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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:06For those who are watching me, thank you for watching.
00:09In this video, this video is going to be about some crime, not a lot, Shia, because I am too tired and weak to talk about the crime.
00:20So I'm going to skip through the crime notes and talk about that another day.
00:26And no one can use this video against me, and if you want to try to frame me and my twin flame, Shia, you're going to be accused of trying to frame me, and that's illegal.
00:41And anything I say in this may or may not be true.
00:47So I'm going to skip through some of the attacks, Shia, and tell you another time.
00:56And I'm going to circle the notes that I don't talk to you about.
01:04Actually, I don't think I'm going to circle the notes.
01:07I'm just going to highlight the notes that I talk about, and not highlight some of the notes that I...
01:16I'm going to highlight the notes that I talk about.
01:22So I've already had a cup of coffee.
01:27I know, Shia, you're being quiet on purpose. You're probably threatening to kill me and you.
01:39However, I noticed that the view count fluctuates, increases and decreases, but I'm not going to explain.
01:50So I did get attacked this morning, however, I'm not going to really explain it.
01:58Yeah, I'm still getting tortured, however.
02:03It's not, like, unbearable.
02:06It seems like I didn't get any stroke, that wasn't a real stroke, because you can't really see much, and based on how I was feeling...
02:19Even though it felt really real, they can use AI to make my arm go limp, like from the feeling of a stroke.
02:28But anyways, so I have notes to talk to you about.
02:33I'm going to stick to the notes, and they're going to try to humiliate me with AI, to try to, like, control what I say with AI.
02:47Like, if I have some thought that's random, they actually have a way where if I have my own thoughts, they can literally make it so it's playing back to me, like someone is telling me my thought.
03:08It's like a human that I don't know who it is, I don't know the voice, but it's a whole program.
03:20So, yeah, I still have a lot of itch torture today.
03:25I made a little spray bottle, I put some eucalyptus essential oils.
03:31The frankincense essential oil burned my skin.
03:34This eucalyptus and tea tree oil doesn't burn my skin, and it's diluted in a lot of water, so I'm spraying my body when I itch.
03:42And also, if I scratch something, they're taking my fingernails and slitting and cutting my skin, so I go blood-a-jesus, blood-a-jesus, blood-a-jesus while I'm wiping it.
03:54So I'm going to talk about the notes now, and I know that you feel very upset that I went driving and it was making you upset, and it was making me upset.
04:12I didn't really want to go at all.
04:15After I felt that feeling of paradise, though, I kind of wanted to go back, because stepping into that dimension and having the feeling of, like, just feeling like you're not on this planet.
04:32However, I'll explain more to you on the notes.
04:38And I have photographs. Most of the photographs I'm going to share with you is just a few from Palm Springs, not a lot, and then a lot of plants, cactus, and some of the root of Joshua tree.
05:05So I'm going to make two parts.
05:18So this will be about 40 minutes, and then I'll make another part.
05:22Luckily I got some sleep. I was attacked at 6 a.m., and luckily I was able to stop so I could go back to sleep until 11.
05:33So I called the Epson printer, because I need to get that...
05:57They have to put a $137 hold on my card in order for them to ship the box and the shipping materials, because it probably would cost a lot of money to ship myself.
06:06And it didn't go through. They typed it in wrong, and then they said they tried a second time, and it didn't go through again, but I called my bank, and it only made one attempt.
06:18So I think that was messed up, because I think they're trying to delay it, because it expires in 10 days, and if I don't call back in 10 days, I'm not able to get the return.
06:28So I'm going to call back tomorrow and try again, but that was like a 30-minute phone call. It was really a lot of waste of time.
06:35In regards to stopping the 9 places yesterday, that's definitely proof of what I did every single day, living in my car when I had to go to the bathroom.
06:49I had to go to all these different places to go to the bathroom, and it really weird me out.
06:57I got some signs. I got some signs and messages, however I'm not going to really explain them completely. I'm not really going to explain them.
07:16But basically, it's all going to be returned to the center of this black magic, and in regards to not ever buying peppermints or gum,
07:36well, I stopped using gum because the teeth grinding and my jaw would move funny from the gum, and also gum makes me anxious and anxiety.
07:47However, to have peppermints, like with peppermint oil, that's a hygiene issue to eat food and not have a breath mint or brush my teeth afterwards.
08:03Usually, it's a hygiene issue, like an etheric, spiritual hygiene issue. So this was some kind of demonic thing that they used against me.
