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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame Shia. Hi Shia, for those
00:06just watching, thank you for watching. This might be some crime against me and my twin
00:12flame Shia, and no one can use this information against me and my twin flame. And if you do,
00:21you will be punished, sued, or sent to prison for trying to frame me illegally. So I have
00:30a cup of coffee here Shia, and I'm going to show you now some of the fresh food that I
00:37got at the grocery store. So I got a 35 pack of water. I got 2 gallons of water. I had
01:06yogurt this morning. It's nice and cool in here. I have a yellow onion, apple, baked
01:23potato, a bag of coleslaw, a bag of cheese. I already have some of it for the nachos I
01:33have, and a roll of tomatoes. And I have these 2 freezer packs, but what I'm actually going
01:42to do is put ice on top. I made 2 ice cube trays full of ice. I'm going to put it on
01:55top to make sure everything stays cold. I'm actually going to put it on a plate so that
02:06I freeze the food. So I have to be, I have to notice that this laptop only has 25% battery
02:23charge, so I'm going to make this video not too long because I have to charge both my
02:31cell phone and the laptop. And, oh it's only 158. Okay, so I'm going to show you, and I
02:41am still demonically possessed Shia, and sometimes I get kind of worried about saying that in
02:49these videos, however, it's true. And I'm going to, I was told that you're getting a
03:01little upset that I don't make enough facial expressions, so I wrote use facial expressions
03:07on several pages of notes. So I'm just going to start making facial expressions when I
03:12see that I said that, and you're going to notice, it's probably going to be very AI
03:22and it might be the demon smiling and making facial expressions, but I'm going to try to
03:32make facial expressions, and I love you Shia. I know I don't say it enough in the video,
03:38but my brain is like hijacked, and however, I'm going to start making more facial expressions,
03:46and this is grinding down this tooth. See the slant, how it's shorter than this tooth?
03:54You can get that fixed though at the dentist. I can get that fixed eventually at the dentist.
04:01So you notice that if I'm smiling, nothing's going on up here, so I'm going to try to play
04:08with my eyebrows too. I used to have a lot of facial expressions, and that's something
04:18I love about you and that video, Shia, is your facial expressions. I used to have a
04:23lot of expression. So I'm going to start with the old notebook, and I already started
04:32the new notebook. I can tell you, I was woken up many, many hours last night, and they tried
04:41to torture me, however, I was pressing this spot, which is the reproductive area to press
04:49on. This one is the inside of the thumb, root chakra. What other areas? Recently, I'm taking
05:05a paper towel, and I'm pressing down on this rock and these crystals. I put the rocks and
05:13the crystals on the ground in the paper towel, and I'm pressing my foot to do the reflexology
05:18of my foot. I did this last night. Sometimes, this spot's for the kidney. There's actually
05:26several spots for the kidney. This is like the adrenals. Sometimes I just go like this.
05:32So the acupressure is working so much. I wake up, and I'm feeling my hands, and they have
05:40this powerful feeling and like a crystal energy to my hands. So I'm very happy about these
05:48acupressure. I basically just want to sit and do absolutely nothing and just press on
05:53these points. I've had, this is a good one, this is the neck. There's so many good ones
06:00because me and you are so sick, Shia. We're so sick. I'm just going to start moving my
06:12face around, Shia, okay? So we're so sick, Shia, and I know you just kind of want to
06:22slap me out of it and be like, Lisa, wake up, but the problem is, this is actually paralysis.
06:27I'm not trying to make you angry. I'm really not trying to make you angry. It might be
06:35actually really exhausting to make these facial expressions, and they're really not matching
06:40with what I'm saying, but it's just because I'm moving my face, Shia. I'm just kind of
06:44moving my face. So if I say something like angry, I'll try to look like an angry expression,
06:56and you're going to see, you're going to notice things. So now I'm going to start with
07:02the notes, and by the way, in regards to this past half a year, there's been a lot of
07:14conversations I have to observe, specifically the two rodents, and they have some kind of
07:22G-A-Y thing for each other. It's very obvious, and it's kind of secret though, but obvious,
07:38and what I learned is, these two criminals, the hacker and the other rodent, they are
07:55female djinn entities, so they're females in a male body. I've already kind of known
08:05this, I always used to think of the hacker being like an old witchy crone, like an old
08:15witchy crone, old witch, crone witch, old crone witch. But you know why they probably
08:27pick these female entities to kill me? Because females have murderous jealousy towards other
08:36females. I know this from experience, a lot of girls will do A.I. jealousy on me. However,
08:52there was one they used for like seven years, a friend that I had, that I hung out with
09:11a lot, and she had a bigger body, like, she was kind of like, you know how they make you
09:24jealous of the clones? Well, I was jealous of the clones, but like the bigger ones, that
09:31was like the girl that they used to try to make it like she's above me no matter what.
