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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:04For those who are watching, I thank you for watching.
00:07And this is going to be one part, this video, and I'm not going to talk too much about the crime in this video, Shia,
00:21because we're both probably very, very tired from the last several videos.
00:29That I made, talking a lot about crime.
00:35So I have a cup of green tea here because I just finished my cup of coffee.
00:40I've been up since, I was up since 5am.
00:46So, I didn't recite the Quran.
00:51I actually ended up photographing 1,000 of my emails from my old account from between the year 2014 to 2017.
01:05And that took me from about 4.30pm to 3 in the morning.
01:13And then I was getting attacked up until around 5pm for a couple of hours.
01:22And had to do the lumarian technology to make it stop.
01:27So I've only gotten about four and a half hours of sleep, or four hours.
01:32So I'm extremely tired today.
01:35And so I'm not going to talk too much.
01:40So I have about 4,084 photos.
01:52And I just took some photographs without looking at the page when I log into email.
02:04In regards to what I emailed, I collected a lot of information.
02:16I'm not going to go through all 4,000 emails right now.
02:24Well, there's no need to go through many of them.
02:28However, a lot of them give a lot of information.
02:33And at least 20 or 30 or possibly 40 of the emails were emails that were attack messages.
02:45With fake email accounts from foreigners from another country that were winning the lottery.
02:55Or wanted me to donate money.
02:58Or people.
03:01Different things like that.
03:05So I have proof that between 2014 and 2017, there was consistent email, harassing emails that were being sent by the hacker.
03:25And they were basically kind of to drive me over the edge.
03:32And Shia, we haven't just got our adrenochrome stolen, we've gotten a lot of our energy and life force stolen.
03:41Like 24-7, not just adrenochrome.
03:49And those emails would make me so sick, it would turn my stomach into stone.
03:55I'd have panic attacks for hours.
03:59And...
04:10The emails were, leave me alone, you're a loser, get away from me.
04:17It was just...
04:20It was just...
04:23This is one of the worst things that could happen to a human being.
04:28So I want to give you an example.
04:31However, I don't...
04:34And by the way, I have proof that my stepmother didn't really like me.
04:39Because I sent her 10 emails.
04:44She only responded one time.
04:46Over the course of a few years, I sent her 10 emails.
04:51And she only responded one time.
04:54And I took a photograph when I searched her email.
04:59I took a photograph of all of my emails I sent to her in that one email she sent me.
05:04And I just kept thinking, her emails broke, her emails broke, her email wasn't broke.
05:09She was not responding to my emails.
05:13She was reading them and not responding.
05:18So I can't go through all of these right now, however...
05:22A lot of the emails are giveaways because they're like words and names that are part of the program thing.
05:47I had a lot of emails from an older female who would constantly attack me with...
06:00She's so busy and works so hard with her employment.
06:04And I'm just so lazy and like, why can't you just get a job, Alyssa, kind of vibe.
06:12So I definitely got attacked by some of these videos.
06:19I mean, by these emails.
06:28Can you stop and go away?
06:37I beg you to leave me alone.
06:42So that's an example.
06:49Also, it was really weird.
06:52I sent myself this advertisement of an old man practicing pedophilia.
07:04I don't know why I sent this to myself. I'll show it to you.
07:12That's so fucking gross.
07:26Lots of banks with millions of dollars from Togo Republic just to constantly throw in my face.
07:35You're so poor, Alyssa, you're so poor. You're not going to make it. You can't survive.
07:47So I'm not going to go through these emails. There's no point.
07:52So I'm not going to go through these emails. There's no point.
08:14Please try to leave me alone. I just kept saying it.
08:21Please try to leave me alone.
08:35Please try to leave me alone.
08:38This is not the... they don't have the legal right to be a human body, Cheyenne.
08:42They have rat brains.
08:44This is, like...
08:51AdamsMatthew456.ru at list.ru sending me a
09:11lot of
10:35emails.
10:58It destroyed my life in so many ways, so I was responding back to some of these attack
11:05emails.
11:06And some of the things, they're just lots of the same, like, following this little story
11:20to try to downplay and minimize the torture.
