Ikitoshi Ikerumono (2024) English SUB | Japanese Drama
"This work presents a compelling human drama focusing on two individuals: a doctor grappling with life's challenges and a patient with a terminal diagnosis. As they travel through different settings, they relentlessly pursue the answer to the timeless question of why people live and what they leave behind."
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00:04:22Kokuchi's da
00:04:24Yo, man, Sanka gets
00:04:27Yeah, what could I go to
00:04:32Oh my not gonna cut you on a job
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00:04:42Come on someone you're missing cooked it through here. I don't discuss
00:04:56Let us know it's kind of aでした
00:05:00You know, I don't know that's come
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00:05:05Mama, I guess I'll get it
00:05:08This man
00:05:13Konnichiwa
00:05:16I got it
00:05:22Yeah
00:05:27Shit
00:05:48Crossword puzzle
00:05:50Yeah.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:54Chia and...
00:05:56Chia and...
00:05:58GP.
00:06:00Chia and...
00:06:02GP.
00:06:08That's not it.
00:06:21Hello.
00:06:26How are you, Naruse-san?
00:06:28Knock before you come in.
00:06:30It's the curtain.
00:06:36You're finally here, Mr. Boya.
00:06:39Mr. Boya.
00:06:41Please stop.
00:06:43It's just a joke, so it's not a big deal.
00:06:48I can't stop the pain yet.
00:06:50It's been two hours since I dropped it.
00:06:53Then...
00:06:55I'll have to buy medicine.
00:06:57This pain is like a stone in the night.
00:07:04Doctor.
00:07:06It hurts, so I can't help it.
00:07:09Yes.
00:07:11When it doesn't,
00:07:14I just look at the ceiling.
00:07:17Yes.
00:07:19What am I living for?
00:07:24Doctor.
00:07:27Have you ever looked at the ceiling and spent a day?
00:07:31Yes.
00:07:33What?
00:07:35What kind of day is a patient who can't move from the bed having?
00:07:41I spent 24 hours lying on the sofa on my day off.
00:07:46I didn't change my posture.
00:07:48What did you do?
00:07:50I put on paper underwear.
00:07:52Really?
00:07:53It's true.
00:07:55I can't open the color, so I put vitamin jelly next to it.
00:08:01This is hard.
00:08:05To be honest.
00:08:10You're amazing, doctor.
00:08:12I'm bored.
00:08:18Doctor.
00:08:21I've been sentenced to four years in prison.
00:08:24Yes.
00:08:25I heard it from the director.
00:08:28I hope he won't kill me.
00:08:32Yes.
00:08:35It's been years since I had a liver transplant.
00:08:41I have a lot of opium and antibiotics.
00:08:46There's no point in living just because it's painful.
00:08:53I'm afraid it's going to get worse.
00:08:58I'm scared.
00:09:01I want to die.
00:09:09It's okay.
00:09:14I can handle it.
00:09:22Really?
00:09:24Yes.
00:09:26I'm G7.
00:09:30Since I came to the hospital,
00:09:33I've been told,
00:09:35I don't want to live.
00:09:38I don't want to die.
00:09:40I'm the seventh.
00:09:42I can't move.
00:09:44I can't sleep.
00:09:47Some people are killed by pain.
00:09:52I can live with potassium for five minutes.
00:09:56If you apply Propofol first,
00:09:59you can sleep.
00:10:07Do you get potassium right away?
00:10:13Not right away, but I get it.
00:10:16I put it in my medicine.
00:10:26I'm going to sleep.
00:10:56I don't know why.
00:10:58But...
00:11:00Why don't you go?
00:11:03Why don't you go before you die?
00:11:14Why don't you go before you die?
00:11:26It's 115 to 75.
00:11:31Why don't you go before you die?
00:11:34My father told me to go before I die.
00:11:38He told me to go before I die.
00:11:41He's young.
00:11:4398.
00:11:45Thank you.
00:11:47My father...
00:11:51It's Dr. Sakura.
00:11:53I call it the eternal medicine.
00:11:58Do you like it?
