:32also

01:19:33days

01:19:34where I

01:19:35would

01:19:36hit

01:19:37my

01:19:38head

01:19:39and say

01:19:40why do

01:19:41I have

01:19:42to do

01:19:43this?

01:19:44But

01:19:45there

01:19:46are

01:19:47also

01:19:48days

01:19:49where I

01:19:50would

01:19:51hit

01:19:52my

01:19:53head

01:19:54and say

01:19:55why do

01:19:56I have

01:19:57to do

01:19:58this?

01:19:59But

01:20:00there

01:20:01are

01:20:02also

01:20:03days

01:20:04where I

01:20:05would

01:20:06hit

01:20:07my

01:20:08head

01:20:09and say

01:20:10why do

01:20:11I have

01:20:12to do

01:20:13this?

01:20:14But

01:20:15there

01:20:16are

01:20:17also

01:20:18days

01:20:19where I

01:20:20would

01:20:21hit

01:20:22my

01:20:23head

01:20:24and say

01:20:25why do

01:20:26I have

01:20:27to do

01:20:28this?

01:20:29But

01:20:30there

01:20:31are

01:20:32also

01:20:33days

01:20:34where I

01:20:35would

01:20:36hit

01:20:37my

01:20:38head

01:20:39and say

01:20:40why do

01:20:41I have

01:20:42to do

01:20:43this?

01:20:44But

01:20:45there

01:20:46are

01:20:47also

01:20:48days

01:20:49where I

01:20:50would

01:20:51hit

01:20:52my

01:20:53head

01:20:54and say

01:20:55why do

01:20:56I have

01:20:57to do

01:20:58this?

01:20:59But

01:21:00there

01:21:01are

01:21:02also

01:21:03days

01:21:04where I

01:21:05would

01:21:06hit

01:21:07my

01:21:08head

01:21:09and say

01:21:10why do

01:21:11I have

01:21:12to do

01:21:13this?

01:21:14But

01:21:15there

01:21:16are

01:21:17also

01:21:18days

01:21:19where I

01:21:20would

01:21:21hit

01:21:22my

01:21:23head

01:21:24and say

01:21:25why do

01:21:26I have

01:21:27to do

01:21:28this?

01:21:29But

01:21:30there

01:21:31are

01:21:32also

01:21:33days

01:21:34where I

01:21:35would

01:21:36hit

01:21:37my

01:21:38head

01:21:39and say

01:21:40why do

01:21:41I have

01:21:42to do

01:21:43this?

01:21:44But

01:21:45this is

01:21:46all there

01:21:47is.

01:21:48And I

01:21:49think at the

01:21:50same time

01:21:51I would

01:21:52overcome a

01:21:53feeling of

01:21:54serenity,

01:21:55peace and

01:21:56tranquility

01:21:57that would

01:21:58be

01:21:59transferred to

01:22:00the rest

01:22:01of the

01:22:02world.

01:22:03I think

01:22:04we would

01:22:05be less inclined

01:22:06to throw

01:22:07ourselves

01:22:08to the throat

01:22:09of our

01:22:10fellow

01:22:11people.

01:22:12And

01:22:13this is

01:22:14part of

01:22:15a long

01:22:16future

01:22:17of which

01:22:18this moment

01:22:19is only

01:22:20a moment.

01:22:21And

01:22:22while we

01:22:23live this

01:22:24moment

01:22:25we should

01:22:26be kinder

01:22:27to people.

01:22:28I

01:22:29think

01:22:30what will

01:22:31happen to

01:22:32me when

01:22:33I die

01:22:34is that

01:22:35my consciousness

01:22:36will be

01:22:37finished

01:22:38and there

01:22:39will be

01:22:40no soul

01:22:41for me

01:22:42and

01:22:43anybody

01:22:44who loved

01:22:45me.

01:22:46There are

01:22:47lots of

01:22:48times in

01:22:49my life

01:22:50that I have

01:22:51predicted

01:22:52something in

01:22:53which I

01:22:54did not

01:22:55want it

01:22:56to happen

01:22:57but none

01:22:58in which I

01:22:59have a

01:23:00better

01:23:01chance

01:23:02of being

01:23:03wrong

01:23:04than this

01:23:05one.

01:23:06I

01:23:07fear about

01:23:08the process

01:23:09of dying

01:23:10but

01:23:11I

01:23:12know that

01:23:13my son

01:23:14is alive.