09:38So that didn't really happen up until I got into like college, got an extreme attack where
09:45all of a sudden I was like not pretty and like good looking, and this other girl was,
09:51and I'm not going to explain it, however, it was a, well that person might go to jail.
10:01She did, she contributed a lot. You can't hang around and be someone's handler for seven
10:06years and not get extremely punished, and she, I asked this, I'm not going to explain,
10:18I'm not going to go into that right now. So these, these are like butchy, butchy females,
10:23they're definitely, they're females though, female entities, and I kind of always knew
10:33this, but it kind of was like, things kind of like kept from me, but not, I can't really
10:38explain it. But they, but Sage chose these female entities because they have murderous
10:44jealousy more than males. Males don't have as much jealousy towards other males. Women
10:51have a murderous jealousy more than men. So now I'm going to just try to use some expressions
11:02Shia, don't worry Shia. Don't worry Shia. And I'm doing all these acupressure points,
11:10one for the arms, because it's not just paralyzed, these arms, my arms got fat before the strokes
11:16happened. This is, they're like flipping out, these demons are flipping out when I do these
11:25acupressure points. So I'm focusing on doing a variety, and notice like how I'm trying
11:36to make facial expressions. I love you Shia. I love you so much Shia. Like I can't, I physically
11:45can't. I love you so much Shia. That's not me smiling. I love you so much Shia. Shia,
11:56I love you so much. It's like, it's not me, it's not me smiling, like there's, I swear
12:07there's, there was a walk-in in my body and they did something where it took more control
12:13from me. So this is paralysis on top of demon possession. Shia, I'm not happy though. I'm
12:19not happy because I can't talk to you. I mean, you can't talk to me. I'm not happy because
12:26you can't talk to me, Shia. So I can't actually really be that happy and you're probably thinking,
12:32why can't you be happy? Well, I'm a little bit more myself when I get off this video
12:38and I can be a little bit more happy and smiling. Remember I told you in the previous
12:42videos how I get off this video, think that you are thinking about it, it makes me happy
12:47and I smile to myself. I don't necessarily look like this because I don't feel like I
12:53look like that facial expression. That's not the feeling that I get when I have happiness.
12:59Hey, what am I doing? I discharged the wrong phone. So, I'm definitely not going to get
13:10through all these notes today, Shia, but I went to Vons in a nicer area so I can drive
13:18through the demon portal. I mean, not the portal, the, I'm having trouble talking, Shia,
13:23because I think it's probably the facial expressions I'm trying to show you. I'm trying
13:31to show you these facial expressions. So, I'm feeling really angry right now. That's
13:37not me being really angry. I'm showing, it's going to show the demon in me that I can't
13:45even make my own fucking facial expressions. Okay, so this needs to be charged. The battery
13:53needs to be charged. And I need to have the fan on. And I need to charge this phone. So,
14:00I'm going to have to charge this. Actually, I can charge it behind the bed.
14:15And, Shia, they just made that smile and then they tried to just attack you with it and
14:27make you think it's someone else. They just did that to me. So, I have facial paralysis.
