Emmerdale 25th July 2024
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00:00I mean, if he's touched her, I will kill him.
00:12Charity?
00:13Where's Belle?
00:14What are you doing?
00:15Where is she?
00:16I don't know where she is.
00:17I'm gonna check upstairs.
00:18She's not up there.
00:19All right?
00:20She's gone.
00:21She left me.
00:22She left me!
00:34Hello?
00:35Lydia, it's me.
00:37Belle!
00:42I'm sorry it's so late.
00:43Why aren't you in Wales?
00:45I couldn't... I had to get away.
00:49What's happened?
00:52I just needed to come home.
00:55I wanna know what happened.
00:57We had an argument.
00:58An argument? There's blood on the door!
00:59Yeah, it's mine!
01:02Look, I got angry after she left, and...
01:05...and what?
01:05I swear to God, if you've done anything to her...
01:07Why would I?
01:08Well, like, if you got mad or something!
01:09I wouldn't hurt her! I love her!
01:11But...
01:12...you said you had an argument. What was the argument about?
01:14Just stuff...
01:16...that's been going on between us.
01:17You could have to do better than that!
01:18Tom, we've been to the house.
01:19Yeah, we've seen all the cameras, the sensors on the windows.
01:22She wanted all of them fitted, alright?
01:24She got paranoid after the burglary.
01:25She was convinced that they were coming back.
01:27What about this little book?
01:28Where you're listing everything she buys.
01:30I didn't wanna do that, but I had to.
01:31Her spending was out of control.
01:34Well, maybe it's you trying to control her.
01:36Have you got any idea what it's like living with someone who's mentally unstable?
01:39Well, Belle seemed to manage.
01:40Yeah, from the outside looking in, maybe.
01:41But you try being in the eye of the storm!
01:43Well, you're not making sense!
01:46I'm gonna ask her one more time.
01:47What happened?
01:49You better start talking...
01:51...while you still can.
01:53I told you...
01:55...we had an argument.
01:56About what?!
01:57Well, I'm not telling her that! It's private!
01:59Alright, that's it!
02:00She lied about the miscarriage, alright?!
02:03She aborted our baby!
02:19Dad?
02:40Dad?
02:43Dad?
02:47We hadn't been getting on well.
02:48been having problems that I thought I was supporting her through. But I guess there
02:53must have been a whole bunch of other stuff going on that she just wasn't telling me.
02:58Other stuff? Like what? I don't know. I presume hallucinations, paranoia about being pregnant.
03:09I mean, I don't even think she was taking her meds.
03:12She always takes her meds. She never misses them.
03:13All right, well, I don't think she was taking them before she checked into the unit. And
03:18then, more recently, I found a load of them hidden under her bed.
03:22What? Why didn't you tell any of us this?
03:26Well, because I'm her husband and it's my responsibility.
03:29And I'm her brother! Hang on! You sat right in front of me and told
03:33me how devastated you were that she'd had a miscarriage.
03:35Yeah, because at the time, that's what I thought had happened. I only found out the truth last
03:41night. She's been keeping it secret all that time?
03:47Look, I don't want either of you thinking badly about... I think she just fixated on
03:56the baby being a problem and then... and then she blamed me for putting her in that position.
04:04I mean, maybe she's right. Maybe I shouldn't have been pushing for us having kids.
04:13I'm sorry. Why didn't you speak to any of the mental
04:21health team about this? Or any of us, look.
04:25She seemed fine when she came out of the unit. Stupidly, I thought I could handle it all
04:32myself. Where do you think she is now?
04:38Well, I don't know. She just walked out. But I'm worried she ain't got anything on her.
04:42No, no, no, no phone, no money. Maybe we should call the police.
04:46Well, I mean, I don't know if that's such a good idea. I don't want her to get sectioned
04:49or anything. Yeah, but if she's out there on her own in
04:51the middle of nowhere... I don't think we've got much choice.
04:55Hello? So she's with you?
05:02Er, we ended up coming to Wales. We got a bit panicked, so...
05:06OK, I'll tell them. That was Lydia. She's made her way back home.
05:12Well, is she all right? Well, I don't know. I guess we'll find that
05:15out when we get back, won't we?
05:22You must be starving.
05:32Are you all right, sweetheart?
