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00:00In this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame Shia. Hi Shia.
00:05Loveless watching and thank you for watching.
00:08Um, I am on the road trip.
00:13And I just stopped to get some hot water.
00:17I put, hold on.
00:24I'm in front of Starbucks.
00:27And I had to go to the bathroom and get a cup of hot water.
00:32And I put my Folgers instant coffee in the coffee.
00:37So, um, I don't really, I'm not going to make this video too long.
00:45Um, I feel like I have, I do not have a lot of energy.
00:50Um, I feel like there's something, I'm feeling very sick and tired.
00:57So, in regards to getting to Sedona today, it's probably not going to happen.
01:04Uh, I'm probably going to actually put this video on the internet, not this one.
01:11Because this is all shady.
01:13I have the library laptop.
01:15And this is the plaza that I'm in.
01:20So, I am two hours away from Joshua Tree.
01:25And basically August 4th, you can get into Joshua Tree for free on August 4th.
01:33However, it's August 2nd.
01:34But I called.
01:36And basically you can go to Joshua Tree after hours.
01:44Like in the wee hours of the morning or very late at night.
01:47Well, or like after 5 or 6 or 7 p.m.
01:51And just drive around.
01:53It's too hot anyways to pay $30 to get into Joshua Tree just to drive around.
02:02So, what I think I'm going to do is either I'll drive towards Sedona.
02:12And if I get the energy to.
02:17Or I will.
02:22Actually, I'm just realizing now it's 9.37.
02:25And I feel like taking a nap.
02:30But it's because I've been up since 3 a.m.
02:34And however, I got 6 hours of sleep.
02:37Or I got like 5 hours of sleep.
02:40So, I'm very, very happy to be away from our apartment Shia.
02:48Because it was getting too stressful.
02:53And I really needed.
02:56I really need to go on this trip.
02:58Especially because of the vortexes.
03:03I know are going to do some kind of deactivation.
03:07And they're going to try.
03:10They tried very, very hard already to get me to not go on the trip.
03:15They try very hard to right now to make me very sleepy.
03:20So, I can barely get to where I need to go.
03:23Technically, there isn't really too much of a rush.
03:27But the thing is if it's 10 a.m. now.
03:31Joshua Tree is only 2 hours away.
03:35I have to like.
03:37I guess I could stay around Palm Springs area.
03:43Go to the bookstore.
03:45Go to the library.
03:47Stay cool.
03:49Because it gets 85 or around.
03:5385 degrees.
03:54It drops down 85 to 75 degrees at night time.
04:01Where I could stay at a rest stop.
04:04Truck stop, rest area, wherever.
04:09But the thing is.
04:10I might actually get energy to be able to drive to Sedona.
04:15Get closer to Sedona.
04:16But there's really not an extreme rush.
04:19Because.
04:24Once I get.
04:25As soon as I get to Sedona.
04:27It's going to be like.
04:31A few days and I won't be able to tolerate it.
04:33Because the heat is so bad.
04:36And.
04:41Is it too high? Is it too high?
04:43Flagstaff is an hour away.
04:46Flagstaff is 10 degrees less.
04:50So, there's truck stops.
04:54They've got Pilot, Love's and Little America and Flagstaff.
04:58The only problem is.
05:00You have to go on 89A.
05:03And it's a very mountainous, curvy, cliff-like road.
05:12So, I think I've driven on it before.
05:17And before I knew.
05:21The first time I drove on it.
05:24It wasn't that bad.
05:27However, I was going.
05:30I was sort of going north to south.
05:33So, I was on the lane where I was near the rock.
05:37And not the cliff areas.
05:40So, I mean.
05:41I can do it.
05:42I'm not like that afraid of heights where I can't do it.
05:45However, there's a few of the areas where there's no railings.
05:48And that's what I'm worried about.
05:50However, it's really my only option of staying cool.
05:54Because if I go south of Sedona to the truck stops.
06:00Or the rest areas.
06:02Which, it's possible I will.
06:06It's going to be so hot.
06:09The last time I went to Sedona.
06:11I could barely get in.
06:14There's something.