14:36I actually have more paralysis than you think. And I was recently, so let me just read the
14:44notes now. But I think about you, Shia. I played your voice today. It made me really
14:52happy. It makes me really happy, Shia. And I put it on my back. I've wrapped the speaker
15:02in a napkin. I put it on top of my back. I have a picture to show you. And I really
15:09like it because something's really wrong with my back. And I love the feeling of you, like,
15:14you know when, like, it's like you, you're like protecting my back. See the bump? I put
15:21the camera behind my back. That's my back. But see how, see how that looks like back
15:27fat? No, my spine's pushed in because of scoliosis. So, I know my, your body's just
15:34as messed up as mine. I think part of this is like me always talking about myself. It's
15:42making things worse. It's like some kind of witchcraft spell. And I know I do, if there's
15:47one expression I do make, it's like this very serious, like I'm getting attacked and like
15:54it's painful. It's painful. But see how they scratched? They made a scab. They scratched
16:05so hard they scabbed my skin. This has happened repeatedly. So, by the way, these are the
16:13nachos I had today. I really don't like the canned salsa. I don't really like the canned
16:22salsa that much. However, it's not that awful. So, yeah, there's some kind of love confessional
16:41going on between the two female mice entities, mouse entities. That's been going on for a
16:52long time like I'm eavesdropping in on it. It's just like really weirdo. But I am in
17:09a lot of pain. I'm so tortured 24-7 that I'm in so much pain. See how I'm making this
17:19expression? It doesn't even look like me. It doesn't even look like my expression. So
17:24there's paralysis in my face because this is not me. And I look ugly in facial expressions.
17:30I think that's part of why I don't make a lot of facial expressions because I just look
17:34ugly. It's just not me. Maybe there's something like stiffness in my face. But I can't really
17:43recognize myself when I make these expressions. I'm so tortured, Shai. I'm in so much pain.
17:49You have no clue. And I have no clue how much pain you're in. Actually, I do have a clue.
17:57I'm in so much pain. I'm in so much pain. I am 24-7 tortured non-stop. 24-7 non-stop.
18:08They use every little second to torture me. Every little second. So some of these are
18:25important to say, but I remember how the neighbor knocked on my door. I called security
18:32last night and told them that happened. And I said, could you please write it down and
18:37report it to management? And they said, yes. We will tell them to look at the cameras and
18:42we'll tell them. And then I said, make sure you call security as soon as you get a knock
18:48on the door and we can check the cameras on the 8th floor within 10 seconds and record
18:56what we see. So that's what I'm going to do next time that happens. And they're not going
19:08to do anything about it. Do you know, ever since I got that, they haven't, since I've
19:19done, I've sent them tons of complaint reports about what's going on. They haven't really,
19:26there's only a couple of times in the beginning that they said they're going to do something.
19:32After that, they have been silent to me verbally, both verbally and written. They've been silent
19:38to me. No response. So see how I'm like pulling out my hair? That's also them. They comb my
19:47hair, but it's really smarley. So they're pulling out the hairs. They find every little
19:56thing. Actually, you know how like it looks like I can't make facial expressions and like
20:03I'm not matching the facial expressions that I'm doing? I'm not doing that. It's a demon
20:08doing that to me. That's a demon right there that's like making my expressions. So, by
20:23the way, you know that photograph I showed you in regards to the desk with all the cats
20:29and ducks and whatever? In the little mat that said, do not disturb, I'm already disturbed.
20:35And then all the pictures of the fairies, the desk, the management. You know how there's
20:40that awkwardly placed image to the right? It's right. A girl in a mat. There's also
20:51a little picture of the, remember I said I can't really figure out what that is? Telfast
20:55report told me it's a baby chick. Baby chick. Get it? So I'm not happy. And see how I'm
21:04smiling after I say I'm not happy? They're like making me look like it's inappropriate
21:10to smile after that. Like this is a demon that's making these expressions. I'm not happy.
21:18No, I wouldn't do that. I'm not happy, Shia. I'm not happy. I'm actually very upset.
21:32But don't worry about the door knocking. I was told those types of close calls and being
21:37so close to murder and death has been going on my whole life. So don't worry, Shia. And
21:42I know it's a disrespect to your, it's kind of a disrespect to your manhood. It's a disrespect
21:49because you're my husband and you want to protect me. But Shia, you are protecting me
21:55more than you know. And it's a lot more safer, no, it's more important that we stay alive
22:02than worrying about that I'm going to get mad at you because you're not helping me enough.
