Gabriel's Rapture: Part One (2021)

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00:24:00Beatrice, these delusions have to stop.
00:24:05Julianne, I've waited six years to talk to you.
00:24:12I won't wait any longer.
00:24:16I'm taking you home with me.
00:24:31What are you doing?
00:24:33I'm texting Paul to cancel.
00:25:31I'm going to make dinner,
00:25:34but I need to step out and pick up a few things.
00:25:38Will you be all right?
00:25:43Of course.
00:25:46Promise me you won't leave.
00:25:52I promise.
00:25:57I promise.
00:26:27♪♪♪
00:26:37♪♪♪
00:26:47♪♪♪
00:26:57♪♪♪
00:27:07♪♪♪
00:27:17Julianne.
00:27:28Come.
00:27:43Are you pleased?
00:27:45It's beautiful.
00:27:50Let me.
00:28:21My dear Julianne,
00:28:23if you wish to know how I feel about you,
00:28:26just ask me.
00:28:28Yours, Gabriel.
00:28:50No champagne?
00:29:12You might find this hard to believe,
00:29:14but I don't drink all the time.
00:29:19We'll save the rest for mimosas tomorrow.
00:29:21Breakfast?
00:29:23You're very sure of yourself, Casanova.
00:29:28Your virtue is safe with me.
00:29:59I won't let your darkness consume me.
00:30:11So you think darkness can consume light?
00:30:15That's an interesting theory.
00:30:25I just threw some of my darkness to those candles
00:30:28and nothing happened.
00:30:30Don't be so damn condescending.
00:30:32You know what I mean.
00:30:35Julianne, I won't lie to you
00:30:37and say that I'm not attracted to your luminosity.
00:30:42But I have no wish to consume you.
00:30:47If I'm the darkness, then...
00:30:52then you're the stars.
00:30:59I won't let you fuck me.
00:31:02I would never fuck you.
00:31:07One doesn't fuck an angel.
00:31:13Then what does someone like you do with an angel?
00:31:19Someone like me would cherish her.
00:31:24Try to get to know her.
00:31:28Start by being friends, perhaps.
00:31:32Is it too hard to believe that I want to take my time?
00:31:36That I want to get to know you?
00:31:40Yes.
00:31:45Julianne, this is new to me.
00:31:48Your prejudice is warranted to some degree,
00:31:51but don't deliberately try my patience.
00:32:19I know you're partial to chocolate.
00:32:32You need to let me feed you.
00:32:37I'm not a child.
00:32:39Then stop acting like one.
00:32:43Trust me.
00:32:46Trust me, please.
00:33:17The act of feeding someone
00:33:20is the ultimate act of care and affection.
00:33:25Sharing yourself with someone else for the food.
00:33:38Think about it.
00:33:42Think about it.
00:33:45We're fed in the Eucharist
00:33:49by our mothers when we're infants,
00:33:54by our parents when we're children,
00:34:00by friends at dinner parties,
00:34:07by a lover when we feast on one another's bodies,
00:34:15and on occasion when we feast on one another's souls.
00:34:37Don't you want me to feed you?
00:34:46You don't want to feast on my body,
00:34:48but at least feast on my cake.
00:34:51Last chance.
00:34:58That wasn't so bad, was it?
00:35:07May I?
00:35:12Yes.
00:35:34See how nice it is to be cared for?
00:35:39How nice it is to be cared for by me?
00:35:49Spend the night with me.
00:35:54What about our conversation?
00:35:57We had enough talking today.
00:36:00We can talk tomorrow
00:36:02when both our heads are clear.
00:36:08I want you in my bed tonight.
00:36:24I will be the perfect gentleman.
00:36:38Good night.
00:36:41Good night.
00:37:04Good night, Julian.
00:37:11Good night.
00:37:19You're leaving?
00:37:23I said that I wanted you in my bed, and I meant it.
00:37:28You're safe here.
00:37:41Catch me, baby
00:37:44Would you catch me?
00:37:51Lead me down paths I cannot see
00:37:58And set me free
00:38:04Would you catch me?