00:12:00What?
00:12:02I crushed it.
00:12:04Don't say that.
00:12:06It's a forbidden love.
00:12:10I want to do it until I die.
00:12:13I want to do a quadruple jump.
00:12:16Like a honey wrestler.
00:12:18There's nothing.
00:12:20There's nothing.
00:12:25But I'm scared.
00:12:31I'm kidding. Don't look at me like that.
00:12:36How are you?
00:12:43It's a handshake.
00:12:45You watch too many stupid movies.
00:12:49You can save your husband from drowning.
00:12:53You can get married.
00:12:56I was going to do it from the top.
00:13:05It's not about the security here.
00:13:08What?
00:13:10The hospital is decorated.
00:13:15I can't move.
00:13:18I can't open the window.
00:13:21I'll be in trouble if I jump.
00:13:24Don't say that.
00:13:26I can't breathe.
00:13:29I can't breathe.
00:13:36I want to breathe.
00:13:44I want to breathe.
00:13:48Hold on tight.
00:13:54Hold on tight.
00:13:56You'll get caught.
00:13:58Wait.
00:14:00It's dangerous.
00:14:02Go.
00:14:14It's dangerous.
00:14:38It's dangerous.
00:14:44It feels good.
00:15:14It's dangerous.
00:15:16It's dangerous.
00:15:41It's dangerous.
00:15:47It's dangerous.
00:15:49It's dangerous.
00:15:51Go.
00:16:16It's dangerous.
00:16:18It's dangerous.
00:16:38Are you okay?
00:16:40My legs are cramping.
00:16:44I'm relieved.
00:16:55Are you okay?
00:17:00Go ahead.
00:17:04It's hot.
00:17:06It's been a while since I ate something hot.
00:17:14It's good.
00:17:18It's good.
00:17:22The food is alive.
00:17:28I can't say that the hospital staff is dead.
00:17:31But I'm sad.
00:17:37It's hot.
00:17:40Be careful.
00:17:44Mr. Naruse is temporarily out of work.
00:17:47Mr. Sakura is self-employed.
00:17:50No, I still have a job.
00:17:54I'm going to the chairman's office to take a leave of absence.
00:18:00He's going to the mental clinic, right?
00:18:05He hasn't been there since that happened.
00:18:09Are you two traveling now?
00:18:12Yes.
00:18:15This was sent to me.
00:18:27It looks fun.
00:18:42I'm not in heaven.
00:18:44I'm not in heaven.
00:18:47It's dangerous.
00:18:49It's dangerous.
00:18:51It's dangerous.
00:18:53It's dangerous.
00:18:55It's dangerous.
00:19:07Let me hear your true voice.
00:19:10It's dangerous.
00:19:18I didn't know there was such a thing.
00:19:20It's fun, isn't it?
00:19:26It looks like the fire is about to go out.
00:19:32It looks like it's going to go out.
00:19:36It's burning again.
00:19:46It looks like it's trying to live.
00:19:56Is it because death is near?
00:20:00No.
00:20:02It's because you're trying to live, isn't it?
00:20:09You're good at saying things.
00:20:11You're trying to wrap me up in that.
00:20:14Mr. Natsu got a platinum card.
00:20:18It's me.
00:20:20I'm an expert.
00:20:23You're an expert?
00:20:25You're heartless.
00:20:27I'm heartless?
00:20:30What's a boy?
00:20:32You look cute.
00:20:34You're a boy, aren't you?
00:20:36Mr. Boy.
00:20:39Mr. Masu.
00:20:42Yagamushi.
00:20:50Ms. Kanna.
00:20:51Yes.
00:20:53I saw it then.
00:20:57Yes.
00:21:12I think it was potassium.
00:21:19Mr. Yoshioka.
00:21:22Shut up.
00:21:28I'm going to take a picture.
00:21:35What's that?
00:21:37Don't worry about it.
00:21:39The sausage was delicious.
00:21:43It was the best thing I've ever eaten.
00:21:47When I was in college, I was camping.