05:35It's just nice to be here.
05:37No place like home, eh?
05:39What was that?
05:41Oh, it's just the barn door. I've been telling Sam to fix it for weeks.
05:49Do you want to tell me what's been going on here?
05:55Me and Tom had an argument.
05:57Me and Tom had an argument.
05:59Did he not come back with you?
06:02I got the bus.
06:04From Wales? That's a long way.
06:11What did you do to your hand?
06:15It just fell on some glass.
06:19Is there anything else you want to tell me, love?
06:23OK.
06:26OK. That's OK.
06:29We'll get you settled here.
06:32And we'll see how you feel tomorrow.
06:34OK. OK? That's it.
06:38That's it. You get some rest. We'll sort it all out in the morning.
06:56What are you...?
06:58No! Hold on! It's me.
07:00What are you creeping around for?
07:05Is that fly spray?
07:07Yeah. I was going to spray it on your face like that.
07:09I was going to swat you in the head until you died.
07:11With a, erm...
07:13It's just a coat hanger.
07:17Sorry if I wake you.
07:20I'm sorry.
07:27Mandy's got her earplugs in.
07:29I'm at work in about two hours, so...
07:34Must be laughing stock at the village.
07:38Falling into the arms of the local psycho, once again.
07:42I think I'm going to miss you.
07:44I'm going to miss you.
07:46I'm going to miss you.
07:49I think I would have learnt my lesson by now.
07:52So Ella's definitely pregnant?
07:55So she says.
07:57Why would she lie?
07:59That is the million-dollar question.
08:06Come on, Dotty!
08:08It's morning!
08:10You're going to be late!
08:12I'll get your breakfast ready.
08:14Dad, why aren't you answering? I've been phoning all morning.
08:16Oh. Is there anything I can do?
08:19The tickets are available, but Charlie said we need to tell him today.
08:21Ring me back.
08:23What tickets are those?
08:25For the cricket, but I'm not sure if Dad can go.
08:27Oh, well, I can always take you.
08:29What do you know about cricket?
08:31You'd be surprised.
08:33I'm going upstairs.
08:35Archie? Archie!
08:39What's up with Faisie?
08:41Oh, he's trying to get these cricket tickets, but Jay's not answering him.
08:46What?
08:48What's wrong with him? He's not sleeping.
08:50He just doesn't seem to be happy here.
08:52Well, he's the one who said he wanted to live here.
08:54Yeah, I know.
08:56Dad is stressing out.
09:04Oh, at last.
09:06I've been tiptoeing around like a mouse in a cheese shop.
09:08What time is it?
09:12It's time for you to have a nice cup of tea
09:14and something proper to eat.
09:17Thanks, Lyds.
09:19You don't need to thank me.
09:21I've been worried about you.
09:23We all have.
09:25In fact, so much so that
09:27Cain and Charity headed all the way to Wales
09:29to check you were OK,
09:31unaware that you'd made your way back up here.
09:33What?
09:35It's all right. I told them that you're here,
09:37safe and sound.
09:39They had no right.
09:41They only did it because they're worried about you.
09:43Well, I don't care.
09:46It's none of their business.
09:50Morning.
09:52Hiya.
09:54We were just talking about you.
09:56Not really, no.
09:58Lydia's just told me you're trying to hunt me down in Wales.
10:00I'll put the kettle on.
10:02I won't be doing it again, that's for sure.
10:04Not with Lewis Hamilton here, you know.
10:06Why would you go behind my back?
10:08We were worried about you, that's all.
10:10And with good reason, by the sound of it.
10:12Why?
10:15Tom, what's he said?
10:17It's OK. Listen.
10:19He told us everything.
10:21What does that mean?
10:23Look, we totally get why you didn't want to tell us.
10:25Tell you what?
10:29Tom told us
10:31that you had a termination.
10:45What's all this?
10:47The vet equivalent of hiding in a fridge.
10:49I was up with Liam half the night.
10:51Thought I'd perk myself up with a shot of caffeine.
10:53Is he all right?
10:55Well, he's not speaking to our new pregnant receptionist,
10:57if that's what you mean.
10:59He's phoned in sick, by the way.
11:01I hope there's not a sound of things to come.
11:03Well, it's as small as me, Sid.