11:24I want you to stay away from me.
11:44These are all from Sergeant Monica Lynn Brown, Lily Yuhi, so these aren't, these are like
12:06all these coded messages.
12:09I wish you to proceed with my proposal of donating money, constantly making fun of my
12:19business too, with these fake business deals, not necessarily with my, I'm from Afghanistan,
12:31and then these, I was 12 years old, adopted to parents, blah blah blah.
12:39So these fake spam emails were like constantly, million dollar transfer donation emails were
12:54constantly flooding in.
12:59I'm pretty sure I probably was deleting them at some points, not saving them all, because
13:05it was such a bad attack, I didn't want to see it in my email.
13:26My name is Brandy Stonebraker, I'm located in Henderson, Nevada, please help.
13:37Send me money.
13:38Let me try to find it.
13:46It was sent from a phone number, there's a lot, there's a lot here, and I have any, I
14:08need to still, I need to go buy more scandals and take more photographs, I feel like I'm
14:13going to break this camera though, if I take a thousand, thousands of photographs at a
14:19time, and it took from 4pm to 3am in the morning, like with one food break, and with me, basically,
14:30I had to get that all done, because I'm so paralyzed and have no way of really saving,
14:36I have so much, like I have so much of my life on cell phones and computers that could
14:44help me track my life, however, it could all get deleted, and so it's been hanging over
14:53my head, and I just did not, my looks was drastically, looking really ugly, it wasn't,
15:13it's not what I'm supposed to look like, and I'm really upset that I don't have my
15:27email, all of my emails before 2014 were under Liku211 at Yahoo, and I called them, and I'm
15:35pretty sure they're all deleted.
16:05So, I don't think I should, actually, I'll go down to some images, image numbers, to show you
16:21specific ones.
16:44Hold on.
16:50Okay.
16:51Hold on.
16:58Okay.
16:59Yeah, my country in Lone Togo, my name is Lillian, my late father, Dr. Joseph Edward,
17:27me in Lone Togon, like these little stories of these foreigners and their life story and
17:34how they need help, they need money, this was a very, this was kind of a constant thing,
17:41and the email, Lillian Edward, 03.
18:12And, it's clear that, and I was like, who, how did you, how does this, do you know who
18:33I am?
18:34I got your contact on Facebook today.
19:03There was one from Swastika, Dio Chander, I didn't know, I kind of had hypnotism where
19:22I couldn't, like, notice everything.
19:27Swastika is a symbol, a very evil symbol.
19:32I'm going to show you the email.
19:473657.
19:57I said, out of your mind, you fucking loser.
20:17This could, this could put someone to the point of, SUICDIAL.
20:27I am Mrs. Antonia Johnson.
20:31I write you this message in regards to the donation.
20:35These aren't going in spam, however, at one point, my email, important emails were constantly
20:43going to spam, so I had to constantly check spam.
20:48This was August 2015.
21:06No, I skipped one.
21:18Swastika, Swastika, Dio Chander, at yahoo.com.
21:34Cops, he, and, pretending he's a targeted individual.
21:54Telling me about his routine.
21:56Sent from, is that, Blackberry 10, watch comedy.
22:12I was pretending it was really a targeted individual that was contacting me.
22:26I am in body control as well, with a weak bladder.
22:47He torches me, instead of he tortures, the criminal is saying he torches.
23:03So I was basically, in order to protect myself, I was, I would constantly think, there's no
23:11way this, a human being would do this.
23:16It's not these hackers in these emails.
23:20Let me show you a few more, Shia.
23:36I showed you that.
23:45Get out of here, loser.
24:04Get out of here, loser.
24:10And there was a whole thing about the number four.
24:15Get out of here, loser.
24:16Go four yourself.
24:21There's a whole thing with four.
24:23It had nothing to do with the new four thing.
24:34Look at this photo of myself.
24:54This doesn't look like me.
24:56That doesn't look like me.
25:06Who's in there?
25:08Because that doesn't look like me.
25:15Something very bad happened to me.