00:21:50The sausage was grilled over charcoal in the airy nature.
00:21:55It's youth.
00:22:00I haven't decided where I want to go yet.
00:22:03Can I stay here for a while?
00:22:05Yes.
00:22:06Did you like it here?
00:22:08Yes.
00:22:10I liked it.
00:22:15But...
00:22:17I'm a little scared.
00:22:20What?
00:22:22I've been in and out of the hospital for years.
00:22:27I've been in and out of the hospital for a long time.
00:22:31Of course I'm happy to be discharged.
00:22:34But...
00:22:36I'm sad that I don't have a nurse's call.
00:22:41I see.
00:22:44I'm afraid this isn't a hospital.
00:22:52Why?
00:22:53I don't want to go back.
00:22:56What?
00:23:00I've become a coward.
00:23:11Two calium-20 cc.
00:23:14Yes.
00:23:19Cherry blossoms.
00:23:22I don't have enough calium.
00:23:25I dropped it.
00:23:27I gave a report of damage.
00:23:30I gave a report of damage to the nurse.
00:23:32I managed to deceive her.
00:23:36I see.
00:23:39I understand.
00:23:43I understand, so don't say anything.
00:23:48Don't make a fuss.
00:23:50Yes.
00:23:54I understand.
00:23:58Don't say anything.
00:24:00I understand.
00:24:16You're going to Switzerland, aren't you?
00:24:21What?
00:24:24To settle down.
00:24:27It's getting more and more recognized in other countries.
00:24:32Even if you can't see your wife, you can accept her.
00:24:39I see.
00:24:43The doctor in Switzerland will judge you.
00:24:50Thank you.
00:24:52Let's eat.
00:24:54Let's eat.
00:25:00There are some rules.
00:25:04The doctor will judge you.
00:25:08It's strange.
00:25:11If he says I can settle down, I'll be relieved.
00:25:16But I'm a little shocked.
00:25:21Why?
00:25:23Am I that bad?
00:25:31I understand.
00:25:34I see.
00:25:36Do you understand?
00:25:41I wanted to die.
00:25:44It's not over yet.
00:25:46I have to work hard.
00:25:48I want people to say that.
00:25:57It looks delicious.
00:25:59Don't overdo it.
00:26:04Let's eat.
00:26:15This is the first medicine.
00:26:19This is the second medicine.
00:26:23The first medicine will make you feel better.
00:26:27The second medicine will make you feel better.
00:26:31This is the third medicine.
00:26:35This is the fourth medicine.
00:26:39This is the fifth medicine.
00:26:41This is the sixth medicine.
00:26:45I'm scared.
00:26:47I want to die.
00:26:51You can die whenever you want.
00:26:54I'm relieved.
00:26:57I can choose to live or die.
00:27:00If I have the right to live, I have the right to die.
00:27:05It's my duty to live.
00:27:12I can't eat in the back of the hospital.
00:27:17I'm full of wounds.
00:27:20I can't get up.
00:27:24I want to die.
00:27:27I want to die.
00:27:30That's my will.
00:27:34Yes.
00:27:38Doctors want to save lives.
00:27:42But I think it's abuse.
00:27:51Since the birth of Mr. Nares, the average life expectancy has increased.
00:27:58But did it really make people happy?
00:28:08Well, I don't care.
00:28:13I can rely on magic medicine or leave it to nature.
00:28:19But Mr. Nares is a novelist.
00:28:22Not anymore.
00:28:24Isn't it because he's a novelist that his work will survive?
00:28:28Whether his work survives or not, death is inevitable.
00:28:34It's overwhelming to be born.
00:28:42Can I touch you?
00:28:46It's proof that I'm alive that I can touch you.
00:28:51If I die, I won't be able to touch you.
00:28:57Mr. Nares.
00:28:59I don't care if you're an old man.
00:29:02There's no future.
00:29:05This is the only way.
00:29:16What are you doing? It's disgusting.
00:29:26The human body is warm.
00:29:34I'm alive.
00:29:37I'm alive, too.
00:29:45I'm alive.