22:08You are helping me enough, Shia, because if you die or I die, we don't follow Mary's
22:13instructions even though we don't have a choice. We both have full body possession, Shia. So
22:19when Mary and I have full body possession of us, too. So please don't worry about that,
22:34Shia. It's going to make me really angry if you get hurt about that. You cannot be hurt
22:40about that because you can't feel sadness is going to break, it's going to break your
22:44heart, Shia. The sadness is going to hurt your heart. And you can't hurt your heart
22:49anymore. So stop feeling, don't feel like I have to feel bad because I'm guilty that
22:57I'm not able to help Alyssa be there for her. Well, technically, I can't be there for
23:04you either, Shia. So it's my fault, too. So it's both of our problem. However, we're not
23:11doing this to hurt each other, Shia. We're not doing this to hurt each other. And why
23:22haven't I left this building? I think God wants people to go to jail. God wants people
23:29to go to jail, Shia. And they're going to be weird now with me and make me act weird
23:34because I'm trying to show you facial expressions. But if you don't see me smiling, Shia, I'm
23:41happy. Look at me smiling. What's inside? What the fuck is this? I don't think I'm really
23:51smiling. It's all here, Shia, in my body. I'm really happy, Shia. It's ugly, Shia, for
24:00one. And that's part of probably why I'm not showing you. I'm not happy. I'm not happy.
24:07I'm so sad. I'm so tortured. I can't, like, so that's part of why I think I just don't
24:12have any expressions. But, and if I show you sadness, that actually is painful to frown.
24:20I can't stand frowning. But if I show you sadness, it looks like psychopathy that I
24:27don't have emotions, but it really, there's something empty in it and hollow inside, and
24:32there really is paralysis in my face. That's actually making it difficult to show you my
24:38expression. But I told you also, they paralyze part of my brain where I can't cry. So I have
24:48very little, a very little ability to cry unless you cry through me, Shia, or unless
24:54a fake AI cries. Sometimes the mirrors probably force me to cry, but I don't really cry. It's
25:03a very, very sick thing because when you feel tortured, and then if I do cry, they try to
25:10use a duplicate of my mom. Like, she's crying through me because she's so upset that she's
25:18probably getting caught for what she did or whatever, but it's like she's crying through
25:25me. Like, she's the one that's sad, not Alyssa. It's really weird. But if I, but I'll show
25:32you like anger because that's what I feel more than anything. I feel really angry. And
25:45Shia, if this bothers you, I won't do this all the time, but I have to show you like,
25:54let me see if I can show you facial emotions and copy the facial emotions, what I see.
26:01Facial emotions. I'm going to show you. So, facial emotions. Like, I'm shocked. I do do
26:13that. I'm shocked. I'm happy. I'm scared. Yeah, I am scared usually. I do that a lot.
26:35I'm very worried. I mean, they're trying to attack me to act like I'm like doing acting.
26:46No, I really have a problem with not showing you how I feel because this is a part of life
26:52to express oneself. This is typically my standard facial expression where you don't see me.
26:59I'm either like laughing because of some kind of, they try to stress my heart with laughter,
27:07or I'm usually like this. I usually do this a lot. Like, a lot. Like, all day I'm just
27:17staring at the verbal assaults and attacks. And they try to, they would just remind me
27:22of things that I did to try to say you're bad, you're guilty, you should be ashamed,
27:26blah, blah, blah. I'm just like this a lot, all day. Like, it's like a feeling of fear
27:36and shock, like trauma, reinstilling trauma. Sadness. Fear. I have a lot of fear.
28:06I have that a lot. So I'm going to stop this video show. I'm getting sick of the lack of
28:17expressions. It's kind of annoying me. And also, it doesn't help you. I know it doesn't
28:25make you feel good inside, but I'm not expressing myself and like making expressions. And I
28:34think it makes you feel like I don't love you. They're telling me that like, the lack
28:39of expression, that I'm angry at you. I'm genuinely not angry at you. I'm genuinely
28:46not angry at you, Shia. You're a victim, Shia, of extreme crime. You're not guilty of anything,
28:56Shia. But they tell you all day long, because they do this to me 24-7, you're guilty, you're
29:02guilty, you're guilty, you're guilty. You're guilty, you're guilty, you're guilty, you're
29:07guilty. One thing that's like an obsession is that we both cheated on each other, we
29:15had past lovers, so die, Alyssa. Or Shia's cheated on you, has had other lovers, so die,
29:25Alyssa. Or, look what you did. Look what you did, you cheated and had past lovers. Die,
29:33Alyssa. Shia doesn't want you. I have not had past lovers, Shia, I've explained to you.