00:38:11Between the lines
00:38:15And the matters that are grey
00:38:18Where I hide
00:38:22In darkness and despair
00:38:25Would you find
00:38:28The muscle and the strength
00:38:31Oh, would you catch me, baby
00:38:35Would you catch me, baby
00:38:38Would you
00:38:42Would you catch me?
00:38:49Lead me down the paths I cannot see
00:38:56And set me free
00:39:02Would you catch me?
00:39:07I tried, but I couldn't stay away.
00:39:13I don't want you away from me.
00:39:18I tried.
00:39:23You tried.
00:39:28Why did you take your photos down?
00:39:34I was ashamed.
00:39:38You weren't before.
00:39:42Before I decided to bring an angel to my bed.
00:39:48And you set me free
00:39:55You catch me
00:40:01Oh, would you catch me?
00:40:08Would you lead me down the paths I cannot see
00:40:14And set me free
00:40:21Would you catch me?
00:40:27Would you catch me?
00:40:38Good morning, Julianne.
00:40:57I stepped out for a brief moment.
00:40:59Make yourself at home.
00:41:00Big soul.
00:41:01Gabriel.
00:42:00Good morning.
00:42:29Would you mind?
00:42:41Did you sleep well?
00:42:43Once I was beside you, I did.
00:42:45As did I.
00:42:57You're shivering.
00:42:59You make me nervous.
00:43:01Why?
00:43:04I never know if you're going to be sweet
00:43:07And whisper something that takes my breath away
00:43:09Or say something so mean it breaks my heart.
00:43:16I'm sorry.
00:43:20There's no excuse for that.
00:43:24I find you difficult to talk to sometimes.
00:43:29You're only forthcoming when you're furious.
00:43:31That isn't true.
00:43:32Then I need you to talk to me.
00:43:36Why did you light candles in your room last night?
00:43:40I remember what you told me about the darkness
00:43:43And I wanted you to see Holliday's painting
00:43:46And I was worried you'd run.
00:43:52Thank you.
00:43:54I'm a good lover.
00:43:56In all senses of the word.
00:44:07Are you hungry?
00:44:10Very.
00:44:40You're seriously sexy.
00:44:44Don't make fun of me.
00:44:47I would never make fun of you.
00:45:14You said we'd talk.
00:45:27What happened the morning after our night in the orchard?
00:45:32My memory's a little fuzzy.
00:45:42I woke up for a sunrise.
00:45:46Alone.
00:45:49Gabriel?
00:45:57Gabriel?
00:45:59You left me there.
00:46:02Gabriel?
00:46:04Gabriel!
00:46:07I was terrified.
00:46:20That's where you went?
00:46:22I didn't leave you.
00:46:25What are you talking about?
00:46:27I woke up early.
00:46:28You were sleeping in my arms.
00:46:30And I didn't want to wake you up.
00:46:33But I needed to relieve myself.
00:46:40But I returned with apples for breakfast.
00:46:47Beatrice.
00:46:50You were gone.
00:46:55I came back to my room and I...
00:46:59And I fell asleep.
00:47:01Why didn't you try to find me?
00:47:04When I woke up, I asked where Beatrice was.
00:47:07Richard told me I was delusional.
00:47:10No one mentioned you or your name.
00:47:14I thought it was a dream.
00:47:17How could you think that?
00:47:21I was hungover and I was confused.
00:47:25I was strung out on coke.
00:47:31Rachel didn't tell you?
00:47:35Richard knew I was on something when he picked me up the night before.
00:47:41He searched my room.
00:47:43Found my stash.
00:47:45And when he confronted me, I...
00:47:47I snapped.
00:47:48The fight with Scott.
00:47:51I spent the most romantic night of my life with a guy strung out on coke for me.
00:47:57Stupid, stupid girl.
00:47:59You're not stupid.
00:48:01I'm the fuck up.
00:48:03I was planning on killing myself that night and you changed that.
00:48:08I thought you were an angel.
00:48:10And that God perhaps has shown mercy to me and sent you to save me.