00:29:55What is he doing?
00:30:02What are you doing, Sakura?
00:30:05Hey, Sakura.
00:30:15Sakura.
00:30:24Sakura.
00:30:26Sakura.
00:30:45Sakura.
00:30:51It's amazing.
00:30:54It's amazing.
00:31:10The coffee Mr. Nares made is the best.
00:31:16I wonder if it's good.
00:31:18It's good.
00:31:25I wonder why it's you.
00:31:28What are you talking about?
00:31:30You're not a beautiful woman.
00:31:32This is the last trip of my life.
00:31:34Don't say that.
00:31:36I'll go home if you say that.
00:31:38Don't be mean.
00:31:39It's a joke.
00:31:46This world is beautiful.
00:31:49This world is beautiful.
00:31:54It's beautiful.
00:31:58Is it filtered?
00:32:01No.
00:32:02This world is beautiful.
00:32:08This sky.
00:32:11The clouds.
00:32:13The smell.
00:32:16This world is beautiful, isn't it?
00:32:18Yes.
00:32:20If I die, I won't be here anymore.
00:32:23That's true.
00:32:25I wonder if I'll go to this world after I die.
00:32:29What?
00:32:30I want to go back to my life.
00:32:34I want to touch the memories in my head.
00:32:46I want to touch the memories in my head.
00:33:08Where is your hometown?
00:33:12It's farther and farther away.
00:33:43I'm home.
00:33:57I think it was around here.
00:34:01It's changed.
00:34:04It was a bookstore, but it's a karaoke.
00:34:07Don't you know where your house was?
00:34:10I had a big house.
00:34:13It's a brewery that continues from Meiji.
00:34:17It's a small town with a lot of land.
00:34:21It was my land.
00:34:24It's been cleared up and it's gone.
00:34:27I'm home.
00:34:32I'm home.
00:34:57I'm home.
00:35:01Are you a junior high school student?
00:35:04It's changed a lot.
00:35:06That's a long time ago.
00:35:09Hello.
00:35:12I'm a senior here.
00:35:15Really?
00:35:17Good luck.
00:35:18Thank you.
00:35:27I'm home.
00:35:35I'll carry it for you.
00:35:37Thank you.
00:35:41Hello.
00:35:43Welcome.
00:35:45The stars are beautiful.
00:35:49It's a nice place.
00:35:52There's a bar counter.
00:35:56Are you okay?
00:36:06Wait a little longer.
00:36:10It's 5 o'clock.
00:36:13You have to wait 3 hours.
00:36:18It's a long time.
00:36:22I'm in pain.
00:36:29I don't know how much you're in pain.
00:36:33I'll go with you.
00:36:35Why?
00:36:37I'm free.
00:36:39That's good.
00:36:41My time is your free time.
00:36:51You can say whatever you want.
00:36:53Don't say that.
00:36:56That's right.
00:37:06I can't eat natto.
00:37:10What's that?
00:37:12I thought I'd feel better if I said something.
00:37:21I'm sorry.
00:37:40It's 8 o'clock.
00:37:42I put in Sosegon and Atarax.
00:37:46I customized it.
00:37:48It's like Starbucks.
00:37:50It's good.
00:37:57Did you see it?
00:38:00How do you know?
00:38:02You're losing your shoulder strength.
00:38:09Customized.
00:38:11Success.
00:38:13I'm sorry.
00:38:19If you're okay tomorrow, let's go to the high school.
00:38:24The high school you went to.
00:38:28Is there a high school?
00:38:31I checked.
00:38:33It was abandoned three years ago.
00:38:36The building is still there.
00:38:43Let's go.
00:38:51Five times.
00:38:53Five times.
00:38:59It's dangerous.
00:39:01Come on.
00:39:07Wait a minute.
00:39:09That's too much.
00:39:11Come here.
00:39:20I like the ceiling in the sky.
00:39:24The ceiling in the sky?
00:39:26I'm tired of looking at the hospital ceiling.
00:39:29When I'm carried by a stretcher, the white ceiling follows me.