11:05I'd better get off.
11:07I'll see you later.
11:09Keep it in the sound.
11:11Bye.
11:14Keep it in the sound.
11:16Oh, her hair supplier's gone bust,
11:18so I thought I'd grab a few bargains.
11:20We were just talking about Ella
11:22and whether we were a bit quick to give her that job.
11:24She phoned in sick.
11:26Come on. She's had a flaming car crash.
11:28Never mind getting her over the fact that she's pregnant.
11:30Yeah, I'm living with the father,
11:32who, let me tell you, is not looking forward
11:34to the patter of tiny feet.
11:36We should have thought of that
11:38before we went out in the rain without a coat.
11:40None of us know what's gone on,
11:42but I'm seeing Ella later.
11:44Oh, my God.
11:46Don't think so.
11:48I'll see you later.
11:50What?
11:52I'm just saying,
11:54it needs to step up a bit.
11:56That baby and Ella, they're not going anywhere.
12:00I don't understand why you went down there.
12:02Well, if you hadn't have left your phone behind
12:04and disappeared off the face of the earth,
12:06we wouldn't have had to.
12:08I didn't leave it. Tom must have taken it out of my bag.
12:11How did he do that?
12:13Look, we were just worried about you, OK?
12:15We still are.
12:17I mean, come on, missing your appointment with Rachel
12:19and all this stuff
12:21about the baby.
12:23I couldn't have caught with a baby.
12:25No, we know.
12:27We can totally see that.
12:29In fact, Tom can see that now, too.
12:31What do you mean?
12:33I'm just saying, he is not angry with you, OK?
12:35In fact, he's angry with himself for letting you down.
12:37And he said that, yeah?
12:40He just wishes you'd confided in him.
12:42He would have tried to stop me.
12:44So then why didn't you just come to me or Chas or Lydia?
12:46How could I?
12:48Everything that you've all been through.
12:50Belle, nobody would have judged you,
12:52would have just helped you through,
12:54you know, that's what families do.
12:56The most important thing is
12:58you keep on taking your medication.
13:02I am.
13:07Why are you looking at me like that?
13:10Look, Tom said he found a load under the bed.
13:12No, he didn't.
13:14He didn't, because I take them every single day.
13:16Why would he lie?
13:18Because he's trying to make you think I'm losing it!
13:20He's done this before, hasn't he?
13:22He did this when I went into the unit!
13:24Belle, that was your choice.
13:26You said you didn't feel in control.
13:28Because of him!
13:30OK, look, nobody's having a go at you, Belle.
13:32All we're saying is
13:34you just need to keep on top of everything, that's all.
13:36Yeah, all your symptoms are going to come back
13:39and nobody wants that, do they?
13:41No.
13:43No, I need to go to the house, I need to get some stuff
13:45before he comes back.
13:47Well, I'll give you a lift if you want.
13:49No, I want to walk.
14:03I just needed some fresh air.
14:05I didn't sleep brilliantly last night.
14:07I'm not surprised on the front-blown mattress.
14:09Might have beat sleeping in a car.
14:11Remember what I said, though?
14:13I am going to look for somewhere else.
14:15No, you don't have to. You never know. Liam might help you out.
14:17I doubt it. I went round to see him yesterday.
14:19He wouldn't even open the door.
14:21You're kidding me.
14:23It's OK. I don't blame him.
14:25Why would he want anything to do with me?
14:27Because you're carrying his baby!
14:29I know he's got his history, as you do,
14:31but he's still got to take responsibility.
14:33Liam doesn't want to be part of the baby's life
14:36and that's his choice, and I accept it.
14:38I'm sorry, I don't agree. It's not right.
14:40Where are you going?
14:42What do you think? Talk some sense into him!
14:46You look tired.
14:48Yeah, I was up early this morning.
14:52Because you had a sudden yen to see the sunrise
14:56or because you've got stuff on your mind?
14:58I think you know the answer to that.
15:00Have you discussed it with Ella?
15:02No.
15:05Liam, you can't keep burying your head in the sand.
15:09I've had enough of this.
15:11I'm sorry.
15:13I'll leave you to it.
15:15You can't just barge in here and start...
15:17No, I've tried being nice,
15:19but being nice doesn't sort this mess out.
15:21I don't think this is any of your business.