00:48:16Why did you want to kill yourself?
00:48:25I can tell you that.
00:48:29I don't know what would happen if I brought those old demons back.
00:48:38Are you still suicidal?
00:48:41No.
00:48:44Part of my depression was caused by the drugs and...
00:48:49part was caused by other factors that I was trying to deal with in my life.
00:49:06Quoting Dante can't change what happened.
00:49:13I won't get involved with a drug addict.
00:49:16I've been clean for six years.
00:49:19I won't get involved with an alcoholic either.
00:49:22My mom was one.
00:49:23I admit I drink.
00:49:25But I'm not addicted to alcohol.
00:49:28I'm not that same naive 17-year-old girl.
00:49:31No, you're a beautiful woman, Beatrice.
00:49:34Stop saying that.
00:49:36It's an illusion.
00:49:37It was real.
00:49:38It was everything.
00:49:40As soon as I touched you, I knew.
00:49:42I remembered you.
00:49:43My body remembers you.
00:49:47It was only my conscious mind I had forgotten.
00:49:51I know I've hurt you.
00:49:54And I know I have a dark side.
00:49:58Will you let me show what I can do?
00:50:02Will you let me show that I can be good?
00:50:07I can be very, very good.
00:50:13This isn't how I imagined it.
00:50:17Finding you again is so different from how I dreamed.
00:50:23You aren't who I thought you were.
00:50:26You came to me last night and it was all there.
00:50:30Every feeling, every...
00:50:35Every memory, every sensation I had came back.
00:50:41Tell me it meant nothing to you and I let you go.
00:50:48Your skin remembers me.
00:50:52And so does your heart.
00:51:06Remember you first.
00:51:15Let me show you what I can do when I take it slow.
00:51:22I can't.
00:51:25I can't.
00:51:28I can't.
00:51:31I can't.
00:51:34I can't.
00:52:04I can't.
00:52:18Last night you talked about being friends.
00:52:22Friends don't kiss like that.
00:52:26I want to court you.
00:52:31I love you a lot.
00:52:39I won't be shared.
00:52:42I'm not in the habit of sharing what's precious to me.
00:52:47I won't share you either.
00:52:53You may not sleep with anyone else, even while I'm still deciding.
00:53:00What about Paulina?
00:53:04Don't worry about her.
00:53:06Is she your wife? Ex-wife?
00:53:08No.
00:53:10What about M-A-I-A, the tattoo on your chest?
00:53:13Please stop. I can't.
00:53:15Then either can I.
00:53:17Tell me what made you feel so insecure about yourself.
00:53:21Was it Simon?
00:53:24You said it in your sleep and you sounded upset.
00:53:29Tell me.
00:53:30No.
00:53:31Why not?
00:53:33Because it makes me sick.
00:53:38He didn't force you, did he?
00:53:41No.
00:53:48We both have secrets we don't want to tell.
00:53:54I won't lie to you, but I can tell you everything.
00:53:59I know I've disappointed you.
00:54:03I wish I was the knight rather than the dragon.
00:54:09You can banish me or save me with a single word.
00:54:24I should go.
00:54:32I need to prepare for my meeting with Professor Becton.
00:54:37When will I see you again?
00:54:40At your seminar next week.
00:54:43It's too late.
00:54:45I'm not going.
00:54:48When will I see you again?
00:54:51At your seminar next week.
00:54:53It's too far off.
00:54:56Dinner.
00:54:57I can't.
00:54:59You're still my professor and I'm your student.
00:55:19The figure of Beatrice, a study in Dante by Charles Williams?
00:55:25Catherine would be impressed if you're familiar with it.
00:55:29Thank you.
00:55:41Goodbye, Gabriel.
00:55:48Goodbye.
00:56:19It's Gabriel Emerson. I need to speak to John immediately.
00:56:24Tell him I'm on my way to see him.
00:56:27Thanks.
00:56:44Julia Mitchell, I presume.
00:56:46Yes, it's wonderful to meet you, Professor Becton.