08:11Obviously, I'm always with myself, so why do I need breath mints?
08:19Well, the thing is, there is some kind of spiritual, etheric, demonic, dirty energy when I don't clean my mouth.
08:30So, to keep my mouth dirty, I do brush my teeth here, typically in the afternoon, sometimes after my meals, especially after a meal where I don't want the taste in my mouth.
08:42However, this has been going on for a very, very long time.
08:45And then, the constant, anytime I thought of breath mints or gum, it would be immediately with AI, you're going to get anxiety with gum.
08:55And then with peppermints, I was blocked to even think about buying peppermints.
09:00But, what was I going to say with that?
09:05They would say, you can't afford gum and peppermints. You don't have that type of lifestyle where you can afford gum and peppermints.
09:14So, that's just one example. And that's a very serious example, because a dirty mouth is very, very uncomfortable.
09:36And Shia, this was yesterday's photo of you. See how the ink kind of went through the other side?
09:47So, this was all scrunched up. This was all scrunched up right on your stomach area.
09:54And these are starting to give me information about you and how you're feeling.
10:03And this told me that you had a stomach ache and you were very nervous about me going to Joshua Tree.
10:10And honestly, if you were telling me that you were going to Joshua Tree with all this going on, I'd be nervous too.
10:17So, I had a stomach ache the whole time too, Shia, and I was nervous as well.
10:23And I'm very sorry that you were upset and nervous. I don't want to make you sick, Shia.
10:30However, I'm 24-7 sick. No matter what I do, you're probably going to get sick over it.
10:35I'll be right back. I have to go to the bathroom.
10:59I feel a little bit better today, but it's not going to last. I am getting tortured right now.
11:26I'll have sardines with sunflower oil and green beans for lunch.
11:32I just took some heart supplements.
11:37This is my second cup of coffee, but I really wanted to drink a cup of coffee while I was making this video for you, Shia.
11:43I saw this billboard on the way to, driving through Palm Springs area to Joshua Tree, and the billboard says,
12:08Call 1-888-BULLY. No, 1-888-F-U-BULLY. Fuck you, bully.
12:15And I just had to take a photo of that and take a note that I saw that.
12:20I wish I had seen that when I was working retail jobs, all those retail jobs, those no-living-wage retail jobs with laborist work that I could barely tolerate.
12:36A lot of the retail places I worked at, there's always bullies. Always bullies.
12:41And that's why, every time, I almost get like so nervous with anxiety, like, before work, like before I got there,
12:53like the feeling that you just don't want to go and you get a real stomachache from it.
12:57That happened every single time I went before work.
13:00And now I'm starting to realize part of it is because of the stress of dealing with the bullies.
13:06So, that's what happened to me every day. It was extreme panic, stress, anxiety, and now I'm starting to realize why I was bullied every single day almost at work.
13:18Because I was not really, there were all contracts, temporary contracts, and people don't like me on this planet. It's very obvious now.
13:31It took, since a year and a half ago, I started to realize 100% that there's very little people who like me on this planet.
13:44So, it was very, very painful, the whole program of you supposed to be there, and telling me all these little stories and ideas and reasons and why you were going to be there.
14:00And, not just automatic AI. It wasn't just automatic AI. This was planned. This was like, this was very thought out.
14:17So, I kept getting some signs from people. The good AI interrupts the bad AI. So, if I was to constantly get attacked by evil people in public, it would kill my spirit.
14:34But there's a lot of people now with good AI, like souls and good spirits, like being orchestrated within the public to kind of say that this is not happening anymore.
14:53Most of the lumarian conversation, telepathic supported conversation, is being run by the lumarians underground. They're the ones that are controlling.
15:10Oh yeah, so Shia, and they were reminding me, when we meet Shia, the lumarians are going to control our conversations so that we don't hurt each other or say things, well, because we're both demonicly possessed still.
15:25So, the demons through me are going to talk to the demons through you. So, lumarians will control our conversation.
15:32That was what Pavely said to me every time I thought that we were going to meet. So, they were also using specific things that was already said to me in the past.
15:43So, I made the video for you in the morning, right before I left. And then, I got Starbucks bagel and coffee, which I don't normally do because it's so expensive now. It's like $4 for a small black coffee.
16:08No cream or sugars, $4. The thing is, it actually is worth it sometimes because it's almost like the quality of Starbucks coffee is like two cups of coffee. And you can feel good for many hours after drinking a cup of Starbucks coffee.