00:39:35By the way, are you okay at home?
00:39:40What?
00:39:42You're going on a trip with me.
00:39:46I'm not okay.
00:39:54Let's talk about your youth.
00:40:00I'm a soccer player.
00:40:04I went to a good place in the inter high school.
00:40:06I'm a rival of Kazushi Kimura.
00:40:09Really?
00:40:13You're very serious.
00:40:16It's a lie.
00:40:26Is it a lie that you were rich?
00:40:32Well...
00:40:40I thought my life was over.
00:40:45I didn't care what was true and what was a lie.
00:40:49I thought it would be nice to have a life like this.
00:40:53I see.
00:40:55I'm really...
00:40:58I was crushed by a small liquor store.
00:41:00I was helped in junior high school and high school.
00:41:03I had nothing.
00:41:07I wanted to play soccer.
00:41:10There he is.
00:41:15Hello.
00:41:16Welcome.
00:41:17Welcome.
00:41:18Hello.
00:41:20What's going on?
00:41:22I got a call from him.
00:41:24I called him because I was worried about him.
00:41:30It's nice.
00:41:33Beer?
00:41:35Beer.
00:41:37Here you are.
00:41:38Me, too.
00:41:39Here you are.
00:41:40Three beers.
00:41:41Three beers.
00:41:54It's good.
00:41:56I couldn't answer the phone.
00:41:59I was worried about him.
00:42:03But I didn't think we would travel this far.
00:42:09You talk about everything.
00:42:12It's a journey of life.
00:42:14A journey of life?
00:42:16Yes.
00:42:18When I think of death, I don't care about the order of death.
00:42:22When I was 18 and when I was 45, I felt the same way.
00:42:27I remember everything.
00:42:30I remember today and tomorrow.
00:42:34It's sad.
00:42:36I got everything I wanted.
00:42:42I became a writer.
00:42:44I won an award.
00:42:45I made a lot of money.
00:42:47I'm not rich now.
00:42:52As far as I know,
00:42:55I have no memories of my youth.
00:42:58That's my regret.
00:43:01Memories of my youth.
00:43:12What is it?
00:43:15Nothing.
00:43:22Is that you, Narusa?
00:43:30Yes.
00:43:52I'm going to die.
00:43:54Did you drink too much?
00:43:58I have a good medicine.
00:44:01Let's take it.
00:44:04Yes.
00:44:18Don't tell Nakano.
00:44:22What?
00:44:24Don't tell Yuri.
00:44:27Your high school classmate?
00:44:29Did you like her?
00:44:32No, I didn't.
00:44:42I brought you some medicine.
00:44:45Do you want to drink it?
00:44:46No.
00:44:47Drink it.
00:44:48Yes.
00:44:57I don't want to die.
00:45:03I don't want to die.
00:45:10You call me teacher only at times like this.
00:45:15I feel like you'll do something if I call you teacher.
00:45:21I have to do something, too.
00:45:27I don't want to die.
00:45:31I don't want to live.
00:45:34It's strange.
00:45:37That's human nature.
00:45:42It's all made up.
00:45:45Like in movies.
00:45:48What?
00:45:51I'm a writer.
00:45:54I know.
00:45:57A story is beautiful.
00:46:00That's why it's beautiful.
00:46:10You can't talk about death.
00:46:13You'll die.
00:46:16That's why...
00:46:20Everyone talks about death.
00:46:24Isn't it beautiful?
00:46:28Maybe.
00:46:30I don't know.
00:46:33I don't know how you feel.
00:46:37When I watch a movie...
00:46:40at the end, time flies.
00:46:43Like Mt. Fuji.
00:46:46It's the end.
00:46:52I'm afraid of death.
00:46:55There's only 5 seconds to suffer pain.
00:47:00If I die, it's the next scene.
00:47:05That's a long time.
00:47:11It's as long as death.
00:47:15I feel it infinitely.
00:47:28One hour of love is a thousand years of loneliness.
00:47:36What's that?
00:47:39My mother was singing.
00:47:45I know that.