25:18And my arms, my fat arms, my arms were starting to get fat.
25:21crap in my fat to make me feel awkward and ugly.
25:28Yeah, I was, look at this, a fugly bowl of spinach.
25:45That's demonic looking.
25:46And I was forced to eat this raw spinach, I hated it, it would make a weird texture
25:54on my tooth and my teeth were sensitive and it would like, I was forced to eat things
25:59that I didn't want to eat.
26:11I'm not showing you every single one, I'm just showing you the...
26:38I don't want to win money, I earned money for the last time, I don't want to win any
26:42money, I earned my money, no more donations please.
26:47I'm a winner, I'm a winner, I won money, I won the lottery, claim your millions of dollars
26:54Alyssa, claim your millions of dollars.
27:01Confirmation.
27:04Dear winner, dear winner.
27:11I don't get any of these emails on any of my Gmail accounts.
27:16Oh, my battery's starting to lose its charge.
27:27Look at how, this was, um, this was right before I started getting really ugly.
27:45I used to be really pretty and slender, and they were so jealous of my slenderness, they
27:53were so jealous of me and my slender body, and my looks, and I started getting ugly.
28:05I started getting really ugly.
28:11Look how pretty I was.
28:19And they got so jealous of me that they started to disfigure my body, make me just feel obviously,
28:26just constantly ugly.
28:34I, I mean, they were, they were obsessed with disfiguring and distorting my body.
28:43That's why I got really, really ugly very, very quickly.
29:13This was the Mabelhurst house.
29:25That was the Mabelhurst, inside the Mabelhurst house that I live in.
29:29With my mom and brother, that was the living room.
29:31This was a nice house.
29:403406.
29:48This was from, oh, this was from BK United, and that's a code word of people.
30:06And it, greetings.
30:13We are pleased to say that we are interested in joining your team, joining our team.
30:21We are interested in you joining our team to hold a face-to-face meeting.
30:28When is the best time to meet?
30:30So BK United.
30:34And let me.
31:00I respond, leave me alone.
31:10I've said, I've said it hundreds of thousands of times.
31:17So now I'm going to tell you, I'm going to tell you a little bit about the notes.
31:42I started to, because this battery kept dying, I started to create a timeline of dates and times and going through the e-mails.
31:53However, this is exhausting, extremely exhausting, and I'm, today I'm just working on food, grocery lists,
32:03I can be prepared with meal ideas of no stove, no fridge, no freezer meals,
32:13and work on my next grocery list delivery from either Walmart or Amazon Fresh.
32:22So these, these rodents, these are bored rodents on DRUGS.
32:32They're bored rodents on DRUGS, and this is rodent, this is rodent activity.
32:44This is rodent, this is rodent activity, the type of crime this is.
32:58And Shia, I'm not very proud of my diet and like the way it looks and my lack of cooking,
33:06however, I can, I'm way too tortured and sick to be able to cook better.
33:19And it doesn't all change when you get here, Shia, and that's why I want to prepare to make sure I have some meal ideas for us.
33:30We can eat well with no cook, no stove, like baked potatoes, and I have instant gravy granules, canned salmon, roast beef, fish.
33:48We can get the cereal pouches and individual milk.
33:54We can get like Asian vegetables, Cajun Asian vegetables, like that canned Asian chop suey.
34:05We can have baked potatoes with chili.
34:09So I wrote a bunch of new things, and I'm creating a whole list of foods that we can get.
34:18I'm starting to take photographs, Shia, to show you.
34:30I've been watching fully involved fires, houses on fire, and firefighters going to take it, stop the fire.
34:43And it's extremely therapeutic to watch the blazing fire.
34:49Obviously, there's tragedy involved, and I'm like therapeutically connecting with tragedy with basically my life being just on fire 24-7 for 20 years and longer than 20 years.
35:09However, there's different stages of torture, and it got very, very severe at age 24 when that hacker started hacking into my electronics and torturing me in many, many ways.
35:27So watching the fire, and it's not a coincidence that I didn't have cameras with me to capture all of my life.
35:39Every email I sent, I could have taken a photo of the email.