15:23What? Ella's camping out at my salon.
15:25She's got no friends, no family.
15:27She's trying her hardest not to barf in the backwash
15:29but she's just wondering when you're going to have the common decency
15:31to discuss the fact that you've got her pregnant.
15:34How difficult is this for me?
15:36In a few months, a little person's going to arrive
15:38and wonder who their dad is.
15:40She just wants to know what to tell them
15:42and that's not a lot to ask.
16:04Go in somewhere.
16:22Well, surely not without me.
16:26Well, you have to eat here.
16:28I can easily cook breakfast for you at home.
16:30Yeah, but then I'd have to spend the next four hours
16:32Spend the next four hours washing every bowl, plate and pan that you use, and then a panda.
16:38Eric!
16:40I'm surprised that you're showing your face around here.
16:44Table for two, is it?
16:45Please.
16:46Come this way.
16:51Will this do you?
16:52Well, um...
16:54I'd like to sit somewhere a little brighter.
16:57I'm afraid all the others are taken.
17:00Well, if this is all that's available, then...
17:04Right.
17:05Shall we just order?
17:07And I'm afraid that there's no hot food.
17:09None at all. Call yourself a restaurant.
17:12Blame Eric.
17:14No need to talk about that now, eh?
17:16You thought you got away with it, didn't you?
17:18I'm sure Brenda would be very interested to hear about your little sideline in extortion.
17:24What?
17:26I'll leave him to explain.
17:31Ah, Nicholas said you might be here.
17:36Room for a little one?
17:41Why are you here?
17:43Why do you think?
17:44I've been worried sick about you, Belle.
17:46Just walking out like that, no money, no phone.
17:49I was desperate.
17:51For what?
17:52To get away from you.
17:55Because I'm scared of you.
17:58Who's been looking after you for the last year?
18:01Putting my own needs on the back burner to make sure that you were okay?
18:05Why did you tell Cain and Charity about the abortion?
18:08Well, they wanted to know why I trashed the cottage. What was I supposed to say?
18:11You lied.
18:12You told them I hadn't been taking my meds.
18:13But you haven't. I found tablets under your bed.
18:15No, you didn't. I have been taking my meds.
18:19You get confused sometimes. You know that.
18:22Stop lying.
18:23Oh, I'm the liar?
18:25Okay. That's rich.
18:28Coming from the girl who told everybody that she had a miscarriage
18:31after trotting on down at the abortion clinic.
18:35I'm going to Dad's.
18:45Back to Hicksville?
18:47With the rest of the rednecks?
18:49Don't talk about my family like that.
18:51You know, Jethro and Ellie May are really worried about you.
18:56They agree that you just can't seem to get a grip on your mental health.
19:00Please just stop it.
19:01Mood swings, forgetfulness, paranoia.
19:03I mean, you've got the lot.
19:05And they are so grateful that I'm looking out for you.
19:09And what do you do? You just throw it back in my face.
19:11Because you're making it up.
19:13Why do you think I am so angry, Belle?
19:18I don't know.
19:19Are you sure about that?
19:26Okay, okay.
19:28Let's go through it then, shall we?
19:29Please.
19:31I look after you, I buy you clothes, I put food on the table.
19:33I mean, I work hard to give you a better life.
19:38I put up with your whining.
19:39Day after day after day.
19:42Your mood swings, your violence.
19:45I would never hurt you.
19:47You attacked me in the middle of the village, Belle.
19:49People around here, they think you're mental.
19:51No, they don't.
19:53They think I deserve a medal for putting up with you.
19:57And what do you do in return?
20:00You murder my unborn child.
20:03Because I would never put a baby through this.
20:06What have I done other than love you, Belle?
20:09Hmm?
20:20I'm sorry, Tom.
20:22Please don't hurt me.
20:24Hurt you? Are you serious?
20:27Just sometimes you get mad.
20:31I'm the one that's been hurt, Belle.
20:34By what you did.
20:37I know.
20:41I mean, we conveniently forget that I have mental health problems.
20:46We conveniently forget that I have mental health problems too, you know.
20:51I mean, I nearly ended it the other day.
20:55But we're not allowed to talk about that.
20:58No.
20:59It always has to be about you.
21:02Sorry.