06:17I wonder if I'm like.
06:19If they threw a demon in me or something before I left.
06:23Because there's several people in public this morning.
06:27Talking to me.
06:29And saying hi to me.
06:32Not talking to me.
06:33But saying hi in a couple sentences.
06:37Because I don't look good.
06:39However, I'm also.
06:42Breaking away from a very disturbing, sick, torturous situation.
06:48The last time that that was able to occur.
06:50Was those nine days where I lived in my car in the Carlsbad area.
06:57And that wasn't that good.
06:59Because that was extremely stressful.
07:01With all the people approaching me.
07:03That's not going to happen this time.
07:06All the people giving me all these signs and messages.
07:10So.
07:13I also have.
07:17I'm also trying to.
07:18They're also tricking me.
07:19Thinking that I'm going to meet you Shia in Sedona.
07:21And I don't believe that.
07:23It's possible.
07:25It would be actually a good place to meet you.
07:28However, I don't believe it.
07:31And I'm not going to get tricked.
07:34Into thinking that it's going to happen.
07:37So.
07:39But they're definitely trying to.
07:42Create a story to make it like.
07:44That's going to happen.
07:46So.
07:48Basically.
07:50I am getting help.
07:52Because I was just about to buy a Starbucks coffee.
07:55And instead they said ask for hot water.
07:57You're entitled to go into Starbucks and get a hot water.
08:01Sometimes they charge 50 cents.
08:03For a cup.
08:04But they gave this to me for free.
08:06Coffee in Starbucks is like $4.
08:09I can't just be $4 down.
08:11Just from a cup of coffee.
08:13Like I have to be.
08:15I'm not like.
08:17Sacrificing or like suffering.
08:20I'm on a strict budget.
08:22And I can't just eat whatever I want.
08:25But this morning.
08:27I had a couple of granola bars.
08:29And then I went to Trader Joe's.
08:31And got a $5 tuna sandwich.
08:34But it's like a 500 calorie sandwich.
08:37So that will time me over for a while.
08:39And then I'll probably go to Grocery Outlet.
08:42To get some snacks.
08:44For in between meals.
08:47But I.
08:49Honestly I shouldn't really feel guilty.
08:52People go on road trips.
08:54They spend $30 a day on meals.
08:56And I'm nowhere near being able to do that on this trip.
09:00So.
09:03I left my notebook in the car.
09:05With all the notes.
09:09And they're also trying to create this.
09:12I wrote.
09:14Basically I got up.
09:16Paid my rent.
09:17And got on the road.
09:18And now I am about 2 hours away from Joshua Tree.
09:22Because there was different ways that I could go.
09:25To get to Sedona.
09:27But I wanted to drive through Joshua Tree.
09:29Because it's a vortex.
09:31Drive through Palm Springs.
09:34However if I can't make it.
09:37In Sedona.
09:39Extremely quickly.
09:40It's not going to be a problem.
09:42Because Joshua Tree is a good place to visit.
09:46It's a very very powerful vortex.
09:49And.
09:53Just to drive through it would be.
09:56Very.
10:01It would have to be really early in the morning.
10:08So this is the coffee.
10:09It's still too hot.
10:10I was going to drink it.
10:12While I was making this.
10:15So there's really no extreme rush.
10:18To get to Sedona.
10:24I'm still.
10:25I should have actually got my notes.
10:28That I wrote down.
10:29But I didn't write down a lot of notes.
10:31So basically.
10:38I think sitting.
10:41Flagstaff is going to be an option to stay cool.
10:44When I absolutely have to.
10:46Driving 89A is not going to be good.
10:49Because there's a lot of cliff like areas.
10:55And.
10:57I however.
11:00Is that.
11:01They would put.
11:02That they use a lot of AI.
11:03To make me extremely afraid.
11:07But.
11:08I am very.
11:10Happy to be on this trip.
11:13And I'm not even looking in the camera.
11:16I'm very very happy to be on this trip.
11:19And I'm getting extremely extremely attacked.
11:23As usual.
11:26I'm.
11:28I look very spaced out.
11:30Very very like.
11:31Beyond spaced out.
