مسلسل ولاد تسعة الجزء الثانى ح 26
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00:01I took advantage of your sadness when I introduced you to yourself at home and tried to steal me.
00:05How do you want me to pity you?
00:06Yara deceived me and got away from me.
00:09And you encouraged her to do the same.
00:11She told me, that's it, I'm not going back to Anwar.
00:13I'm going to marry this guy in Egypt.
00:15Who are you talking to, you bitch? When did you get here?
00:18When did you get here?
00:19She's the one who called me. Who am I talking to?
00:21I'm not talking on the phone. I'm in front of you.
00:23This is a solitary ring for Noah.
00:25And if we're lucky, it wasn't in the jewelry box that he stole.
00:29Haven't you seen him before?
00:30I just wanted to come and tell you that I don't want you to be sad,
00:33because you're going to have dark circles under your eyes,
00:35just like you don't understand.
00:36And I also wanted to advise you on something.
00:38If you don't leave yourself for your lover,
00:40you're going to die like Marama.
00:42You can't, Karima. Hold on to yourself.
00:44It's not going to work.
00:45It's not my baby. The baby's going to be named after you.
00:47Dr. Wael is with her. She needs another doctor.
00:50The situation is not easy.
00:52We're doing something against the law.
00:54The lawyer told me,
00:56if, for example, this girl dies or something happens to her,
01:00your father and your mother-in-law will be responsible for the damages.
01:04Why do I have to blame you?
01:06Do I know you from before?
01:07I don't know.
01:08I didn't buy this ring, nor did I see it.
01:10I know you,
01:12even though the jewelry is the owner of the store.
01:14The one other than you.
01:15To be honest, I checked,
01:18and I found out that the meter was working with Karima a long time ago.
01:21It's not possible.
01:24You're going to stay with me for years.
01:25I'm sorry.
01:26I just need to find a place.
01:28And you're going to leave me and travel?
01:30You're with me, Mr. Murad.
01:31No, I'm sorry.
01:32I'm going down with you to Egypt.
01:33What did you take from me when you were out of the house?
01:38I forgot my passport.
01:39I took it and let someone take it from me.
01:41I found out that you arrived on the same day of the accident.
01:46Not after that, as you all understand.
01:54What's wrong, doctor?
01:55You don't look well.
01:59Looks like we're going to have to put her in surgery.
02:01Why?
02:03The situation is not right.
02:04Even the surgery won't be guaranteed, but we have no choice.
02:07I'm fine, Wael.
02:08Don't worry.
02:09It's good that you came now, Dr. Hatem,
02:11because you bought us a decision.
02:15Decision?
02:17What decision?
02:18I don't understand anything.
02:20Look at this cord.
02:25Is there a risk to Karima's life or to the fetus' life?
02:30No.
02:33Don't tell me that.
02:37You both are doctors.
02:40Do it.
02:42Do something.
02:44There is no solution for me.
02:46I just want Karima.
02:47No matter what happens.
02:49I don't have a choice. I have to save Karima, no matter the cost.
02:54No matter the cost? What do you mean?
02:59Hatem, what do you mean? What do you mean?
03:05I can sacrifice my son.
03:08No, my son will live. No one can kill him.
03:12As long as they understand us, we have a choice between two options.
03:17We can sacrifice Janine or Karima.
03:21And in a situation like this, the important thing is that I have a mother.
03:24I am the mother, not her.
03:27My son will live. He can do anything.
03:31My son has to live.
03:33I will win his time and call Dr. Takhdir.
03:35Hatem, he doesn't understand anything.
03:39He doesn't know how hard it was for us to get this baby.
03:43He always blames his father, and I always blame his mother.
03:47Because of me.
03:49Do something, Hatem. Don't let him leave us.
03:55Because of me.
03:56Don't let him leave us.
03:58Because of me.
04:02I swear, if it wasn't for the circumstances I'm in, I wouldn't have come to you like this.
04:08Don't say that, Ihsan.
04:10And then Karima talked to me about you and your daughter a lot.
04:13And I'm not the only one who was cut off.
04:16Her father, if he gets a big sentence and goes to jail,
04:19she will suffer, my love.
04:21And I didn't believe her silence in the operation I did for her.
04:25May God protect her, God willing.
04:27Oh, God.
04:30The doctor told me about you.