01:23:15I

01:23:16know that

01:23:17it's not

01:23:18a hallucination

01:23:19he's just

01:23:20gone on to

01:23:21another place

01:23:22and I'll

01:23:23see him

01:23:24again.

01:23:25I

01:23:26will.

01:23:27I

01:23:28know I

01:23:29will.

01:23:30I

01:23:31think

01:23:32Uncle

01:23:33Joey is

01:23:34in heaven

01:23:35because

01:23:36he wouldn't

01:23:37have been

01:23:38smiling

01:23:39if

01:23:40he

01:23:41wasn't

01:23:42happy

01:23:43there.

01:23:46If you

01:23:47realize there's

01:23:48an after life

01:23:49and that love

01:23:50is the vehicle

01:23:51that keeps

01:23:52us in

01:23:53contact

01:23:54then we

01:23:55know what

01:23:56love

01:23:57represents

01:23:58in this

01:23:59life

01:24:00and what

01:24:01survives

01:24:02after death

01:24:03and I'm

01:24:04convinced

01:24:05that it

01:24:06is like

01:24:07that.

01:24:09And of

01:24:10course I'm not

01:24:11afraid of

01:24:12death anymore

01:24:13I'm not

01:24:14afraid of it

01:24:15I'm not

01:24:16looking forward

01:24:17to it

01:24:18I'm not

01:24:19looking forward

01:24:20to it

01:24:21because I've

01:24:22got many

01:24:23interesting

01:24:24things to

01:24:25do but

01:24:26I am

01:24:27looking forward

01:24:28to it

01:24:29and my

01:24:30mother

01:24:31is always

01:24:32saying

01:24:33that.

01:24:34I've

01:24:35learned that

01:24:36death and

01:24:37survival

01:24:38are

01:24:39two different

01:24:40things.

01:24:41I think

01:24:42that

01:24:43considering

01:24:44these questions

01:24:45about what

01:24:46makes us

01:24:47humans

01:24:48is what

01:24:49defines

01:24:50the human

01:24:51being.

01:24:52This is

01:24:53what I mean

01:24:54when I

01:24:55mean that

01:24:56we are

01:24:57spiritually

01:24:58intelligent

01:24:59beings.

01:25:00Human beings

01:25:01are defined

01:25:02as creatures

01:25:03that ask

01:25:04transcendental

01:25:05questions.

01:25:06It's another

01:25:07stage that

01:25:08we have to

01:25:09go through.

01:25:10When you

01:25:11refocus on

01:25:12life from

01:25:13this point

01:25:14of view

01:25:15we see ourselves

01:25:16as part of

01:25:17the complete

01:25:18context of

01:25:19the history

01:25:20of the universe.

01:25:21Our bodies

01:25:22are made of

01:25:23the same

01:25:24matter as

01:25:25the stars

01:25:26and our

01:25:27minds follow

01:25:28the same

01:25:29laws and

01:25:30principles

01:25:31that make

01:25:32the stars

01:25:33exist.

01:25:34Death is

01:25:35a

01:25:36natural

01:25:37process

01:25:38that

01:25:39we

01:25:40experience

01:25:41and

01:25:42that

01:25:43we

01:25:44experience

01:25:45and

01:25:46that

01:25:47we

01:25:48experience

01:25:49and

01:25:50that

01:25:51we

01:25:52experience

01:25:53and

01:25:54that

01:25:55we

01:25:56experience

01:25:57and

01:25:58that

01:25:59we

01:26:00experience

01:26:01and

01:26:02that

01:26:03we

01:26:04experience

01:26:05and

01:26:06that

01:26:07we

01:26:08experience

01:26:09and

01:26:10that

01:26:11we

01:26:12experience

01:26:13and

01:26:14that

01:26:15we

01:26:16experience

01:26:17and

01:26:18that

01:26:19we

01:26:20experience

01:26:21and

01:26:22that

01:26:23we

01:26:24experience

01:26:25and

01:26:26that

01:26:27we

01:26:28experience

01:26:29and

01:26:30that

01:26:31we

01:26:32experience

01:26:33and

01:26:34that

01:26:35we

01:26:36experience

01:26:37and

01:26:38that

01:26:39we

01:26:40experience

01:26:41and

01:26:42that

01:26:43we

01:26:44experience

01:26:45and

01:26:46that

01:26:47we

01:26:48experience

01:26:49and

01:26:50that

01:26:51we

01:26:52experience

01:26:53and

01:26:54that

01:26:55we

01:26:56experience

01:26:57and

01:26:58that

01:26:59we

01:27:00experience

01:27:01and

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