35:45So all of this evidence of my life on my computer and electronics could be deleted.
35:54It could all get removed, and I don't have the physical ability to save and back up everything.
36:04What I'm trying to remember is I don't think anything worse could happen to me, and if things do get deleted,
36:16Lumiere said that they'll be able to remind us, Shia.
36:21So I'm too tortured physically and mentally to cook and eat well.
36:26So when you see the photographs of my food, it's partly also possession and demonic.
36:34And I was naturally driven to die with the pace of my life.
36:41All of those fashion shoots, working that 55-hour job on top of the fashion shoots, running around, being forced to run around and live in all these different places,
36:56living in my car in below-zero weather, all of these things were naturally breaking my body down and killing me.
37:04But the telepathic supporters are saying, Shia, we're very injured, but we can recover.
37:09People can recover from their injuries, especially once we are able to get our natural spiritual techniques back.
37:26So I'm starting to take photos of food that we can buy, Shia, that's no fridge, no stove, no freezer, only in boiling water, microwave, pantry food.
37:40And it's going to be way better because, say, we want to cook something with a can, but I can't finish a can, I don't want to waste half of the can.
37:53We'll be able to eat the entire can because there's two of us.
37:59So watching fully-involved fires is extremely therapeutic because me and you, Shia, because our life has been stolen from us for 20 years,
38:11from the kidnapping and the torture, it's like we're watching our life on fire,
38:17but it's also like the fire's clearing all of the trauma and all of the pain in some ways.
38:23Now that I'm watching more and more about fires, there's 17 fires burning in California.
38:33I didn't know about fire season, by the way, at the time that I was living in my car, going on the road trips to Oregon and traveling around California.
38:42I didn't know about the fire season in California.
38:45At the time, I told you, no news, no weather my entire life, and that didn't just start at age 20.
38:56I wasn't even allowed to read the newspaper or look at food flyers.
39:03So 145,000 acres burned, and there's a record high heat in Death Valley, 131 degrees.
39:12Someone died from it.
39:16But I feel so guilty that there's so much evidence on my computer, and it all could be erased and deleted.
39:23However, it's going to be proved what gets deleted and what doesn't get deleted.
39:31And it's really strange how when I go under my sent messages, it says sent one.
39:44No, I have thousands of sent emails, and it says one next to it to try to, if 5,000, there's way more than 5,000.
39:55It's just completely, there's, the hacker's saying that that's been done to make me feel like it's all going to get deleted.
40:06And you're, because it's a spiritual death, Shaya.
40:11I have like no trace of information most of my entire life, except these few emails.
40:20And when, if this, if all of my data gets deleted, it's going to be like a spiritual death, because it's like a theft of my life and what happened.
40:40And people, but however...
40:50And I saw a hummingbird, Shaya, at 11.44 a.m. A hummingbird flew up next to my window.
40:58It was, that's definitely magical, Shaya.
41:03So the fires right now is 17 times more than this time last year.
41:08But I feel so guilty that there's all this evidence on this computer, and I cannot physically make myself get the evidence.
41:15However, lumarians know that I physically can't, and I just spent 10 hours photographing 1,000 emails.
41:24Most of it was like just emails that has nothing to do with the crime.
41:29So, however, I was able to collect some addresses and some names that were very important, that will be very important.
41:38So I had to kind of sift through them in the beginning.
41:44I tried to export my emails on Outlook.
41:48How it's going to take up to four days, and where am I going to export the emails to?
41:53I thought of possibly being able to export it on Google Docs.
41:56Let's see if I can remember to go and log into Outlook and see if the emails have been exported so I can do that.
42:06But I can't sit here and just keep clicking this camera thousands of times.
42:13It took 10 hours just for 1,000 photos.
42:19But I'm constantly threatened that everything gets deleted.
42:22I'm constantly threatened that everything gets deleted.
42:24I have thousands of photos from cell phones on my Google Docs.
42:28All could get deleted.
42:29And screenshots, crime evidence, all could get deleted.
42:32It's not all printed.
42:33It's not all printed out.
42:41So...
