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00:00Hello in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame Shia. Hi Shia.
00:06For those watching, I thank you for watching.
00:10In this video, Shia, I'm going to talk about some crime.
00:14However, not a lot because of yesterday.
00:17In the past few days, I think we need to not talk about the crime as much.
00:21However, I have to show you, I'll show you some food that I had yesterday.
00:43I had some oatmeal for breakfast.
00:47And for dinner, I had baked potatoes with a lentil doll.
00:52And I had some tortilla chips with that.
00:58So, in regards to the emails, I haven't sent.
01:12This was Stella.
01:15No, I'm not showing you Stella right now.
01:19They're trying to...
01:21So, I'm still demonically possessed and they're going to definitely try to attack you in this video.
01:25Especially with what I'm going to tell you.
01:27And there's a lot of AI programs and ethnic implants that go off.
01:33Not go off, that activate.
01:37And I'm pretty sure that some of the things that I tell you and the things that I show you, you can feel it.
01:44You can feel the mind control programs.
01:50So, I tried to not straighten my hair because I thought that it was a little bit wavy and it looked good.
01:56However, it might not stay like this.
02:00Like looking kind of wavy.
02:04In regards to the house fires by...
02:09No.
02:10I'm going to stick with the notes in the order that I wrote down.
02:16So...
02:26I was told that I had to write some things down.
02:29I was told that I had to write some things down.
02:32And I started a list, by the way.
02:36Of rules and laws of Muslim religion.
02:41This is called...
02:43This book is the ideal Muslimah.
02:47Which is a girl Muslim.
02:52I can't entirely connect with their religion.
02:56However...
03:02There's a lot of...
03:04There's probably...
03:05There's a lot more pros than cons.
03:08And I have to get more serious because...
03:11There's some things that are wicked obvious.
03:15Like, that they say.
03:17And...
03:19Like, you're not supposed to eat food standing up.
03:23Like, all kinds of rules like that.
03:25That would make our life so much better, Shaya, if we knew.
03:30So...
03:32I'm going to...
03:36I've gotten some relief, Shaya, from the torture.
03:39I don't know if it's going to stay like this.
03:41I don't want to jinx it.
03:42But I was able to lie down until 12 in the afternoon.
03:47I woke up at around 10 and stayed lying down until about 12 in the afternoon.
03:54Because that's actually the...
03:56I've been so sleep deprived.
04:00For like 20 years.
04:03But very, very extreme these past 10 years.
04:06So...
04:09I'm going to tell you the notes now.
04:11And...
04:17I should use the highlighter to make sure I say them all.
04:22So I stayed in bed until 12pm, which is extremely rare.
04:25Because I'm always forced to get out because of the torture.
04:31The plan I have, Shaya, I need to be repotting it.
04:37There's a lot of black magic and witchcraft on it.
04:40However, the whole reason why I got it is because it's part of the palm tree.
04:46It's a plant species and I love palm trees.
04:53So I might have to be repotting that soon.
05:03It really doesn't need a lot of water.
05:07In regards to one of the...
05:10So this has been told to me recently.
05:13These past few months.
05:15There's someone that did something to me that I have absolutely no clue what this person did to me.
05:21I'm not going to go into details about this person.
05:25However...
05:28Basically...
05:31There's a person that hackers are friends with.
05:37They kind of were like...
05:41So the hacker kind of just tried to make himself appear.
05:45Even though I never thought of him like this.
05:48As like a rock star.
05:50And this friend of his was like a goddess to him.
05:57So there was this whole story and I can't explain it, Shaya, on the internet.
06:03However, I'm going to show you her name because she did something to me and I have absolutely no clue what she did.
06:09And it's most likely J-A-I-L-worthy.
06:15I have no clue how she could have possibly done something and how they have the evidence of what she did.
06:21However...
06:24There...
06:26He was like...
06:28Tried to appear like this extreme famous celebrity.
06:34Called himself a rock star.
06:39And this whole thing was that she was like his goddess.
06:44Blah, blah, blah, blah.
06:46And I was told that I was just like this ugly, sickly, dumb child.
06:52Years and years and years and years and years and years and years.
06:56So I can't say anything about what this...
07:00About what she and this hacker did to me.
07:04I'm going to tell you later.
07:06But this is...
07:08I'll show you...
07:14I'll show you just her name on Google.
07:18I didn't look anything up besides her name because I wanted to show it to you.
07:26All you have to do is type it into the front page of Google and you see it.
07:30It's on the front page.
07:32Come on.
07:49So...
08:01I was told to show you that shot.
08:06But now we're going to talk about other things.
08:09And I've been learning some things about...
08:14I've been learning some things about...
08:19What's Haram? H-A-R-A-M.