00:56:49Please, sit.
00:56:53Your grades from St. Joseph's are impressive.
00:56:57Thank you.
00:56:58But if I'm to be your advisor, I'll need more than good grades.
00:57:07I fell in love with Dante when I was 17.
00:57:12Ever since then, he's haunted my dreams.
00:57:16Continue.
00:57:20My professional advice is to stay away from her.
00:57:22Impossible.
00:57:23Is she at least over 18?
00:57:25What?
00:57:26Please tell me you're not screwing the freshman.
00:57:27Don't be vile, John. She's a grad student.
00:57:29Oh, good.
00:57:31I can't state for sure without first seeing the non-fraternization policy,
00:57:34but you're likely putting your job in jeopardy if you're sleeping with a student.
00:57:37We're not sleeping together.
00:57:39Keep it that way.
00:57:40There's no sexual activity whatsoever, and it doesn't matter if it's consensual.
00:57:43Got it?
00:57:47But what if we're involved romantically and not sexually?
00:57:52Are you kidding me, Emerson?
00:57:54I'm that serious.
00:57:56Would our platonic relationship violate that policy or not?
00:57:59Given your reputation?
00:58:01Regardless of whether you're believed or not,
00:58:04the employer would still have to provide evidence of a sexual nature,
00:58:08unless you're Chiquita.
00:58:09Don't call her that.
00:58:12Unless she or someone else files a complaint against you.
00:58:16And if they can't prove it?
00:58:17If they can't prove you were fucking,
00:58:19you'd likely receive a reprimand for an improper relationship,
00:58:21but I can't state for certain without first seeing the policy.
00:58:29Thank you, John.
00:58:31And Gabriel?
00:58:33Stay out of trouble.
00:58:34No girls, no fistfights, no public drunkenness.
00:58:37Nothing.
00:58:38Any lawsuit with the university will expose your past.
00:58:41Remember that.
00:58:53Juliana, it's Gabriel.
00:59:04What are you doing here?
00:59:06Dinner.
00:59:14Nice towel.
00:59:17I'll change.
00:59:35What's all this for?
00:59:38Just a little something to celebrate Catherine agreeing to be your advisor.
00:59:43How do you know she agreed?
00:59:46She told me.
00:59:47She also told me that you impressed her greatly.
00:59:50I didn't think I would when she said my subject was derivative.
00:59:53Instead of comparing courtly love and lust,
00:59:56I'm going to examine aspects of friendship between Virgil and Dante
01:00:00with the theme of courtly love.
01:00:02So instead of lust and love, it'll be love and friendship.
01:00:10Sounds appropriate.
01:00:12What about the non-fraternization policy?
01:00:16As long as we're chaste and discreet,
01:00:19I don't think we'll have a problem.
01:00:26Does that mean no kissing?
01:00:32Do you want me to kiss you?
01:00:35You can't be kissing me one moment and grading my essays the next.
01:00:39True.
01:00:40I'll ask Catherine to grade your work.
01:00:43Now, where were we?
01:00:49Is this just an affair to you?
01:00:52No.
01:00:54No, I want us to get to know each other.
01:00:59I want to spend as much time with you as possible.
01:01:03And once the semester is over, we can see where this is going,
01:01:06but that's entirely up to you.
01:01:14I'm at your mercy.
01:01:45This is a declaration of desire.
01:01:49If we were lovers, I would have kissed you like that
01:01:52just to signal my intention to take you to bed.
01:01:56But for now, I can only declare that I burn for you.
01:02:05Let's eat.
01:02:07Let's eat.
01:02:09I promise not to stay late.
01:02:15I don't want you to go.
01:02:27What was that?
01:02:32I want you to stay with me.
01:02:45I want you to stay with me.
01:03:04Good morning.
01:03:10You're not saying much.
01:03:12You're half naked.
01:03:14Are you wholly naked?
01:03:16I'm kidding.
01:03:34I'm kidding.
01:03:48Giovanni Ludovico Ceglio di Narni.
01:03:50From where did you end up here in the valley
01:03:52that is full of fear and heart?
