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00:00Hello in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame Shia. Hi Shia. For those
00:07watching, I thank you for watching. This is going to be some crime against me, however
00:14this is mostly going to be just what I did today, Shia. And, um, this cut's finally
00:28healing. It's a little bit, I still have to put a band-aid on it because it got wet.
00:35It is painful though when you put weight on it. So, I'm going to, I'm very very tired.
00:47I drove 9.5 hours today and I just got really extremely attacked so I have to kind of calm
00:55down. I'm having anxiety from it. But, I'm very very happy to make this video, Shia,
01:02for you. That's a shadow, that's not arm hair. Actually, do I have to shave? Anyways, and
01:15the sunscreen made it kind of like a mark with the foundation I had. So, I drove 9.5
01:25hours today. I did so much Miriam Technology. I'm actually going to talk to you about the
01:31crime tomorrow because I'm too tired to get all worked up. However, I will say, I've just
01:43got home and I ran into, near the elevators, crossing paths, and as I was going to go up
01:53in the elevator, and this is an intimidation threat thing where he'll use AI to time when
02:00he sees me and walk by me, and I got a signature from security that he saw him walk by me.
02:16So, and this name is a fake name. It's not even his real name. So, I wrote the note and
02:26then he just signed it. The security officer just signed it and dated it. So, that was
02:38a serious threat because there was AI weapons used. So, also there was some problems with
02:59Google Maps, but I'm going to talk to you about that tomorrow. Overall, it was a pretty
03:11bad and good day. The good thing is I wasn't falling asleep. They weren't using AI to make
03:20me fall asleep while I was driving. However, the bad thing is they made this whole story
03:30like that I was going to meet you there and it was a real, like, I was forced to believe
03:39it and then I was forced to feel like the whole time I was driving through Joshua Tree
03:43that there was no way that you would show up and it was like some kind of suicidal programming.
03:50I got very, very depressed. However, I'm going to show you the grocery haul that I got, which
03:56I never would have gotten if... I don't think I would have boughten those items at Trader
04:06Joe's if I wasn't... I got some things in case I did meet you at Trader Joe's that I
04:15have double for you and me. So, if I had sardines, you would have sardines. If I had seltzer,
04:25you'd have seltzer. And also, it was so real that I thought that you would want to be there
04:32because of all the messages and signs. I think the good AI was going along with it,
04:39with the bad AI, so that it wouldn't hurt me as much. I even got breath mints and gum,
04:44which I've not been allowed to have breath mints or gum. I can't remember the last time
04:52I bought breath mints and gum. So, I had a salad at Trader Joe's and I'm like, my breath
05:00smells and if I meet Chey, there's no way I'm going to want my breath to smell. So,
05:10and that's actually... that happened one other time when I was... last December when I thought
05:18I was going to meet you at the library. I ended up going to the grocery store and buying
05:23mouthwash because I was so afraid that I was going to have bad breath, you know, if I was
05:31going to meet you. So, I'll show you what I got from my little grocery haul. This is
05:41the Joshua Tree. I ended up driving about from 115 to 445 or 545 all the way through
05:55Joshua Tree. So, now I'm going to show you my grocery haul and I know you're going to
06:03feel kind of sad that you thought that... that you heard that I... I always kind of
06:13thought you were going to be there and they just kept building these stories that you
06:17were going to be there and all the reasons why. So, I went to... actually before I got
06:25to Joshua Tree, I'll tell you from the notes, but I got these at Grocery Outlet. Sardines
06:31and sunflower oil and I actually had some yogurt raisins, but I ate those. I got some
06:39napkins because I was worried that if we were going to eat, we would need napkins. I got
06:45some brown butter biscotti. I've never had this. Caramel. It's really good. Brown butter
06:51caramel biscotti. I've had a couple. I had gotten us sardines. I was going to get two
07:03mussels, but I'm like, I think we're going to share these because that would be a lot
07:07of fish to eat anyways. I had gotten some bread for us to eat with the fish. I got this
07:16for us to share, green tea, because... Sparkling lime. I got some sparkling lime salsa for
07:30us. And I got a whole pack of waters, 35 pack in the box. I was kind of worried about not
07:43buying too much junk food. And then I got this salsa because I brought the tortilla
07:47chips. I got these... I was so sick of granola bars, so I got these for us because they're
07:58kind of smushed. So I hope this one's kind of smushed. But I was so sick of granola bars,
08:05so I was going to get these for us. And then these were the... At Trader Joe's, after I
08:10ate the salad, I was sitting in my car eating the salad, and I got all these signs that
08:14you're going to be there, you're going to be there. And then I smelled my breath after
08:17I ate the salad. I'm like, there's no way I'm not going to be able to... I'm going to
08:22have to buy gum in advance, so I got these. I kind of want to save these until I meet
08:29you because there's no... Oh yeah, it doesn't expire for a long time. And I forgot my sunscreen,
08:39so I had to get sunscreen, luckily. It is... It was only $3 in Clarence. I forgot to put
08:48on deodorant, so I had to go to TJ Maxx to get deodorant. So that's my grocery haul.