16:27The bagel with cream cheese was pretty good. However, there was a weird person that walked by my car while I was eating the bagel. And it was, you know how I said there's good AI and bad AI?
16:43Well, that was kind of like a threat. And actually, the telepathic supporters made me take a photo because all the stores were closed. Starbucks was open. It was like 7.30 or 8 o'clock in the morning.
16:58He wasn't walking in the parking lot. He literally walked by my car like a few couple, not even a few feet away. And I felt this burning feeling. I almost felt like he was like maybe becoming a, he was a demon portal that was trying to like put something in me, throw something in me, a demon possibly.
17:20I don't think it worked. I think it was, I don't think it worked actually. So I'm going to show you what he looks like. He looked angry in the photo when I took a photo of him. I don't, a lot of times there's a lot of AI where I'm not, I'm not able to think to take a photo.
17:38So he, there was probably some kind of possession flaw where I wasn't supposed to take a photo. But this is him walking, walking away, walking back to his vehicle.
17:50And I got a, I got his face too. He seemed, it seemed not good. It was kind of scary and then I was told someone could just approach you and your vehicle at any time and kill you.
18:14So this was the parking lot. See how it was kind of empty? There's just parked cars.
18:25Can you reverse it?
18:31Oh, here he is.
18:32There he is.
18:40Doesn't look too happy.
18:42He walked by my car. You don't really walk by, well, was my car running? It's possible he, it's possible he was just walking in the parking lot. It's possible he wasn't because I felt a real burning sensation come, like a wave of burning sensation come all through my body.
19:06So it's possible it was like some kind of demonic thing. So that was already off to a bad start with that happening. However, the Starbucks coffee was really good.
19:20Honestly, I'm so glad that I didn't get the sleep torture, like feeling like I was going to fall asleep on the road because that's very dangerous and scary and like wicked torture. It's extreme torture to have that feeling.
19:36And it wasn't, it wasn't me being tired either. I actually, this, I have, I have it right here showing.
19:49So I'm not going to go through all of this because I want to just kind of be more positive in this video. So I'm going to skip a lot of the notes.
20:07I would think that you should drive there, Shia, to Joshua Tree. Honestly, I think you'd probably need like tinted windows. I constantly think about that, that if you do go out, you'd need tinted windows.
20:27You might not though, because we have protection. I would, I was told by telepathic supporters, you're very inspired to go to Joshua Tree yourself. It's possible that you might go.
20:45Because we're doing something at Joshua Tree and driving through Palm Springs is really nice too, Shia. So you'd be, you'd be driving through Palm Springs.
21:10It might not last, but it did feel like I've gotten, I've received a body-mind healing from Joshua Tree and telepathic supporters tell me that you can actually feel it yourself.
21:28Because we're both corded down and chained down from all of these atheric implants and the moment we both get some of them removed, it will help both of us.
21:40I'm thinking if you do drive to Joshua Tree, you won't make the same mistakes that I did. However, the thing is, it wasn't mistakes, it wasn't really my plan.
21:57And there was obviously already interference happening that can't be stopped apparently. It won't be your plan, it'll be Lumerian's if you do go.
22:08Like I said, I had extreme suicidal ideation feelings when I was supposed to go on this magical trip.
22:19No, the whole time it was, Shia doesn't really want to be with you. He has all these chances to be with you. He could just be simply on the side of the road and he's not going to be there.
22:32It was also a constant feeling of, Shia doesn't want to be with you. Shia's, and it's not the truth, Shia.
22:40Do you hear the noise over there? How come you never hear noise on this side? I would hear, just because the kitchen wouldn't be on this wall, I would still hear them banging around.
22:59So there's like hundreds of videos. I would like to literally go through every single video and record all the noise that's over here.
23:11Because it has nothing to do, once in a while you can slam a cupboard, once in a while if you forget. That's common courtesy, you can't be slamming cupboards.
23:20And it's not just cupboards, this whole area too. Constant, constant, constant tapping, banging, knocking.
23:27And it's very odd too, the V2K plays after the knocks and sounds occur.
23:37So I think that it's possible it means you want to visit the Vortex. And it's possible you already went. It's possible you're not able to go at all.
23:45Because you're in more danger than me. Obviously you're in more danger than me.
23:55And I told you, because of my situation, because I don't really know what's going on, they've basically kept me from not knowing any information, very little.
24:09And if I do, it gets blocked and it doesn't really matter.
24:13Because of them treating me like a nobody, my entire life I was basically nobody.