01:03:54A whore looking up
01:03:56and seeing behind her.
01:03:59By that, Dante means...
01:04:29I'm sorry.
01:04:57I'm sorry.
01:05:27I'm sorry.
01:05:47I'm sorry.
01:06:07I'm sorry.
01:06:27I'm sorry.
01:06:37I'm sorry.
01:06:47I'm sorry.
01:07:03Are you going home for Thanksgiving?
01:07:05Yes. Are you?
01:07:07Yes.
01:07:10Would you consider flying with me?
01:07:17I'd like that.
01:07:23I don't like Thanksgiving.
01:07:26But Grace made it nice.
01:07:28We didn't really celebrate.
01:07:31Why not?
01:07:35During my last Thanksgiving with my mom,
01:07:39she was on a bender with one of her boyfriends.
01:07:43I decided to cook a Martha Stewart recipe.
01:07:47I put all the food on a tray to carry it to the table.
01:07:51And her boyfriend stuck out his foot and tripped me.
01:07:54Everything went flying.
01:07:57Were you hurt?
01:07:59I don't remember.
01:08:02Sharon just laughed at me.
01:08:05And then she got bored and went into her room to...
01:08:10They didn't even bother closing the door.
01:08:15My God.
01:08:37What's this car from?
01:08:42You can tell me.
01:08:52Sharon hit me.
01:08:57I fell and hit my head against the corner of the kitchen counter.
01:09:04Called my dad in the hospital and said...
01:09:08That if he didn't come and pick me up, I was gonna run away.
01:09:18And that was it.
01:09:22I never saw my mom again.
01:09:29I'm sorry that those things happen to you.
01:09:35I'm pretty lucky, actually.
01:09:39Sharon only hit me once.
01:09:42No one hits me here.
01:09:46And I have a friend who feeds me.
01:09:53You should have been cuddled and adored
01:09:57and treated like a princess.
01:10:01I don't believe in fairy tales.
01:10:03I'd like to make you believe.
01:10:23Do you have any scars?
01:10:27You can't hit something that you don't know is there.
01:10:31I'm sorry.
01:10:34It's difficult to know what's worse.
01:10:37Being hit or being ignored.
01:10:41I guess it depends on the kind of pain you prefer.
01:10:47Happiness is something I know precious little about.
01:10:54Why aren't you happy now?
01:10:58I bartered my birthright for a bowl of potage.
01:11:07Yes, I can quote scripture.
01:11:09I'm not a pagan.
01:11:13Richard and Grace were devout Episcopalians.
01:11:18I only go to mass when I'm sad.
01:11:21Or at Easter or Christmas.
01:11:26I still believe even though I don't live like it.
01:11:31I know that makes me a hypocrite.
01:11:34All believers are hypocrites
01:11:36because none of us live up to our beliefs.
01:11:39But if you still believe, you have hope.
01:11:43Happiness is possible for you, too.
01:11:52I lost my soul.
01:11:57What do you mean?
01:12:02I've committed the sin to death.
01:12:16Do you believe there's a difference
01:12:18between right and wrong?
01:12:21Of course.
01:12:23Knowing isn't the problem.
01:12:26It's the doing.
01:12:29Only a creature with a soul
01:12:31can tell the difference between right and wrong.
01:12:35You make mistakes, but you feel remorse.
01:12:42You still have your soul.
01:12:45A chance at redemption.
01:13:00Will you stay?
01:13:05I won't let anyone hurt you.
01:13:08Least of all me.
01:13:23When is your birthday?
01:13:26Come on, don't deprive me.
01:13:28When is your birthday?
01:13:30September 1st. You missed it.
01:13:32No, I haven't.
01:13:34Are you free next Saturday?
01:13:36We can celebrate it then.
01:13:39What will we be doing?
01:13:41Let me worry about that.
01:13:43Are you accepting my invitation or no?
01:13:47I accept with gratitude.
01:13:49Please don't tickle me.
01:13:52Please don't tickle me.
01:13:59I want to see you Friday night.