29:39I have not had past lovers. And the people who tried to, um, the criminals that set things
29:59up to try to, uh, take me down, and, um, I'm not going to explain, Shia, right now, because
30:08they're going to try to manipulate how I say it. So I'm going to stop this video, Shia.
30:17Um, I called security, it, whether, management's not going to do anything with that, they're
30:24not going to look at the camera to see, uh, the neighbor knocking on my door. It, whether
30:31they do or don't, it's going to, it can be used as evidence whether they do or don't.
30:38And, I think I do make some expressions, like, see how this is worry and fear? That's how
30:46I feel inside. But, Shia, I, I'm very upset, I can't talk, like, I, I can't, it doesn't
31:01feel completely, uh, I need to talk, I'm not happy, Shia, I'm depressed, I need your voice,
31:07I need to talk to you. Finally, though, putting your voice on speaker, I think it's going
31:13to change things. Putting, editing your voice and putting it on loops, I think it's going
31:20to change a little things because there was a little bit of a, like, I'm watching in on,
31:29on, like, you conversing and it felt a little bit, I didn't really want to hear those other
31:39people's voices necessarily. However, um, I feel much better editing it, Shia. And,
32:04I'm kind of, this, this is like a little bit of narcissism that I always just talk
32:08about me in my life. It's going to backfire, Shia, it's going to backfire. We're not supposed
32:13to have third eyes that don't work. This is all going to backfire and I'm, uh, but most
32:24importantly, it's the acupressure, Shia, and also the things that I say shine right down.
32:30I can't take credit for everything and I don't tell you every little thing that I say.
32:34This is coming from my own brain. A lot of telepathic supporters are helping me and talking
32:39to me as well as you. A telepathic supporter talking to you and telling you things. So
32:44if I do say things like, uh, trying to show you my expressions, um, a lot of the times
32:57though, all day long, demons, if they, if I do have an expression, it's just the demons.
33:03The, like, really ugly faces. Like, just so ugly. And I didn't just do that. You know
33:14the return to sense that's going to happen? You can't, you can't possess souls with a
33:22set of mastery. You can't possess souls with a set of mastery. They do not know what they're
33:26getting, they don't know what they're getting in return. They don't know what they're getting
33:33in return. So I'm going to stop, um, but they're constantly trying to harass and attack me.
33:45Oh, you're going to find out, Alyssa, you're going to find out. You're going to find out.
33:51Shai's had lovers. You're going to, you're not, you guys aren't going to be together.
33:55Blah, blah, blah, blah. And I'm not trying to trigger you, Shai. I'm just saying, like,
33:59this is what they do all day long. And whether it's true or not, they force it with AI to
34:07make me feel very sad. So the torture is awful. The torture is so awful. And by the way, I
34:21was told, um, you know, see, they're trying to do a chain reaction right now. And so I
34:38told you, Shai, that this, this full, this full body walk-in is being, like, under the
34:48radar. It's still happening, but lumarians obviously have more control over it. Not when
34:55I was, uh, in the middle of the woods, um, running around in thorny bushes, um, and walking
35:12around when I had a vehicle in freezing cold weather and, um, hospital outfit in a hospital
35:20blanket while I had a car waiting for me. I wasn't allowed to go back to the car. Like,
35:26full body possession, Shai. It's the scariest thing. I have a lot of trauma. And I don't
35:32really like, I've never actually really liked my smile, Shai, the way, what my nose does
35:38when I smile. If I lift up my mouth, it's, see this, this, Shai, I have facial paralysis.
35:48I used to be good looking. This is part of the reason why I'm not expressing myself.
35:53And it's actually painful. Like, it takes work and energy to do that. It takes work
35:58and energy. So I'm going to do that with acupressure. I'm going to, I'm going to start doing facial
36:03paralysis. This one, this one, this one, this one, this one, this one, this one. This
36:10one's good for, uh, we put, uh, our SCX organs, diseases. This one right here, I like to,
36:20I can go like that, press on it. That's a good one to do. I like, this one's one of
36:25my favorite ones. I don't do that much, so maybe I've been doing a lot on the hands.