04:33And he told me that you didn't go to jail on purpose.
04:36And he told me that I can take the money from you.
04:40And that I can get rid of the sentence they gave Shaban.
04:45Forget it, Ihsan.
04:47I mean, it's a big sum.
04:49Yes, it's a big sum.
04:51But I won't be able to convince Amir to take half of the money, at least for now.
04:56Half of the money?
04:58And where will I get half of this money from?
05:02Okay, give me the money by the end of the week.
05:05God willing, I'll give you the money.
05:08Really?
05:10God willing.
05:12May God protect you and never deprive us of you.
05:14I mean it.
05:16I don't feel like I'm worth more than those who were like me.
05:19Don't say that, Ihsan.
05:21I'll call you as soon as I have the money.
05:24And also so you don't have to worry about your daughter.
05:26Okay, my love.
05:28May God protect you.
05:30Give me a kiss.
05:32I hope you get married and have a daughter who is even prettier than her.
05:36May God protect you, Ihsan.
05:38May God protect you, my love.
05:40I won't bother you anymore. I'm leaving.
05:42Go ahead, my love. I'll be right back.
05:45You didn't tell me.
05:47What did you do in Beirut?
05:51The most important thing I did in Beirut was to cancel my wedding.
05:54And I also told my uncle about you.
05:57You're very strange.
05:59Why? Because I told my uncle?
06:02I mean, you're talking as if we're already engaged and everything is fine.
06:08So you deny that you love me and you're going to die until you propose to me?
06:13You know what?
06:15You're so Lebanese.
06:17You liked it, didn't you?
06:19Yes, of course.
06:21I want to propose to you.
06:25But I also want to know you better.
06:28I hope so.
06:30The most important thing is that you know that I don't have anyone else but you.
06:34And I want you to promise me that you'll stay with me until I know who killed him.
06:42I'll get the ice cream.
06:45You're a liar!
06:47You're a liar!
06:48You're lying!
06:49You lied to me!
06:50No!
06:51No!
06:52The truth is that I haven't!
06:53The truth is that I haven't!
06:54I don't want a relationship!
06:56Calm down, Karima.
06:57Calm down, because it's dangerous.
06:59The doctor said that he'll stay with you until the end.
07:01No!
07:02He said that he hasn't!
07:03He said that he hasn't!
07:05He said that he hasn't and I'm in danger, and I have nothing to do with it!
07:08You're not going to give birth to a normal baby.
07:10Because of this, we're going to give birth to a child with cancer.
07:12I don't want to be sick!
07:14I mean, give my son a surgery, Kareem.
07:16Surgery?!
07:17Oh my God!
07:18Doctor, open my stomach!
07:19Open my stomach!
07:21Don't be afraid, Kareem.
07:22Don't be afraid.
07:23The doctor is on his way.
07:24You won't feel anything.
07:25No!
07:26Oh my God!
07:27Oh my God!
07:28You can't do this to me!
07:29I'm sorry.
07:30You can't do this to me!
07:31I'm sorry.
07:32You can't do this to me!
07:33I'm sorry.
07:34I'm going to call the doctor.
07:36No!
07:37No!
07:38No!
07:39Leave me!
07:41You like what's happening, right?
07:44And what's wrong with him?
07:46Didn't you hear your friend?
07:47He says he can't take the natural birth?
07:49No.
07:50I heard you tell my friend
07:51that we're sacrificing Kareem
07:52for your son to live.
07:53No, I didn't say that.
07:54I said, I want my son,
07:55no matter what the price.
07:57And you know the only price
07:58for your son to live,
07:59is Kareem's death.
08:00I swear to God,
08:02no one knows what God wants!
08:04God doesn't like injustice, Aya.
08:06God never accepts
08:07that Kareem alone
08:08has to pay for what we've done.
08:11Hatem, you're only saying this
08:12because your wife is pregnant.
08:13If she leaves you,
08:14you'll have someone else
08:15in jail.
08:17I don't have anyone else.
08:19And I won't let you kill her
08:20and make her look at you.
08:22And I can't share
08:23a crime like this with you.
08:24Never.
08:25Without a threat.
08:26You have the police.
08:27Go tell them if you can.
08:38Wael.
08:39Did you talk to Dr. Al-Taghdeer?
08:40Yes, he's fine.
08:44Dr. Wael.