08:55And the reason why I wouldn't have bought those items at Trader Joe's is because just
09:01those amount of groceries was $30, not even including the mints. So I couldn't believe
09:09it. I couldn't believe that that was $30. It's just going to be good though. I'm not
09:16going to go out for the rest of the month because it was a lot of money to take those
09:25travel all the way. I was going to actually drink some coffee, and because my brain is
09:33so tired, and they tried to convince me that I was having a stroke on the way back, so
09:39that was really a real torture, torturous feeling. Hold on.
09:43I think I'm just going to drink water because it's really going to ruin my night if I drink
09:56coffee at this hour. I drank a lot of... Also, I bought a Gatorade that I drank. So now I'm
10:11going to tell you a little bit about the notes. I'm also going to talk about these
10:15tomorrow, but basically I'll kind of review the day for you. I don't know where my phone
10:24camera charger is, and my camera died. Luckily, on the last... Luckily, I got to take all
10:33the photos, but it was just towards the end of the trip that I didn't take the photos.
10:38I made a list of all the places I went to. I really also... I thought that your parent
11:00was going to drive you there, and they were telling me you packed all your bags, so all
11:06you had to do was put your bags in our car, Shia, and then we could just come back here.
11:12It was really depressing because the whole time they were building it up for the two
11:21and a half hour ride, and then as soon as I got to Joshua Tree and I turned towards
11:27the cottonwood area, there's a part of Joshua Tree I'd never been through. Every time I
11:34got to Joshua Tree, that whole ride was like, no, he's not going to be on this road. He's
11:40going to be on the main one that you usually go to, and I'm driving away from you. All
11:48these things, they put in a lot of time. They put in a lot of time with this program thing.
11:55However, it was still extremely productive, what I did, and I did get tortured. I definitely
12:02got tortured. I think I kind of want to tell you about it tomorrow because I'm so tired,
12:17but basically, I didn't even get there until 1.15 p.m., and I left here at about 8.30 or
12:277.30. I think I left here at around 7.30 or 8.30, but I went to Starbucks. I really
12:36wanted to get Chick-fil-A before and get the same meal that I got the last time, but they
12:42were closed on Sundays, so I went to Starbucks. I got a bagel and coffee. Then I got gas,
12:49but I only put in a little bit of gas because I wanted to go farther so that the gas would
12:53be cheaper. Then I went to Grocery Island. I got those yogurt raisins, Gatorade, and
13:00I'm forgetting. So then I went to put gas in again, but I didn't fill the tank all the
13:16way. So then I went to Trader Joe's. I got the groceries, and I got the salad that I
13:24had for lunch. Then I went to Marshall's to get the yogurt. Then I went to Walmart because
13:30I needed to get the water, and I got the napkins at Walmart. Then I finally went to Joshua
13:37Luckily, the last gas that I got was pretty cheap. It was $4.30 a gallon. I filled the
13:46whole tank, and I never ever filled the tank. I'm glad I did because I still have about
13:55a quarter of a tank left, and I drove 9.5 hours today. It's like $10 an hour for gas,
14:06so I know it's typically around $10 an hour for gas. But between 8 a.m. and 1 p.m., I
14:14had went into nine stores, so that made me very tired. Then I had to drive around Joshua
14:21Tree thinking the whole time that you were going to be on the side of the road, and I'm
14:26going to see you and then pull over. I actually thought that very seriously for a long time.