21:05You destroyed our marriage.
21:07Killed our baby.
21:10And put me at rock bottom.
21:13I've treated you badly.
21:16And I can see that.
21:20I don't understand what happened here, Belle.
21:23I mean, where's the girl that I fell in love with?
21:29You used to be such a kind, funny, loving girl.
21:35And now, I mean, now even your own family thinks you've lost the plot.
21:41That's not true.
21:43Well, you might think differently.
21:45You had some of the things they were saying about you.
21:48You think they've got your best interests at heart, but they haven't.
21:51I don't believe you.
21:54I don't believe they'd suck me up.
21:56They think you're deteriorating.
21:59Mentally.
22:01They don't know what to do with you.
22:03And honestly, honestly, I got the impression that they were glad that I'd taken you off their hands.
22:12Hey, I'm sorry I wasn't going to tell you that.
22:16But it's time that we were honest with each other.
22:21So if you were thinking about going back to your dad's, then...
22:26you might want to reconsider.
22:31I don't understand.
22:33Hang on. We were in this together, you, me and Vinnie.
22:37We were trying to help you find out what was going on.
22:40It started out like that.
22:42And you're telling me that you knew that that man pushed Rishi down the stairs,
22:46and you didn't go to the police?
22:48I thought it the better option at the time.
22:52Because there was money involved?
22:54Please, can you keep your voice down?
22:57Is that why Laurel and Jay split up?
23:00No wonder she ended up in hospital with a heart attack.
23:03Look, I made a mistake, and I'm sorry.
23:08No, you're not.
23:10You're only saying that because you were found out.
23:14I don't know what's wrong with you right now, Eric.
23:17But I do know that you are not the man I fell in love with.
23:24Rishi was our friend, and you denied him justice.
23:31I don't know how you sleep at night.
23:35Wow. You're like a little ray of sunshine.
23:39I bet you feel really good about yourself.
23:44Don't you think it's time to maybe read a book or something?
23:47Why are you on my case all the time?
23:50Are you OK?
23:53Look, I know this is a bit strange. It's weird for me as well.
23:57But we've just got to make the best of things, haven't we?
24:02You're missing your dad.
24:04I thought he'd be around every night.
24:06Well, he can't be, cos he doesn't live there any more.
24:08Because you threw him out.
24:10Oh, Archie, come on. That's not fair.
24:12He'd still be here if it was up to him.
24:14No, we both decided it was best if we...
24:16No, you decided. You don't want me here either.
24:19I heard you talking to Gabby this morning.
24:21No, I said that I was worried about you.
24:23Why would you be? You're not even my real mum.
24:25Oh, Archie.
24:27I don't want to be here either. I hate this house.
24:30Archie?
24:32Archie!
24:34Oh.
24:45I got your message.
24:48Thanks for finding the time. I know you must be busy.
24:51Well, I've taken the afternoon off, so...
24:54Right. Great.
24:57So this is unexpected.
24:59It certainly is.
25:01But I'm glad we can talk about it like adults.
25:03Yeah, erm... Can we just cut to the chase?
25:06First things first.
25:08Is that a...?
25:10Pregnancy test, yeah.
25:12I had a test.
25:13Well, you say you did, but for all I know,
25:15that could just be yet another one of your lies.
25:17Well, unless the hospital have got some massive conspiracy going on
25:20that I'm not aware of, then...
25:22If you went to hospital.
25:23What are you talking about?
25:25Mandy came with me. She was even in the treatment room with me.
25:28Just take the test.
25:31Fine.
25:37Hmm.
25:39I'm sorry we had to go through all that.
25:41But sometimes it's best to just get stuff off your chest.
25:46Don't you think?
25:48Yeah.
25:50Anyway...
25:52I can go round and get Piper,
25:55if you don't want to face them all.
25:57Oh, and I rang back Mr Rogers, by the way.
26:00You know, the farmer in Wales.
26:03And I told him that I'm not going to take the job,
26:06not if you don't want me to.
26:08I didn't say that.
26:11I want this to be a new start for us, Belle.
26:14I've got a shedload of experience under my belt.
26:17The world's our oyster.
26:19We can go anywhere we want.
26:24I'm going to make you so happy, Belle.
26:26We're going to have the best life together.
26:31Hey.