08:46I can't lose my son.
08:52I've been waiting for this day
08:53since I got married.
08:55Even after I got divorced.
08:57I have no one else.
08:58I can feel you.
09:00But it's really hard.
09:02And saving a mother
09:03in a situation like this
09:04is the first thing
09:05a doctor has to do.
09:06I told you,
09:07she's the mother, not her.
09:08She's the one
09:09who lost her belly fat.
09:10And this baby?
09:11I don't think she'll die.
09:12Let her do everything
09:13she can to save her life.
09:15What matters is my son.
09:16He's the one
09:17who has to be the first
09:18for you.
09:19I don't know what to tell you.
09:21If this girl dies,
09:22it'll be a disaster
09:23for all of us.
09:25Why?
09:26She's the first one
09:27to die while giving birth?
09:28Forget what we did to her.
09:29No one knows
09:30what we did to Dr. Wael.
09:32It's normal.
09:33My daughter is pregnant
09:35and she died while giving birth.
09:37What's the problem?
09:38It's normal.
09:39What about her husband?
09:40Will he shut up?
09:41He'll shut up about the money.
09:42He still has some money left.
09:44I'll give him more.
09:46Dr. Wael,
09:50I know how hard
09:51it'll be for you
09:52to save my son.
09:54And I'll appreciate that.
09:58100,000 pounds.
10:00100,000 pounds more
10:01than what you're doing.
10:02Since this isn't about money,
10:04what good will it do me
10:06when her husband
10:07goes to the police
10:08and finds out
10:09that I'm the one
10:10who gave birth to her?
10:11And they accuse me
10:12of neglecting her.
10:13And this alone
10:14is a murder.
10:15It's like
10:16she's in jail.
10:18I told you
10:19her husband won't
10:20just lose the money.
10:21He's going to marry
10:22another woman
10:23and spend all the money
10:24he took from us.
10:27Look, Wael,
10:29if you think
10:30100,000 pounds
10:31isn't worth
10:32the risk you're taking,
10:34I'll give you
10:35200,000 pounds.
10:42I'll give you
10:43a quarter of a million pounds.
10:45A quarter of a million pounds
10:46to save my son's life.
10:57What are you wearing?
10:59I'm going to help Wael
11:00in the operation.
11:01Are you going to kill my son?
11:03Your son is my son, Hala.
11:05I'm going to try
11:06to save Kareema's life
11:08and your son's life as well.
11:15Excuse me.
11:23I'm not going to ask you
11:24what Hala was telling you
11:26because I know
11:27you don't know
11:28what I'm thinking.
11:30It's all our fault, Wael.
11:31Not just Hala's.
11:33And I'm the first one
11:34to make a mistake.
11:36Because I agreed
11:37to do something
11:38against religion
11:39and against the law.
11:41And you also made a mistake
11:43agreeing to help us
11:44in a situation like this.
11:45I did all this
11:46because you're my friend.
11:48And because of the money.
11:50And because of the money
11:51Hala was using
11:52to save her son
11:53in any way she could.
11:55And your son as well.
11:57I know he's my son.
11:59But I can't be happy
12:00with this, Wael.
12:02I can't be happy
12:03if Kareema's body comes to me.
12:06I know you're jealous
12:07and you don't have any money.
12:09And any money
12:10will silence her husband
12:11who sold her to you.
12:14Where do you think
12:15I'm going, Wael,
12:16to do something like this?
12:17What?
12:18You're talking to me
12:19like I'm a victim.
12:20No, Wael.
12:21No.
12:23It's impossible for you
12:24to do something like this.
12:25I'm with you.
12:27And this is in your hands
12:28in the operation, God willing.
12:29May God help us
12:30save Kareema
12:31and her son at the same time.
12:32God help us.
12:34Come on, Wael.
12:35Come on.
12:54Come on, get in.
12:57Get in.
12:59What?
13:00Why are you late?
13:01I couldn't leave the house.
13:03You couldn't?
13:05Was Amal there?
13:06Yes.
13:07I waited for her
13:08until she left.
13:09How's the house
13:10you just got from him?
13:11It's good.
13:12Good?
13:13I'm asking you
13:14about your uncle's health.
13:15What's good?
13:16Don't tell me
13:17anything that's not good.
13:18Tell me something
13:19that's not good.