01:14:02After your lecture?
01:14:06I'll have to come up with an excuse for Paul.
01:14:08We're going together.
01:14:12Did we or did we not have an arrangement
01:14:16that excluded sharing?
01:14:19We're friends.
01:14:21He asked me to go.
01:14:23I didn't think it was wrong.
01:14:25Do you want me to see other women as friends?
01:14:29Go into public events with them?
01:14:32No.
01:14:33I'm extending some courtesy.
01:14:41Being a grad student in a strange city is lonely.
01:14:46Please don't make me give up the one friend I have
01:14:49apart from you.
01:14:51Then I really will be isolated
01:14:53since I can't be around you all the time.
01:14:56Julianne, I'll concede that you need a friend.
01:15:01But he needs to realize that you're no longer available.
01:15:06He's far too invested as it is
01:15:08and that could create a problem for us.
01:15:15I'll tell him I have a boyfriend.
01:15:20And his name is Owen.
01:15:27I love you.
01:15:47Look at him.
01:15:49A vest?
01:15:51And a pocket watch?
01:15:53How old is this guy?
01:15:55His addiction is aging rather rapidly.
01:16:02Who's that next to Professor Martin?
01:16:05Professor Singer.
01:16:07She's the worst.
01:16:09She's known as Professor Pain.
01:16:11Pain?
01:16:13She's an S&M.
01:16:16You should check out her website.
01:16:17It's pretty hardcore.
01:16:22Better yet, don't stay away from her.
01:16:25I do.
01:16:32He feels so overdressed.
01:16:34You look nice.
01:16:38Boyfriend's a lucky guy.
01:16:47Professor Martin invited me to the faculty dinner after
01:16:50and he said I could bring a guest.
01:16:53Want to go?
01:16:56As friends?
01:16:59Welcome.
01:17:03Lust in Dante's Inferno.
01:17:07The deadly sin against the self.
01:17:12Immediately, one might wonder why lust would be a sin against the self.
01:17:20Since it is always directed toward another.
01:17:24The use of another human being for personal, sexual gratification.
01:17:32Evil can only feed off of goodness, like a parasite.
01:17:37If all the goodness of a creature were eliminated,
01:17:40then the creature in question would no longer exist.
01:17:42You're making the connection between Virgil and Beatrice.
01:17:46The notion that courtly love is tied to reason rather than passion.
01:17:57But what of lust?
01:18:01If love is the rabbit, then lust is the wolf.
01:18:11Dante says so explicitly when he identifies lust as a sin.
01:18:16A sin in which passion overtakes reason.
01:18:21In Dante's philosophy, lust is a misplaced love,
01:18:25but a kind of love nonetheless.
01:18:29For this reason, it is the least evil of the seven deadly sins.
01:18:36In contrast, the last, which is a mortal sin, is love.
01:18:46Dante argues that a lover is related to his beloved,
01:18:50as if his beloved were a part of himself.
01:19:07Emerson!
01:19:11Come sit.
01:19:14I've ordered sangria for everyone.
01:19:21Thank you.
01:19:35Looks like Emerson and Singer had it again.
01:19:38What?
01:19:40They had an affair.
01:19:42And from the looks of it, it never ended.
01:19:46They dated.
01:19:48Singer doesn't date.
01:19:50He's into pain and control.
01:19:58That means he's into...
01:20:01S&M.
01:20:03Excuse me.
01:20:28Excuse the ladies for a minute.
01:20:43Please don't come to dinner.
01:20:45Go to my place.
01:20:47The concierge will let you in.
01:20:49I'll explain later.
01:20:50Do as I ask.
01:20:52My phone was off.
01:21:22I'm Professor Singer.
01:21:25It's a pleasure to meet you.
01:21:27Julia.
01:21:33Do I make you nervous, Julia?
01:21:36No.
01:21:37If you'll excuse me.
01:21:41Did you like watching what I was doing to Emerson under the table?
01:21:45Because I saw you looking.
01:21:48I?
01:21:49I think I've made you blush.