26:33I'm not going to hurt you.
26:35I love you.
26:47I can't live without you.
26:51Let's make another baby.
26:53No.
26:55No.
26:56What's wrong?
26:57No, stop it. Stop it! Get off me!
27:00I don't want to be married to you.
27:02I'm going home.
27:04You are going nowhere!
27:06You can't stop me!
27:11I will kill you
27:13before I let you leave this house.
27:15And what do you think Cain's going to do to you?
27:19The only reason I've not told him
27:22is because I don't want him going to prison
27:24for someone like you.
27:35So?
27:37I'm surprised you didn't follow me to the bathroom
27:40and watch me pee on it.
27:42And no, before you ask, I haven't slept with Cain.
27:46And no, before you ask, I haven't slept with anybody else.
27:56Are you going to say anything or...?
28:00There's nothing to say.
28:05I'm sorry.
28:07OK?
28:09I know it's not what you want.
28:12I think I do.
28:14I don't want anything from you.
28:17To be honest, I was tempted to disappear and never be seen again.
28:22I'm trying to be grown up about it.
28:25So...
28:27over to you.
28:31One minute I was OK,
28:33the next I felt really light-headed
28:36and my chest felt really tight.
28:39And what were you doing at the time?
28:41Well, I was actually dealing with an 11-year-old boy, but...
28:45That's enough to give anyone palpitations.
28:50Oh, I feel really stupid now.
28:52The good news is, everything seems to be OK.
28:55I mean, your blood pressure was raised a little bit when you came in,
28:58but that's to be expected if you're in a bit of a panic.
29:01So I've got nothing to worry about, then?
29:03You keep on top of your medication
29:05and push yourself just that little bit further, every day.
29:08You'll be back on track soon.
29:10Just don't do too much too soon.
29:13And no more confrontations with 11-year-old boys.
29:17Thanks, Pampery. I'll, um...
29:19I'll keep that in mind.
29:21All right.
29:22Mmm!
29:24Compliments to the chef.
29:26In fact, we might even put an order in for the wedding buffet.
29:29What do you think? Life to be.
29:31We're going to do a wedding buffet?
29:34Well, I thought we were going to go for cold food.
29:37Hang on, hang on. Have you two set a date?
29:39Yeah, we have. 15th of August.
29:41No way!
29:42You kept that quiet, you pair of dark horses!
29:44So where are you going to do it?
29:46Well, we haven't decided yet.
29:47Well, you'd better get a move on, cos you know what these wedding venues are like.
29:50No, no, no, we're just going to go for something small.
29:52Yeah, small but tasteful.
29:54You are still marrying Mandy, right?
29:56No gold carriage, then?
29:58So, no dirty dancing?
30:00Look, I just want something very low-key.
30:02Well, you've at least got to give us a couple of thrones.
30:05Oh, no, what are we, just a jolt here?
30:14You won't be able to cope on your own.
30:17I'll manage.
30:20You think you can really just walk away?
30:23I can't do this anymore.
30:26I don't want to be with you.
30:28I don't love you, Tom.
30:31Well, go on, then.
30:33Run on back to the Inbreds.
30:35Maybe they can throw you a celebratory hoedown.
30:41Up in the top.
31:00It won't be long before you come crawling back.
31:03I wouldn't bank on it.
31:31Mand?
31:33You OK?
31:34I'm fine.
31:36Please go back to Paddy and Marlon.
31:38We didn't mean to upset you. It was just a joke.
31:40I know. Don't worry about it.
31:42I am worried. Look...
31:44I know we got off to a bad start, but...
31:48I've really enjoyed spending time with you these last few weeks and...
31:51I don't want to spoil that, so...
31:54please unlock the door.
31:56Please unlock the door.
32:04I'm sorry.
32:06Look, it's not to do with anything you said.
32:09You're not going to call it off, are you?
32:11No, it's just we haven't really spoke about the wedding,
32:14and every time we do speak about it, it just keeps getting bigger and bigger.
32:17So what's the problem?
32:19I might have been having a few cash flow issues.
32:22Oh. Well, Paddy's on a good wage. I'm sure he can pay for things.
32:25Not major cash flow issues, like...
32:28thousands of pounds.
32:30Does Paddy know?
32:32I don't even think about telling him.