13:20I'm not going to tell you
13:21anything that's not good.
13:22When did you start
13:23to call me uncle?
13:24When will your house
13:25water run dry?
13:26Do you want me to
13:27curse you so you'll be happy?
13:28Happy?
13:29You're so silly.
13:30We heard
13:32you're having problems
13:33in Seoul.
13:34Yes, but Amal
13:35pays for her bills
13:36until the operation
13:37is over.
13:38What?
13:39Her bills?
13:40That's nonsense.
13:41Who's money?
13:42You pay
13:43my grandmother?
13:44That's nothing.
13:45That's fine,
13:46but right now
13:47the manager
13:48and his words
13:49are against everything.
13:50And by the way
13:51I didn't send you there to keep an eye on her or to read me a poem.
13:55Why are you mad at me? You ask me and I answer.
13:59What's next?
14:01Nothing. I'm trying to be her friend, like you said.
14:04And she?
14:05She's not just anyone's friend. She treats all of us like her sisters.
14:09Believe me, I felt that I was going to love her. I swear, it was hard for me.
14:17When does this house's reception stay?
14:20Thursday and Friday, when the girls are off.
14:23Thursday and Friday...
14:25And where does she stay?
14:27Who? Amal?
14:29No, her mother.
14:30I didn't send you there to keep an eye on her or to read me a poem.
14:33Why are you mad at me?
14:36I overheard her talking to her fiancé on the phone.
14:39I figured they'd meet Thursday night.
14:45What? What do you mean?
14:48What do you mean?
14:49What do you mean?
14:51We're going out on a date.
14:53What do you mean?
14:55Stay out of it.
15:19My son.
15:22My son.
15:25My son.
15:29My son.
15:35My son.
15:37Congratulations. He's just like his father.
15:39My son.
15:41My darling.
15:45I missed you, my son.
15:49I missed you so much, mom.
15:56Come here.
15:58Stay a little longer.
16:00We'll take you to the pediatrician.
16:02Don't worry.
16:03In 10 minutes, you'll find the baby's room.
16:06In the name of God.
16:08You didn't ask me about his mother.
16:10I'm his mother.
16:11I mean Karima.
16:13Yes.
16:14It's a very difficult case.
16:15Dr. Wael and Dr. Hatem say she's in danger.
16:18They're doing everything they can to save her life.
16:20Let's pray to God.
16:22If something happens to her, it'll be a big problem for all of us.
16:33Mrs. Haneb, can you take me to Karima's house?
16:37How did you know we were here?
16:39I was in town.
16:40A woman called me.
16:41Don't call her that.
16:42She's Dr. Rahab.
16:43She told me to come quickly because Karima is about to give birth.
16:46Is she still giving birth?
16:49She gave birth.
16:50That's it?
16:51That's it?
16:52God is the greatest.
16:54What do you mean?
16:55Are you going to cry?
16:56I'll tell my mother.
16:59I called you so many times, but you didn't answer.
17:02It's nothing.
17:04What do you mean?
17:05Don't we have work to do?
17:07Work?
17:08What work?
17:09Mr. Murad's ads.
17:12Forget it, Mom.
17:13After what you did at the embassy, I don't feel like doing it anymore.
17:17We won't see each other again.
17:19I'm leaving.
17:20By the way, I didn't do anything.
17:22You're the one who told me to leave Egypt right now.
17:24Who told you that?
17:26How can you go on an embassy trip with someone you don't know?
17:29I told you to sit with her and get to know her.
17:31What's so good about that?
17:32You couldn't.
17:34Why are you here now?
17:37The owner of the apartment wants a rent.
17:40What am I supposed to do with this conversation?
17:42You said you'd pay me the rent every month.
17:44I told you I'd pay you from the money I have.
17:47And you're done now.
17:49You don't have anything from me anymore.
17:50After you lost the campaign I'd been working on for three months.
17:53What am I doing now?
17:55I don't care.
17:56Go back to Manal.
17:58Maybe she'll forgive you for what you did to her.
18:00Or find someone to sit with and serve her.
18:02Don't forget, there's a car accident.
18:04You have to pay every month.
18:06Manal.
18:12By the way.
18:13I can talk to my boss.
18:15But I need a lot of help from you.
18:18And you're married.
18:36Mom.
18:38Mom.