01:21:52In fact, I think I've made you blush all over your body.
01:21:57I think you want me to tease you.
01:22:01You'd make a very pretty pet.
01:22:05I'm not interested in being anyone's pet.
01:22:08Feisty.
01:22:10I like a feisty pet.
01:22:12I'm a human being, not a fucking animal.
01:22:16Human beings are animals, my dear.
01:22:19We share the same physiology, the same reactions to stimuli, and we have the same need for food, drink, and sex.
01:22:31I know what an animal is.
01:22:33And I have no interest in being fucked like one.
01:22:37If you change your mind, come and find us.
01:22:40Us?
01:22:42Not a chance in hell.
01:22:47It's Courtney!
01:22:49It's me.
01:22:51I saw Senior follow you.
01:22:52What did she do to you?
01:22:54She invited me to become her pet.
01:22:57This is what I wanted to avoid.
01:22:59You're like a lamb to her wolf.
01:23:01She only noticed me because I caught her molesting you under the table.
01:23:04She's goading me.
01:23:06It's a game for her.
01:23:08I can't react.
01:23:09Well, I can, and it's disgusting.
01:23:11Please, you're shaking.
01:23:12Tell me if she hurt you.
01:23:13Hurt me?
01:23:14No, I handled it.
01:23:16But tell me, did you let her hurt you?
01:23:20What did Paul tell you?
01:23:21Enough.
01:23:23Are you into that sort of thing?
01:23:25This is not the place to discuss it.
01:23:27Do you still want her?
01:23:29No.
01:23:30No, never.
01:23:31It was just a couple of encounters.
01:23:33It was over a year ago.
01:23:35Is she one of the women in your photos?
01:23:37Fuck no, those were women I liked.
01:23:39Julian, I can't explain this here.
01:23:43Please.
01:23:47I don't understand why anyone would not choose kindness.
01:23:53Life is painful enough.
01:24:03Go to my place.
01:24:05I'll meet you there later.
01:24:09Please.
01:24:12I feel like I have no idea who you really are.
01:24:17And that hurts.
01:24:28I'm not feeling well, sorry.
01:24:30I'm going home.
01:24:39Bye.
01:25:09Bye.
01:25:39Bye.
01:26:09Bye.
01:26:40You're still here.
01:26:42I was worried you wouldn't.
01:26:44So was I.
01:27:10You look so beautiful tonight.
01:27:17I'm sorry I had my boots on your sofa.
01:27:20Take them off.
01:27:22Please.
01:27:23Let me.
01:27:26I've been admiring them all night.
01:27:39I'm sorry.
01:28:09I'm sorry.
01:28:32It's okay to voice your pleasure.
01:28:35It reassures me that I don't repulse you.
01:28:39You don't repulse me.
01:28:42I'm glad to hear that.
01:28:45Are you okay?
01:29:07Are you into...
01:29:11the kind of pain Singer provides?
01:29:14You hurt her and you let her hurt you.
01:29:17She didn't hurt me.
01:29:20She left no scars, only regrets.
01:29:24Not all scars are physical.
01:29:35I can't be with someone who hits.
01:29:40It is not in my nature to be violent with women.
01:29:46Rather, to be seductive.
01:29:49Anne was an exception.
01:29:52Why her?
01:29:54Why that exception?
01:30:00I was in a dark place.
01:30:03I thought she could help me and...
01:30:06then I was wrong.
01:30:09And I feel that out quickly.
01:30:12What if the darkness comes back?
01:30:16You dispel the darkness, Beatrice.
01:30:21Julianne.
01:30:31I can't bear the thought of someone hitting you.
01:30:35Promise me you'll never go back to her.
01:30:38I'll never ask for anything but that.
01:30:47Nobody has shown me such kindness.
01:30:53Your family has.
01:30:57Just open your eyes.
01:31:00Just open your eyes.
01:31:05My beautiful, innocent angel.
01:31:18I'm not that innocent.
01:31:24I'm a virgin, but you can't have this idea...
01:31:28I've never done things before.
01:31:32I mean...