36:31And this one's a good one. And then these sides, uh, are reproductive organs. Uh, this
36:40is good for the throat, Shai, because we're both silenced throat, throat, and like the
36:45demons talk through us. So this is good for the throat. Um, there's so many that I really
36:52like. This is good for the lungs. I'm actually, uh, I'm actually really happy that I'm learning
37:01this reflexology and acupressure. So I'm going to talk to you, uh, in the next part. Uh,
37:10you know what? I'm wondering if I should just make one video. I think I'm going to just
37:27make one video, Shai, and I have a lot of notes that I should, I should talk about for
37:34you. However, I think we both still have to rest in me talking on these videos. Uh, it's
37:44actually stressful to have to review them because, like it, it takes energy to review
37:52them because I get attacked if I say something wrong. I get really stressed out. But it kills
38:13my spirit if I have to keep moving and leaving. Like, you know how I have to, like, I have
38:18all these contracts. Oh, time to go. Time to go, Alyssa. You're complaining too much.
38:25I went down there. Remember how someone suffocated me? Remember how someone suffocated me, Shai?
38:33And finally, I found out that, that Alpha Project never actually handed them, handed
38:43him the restraining order papers to finalize it. And then something happened where he went
38:49in the elevator and it was, nothing could be done. I was filing reports to get the footage.
38:56Nothing could be done because the documents weren't given to him directly. So they, that's
39:03a fraudulent company that did that and that was actually intentional, most likely intentional.
39:09After that happened, I freaked out. I went to management and I said, I feel like giving
39:13up. That wasn't an appropriate way to say, I feel like giving up in management because
39:18I didn't finish my sentence. She immediately kind of bounced in and said, do you want to
39:23give your notice? That, that, that was defeat. That was time to go, Alyssa. You have to stop
39:30complaining or you have to, or something has changed where you can't just keep it coming
39:35in here and saying all the things or they're going to say, do you want to give your two
39:40weeks notice? That wasn't an appropriate way to respond to me. So, that kills the spirit
39:48though when you constantly have to be bounced around. What did I tell you? It was like 39
39:52places, 39 different places that I, I've lived at. 39 different places I've lived at. That's
40:02on average every single year having to leave, but that actually, the 39 places, the first,
40:13anyways, that's a lot of places. That's a lot of stress. That's a lot of like killing
40:19the spirit. So, part of the reason why I haven't left and also if I get kicked out of this
40:24room and go to another room, same, same thing's going to happen. It's constant. So, there's
40:31a reason also because of the evidence. There's no way. There's no way I, and it does kill
40:38the spirit when you have to constantly be kicked around and pushed out, pushed away.
40:44It's a, it kills the spirit. It's not just like a spell. It kills the spirit. So, I'm
40:54going to talk about these rest of the notes tomorrow, but I, I think this is enough and
41:07don't worry Shia. Don't worry Shia. Do not feel guilty. Don't feel guilty Shia. They
41:21make us feel guilty all day long that we're the responsible for this happening. We're
41:28not responsible for this happening Shia. We're not responsible for this happening. We've
41:38been victims of crime, victims of crime for 38 and a half years for me. Actually, I'm
41:48going to be 39 in November. We're victims of crime Shia and we've been kidnapped and
41:59brutally kidnapped and tortured. Kidnapped and brutally tortured Shia for 20 years and
42:05previously to the back we were tortured, brutally kidnapped in different ways. So, this is,
42:15now that we're getting a little bit of relief from the torture, not completely, just keep,
42:22I'm going to keep doing the acupressure, listening to the rukus, the spiritual zen frequencies,
42:29all the other different things that I do and it is pretty hot in here. I'm going to stay
42:37I did body and brain yoga luckily yesterday. So, that's always like, I can barely ever
42:49do body and brain yoga. So, when I do body and brain yoga, it's like an achievement because
43:00it's very, very hard for me to take out the yoga mat and do body and brain yoga. But I've
43:07been doing acupressure mostly for hours and I'm going to do some cooking and eating coleslaw
43:20and try to come up with some recipes of the food I bought. I love you Shia. Don't worry
43:30Shia. I feel, I'm going to play your voice on loop now and it's healing my body Shia
43:40because I'm putting the speaker on my body. I put it on my back, my heart, my chakra and
43:53I have a way so I can walk around with the speaker on my body. So, don't worry Shia.
44:03I love you Shia. Thank you everybody for watching. Thank you so much Shia for watching.
44:10Bye.