18:47Are you okay?
18:49Yes, I'm here with you.
18:51Where am I?
18:53You're in the hospital.
18:55Thank God.
18:56The operation went well.
19:01I'm pregnant?
19:02Yes, you are.
19:03Thank God.
19:05Thank God.
19:14Where's my baby?
19:20Why are you looking at me like that?
19:23Where's my baby, doctor?
19:25He's fine, Karima.
19:26Thank God.
19:27I'll go get your brother.
19:30Mom.
19:33Thank God.
19:38Did you see the doctor?
19:40Yes, I did.
19:42He's fine.
19:44He doesn't look like it.
19:46God...
19:48How can you say that?
19:52I don't know if he'll stay with me.
19:55I'm so tired.
19:58He'll take him away from me.
20:00He won't leave her.
20:02You promised you'd stay with him.
20:08I have to keep my promise.
20:11Or else...
20:13I won't need him anymore.
20:18And even...
20:20Even if I'm afraid of God,
20:22and I keep my promise,
20:26I won't leave him with me.
20:30Karima.
20:36Diabir.
20:37Hello, everyone.
20:41I've been here since yesterday,
20:43but I didn't want to leave.
20:45I wanted to eat something,
20:47and then come back.
20:50How are you, Diabir?
20:53I'm fine.
20:55I'm better than you.
21:13Omar.
21:16I love you, Omar.
21:20Will you stay with me for the rest of my life?
21:28When you grow up,
21:31will you know how much I loved you
21:33before I gave you this world?
21:39You'll love me too, won't you?
21:42No one in this world will love you as much as I do.
21:46Congratulations on your marriage.
21:50Congratulations to you too.
21:54Omar.
21:56I called you Omar.
21:58Omar.
22:01It's a nice name, isn't it?
22:04Omar Haidem.
22:09Get married when he grows up and becomes a doctor like you.
22:12But you, Haidem,
22:14won't love your other son more than he does, right?
22:19We left each other.
22:22But you'll never be able to leave him.
22:28Karima wants to see you.
22:33Is she gone?
22:34Thank God.
22:35She's gone.
22:37She's gone.
22:39She's gone.
22:40She's gone.
22:45Tell her he's sleeping.
22:47And when he wakes up, I'll take him to her.
22:49I can't.
22:50I can't tell her that.
22:52Karima has a right to see the baby.
22:57What do you mean, she has a right?
22:59Yes, she has a right.
23:01Karima paid a high price for the baby.
23:05Not just to carry the baby, no.
23:08You know very well she was going to die so he could live.
23:11And there's something you don't know.
23:14If Karima gives birth, she'll be in a lot of pain.
23:18Because he's in this mess.
23:22We have to take his soul.
23:25I can't leave him.
23:28I should have told her that.
23:30I can't tell her.
23:32At least not now.
23:35But she'll know.
23:37And she'll know, and she'll understand.
23:42Because you're a mother.
23:45She'll never be a mother.
23:50Give me the baby.
23:53Don't be afraid.
23:58In the name of God.
24:00I'm fine.
24:01Don't be afraid, dear.
24:04Don't be afraid.
24:23In the name of God, Karima.
24:25When I found out you were going to give birth,
24:27I left everything and came here.
24:31What is this world?
24:34Your mother and the baby?
24:36Don't worry about it, Karima.
24:39You're the one who's worried.
24:41Did they give you the money I asked for?
24:50Why would they give it to me?
24:53They know you're the first one to get it.
24:56Okay, don't worry.
24:58I'll talk to the doctor about it before he leaves.
25:01Goodbye, dear.
25:05The baby, Karima.
25:07God bless you.
25:09God bless you.
25:11God bless you, doctor.
25:13God bless you.
25:15God bless you, Karima.
25:30Congratulations.
25:36In the name of God.
25:38God bless you, Karima.
25:41God bless you, ma'am.
25:43The doctor said you'll be fine.
25:45You'll be out soon.
25:47No, I'm fine.
25:49I was fine when I saw him.
25:52He has to go back to his room now, Karima.
25:55No, ma'am.
25:57I'm not hungry.
25:59Leave the baby with me.
26:01I'll get it for you tonight, Karima.
26:03No, leave the baby with me.
26:05In the name of God.
26:07Get it for me?
26:09No, Karima.