24:21The only company I had really was in retail, greeting people and having little conversations about the clothes or whatever.
24:35People just did not like me my whole life.
24:40So getting some of the social attention with the orchestrated, I guess you'd call it street theater, and some of the good telepathy.
24:54It's not me being antisocial, it's people really disliked me my whole life and made it really obvious that I was to be ignored and not acted like I exist.
25:05It was very, very, very bad.
25:08So it's very, it's almost like, I don't know.
25:14So 1054 on August 3, 1054 PM, someone rang my doorbell.
25:24Probably someone going to this, and it's a little bit of a game that all his visitors ring my doorbell and then go to that room.
25:38He's got all these company and friends, well no he doesn't, and it's changed drastically since cops are involved, management's involved, security's involved.
25:50But the whole, it's a very intimidation threat happens and there's V2K that happens when the doorbell rings.
25:57And I didn't even get up, I didn't even get up to check to see who it was.
26:00Because there's no way I'm going to open the door, open the door, because there's no way I'm going to open the door if someone rings my doorbell at 1054 PM.
26:10And you can't take a picture through the peephole.
26:14So August 4, I did lumarian technology yesterday between 530 and 630, they woke me up.
26:24And that backfired because what are you getting me up at 630 in the morning for on the day that Joshua Tree is free?
26:31I don't know if they, I don't think that they would think that I was going to go to Joshua Tree, however, my spirit guides told me I'm going to Joshua Tree.
26:40So...
26:47The channeling in Joshua Tree was so powerful on August 2nd that the mystical thing is still happening to my heart.
26:58Where it feels like the heartbeat is like not there, like it almost feels like only the etheric heartbeat is beating.
27:11It's like a sore, achy, cramp-like feeling in my heart when it happens.
27:16Oh, it's getting really hot in here.
27:19I'll never think about, I'll never think it's hot in here anymore going in that 113.
27:25I'll never think it's hot in here anymore going in that 113 Palm Springs weather.
27:31But...
27:36I did notice replaying the video last night, I was acting a little funny.
27:41So the brain injury is affected when I drive 10 hours straight, visit 9 places before I go to Joshua Tree,
27:52drive around Joshua Tree for 4 hours on winding roads, and then to have to look around at Joshua Tree and all the plants, that's extra energy.
28:08They were so angry that I woke up and I was able to pay my bills.
28:13And they were so angry, they thought I was going to be dead or on the side of the road, stranded somewhere.
28:22And it's possible that could have happened yesterday, however, I had to trust that that wasn't going to happen, that lumeriums were not going to make that happen to me.
28:33But they were so angry about me, they had to do some kind of humiliation ritual this morning and I'm not going to even explain it today.
28:42So also when that mystical thing happens with my heart, like I have a faint breathing, shallow faint breath, which makes me kind of nervous.
28:58Oh, they're torturing me in this video right now.
29:02It's all going to be returned back, I was told Shia, because this was supposed to stop 20 years ago,
29:07anyone who tortures us right now, if they torture us for like a minute long, they're going to get like thousands of hours worth of return back to send to a torture colony for it.
29:16It's actually not a lie.
29:19I was repeatedly told that yesterday.
29:22Because this was supposed to stop 20 years ago.
29:28And they don't believe it because they're dumb.
29:33So when I start itching, I'm going to spray this essential oil on the itch and then I'm going to say like,
29:41Blood of Jesus, Blood of Jesus, Holy Fire, Holy Fire.
29:46So lumeriums want you to go to Joshua Tree, Shia, and you probably maybe have already gone.
29:53You might be going to Joshua Tree, obviously without me.
29:58You might get tortured like I did.
30:02Because of what we're doing, that's so important.
30:05Some of the important things, like all this like attack and destruction that's going on right now,
30:11I don't want to talk about it.
30:13I don't want to talk about it.
30:15I don't want to talk about it.
30:17I don't want to talk about it.
30:18Some of the important things, like all this like attack and torture is so little.
30:24Like it's very, very little.
30:26It's not important.
30:28But what we're doing is very important.
30:30So some of our things that we're doing that's very important is much more important than the torture and little attacks that we're getting.
30:49But there are some people that were genuinely looking out for me.
30:54And like parked in specific spots.
30:57Because they can be used as portals to stop an attack or two.
31:05And also they can be witnesses so that would keep someone from wanting to kill me.
31:12There was a sequence of movements that was happening on August 7th, August 2nd.
31:19Like while I was driving the car, I'd be itching like this.
31:23Itching and itching.