32:34Andy, he's going to find out sometime.
32:36Oh, not if I can find a way of paying it back.
32:43Do you think we should send out a search party?
32:48Is everything all right? You were ages.
32:50Sorry, there was a queue.
32:52We've just been making song lists for the DJ.
32:55Oh, yeah?
32:56Well, there's a lot of slipknot.
32:59Some tell Swift.
33:01For the hardcore fans. And we were thinking karaoke.
33:04I'm going to go to the bar.
33:06Rona, I'll get the drinks.
33:16I don't want to talk to you.
33:18Brenda, please.
33:20I've said all I needed to say.
33:24I've made a terrible mess of things.
33:29I've broken up a family, destroyed somebody's marriage.
33:33Don't let us go this way.
33:37Just tell me why.
33:39I don't know.
33:41It started off as something good.
33:44It's a way of getting to the truth.
33:47To avenge Rishi's death.
33:49And it turned out to be something...
33:52..something a lot darker.
33:55Well, that doesn't answer the question.
34:01I had a bit of a reputation around here years ago.
34:06I could be quite...
34:09..ruthless.
34:11Manipulative.
34:13Conniving, really.
34:15There's nothing to be proud of.
34:17No, but it made me feel like I was THE top dog.
34:23I just wanted to prove that I still had some fight in me.
34:32Should have been stretched it off years ago, shouldn't I?
34:36If you ever...
34:40..ever do anything like this again...
34:43..I'll go.
34:46You do know that, don't you?
34:49I have learned my lesson.
34:54Brenda...
34:57..I love you.
35:01I can see why Tom probably felt the need now
35:04for those cameras and sensors, you know.
35:07That book. Checking on what she was spending.
35:11I guess it's all suddenly starting to make sense, isn't it?
35:16You know what, like, the way she reacted to that night we had.
35:20The girly night.
35:21No wonder she couldn't wait to get out there fast enough.
35:24Cos she knew we'd be quizzing her about the miscarriage that never happened.
35:27Who knows what's going on in her head?
35:30Look who I've found.
35:34You're back.
35:40Just seen Tom.
35:42I've told him that our marriage is over.
35:53Gabby said there was a problem with Archie.
35:55Yeah. He's very upset that he hasn't seen you.
35:59And whose fault's that?
36:01Yours, obviously, but I didn't say anything.
36:03Anyway, I had a chat with him and he told me to back off because I wasn't his mum.
36:08OK.
36:10OK.
36:11Which technically is true, but you know that I love him as much as the other kids.
36:15You know that.
36:17Well, I'll have a word with him.
36:18I just want him to be happy, Jay.
36:21Well, maybe you should have thought about that before you threw his dad out and tried to keep him.
36:25Did you just say that out loud?
36:27Mm-hm.
36:31What?
36:32Hey!
36:34Nothing to worry about, Archie. Your dad wants his little chat.
36:37Yeah, Laurel told me to come round and have a chat with you.
36:40Well, we decided.
36:42I didn't do anything.
36:43No, no, you're not in trouble. We're just worried about you.
36:47What's going on, son?
36:49Nothing.
36:51I just feel like I don't see you anymore.
36:54Well, your dad has to work.
36:56Yeah, look, it's not that easy now.
36:59Laurel's asked me to change all the rotors round.
37:01Then call over after.
37:03I can't.
37:04She doesn't want me here.
37:06Oh, no, hang on. You can come over and see the kids whenever you want.
37:09That is not what you said the other day.
37:12Oh, for goodness sake.
37:13Jay, if you come here to have a go at me, or do you want to talk to your son?
37:16Why do you have to argue all the time?
37:19Okay.
37:20Okay, I'll go and put the kettle on, and you can have a chat.
37:23Yeah.
37:28I'm sorry.
37:29It's okay.
37:30No, it's not.
37:32Okay, I've been so busy feeling sorry for myself.
37:37I forgot that you're hurting, too.
37:39Why can't you just move back in?
37:42It's never going to happen, Arch.
37:44It's not the same without you here.
37:49I'll have another look at my shifts, all right?
37:51See if I can juggle things around a bit so we can spend more time together.
37:56Listen, it doesn't have to be like this.
38:00You could either live with me, or you could live with your dad,
38:03or you can bob between the two of us.