26:11You're pregnant.
26:13Leave the baby with me for five minutes.
26:16Look at him.
26:18He's so cute.
26:20He's so cute.
26:22He's so cute.
26:24He's so cute.
26:26He's so cute.
26:28Mr. Jamal.
26:30Look at him.
26:32He's so cute.
26:34He's so cute.
26:36Do you want to eat, Karima?
26:38No, I don't want to eat.
26:40The doctor said you'll be fine.
26:42I don't want to eat, ma'am.
26:44Ma'am.
26:49Yasmin?
26:54Yes?
26:56Give me a kiss.
26:58I'm Amal, mom's friend.
27:00Who's mom?
27:02Karima, my friend's grandma introduced me to her.
27:04Oh.
27:06Here you go.
27:08What's this?
27:10This is chocolate.
27:12Mom told me you like it a lot.
27:14A lot.
27:16Okay, finish your homework and finish the baby.
27:18I can't.
27:20The doctor said I shouldn't eat sweets
27:22so my heart won't hurt again.
27:24I love you.
27:26Mom!
27:28How are you, Ihsan?
27:30What's this?
27:32Don't worry, Ihsan.
27:34I'm so happy to see you.
27:36Come on, let's go inside.
27:38Can you walk before I see you?
27:40Of course.
27:42What are you doing?
27:44Didn't you tell me you were coming?
27:46Sorry, Ihsan.
27:48I didn't know.
27:50I didn't want to be late.
27:52Sit down.
27:54There's no time.
27:56You can spend it from the bank at any time.
27:58Or you can give it to Amir
28:00and he'll take care of it.
28:02God, I didn't deprive you of anything.
28:04I knew you were the only one
28:06who'd grow up in danger.
28:08I'm sorry.
28:10I couldn't give you all the money.
28:12But I managed to convince Amir to wait for us.
28:14I knew it.
28:16I'll get a pen and paper and give it to you.
28:18No, I don't want it from you.
28:20And this money doesn't belong to you anymore.
28:22Maybe I didn't ask you about it.
28:24It's precious.
28:26How are you feeling?
28:28I feel better now that I saw my father.
28:30I feel like I put in a lot of effort.
28:32Thank God.
28:34I'm hungry.
28:36I'll order some food.
28:38No, I came straight from the hospital.
28:40I'll go to bed.
28:42Bye.
28:44Congratulations, Dr. Hatem.
28:46You're a great doctor.
28:50Thank you, Sidi.
28:52Our last payment was 35,000 pounds.
28:54He took 10,000 pounds in advance.
28:56He's left with 25,000 pounds.
28:58I'll go to him.
29:00I'll give it to you if you need it.
29:02You're wasting my time.
29:04I mean...
29:06It's so sweet.
29:08It's as sweet as a new doll.
29:10Okay, Sidi.
29:12I'll take the sweets and money you need.
29:14Bye.
29:16What's this?
29:18This doctor is crazy.
29:20How can he say sweet things to a woman?
29:22What kind of man is he?
29:30Why are we meeting at home?
29:32We couldn't have met outside.
29:36Okay.
29:38Before I tell you anything,
29:40I need you to promise me something.
29:42What is it?
29:44I'll tell you everything you want to know.
29:46But on one condition.
29:48Give me the bill you have.
29:52Who told you that this bill is the only proof
29:54that you know her?
29:58What else do you have?
30:00No, it's okay.
30:02You're the one who's going to judge, not me.
30:06Why did you get her a single ring?
30:08It was her birthday.
30:10A single ring on her birthday?
30:12There must be something going on between you two.
30:14I got some money from Hussein
30:16while she was his secretary.
30:18You got rid of your money with Hussein
30:20by marrying his daughter.
30:22So you didn't need to buy his secretary.
30:24I wasn't married yet.
30:26By the way,
30:28I have some messages from you on his phone.
30:30The first message
30:32was that you agreed to meet outside the company.
30:34The second message
30:36was that you were arguing because he wasn't answering you.
30:38The third message
30:40was that you were warning him not to play with you
30:42and not to touch you.
30:44And this message in particular,
30:46if the police see it,
30:48they will consider it a clear threat of murder.
30:50Especially that this was five days ago
30:52when your sister was killed.
30:54I didn't kill your sister.
30:56So it's better for you to say everything you know honestly.