42:53But in regards to working hard, I've been working very hard for staying alive from the torture.
42:59And you have too, Shia.
43:00We've been working really hard.
43:133755...
43:163755...
43:25No, I have to charge this battery.
43:28And I'm not doing this again.
43:30I'm not taking photographs.
43:32Again, it's so energy draining and it's so painful.
43:35It's torture.
43:37So I wrote a little bit of a timeline.
43:43And...
44:07I'm just trying to find if there are some major things.
44:19It was 2015 when I started buying the Hannah Croker books.
44:37I was forced to believe I had worms crawling out of my butt for like 10 years.
44:42Pinworms.
44:43And I couldn't get rid of them.
44:45They're using AI weapons to make it like every time.
44:49Like I had a...
44:52Like all of a sudden they like start peeking out of my butthole.
44:56Squirming around.
44:59And then the moment I would try to like...
45:02I'm not even going to go into that.
45:03But the parasites was a serious thing.
45:06Very, very serious thing.
45:11My spirit was dying.
45:15At one point I thought I had undiagnosed cancer.
45:20But I was being lied to about that.
45:23I had undiagnosed cancer.
45:27I was being lied to about that.
45:52So...
46:04I don't really...
46:08This isn't really good.
46:18Also, when I left...
46:22That Berkeley place.
46:25I didn't have a place to live.
46:28Nowhere to go.
46:30Went on a ferry on...
46:32Like off of San Francisco to a hostel.
46:36I remember being all alone on this like island on this hostel.
46:41And then walked like several miles to the coastline.
46:44And it was really windy and cold.
46:46And I was sitting on the ocean all alone.
46:48And then a little seal...
46:50Just popped its head out of the ocean staring at me.
46:53And I started crying.
46:54The seal was kind of being like...
46:57I know you're all alone out here.
47:01But it was like the sea creatures are watching you.
47:05So then the hostel...
47:07I had...
47:09I left the hostel and I started wandering around in my suitcase.
47:13And then all of a sudden had the idea to call...
47:16My...
47:17Not really friend at the time.
47:19I hadn't talked to her for a while.
47:21And she had a room that she was renting.
47:24But wasn't living there.
47:25Because she was doing an employment job.
47:28Where she was living in someone's home.
47:30As like some kind of assistant.
47:32So I stayed in her room for...
47:35I don't know.
47:36Was it a month?
47:37Or longer?
47:39And...
47:42Finally.
47:44Finally.
47:45That was at that point.
47:46I was either going to go back and live with my mother.
47:48Or go to New York City.
47:50And try to make it in New York City.
47:53Applying all these jobs that I was not qualified for.
47:57And then...
47:58But that was all rigged.
47:59That was all rigged.
48:00Because...
48:02But that...
48:04There was a couple other...
48:08So I was...
48:10That was in Walnut Creek.
48:12I stayed in this...
48:14Room that she was renting.
48:15In a big house.
48:16And...
48:17I had to like...
48:19Deep clean the entire house.
48:21To feel welcome there.
48:24And...
48:25It was pretty ridiculous.
48:27All this labor was too much for me.
48:30I could barely...
48:31I could barely tolerate the amount of labor I was doing.
48:35And this was going...
48:36This was happening for...
48:3820 years longer.
48:43But I had to end up...
48:45Switching my...
48:46I was taking on-campus courses when I was living at Berkeley.
48:49And traveling from train to go to school.
48:53When I was...
48:5528.
48:582018.
48:59And then...
49:00I couldn't...
49:01The commute was ridiculous.
49:04So then when I went to New York City.
49:06My plan was to take online courses.
49:08I had to drop out of the courses.
49:10Because...
49:13I had a 3-hour commute at that stupid part-time job.
49:16That was taking up all my time.
49:18And...
49:21I can't really explain everything to you Shaya.
49:25And...
49:26Some of these things it's not even like...
49:28The point.
49:29I shouldn't have been...
49:31Explaining it.
49:33However there's more than 27 places that I lived.
49:37Now it's 28 places.
49:40And...
49:42It's a while.