11:37I'm like extremely exhausted.
11:39And.
11:40They're going to make it like.
11:42I've been.
11:43There have been times where they've made it.
11:45Like I could.
11:46There's no possibility that I.
11:49Could drive a car.
11:50Like trying to shut my eyelids close.
11:53With artificial intelligence weapons.
11:56So I'm going to go slow.
11:57If I.
11:59End up getting a lot of energy.
12:02In realizing I.
12:03Don't want to stay around.
12:05Joshua Tree.
12:08I could always go to Sedona now.
12:13Or close to Sedona area.
12:16And then on the way back.
12:18From Sedona.
12:20Take my time.
12:22Go through.
12:24Joshua Tree.
12:26Stay at the.
12:27Rest area slash.
12:32Or truck stop.
12:33And then.
12:34Visit the.
12:36Joshua Tree.
12:37During the hours of the late evening or early morning.
12:41So.
12:43I might.
12:44Be able to.
12:46This is a little bit of a longer trip.
12:48This is.
12:49It's really like a two hour difference.
12:51Or it's like an hour and 40 minute difference.
12:57To get to.
12:59San Diego.
13:00To Sedona.
13:03And.
13:07The other way was more closer to the border.
13:09And it's just straight through.
13:11And it's.
13:13Actually can get very exhausting to just drive straight.
13:18On the highway and.
13:19See really.
13:20Nothing.
13:22But.
13:23Desert.
13:25So this might be.
13:27This is going to be a better route.
13:28Because I'm going.
13:29I'm driving right through the vortex.
13:30And when I drive through the vortex.
13:32I don't just drive through the vortex.
13:35Something happens.
13:37In this area.
13:38Actually has really nice energy.
13:41I can't.
13:43Tell you where I am.
13:44Because.
13:45The cell phone.
13:47So.
13:48I.
13:49Wanted to.
13:50Make this video.
13:52I'm going to.
13:53Most likely.
13:54Be doing this.
13:57Throughout the trip.
13:58Is finding ways of.
13:59Recording.
14:00And.
14:02I'm.
14:03Going to.
14:04Be doing.
14:05This.
14:06And.
14:07I only had a little bit of coffee.
14:08This morning.
14:09Because I had to go out.
14:10In.
14:11To Wal-Mart.
14:12To get the check.
14:13So this would be good.
14:14To have this coffee.
14:15And.
14:16I'm going to.
14:17Be doing this.
14:18Throughout the trip.
14:19Is finding ways of.
14:20Recording.
14:21And.
14:22I'm going to.
14:23Be doing this.
14:24Throughout the trip.
14:25Is finding ways of.
14:26Recording.
14:27And.
14:28Uploading the video for you.
14:29Shia.
14:30And.
14:31I only had a little bit of coffee.
14:32This morning.
14:33Because I had to go out.
14:34In.
14:35To Wal-Mart.
14:36To get the check.
14:37So.
14:38I'm going to.
14:39Stop the video.
14:40Now.
14:41And.
14:42Shia.
14:43Don't.
14:44Don't worry.
14:45I'm.
14:46I'm.
14:47There's something.
14:48Going on.
14:49Where I'm extremely.
14:50Spacey.
14:51And they're probably.
14:52Trying to.
14:53Attack you.
14:54Or scare you.
14:55Don't worry.
14:56Shia.
14:57I.
14:58I'm going to.
14:59Get a little bit.
15:00Happier.
15:01Feel better.
15:02And.
15:03I'm going to.
15:04Feel better.
15:05Once I.
15:06Start drinking this coffee.
15:07And.
15:08Get to the vortex area.
15:09But.
15:10It's so.
15:11It's such a good feeling.
15:12To be.
15:13To escape.
15:14From that.
15:15Our apartment.
15:16Shia.
15:17Because right now.
15:18It's.
15:19Pure torture.
15:20To be there.
15:21With the harassment.
15:22That's occurring.
15:23There was.
15:24Smeared blood.
15:25On the doors.
15:26The.
15:27Door.
15:28Door.
15:29Door.
15:30Door.
15:31Door.
15:32Door.
15:34The door.