01:31:35I had a boyfriend, and we dated for years.
01:31:40Simon?
01:31:43And we did things.
01:31:45What kind of things?
01:31:50I don't want to know.
01:31:58Who did he argue?
01:32:05He...
01:32:07was impatient and manipulative.
01:32:14He told me I was rigid.
01:32:18Bastard.
01:32:23It wasn't all his fault.
01:32:29Did you love him?
01:32:34No.
01:32:40Kiss me.
01:32:43I want to kiss you all the time.
01:32:47But I don't want to make you feel pressured.
01:32:51So sometimes you'll need to take the lead.
01:32:58Kiss me.
01:33:29We have to stop.
01:33:32I'm sorry.
01:33:34Never apologize for your desires.
01:33:40You're beautiful...
01:33:43and sensual.
01:33:48But we have to stop.
01:33:59I'm sorry.
01:34:14Happy birthday, darling.
01:34:16Please do me the honor of gracing me with your presence...
01:34:19at the Royal Ontario Museum this Saturday evening at 6 o'clock.
01:34:23Yours with affection and deepest longing, Gabriel.
01:34:28Thank you.
01:34:38Evening, Miss Mitchell.
01:34:40Your host is waiting for you upstairs.
01:34:42I'll take your coat.
01:34:44Thank you.
01:34:59Hello, handsome.
01:35:12You look stunning.
01:35:16Gabriel.
01:35:18We're in public.
01:35:29A croissant?
01:35:32A croissant.
01:35:35A croissant.
01:35:38A croissant.
01:35:41A croissant.
01:35:44A croissant?
01:35:47I missed your prom.
01:36:14How did you arrange all this?
01:36:33I donated a large sum to the Florentine exhibit last spring,
01:36:36so I called in a favor.
01:36:41A Florentine, please.
01:36:44Tonic water with a twist of lime.
01:36:47I have wine at home for us.
01:37:00It's so quiet in here.
01:37:04You are the vision.
01:37:08It's going to take all my self-control
01:37:11not to spare it away to the Victorian furniture exhibit
01:37:15so I can make a love to you in one of the four poster beds.
01:37:33Thank you.
01:38:03Stunning.
01:38:29I agree.
01:38:32I agree.
01:38:47Does this please you?
01:38:50Yes.
01:38:54Your work of art.
01:38:57Happy birthday.
01:39:00Thank you.
01:39:17Is this all right?
01:39:21Is this all right?
01:39:23Don't stop.
01:39:51Every part of you is perfection, but damn.
01:39:55Professor Emerson.
01:39:58Are you an asthma?
01:40:01Please don't call me professor.
01:40:03Why not?
01:40:05Because I don't want to think about our university policies
01:40:07I'm making right now.
01:40:10Because I don't want to think about our university policies
01:40:12I'm making right now.
01:40:41I hardly call this an ass.
01:40:44I hardly call this an ass.
01:40:46I'd have to create a whole new word
01:40:48to describe it in all its glory.
01:40:52I love you.
01:40:55I love you.
01:40:58I love you.
01:41:01I love you.
01:41:04I love you.
01:41:07I love you.
01:41:10We have to stop.
01:41:14Your lip is swollen.
01:41:17I'm sorry.
01:41:19Does it hurt?
01:41:21It only aches in your absence.
01:41:24You're killing me.
01:41:27That'll be a sweet, sweet death.
01:41:31That'll be a sweet, sweet death.
01:41:54Don't worry.
01:41:56We'll get the tape of our attack against the wall
01:41:58first thing in the morning.
01:42:00Yes.
01:42:08It's beautiful.
01:42:10Happy birthday.
01:42:30Happy birthday.
01:42:56I love it.
01:43:00I love it.
01:43:31This is the nicest birthday I've ever had.
01:43:41And it's not over yet.
01:43:45Let's start with dessert first.
01:43:48Chocolate cake.
01:43:50Again, the candles don't move.
01:44:00Hello?
01:44:02Hello, Jules.
01:44:07How did you get this number, Simon?
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