49:44And...
49:45It's fast!
49:5425 minutes later.
49:57So...
50:05I'm gonna work on the food Shaya.
50:07The food for the grocery lists today.
50:09That's all I'm gonna do.
50:12I had a very bad time having to click that camera a thousand times.
50:19It just seems like endless torture.
50:21No matter what I do, it's always torture.
50:23No matter what I do.
50:25It doesn't matter.
50:29So I'm going to...
50:31I'll hopefully talk about the food research tomorrow, Shara.
50:43I've been watching your video on Loop, and it's helping me a lot.
50:48On the Roku TV, it's helping me a lot.
50:54And I had it playing the whole time I was photographing all of those emails.
51:07I'm still listening to lion sounds.
51:10I'm still listening to rodent repellent.
51:13I'm still listening to the Chiron Ruckus.
51:16I'm listening to the spiritual Venn frequencies.
51:20I'm...
51:29I'm going to start talking about you, Shaya.
51:33So today, I have this...
51:35This is one of the notebooks.
51:37Listen, Shaya.
51:39This is one of the notebooks with the food recipe titles.
51:45So I have, like, so many of these notebooks with recipe titles.
51:50But I'm going through these, collecting all of the food items that can be pantry items,
51:58or a way to serve it without using the stove, fridge, or freezer.
52:03And I'm putting that in this list.
52:08No cook, no stove, no freezer.
52:12Groceries and meals.
52:18Because when you get here, Shaya, I don't think we're going to really want to move the fridge.
52:25The outlets over here might not have enough electrical power to power a fridge.
52:31And in regards to a mini fridge, there's no place for a mini fridge in here.
52:36And I think it's kind of gross putting a fridge near a bed.
52:42So we're going to...
52:49I'm going to make sure that I have the grocery list ready for us, Shaya,
52:54so we can eat well without a fridge and freezer.
53:00So I've been taking my supplements these past few days.
53:05I've been drinking more green tea. This is green tea.
53:14I know some of these videos, Shaya, are getting kind of boring with me clicking and not speaking
53:21while I'm trying to find the images.
53:26I did write a couple of things about what the pen told me about you last night,
53:30and I don't know why I didn't read it.
53:37There was...
53:55I knew for sure I used the pendulum.
53:59Oh, you're happy because...
54:03We're going to get justice. This should be justice and karma occurring.
54:09And we're not going to spend the rest of our life having to get revenge.
54:15God's going to take care of it.
54:18We've already had 38 years of our lives stolen from us, so...
54:26And you're liking the video, Shaya.
54:30You're getting... We're both clearing our trauma from the videos.
55:00So now I'm going to talk about you, Shaya.
55:30We were supposed to be together from around 20 years old.
55:50I can't wait, Shaya, to celebrate you every single day.
56:01And God, please find me the words to talk to Shaya.
56:05And please, God, protect Shaya today.
56:10And over the next 48 hours, please protect Shaya and me.
56:19God, please protect Shaya and Lucifer over the next 48 hours.
56:32God was a word God was taking from me my entire life.
56:37It's only been this past week I can actually say the word God
56:42without being attached to a fake thing.
57:00I've been so tortured, Shaya, but we've both been hanging on.
57:04So, Shaya, just please hang on.
57:07I did get tortured today, though, Shaya, just so you know.
57:12And I never will really relax, Shaya, until I'm with you.
57:22I do get relaxed, though, when I look at your video.
57:30I do miss the telepathic connection where it really was more like obvious that you were in my body.
57:53And I think we're both kind of not doing well right now, so we can't even notice it.
58:12So I'm going to go read the Quran today because I didn't yesterday.
58:18And I'm really happy that telepathic support told me that you needed me to know that we're going to have a long life together.
58:40And that makes me so happy, Shaya.
58:47So I'm going to...
59:01And, Shaya, you're my ocean angel.
59:06You're my ocean angel, Shaya.
59:17So I'm going to talk to you, Shaya, tomorrow.
59:37I love you, Shaya. Thank you, everybody, for watching.
59:40Thank you so much, Shaya, for watching.