15:35To the right of me.
15:36And the door.
15:37The second door.
15:38To the right of me.
15:39And.
15:40There was a lot of shutting.
15:41And closing the doors.
15:42As threats.
15:43And.
15:44Lots of.
15:45Lots of e2k threats.
15:46Lots of.
15:47Extreme.
15:48Torture.
15:49So.
15:50The.
15:51The.
15:52The.
15:53The.
15:54The.
15:55The.
15:56The.
15:57The.
15:58The.
15:59The.
16:00The.
16:01The.
16:02So, being able to go on this trip, I'm hoping that there's going to be some kind of spiritual
16:11ascension that's going to happen, and lumarians and telepathic supporters and spirit guides
16:19are going to help make sure that I can actually take this trip and not die, uh, die from the
16:31heat, die from lack of money, die from, I don't know, a car accident, die, just die
16:39from my, my health issues, so, and you're with me Shia, and you're making me feel happy,
16:51I know that you're feeling happy and excited about this, I can tell that you're happy and
17:01excited, and it's just nice to sit out here, and like, there's not a lot of people around,
17:16and the weather is like, pretty nice here, so, that's what I'm thinking with Flagstaff,
17:26I think the weather is going to be cooler than Sedona, so if Sedona gets too hot, I'll
17:32be going to Flagstaff, but I can't drive two hours every single day for like a week, so
17:43I'm going to have to sometimes stay around Sedona probably, but I read some more notes
17:52and places to visit, um, in Sedona, more vortexes, pathways, portals, doors, extraterrestrials
18:03are helping people there, so, extraterrestrials from the etheric realm, so, I am going to
18:20I'm also very tired because I did a lot of packing yesterday, it was, I was like, moving
18:29all day long, but this is, this weather, and also I'm in the shade, this is not too bad,
18:38I can handle this, this is what, how the heat in Sedona is going to be like, but the last
18:42time I went to Sedona, I almost, the last time I went to Sedona and Josh Tree, remember
18:47how I couldn't look at the weather, I almost, I almost could have died, there was one point
18:53around Josh Tree, it was 3am, I was trying to check into a hotel because I thought I
19:00was going to die from the heat, like, I was, I was getting body chills and almost fainting
19:08and losing consciousness almost, and they didn't let me in because it was too late,
19:15it was past the hour where people could check in for the hotel, so, what did I end up doing?
19:23Ended up finally cooling off a little bit, I think, by the time I drove back to the rest
19:28area, so, the heat has been a serious problem and I have a lot of trauma, I have a lot of
19:35trauma with the heat because it was too hot, it was always so, too hot, but there's not
19:49always a way to escape the heat when you're getting attacked and tortured, so that's what
19:53I'm kind of afraid of, but Lumerian's Telepathic Support told me, we're going to help you on
19:58this trip, we're going to make sure that you're not going to get hurt and in trouble.
20:10So far, I believe that, because they even, like, I even requested a paper bag from Trader
20:20Joe's, and I'm thinking I was going to eat my tuna sandwich on top of the paper bag,
20:28but I never ended up doing that, but then I found a way I could put my laptop on top
20:33of the paper bag to keep my laptop clean from the table, even though the table's actually
20:38not that dirty, so, like, little things like that actually make things a lot less stressful.
20:48So I'm going to stop the video now, and someone's in the background listening to a video, so
20:58I'm going to probably start uploading this video, I'm going to start driving, and either
21:07I drive to Joshua Tree, drive through Joshua Tree, I'm not going to actually drive into
21:12the Joshua Tree Park, but drive past Joshua Tree, or stay around Palm Springs area, sleep
21:21at the truck stop, and then go to the Joshua Tree Park, like, early, early in the morning.
21:30Or I'll go straight to Sedona area, and I'll be only, like, an hour or two away from Sedona,
21:39because part of me thinks I need to be at Sedona immediately, but part of me thinks
21:47I might not actually be able to physically get there, like, because of the, how tired
21:54I am.
21:56So I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, or tonight, most likely tomorrow.
22:02I love you Shia, thank you everybody for watching, thank you so much Shia for watching.