08:23And...
08:29Wearing perfume, jewelry, and makeup is Haram.
08:33So I don't use perfume.
08:37I don't use perfume because of the synthetic chemicals that give me allergic reaction.
08:43I will put essential oils from time to time.
08:47However, it's not perfume.
08:49It's like eucalyptus, tea tree.
08:55But in regards to makeup, I have to put a little foundation on my face because I look like death.
09:02And it's so painful to look at.
09:06Just putting a little coating of foundation to fix my skin, what my skin looks like, should not be Haram.
09:21I put very little makeup on.
09:24However, foundation is important for me.
09:27Some other things I'm learning...
09:30You're supposed to pray five times a day.
09:33I don't have a routine to pray five times a day.
09:42So, I'll talk about that later.
09:45Basically, there's 41 Hadiths. H-A-D-I-T-H.
09:504100, like the Quran, rules, and laws of lifestyle.
09:53I haven't been able to find books specifically about the Hadiths.
09:59Um...
10:02So...
10:07I was told that someone's going to put something in my car engine that will make it explode or set it on fire when I drive.
10:15So that was a threat yesterday.
10:17I was told that I'm going to have acid thrown on my face when I walk.
10:29That was repeatedly told as a recent threat this morning.
10:40In regards to watching the fires...
10:43They don't really post fires where there's injuries.
10:47And if they do post fires with people in the house, there are always rescues.
10:53I do not watch any houses burning with people or animals dying in it.
10:59And there was one fire where I had the feeling of looking at the description and they said that the animals perished in the house.
11:11So I'm going to look at the description every time.
11:14I'm going to mostly watch wildfires in the wilderness.
11:20There's not a lot of footage of wilderness fires that are long, like 10 or 15 minutes.
11:28However, in regards to the houses...
11:33It is really therapeutic because my property has been stolen from me and burned from me.
11:42So our brains and our bodies are our property, Shaya.
11:48So I do not watch fires and I read the descriptions to make sure that no one is in the house.
12:03I watched a few rescues, however, those really get my heart and I get real anxiety from it.
12:10If fire has been an extreme taboo subject, this is education for me.
12:16I'm going to go to Walmart.
12:20I'm only going to go out once a month, but I'm going to get a fire extinguisher.
12:25They're only $18 at Walmart.
12:28I'm learning some things about fire.
12:30I know nothing about fire.
12:33It's a very taboo subject and I've been learning more and more about how they were trying to kill me with fire and smoke.
12:42In regards to where we live, Shaya, after this place is going to most likely be very small because it's a safety issue.
12:55And because of our brain injuries, we can't afford to have a big house because there will be more ways of danger.
13:08We can't afford to have a big house because there will be more ways of danger.
13:15It's supposed to, the telepublic supporters of V.I.C.A.R. say that R.A.P. torture is going to stop this year.
13:31And I never would have imagined that it was going to be returned back to the senders.
13:37However, those were the demons trying to control my thoughts and brain, forcing me to think that it's not possible that it would be returned back, all this torture.
13:58No way would this happen to them. They're the elites. We don't deserve this.
14:04Yeah, right. They were all warned, apparently. They were all warned it was going to happen.
14:10And they didn't believe it because they picked the fools. They picked the biggest fools on earth.
14:18But all this torture, R.A.P. torture, I've been barely able to concentrate, barely been able to survive and get through the day.
14:28My body would just be constantly limp, limp and dead from the torture.
14:34Seven years now.
14:43I forgot to tell you, there's actually 30 places that I live, not 28, and it could be more.
14:51There's two places I'm supposed to, I remembered to tell you about.
14:56So, when I was living in Maplehurst, at one point I went to go live with my dad and my ex-step-mom, mother, when they had a house in Connecticut.
15:15Yeah, I lived there for probably less than five months, and I couldn't tolerate it.
15:23They were treating me like no life. I'm a child.
15:30They wouldn't ever, I didn't have a car at that time, so they would never commute me to a job.
15:35So I had to go walk down a couple blocks to the grocery store, and I had to work at a deli and slice deli meats.
15:44Yeah, I was in my late, mid-twenties at the time. It was very humiliating, it was very labor-intensive.
15:54I was apparently not qualified for anything else besides working at that grocery store, slicing deli meats.
16:09But neither my dad or my step-mom offered to give me rides and give me the idea that I could get a job at a better place.
16:27So there's more to that story, but I'm going to stop talking about that.
16:30That was around four to five months.
16:32The other place was only a few weeks, and I had to leave because they were getting really mean.
16:41This was a family member and her husband, and it was all rigged and set up.
16:49I didn't agree or had that thought of myself to ask them if I could stay with them.
16:57It was all set up. They came up with the idea.