14:36Pretty much, it kind of stopped because I was going down a path on Joshua Tree that
14:43I don't usually go on, and they were constantly telling me, you have to go back because that's
14:49where he's going to be. Apparently, this part of the trail was very important to the
14:56drive-thru because of what we do with our channeling and mirroring technology.
15:06So I only usually go on...
15:18I usually go...
15:28I don't usually go down here on the Cottonwood. This is the first time. I usually stay up
15:35here on this. It goes like that. They were trying to kind of take the magic away from
15:46it. However, I did have some magical experiences. It was really hurting my spine to drive 9.5
15:58hours. However, yes, it was a lot of gas money, but the thing is, I was told repeatedly that
16:09what I did these past 72 hours at Joshua Tree, going to Joshua Tree twice, I did something
16:18that was priceless for the spiritual ascension. So...
16:27My heart...
16:31It's faint. It's a faint beating.
16:38It's weird. There's something mystical going on in my heart again since last night.
16:49So, I'm going to read these notes tomorrow. I'm not going to make this video too long
17:00because, well, on the last half an hour, the last 45 minutes of the ride, I had the whole
17:09stroke symptom feelings. I'm wondering if my lip is a little bit more drooped than usual.
17:15And then, like, my left side of my arms kind of got weak. And then I was hearing the criminals
17:23say, we're patient. You just had a stroke poke. We're patient. We're patient for your
17:30death. Blah, blah, blah. I can't believe that these criminals spent the time to create this
17:38extreme program that I was supposed to meet you. I cannot believe. They must really be
17:45the most boring people and have absolutely nothing to do with their life to be able to
17:51actually create these stories that are complete lies. Because I really, truly thought you
17:59were going to be there. And I didn't think that you were going to be there all morning
18:04up until I got to, they started telling me, after I got my bagel and coffee at Starbucks,
18:13about after half an hour's drive, when I got to Starbucks, when I got my coffee, that's
18:20when they started to really say it over and over and over. So, it's, I'm not falling
18:32for it. It's forced. I'm forced to believe it with the possession and the AI. So, I honestly
18:45had a feeling I was supposed to go to Vortex for a long time. It ended up being, it's going
18:51to be like, I'm not going to be able to spend much of any more money this month. However,
18:58it's definitely supposed to be worth it. It's supposed to be worth it based on what
19:07I did. So, a lot of these notes, I did go, like, there was some kind of time portal-ish
19:23thing that happened, which was magical. And in a lot of the photographs, I took a lot
19:30of photographs, Shia. I took some photographs of Palm Springs to show you, because there's
19:35a Vortex in Palm Springs. So, I was in Palm Springs doing the chores, and I kept, like,
19:41trying to feel like I had to rush to get to Joshua Tree, because you were, you might be
19:46there. I didn't rush too much, but they were getting me that anxiety feeling, like, he
19:53could be there waiting, and you don't, and you're in Palm Springs doing all these errands.
19:58Well, I wasn't going to show up if you were going to be there without any water, and I
20:03wasn't going to smell. I had to have deodorant, and what was the other ones? Things. And I
20:11wanted to make sure I had a full tank of gas, so that we wouldn't have to worry about
20:17gas. It's kind of sad. It's really sad, because this has happened to me more than a few times,
20:26and I know you're going to be very sad, Shia. You're going to be angry that it happened.
20:36So, I'm still going to get tortured, I'm sure, but whatever happened is going to happen.