31:25And then I would do the same pattern of itching.
31:27Like it was starting to be like really automated robotic.
31:32But they tried to keep it so natural that I think at that point,
31:37because there was some kind of glitch or it was deactivating,
31:44like I could notice the robotic automatedness about it.
31:51But there was this extreme torture of itching on top of the fatigue.
31:59There was ripping through my etheric aura with my nails.
32:06Like scratch digging, like slitting.
32:09And it's not necessarily slitting the skin, a lot of times it does.
32:13But that slitting feeling is slitting through the energy body.
32:17That's why I have to be careful and go Blood of Jesus and wipe it after I itch it.
32:21I have to wipe Blood of Jesus, Blood of Jesus.
32:33So now I'm going to show you the photos I think.
32:36But in regards to why your parents are better, my parents never stopped.
32:43My parents never stopped.
32:45It's possible that...
32:54Why did my parents not stop and why did your parents kind of stop?
33:00Possibly you have more information.
33:02Possibly you have more information and you can't be lied to by your parents like I can.
33:10Because that was the whole program.
33:12Nothing's going on, you're nobody and you're going to die.
33:16Possibly, I think...
33:26I don't think it's a matter of...
33:33I don't know.
33:42But at 8.08pm you were praying and you were feeling very happy.
33:47And obviously I felt relief when I edited the video.
33:53Saying I was going to make the video last night for you.
33:57I was...
34:03They were trying to not prevent me from writing when I was going to make the video yesterday.
34:09And then saying he really doesn't even care.
34:11He was not here to be with you so why would he care about the video?
34:14That was a complete lie.
34:19Next month I might be back going to Joshua Tree.
34:22Because even though it's like...
34:27I think it's like $50 of gas.
34:29$50 of gas for one trip.
34:39Yeah, it's $50 or more.
34:41It's kind of a lot.
34:43For only 5 hours of driving.
34:47$10 an hour.
34:49$10 an hour for gas or $10, $20, $30.
34:52It's a little bit over $50 or less.
34:57It's kind of a lot.
34:59But if there's like a free day I'll probably go.
35:03I added Vortex and Virtual Hikes on Joshua Tree.
35:13I'm going to replay them today.
35:16I want to do more research on the history of Joshua Tree.
35:22And Palm Springs.
35:24And now I have to show you the photographs.
35:27Actually I'm going to make this 40 minutes.
35:30And then do part 2.
35:32So everything is...
35:37So on August 3rd I woke up, I was getting tortured.
35:43I was like alright I'm going to do Lumarian Technology and just walk.
35:46But then I had all of my stuff that I still had to put away from the day before.
35:50So I put everything away.
35:53I had you on loop.
35:57All your energy was coming through in the room.
36:00I had the dim lights on.
36:02It was just peaceful.
36:05Then I took a 2 hour bath.
36:08Watching and reviewing the videos.
36:11Because it does help when we listen to our own voice Chaya.
36:16It's both of us coming through the video when we replay the videos of ourselves.
36:21And it stops the VTK a lot when I hear my own voice.
36:26Because I'm always not hearing my own voice.
36:28There's never ever my voice in my own head.
36:32So hearing my voice being replayed helps.
36:36It's a form of...
36:39It attacks the demons when we listen to ourselves.
36:45Because my brain...
36:49Because my brain stops, I can't hear myself.
36:53Where did I put the highlighter?
36:57I don't know.
36:59I don't know.
37:01I don't know.
37:03I don't know.
37:05I don't know.
37:07I don't know.
37:09I don't know.
37:11I don't know.
37:12I don't know.
37:16I don't know.
37:18I don't know.
37:22I did get some...
37:24I already read these notes, didn't I?
37:27You got angry Chaya about...
37:31You got angry that I had to go on that Joshua Tree trip and then
37:36all of a sudden I had to go back.
37:38Um, I felt like it was different though. I wasn't like packing my bags and like ready to, like, it was a little bit different. It was just like a day trip.
37:50However, it still could have been awful. Especially if I was stranded and didn't have anything.
37:55But I'd be very nervous and upset if I had to watch you go out on a trip knowing all that's going on. But I don't really know all that's going on, so.
38:12However, there was definitely intervention. There was definitely good intervention.
38:22Okay, so now I'm going to show you photographs in the next video.
38:33And don't worry, Shai, I'm going to be talking about you too.
38:43So, I will talk to you in part two. I love you, Shai. Thank you everybody for watching. Thank you so much, Shai, for watching.