17:03It was set up and rigged, and this was a family member with her husband, and I only lived there for a few weeks.
17:24I had no car, and I ended up having to pay the family member $300, every single last dollar I owned.
17:35She counted the money in front of me to make sure it was $300, all angrily.
17:43That was pretty humiliating.
17:46So when I went to stay with them, they put me in a room with no door.
18:01They had no door, so they could just walk by and constantly look in the whole time.
18:06I'm not going to go into detail, but they put me in a room with no door.
18:10They had no door, so they could just walk by and constantly look in the whole time.
18:15They had two empty bedrooms with doors that were unused at the time that I was staying there,
18:21and they didn't offer me those rooms.
18:23They offered me the room with no door.
18:29I was sleeping on a futon mattress on the ground, on a dirty hardwood floor.
18:41This was when I was living at Maplehurst, and then I ended up just leaving after a few weeks
18:47because they were ganging up on me, inviting people over and having dinners and not inviting me while I'm sitting.
18:55I had tried to get a job, and I had to walk two or three miles down the road to get to the job.
19:06I was crippled at the time with a leg injury.
19:10This was a job I had had ten years ago, so it was extremely humiliating.
19:14I'm going back doing the same job, busing tables at Panera Bread.
19:19I could barely do it because I was in so much physical pain with my leg.
19:23So I was limping around, and this was pure humiliation rituals.
19:31They were treating me like a little child, punishing me while I was sleeping on the floor with no door.
19:43It was kind of like a sledgehammer.
19:47It was kind of like a slap in the face.
19:49Their happy family lifestyle, and I was just there watching.
19:57Not really watching, no.
20:00It was all planned.
20:04It was all planned, this attempt to...
20:09And the whole excuse of why they didn't invite me to their dinner party with their close friend was because I don't eat their diet.
20:24So I only worked a couple shifts.
20:27It was a part-time job at the Panera Bread.
20:31I could barely walk there.
20:34I could barely walk there.
20:41But it was just...
20:44And I could barely afford food from that little job.
20:50But I ended up... They were getting so mean, and it was getting so...
20:56Pure humiliation rituals, so I left.
21:01I just packed up my clothes and that futon mattress, and went back to Maplehurst.
21:09But that wasn't ever supposed to happen.
21:11There was no way I would ever agree to live with them.
21:15Never.
21:19But they put me in the room with no door.
21:21That's actually a privacy issue.
21:23That's unlivable.
21:25That's unlivable conditions.
21:31That's a privacy issue, and that's unlivable conditions.
21:39And they were helping me.
21:41Why did they steal my last dollar, my $300?
21:44$100 a week.
21:49They never said that I had to...
21:52How long was I even going to stay there?
21:54It was completely rigged and set up.
21:56I wasn't supposed to go over there.
21:58They wanted me to go over there.
21:59They wanted to humiliate me.
22:01Treat me like I was a little child.
22:16It was... I felt very S-U-I-C-D-A-L.
22:20That whole situation.
22:29If all this torture gets returned back to the senders,
22:34they're saying we're better than this.
22:37We're the elites.
22:59In regards to the e-mail, Shia,
23:03I am getting stressed out with the lack of data,
23:07but even if I export data...
23:13It's something that's been hanging over my head,
23:15and I can't... I can't figure out the technology.
23:19Every time I go to try to export things,
23:22the file does not exist, or it's not...
23:25It doesn't open.
23:27So, I will...
23:29As soon as the Lumarians and the Spirit Guides
23:33make me physically try to export data
23:37and save all of my e-mails and everything,
23:39I can't.
23:41I literally have this possession.
23:44It's not like I'm, like,
23:47just, like, wanting to not...
23:52You know, I could click this...
23:54I could photograph thousands of more e-mails.
23:57However, I can't, because it's too emotionally...
24:00It's too painful.
24:02It's too physically, emotionally painful to do that.
24:05Like, maybe they will make me do that again today.
24:10I don't know.
24:12But it's not my...
24:14There's...
24:17But these e-mails...
24:19Our lives are a little more important than our e-mails, Shia,
24:22and this could kill me.
24:24And if I am trying to export things,
24:27and I don't know how to open them...
24:30No.
24:31I have tried to save my data from Facebook
24:35several times,
24:37and clicking on it,
24:39and it won't open it.
24:41And then,
24:43and it won't open it.
24:45And then, I wonder why I would delete it, though.
24:48I wonder why I would delete it off my own computers,
24:52because it won't open.
24:54I wonder why I deleted them off of my computer,
24:58because they won't open.
25:00Why didn't I just leave them on my computer?
25:07But there's nothing else more that these criminals can do to me
25:10that will put me over the edge.