20:47And, Shia, we were supposed to stop getting tortured 20 years ago. So, the people who
20:52are torturing us, if they, like, do... So, like, say I was in the car, driving, and they're
20:59scrunching my face, and, like, kind of making my eyes squint. That's a murder attempt right
21:04there. That's thousands of hours of return of sunder penalty for squinting my face, making
21:13a weird face while I'm driving. Many, many weird faces. And constantly itch torture while
21:19I'm driving. Itching me out of my body where I have to take my hands off the wheel. This
21:25is thousands of hours in return. It's supposed to stop 20 years ago, and they're still doing
21:31it. I was told by telepathic supporters that because it's still going on, they're going
21:37to get, like, not just, like, seven times more than what was sent to me. It's going
21:44to be, like, thousands of hours. It's not a lie. God's going to keep them existing until
21:50all the return of sunder gets returned back to them. So, I kind of want to spend some
22:01time and not rush while I am talking about these notes, but basically, I did the errands
22:14at Palm Spring, drove through Joshua Tree for, it was, took, it was around four hours
22:20worth of driving in Joshua Tree. But the Palm Spring errands was extra, extra driving, too,
22:29and on top of the two and a half hour trip from San Diego to Joshua Tree, which would
22:38be two trips of two and a half hours, which is five, I drove more than 9.5 hours. I could
22:48have drove in probably at least ten, ten and a half. So, it was too much driving, so that
22:56was torture. Just that alone was torture at the end. I actually didn't get a lot of,
23:02I didn't get a lot of fatigue, but they really ruined it a lot because they really ruined,
23:10like, me, like, being all happy about the energy vortex and, like, the magic because
23:17they used AI specifically to make me, like, feel like nothing was happening, nothing was
23:24going on, there was no magic, and then on top of it, that you were going to be there,
23:29but, like, you never were going to be there, but then I had to constantly have the thought
23:33that you might be there, but then, like, it was very sad and depressing. However, there
23:42was some good things about it. I did, I was at the energy vortex and I was not in a completely
23:56awful mood the whole time. I didn't end up actually writing a lot down. I didn't write
24:25a lot of notes down, but I took a lot of photographs, Shia, so I'm going to show them tomorrow and
24:30hopefully find the camera charger tonight. I don't know where I put it. It's really odd
24:34that I would, it's possible that it dropped out somewhere, but I'm not sure. So, I'm not
24:47going to make this a too long video, too, because it's late, Shia, and you might be
24:53very tired. I'm sure. I don't think that you're sleeping, but I'm, I have to go eat something
25:02because I didn't eat too much today. I was, I was thinking, I'm not going to eat those
25:08groceries in the car because, actually, I didn't really stop and, like, take too much
25:14of a break because I had the bagel and the coffee and then I had some tortilla chips
25:22and I had the mozzarella balsamic salad and I wanted to get something on the way back
25:28here, but I'm like, I have to make it in time where there's parking, and luckily at 8.30
25:34there was parking, so I was really happy about that. So, I'm going to definitely make a longer
25:42video tomorrow and I'm going to go have just a little bit of food, not like a whole meal,
25:54and I'm going to tell you more about the trip. Unfortunately, it wasn't that happy, Shia,
26:07because they were just constantly saying all of these things about how you're going
26:12to be there and all the reasons how it all, like, it was going to be today and why and
26:19all these lies. They made it very, very like it was going to happen, and that's some serious
26:31witchcraft to do that to someone. That is some serious witchcraft. So, but I was very
26:46happy to come back and make this video for you, Shia. Why is this doing that? Uh-oh,
26:54I think I just broke the camera. Shoot. No. Oh, it actually did turn on. It was very low
27:21battery. I'm just too tired to show these right now. Basically, this battery is supposed
27:32to click down and this little thing broke off, which I don't know how it did, but if
27:41I close this, it turns on, so luckily it's not broke. This has been getting kind of thrown
27:51around, unfortunately. This would be very bad if this camera broke. So, I look forward
28:08to making a video tomorrow, Shia. I love you, Shia. Thank you, everybody, for watching.
28:15Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.