38:07You know I would love you to live with me.
38:09Archie's old enough to make his own mind up, yeah?
38:13Then can I live with my dad?
38:17Yeah, yeah, of course you can.
38:20We just want you to be happy, love.
38:23Come here.
38:26How did this even happen? You said you were on the pill.
38:29It must have been that time I got drunk and I was sick.
38:32Well, it didn't cross your mind?
38:34You're the doctor. It's not just my responsibility.
38:37For all I know, you could have had this planned from day one.
38:40Believe me, this is not something I factored in when I came to live in this village.
38:46And, yeah, when I found out, I was as shocked and as appalled as you are.
38:53But I've got my head round it now,
38:55and I think maybe, just maybe, a little bit of happiness might come out of it.
39:01No. No, this can't happen.
39:04It already has.
39:05You're not listening to me!
39:06Look, I lost my daughter, my everything, to someone like you.
39:10Someone like me?
39:12You ended a child's life.
39:14I cannot be around someone like you.
39:16But you can still be around for your baby.
39:20I'm sorry.
39:22I cannot have a child with you, Ella.
39:27OK.
39:28So I think we just need to look at other options.
39:32I think that's for the best.
39:38What's going on? Why is Jay here?
39:40Yeah, I'll tell you later. We're having a little swap around.
39:43Archie's going to move up the road.
39:45Er, why?
39:46Well, he's going to move in with his dad, which is absolutely fine.
39:49Oh, there he is.
39:50Hi.
39:51Right, how are we getting on?
39:53I think that's it.
39:54Oh, well, that's a good job, cos I don't think I can fit much more in the car.
39:59Right, er, I'll be back in a minute.
40:04OK.
40:06So, listen, if your dad wants to watch every episode of The Walking Dead,
40:10you know you've always got a bed here, yeah?
40:12Aw, I'll see you soon, Shren.
40:14Don't be a stranger.
40:15I'll come and see you.
40:17Yeah.
40:18Come here.
40:21Right, are we ready?
40:23You'll be good for your dad, yeah?
40:26Right, can I just get that box?
40:28Yes.
40:30OK.
40:31You grab the case, Archie.
40:34Bye.
40:36DOOR CLOSES
40:43You OK?
40:44What have I done?
40:46Hey, Laurel, this isn't your fault.
40:49I've just torn my family to pieces, haven't I?
40:52Look...
40:54Don't get upset, Laurel. It's bad for your heart.
40:57What does it matter?
40:59It's broken already.
41:00You have to question the wisdom of going through with this pregnancy.
41:04Why?
41:07Do I really have to answer that?
41:09Yes!
41:11Can you guarantee the safety of this baby?
41:13Oh, don't you dare suggest that I would ever do anything to...
41:16You said you snapped.
41:17Yeah, that was a long time ago.
41:19And that you've spent the rest of your life self-monitoring your behaviour.
41:23Not because I'm scared I'm going to kill somebody,
41:26but because I know other people are watching my every move.
41:29Other people are watching my every move!
41:36You know that I have never, ever laid a finger on anyone since Joanne.
41:40Ever.
41:42But I'm still being judged by people like you every single minute of every day.
41:46And so you should.
41:49I was a kid, Liam.
41:52A lonely, unloved child who did something terrible and has regretted it ever since.
41:57So is that it, then?
41:59I don't get a chance at happiness?
42:03No.
42:05No, I don't think you do. I'm sorry if that's not what you want to hear.
42:09Right, then.
42:12Well, there's nothing left to say, then, is there?
42:16I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble.
42:27There you are!
42:31Did you manage to get any sleep?
42:33A bit, yeah.
42:35Sam will be back soon. Want a stew for tea?
42:38I don't have any money for the pot right now, but...
42:41I'm going to look for a job.
42:43Don't worry about that now.
42:44Maybe later they'll give you your job back.
42:46Yeah, maybe.
42:48I'll give you a shout when it's ready.
42:49I tried, Mum.
42:51I already did, but...
42:54He isn't kind.
42:56Or good.
42:59And I can't do it any more.
43:02I'm sorry.
43:11I'm sorry.
43:14I'm sorry.
43:17I'm sorry.
43:19I'm sorry.
43:49I'm sorry.