25:12If they delete everything,
25:15delete all of my photos,
25:17delete everything off my computers and cell phones,
25:20there's nothing else that they can do
25:23to try to K-I-L-L me.
25:29And they will still go to J-A-I-L, no matter what.
25:34But these, they're full of Shia,
25:37because they're messing with people,
25:40souls with a sense of mastery.
25:43They think that we're nothing,
25:45because when we're tied down,
25:47we don't have our spiritual powers.
25:50However, we're not like everybody else.
25:57I mean, being tied down,
26:01I mean, being chained down and tied down
26:04with all this witchcraft and spells happened
26:07when we were a baby and little children,
26:11so they just never probably thought it would ever change.
26:25So I have to start working on my grocery list.
26:29Oh, my coffee.
26:36I had green tea this morning,
26:38so I could have my cup of coffee
26:40while I was making this video.
26:44So, I set up a note, Shia,
26:51and I'm going to make this,
26:53I'm not going to make this a long video, Shia,
26:56because I want to make sure this information goes through.
27:16So I thought I need to get one of those little disks,
27:20USB disks,
27:22and try to put things on a disk.
27:28You don't know the physical and mental pain that happens
27:32when I try,
27:34and the last time I tried,
27:36I kept the USB disk on my keychain,
27:41and it fell off.
27:43Why would I put my USB on a keychain, on my keys?
27:53And, so that's proof, though,
27:56how obsessed I am, how they can do those things.
27:59The one time I tried to have a backup
28:02of some, like, photos from, like, my cell phones
28:07that I put on the USB disk,
28:09and then it just fell, falls off.
28:14So, I'm watching your video, Shia, on repeat.
28:17It's very, it's helping me a lot, Shia.
28:21I'm going to talk about you now.
28:24I'm not going to talk about the food research.
28:26I'm not really in the mood.
28:39So I'm going to talk a little bit about you, Shia.
28:42And...
28:46Did I check the pendulum?
28:49Hmm.
29:04Shia, you are cautious and sensible.
29:09You're not easily swayed by others.
29:11And, Shia, we're not going to do any risk-taking.
29:19We're...
29:22My spirit guides throughout my life
29:25kept me away from a lot, no, not a lot of risks.
29:32Like, not a lot of risk-taking,
29:37because we have been under so much witchcraft
29:41that we have kept ourselves from danger.
29:46However...
29:48So, Shia, you have a highly distinctive original voice.
29:53No, you have a distinctive, highly original voice.
29:57You're not waiting for things to happen.
30:00I thought to myself,
30:01why don't you just go against the laws of lumerians
30:04and contact me yesterday?
30:09And the telepathic supporters replied,
30:14No, Shia is controlled.
30:16Shia can't even go against the laws of lumerians.
30:21And I've thought of that more than a few times.
30:29But you're a survivor, Shia.
30:31I know that they told me you've thought of it too, Shia.
30:34You're a survivor, Shia.
30:37And...
30:40It will be a miracle when we get together, Shia.
30:45We're both going through unbearable torture.
30:49I have had a little bit of relief this week,
30:53like a decreased percentage of the torture.
30:58I'm not going to keep talking about it,
31:01because the moment I say it,
31:02then I'm going to get extremely tortured.
31:05But you have a sense of urgency, Shia,
31:08that you're in danger,
31:12and you're staying safe,
31:15and you're not putting yourself in danger, Shia.
31:22And I've been told hundreds of times
31:25that you're following the instructions,
31:27you're following the main instructions.
31:32And you're really restless, Shia.
31:35You're really restless to talk and speak to me,
31:39and I'm very restless to talk and speak to you, Shia.
31:44So I'm going to talk to you tomorrow,
31:47and I'm not going to make a part two,
31:53because I have to recite the Quran,
31:57and I have to work on my grocery list.
32:00I'm getting low on plates, paper plates,
32:03and I have to make sure that when I make the list,
32:07they deliver everything I need.
32:10And because I have, I didn't spend a lot of money this month,
32:16which is pretty amazing.
32:19I have, like, $400 in the bank account
32:22after my car insurance,
32:25that bill I just paid early this month today.
32:28And then I have CalFresh,
32:31like, about $100 CalFresh.
32:34I'm doing pretty good.
32:36So I can, so when I make my Walmart delivery,
32:41I can ask for substitutions.
32:44So if they don't have, like, a certain type of paper plate,
32:47they can substitute for a different kind.
32:50So I'm going to work on the Quran recitations,
32:54and I'm going to work on the grocery list
32:56and the meal plan ideas for us
32:59for no fridge, no freezer, and no stove.
33:02I'll talk to you tomorrow.
33:04I love you, Shine.
33:05Thank you, everybody, for watching.
33:06Thank you so much, Shine, for watching.