00:47:48Yumin.
00:47:56I laugh when I'm in pain.
00:48:02I laugh when I'm scared.
00:48:06I forget for a moment.
00:48:11Yes.
00:48:17There are many moments.
00:48:23Life is a collection of those moments.
00:48:42Here you are.
00:48:44Thank you.
00:48:46It looks delicious.
00:48:51I see.
00:48:55I didn't know you were sick.
00:48:59I was supposed to come with you.
00:49:02But I'm not feeling well.
00:49:11Are you going to the hospital?
00:49:16I'll be back tomorrow morning.
00:49:20Are you going on a trip?
00:49:22No.
00:49:27I used to be a librarian.
00:49:31I see.
00:49:42Here you are.
00:49:44Thank you.
00:49:53You like books.
00:49:57I'm writing a book.
00:50:03By yourself?
00:50:06Yes.
00:50:10Can you read it for me?
00:50:18Of course.
00:50:21I'm glad.
00:50:25I couldn't do it.
00:50:28I talked a lot.
00:50:32I have a favor to ask you.
00:50:36It's a memory of my youth.
00:50:42What?
00:51:04What are you looking for?
00:51:08What did you bring?
00:51:17This.
00:51:20Did your boss tell you?
00:51:24No.
00:51:26I brought it for myself.
00:51:31Can you leave it here?
00:51:39It's a memento of me and him.
00:51:43A memento?
00:51:46That's why I live like this.
00:51:52I can continue my journey.
00:51:57Do you know how I feel?
00:52:03I'm overwhelmed by fear.
00:52:08Don't take it away from me.
00:52:26I didn't see it.
00:52:29Excuse me.
00:52:59It's cold.
00:53:01It's cold.
00:53:04It's cold.
00:53:28It's cold.
00:53:31Yes.
00:53:39What are you doing here?
00:53:53Nothing.
00:53:56Nothing.
00:54:01Well...
00:54:04I don't know what to say.
00:54:08What?
00:54:10I heard you and Naruse talking the other day.
00:54:17I thought...
00:54:21What?
00:54:24I wanted to help, but I couldn't.
00:54:29I thought people just talked to each other.
00:54:37I felt like a child.
00:54:44What?
00:54:47We...
00:54:50I'm sorry.
00:54:53We're human before we're doctors.
00:55:04We're human.
00:55:08Doctors and patients are all humans.
00:55:21I'm sorry.
00:55:42Naruse!
00:55:50What are you doing?
00:55:53What?
00:56:03Naruse!
00:56:11Let's go.
00:56:20Let's go.
00:56:27The music room.
00:56:29Do you remember?
00:56:38I remember.
00:56:40Behind this door...
00:56:44There it is!
00:56:49We played a prank on him.
00:56:58Here.
00:57:01Here.
00:57:08Here.
00:57:13Here.
00:57:22I'm embarrassed.
00:57:28I heard fireworks.
00:57:36Everyone...
00:57:39Everyone forgets.
00:57:43When I die...
00:57:46You forgot.
00:57:49You just remembered.
00:57:52I don't care if I remember.
00:57:55I don't care if I don't remember.
00:57:59Why are you in the music room?
00:58:02You're 22,000 years old.
00:58:07It's normal to forget.
00:58:12But it's so important.
00:58:15People forget their past.
00:58:21Maybe they're disbanded.
00:58:24Maybe they're living a better life than they think.
00:58:29That's good.
00:58:32But people don't die so easily.
00:58:38Some people die tomorrow.
00:58:43That's true.
00:58:45But that's one way to die.
00:58:55I found a good place.
00:59:01A picnic.
00:59:04A picnic on the roof.
00:59:07It's a picnic.
00:59:10That's great.
00:59:12I like fireworks.
00:59:18I'll go this way.
00:59:21What?
00:59:23I'll go this way.
00:59:29Whatever.
00:59:33What's this?
00:59:35Is this okay?
00:59:37Yes.
00:59:50You haven't changed.
00:59:53You haven't changed.
00:59:57How should I put it?
01:00:00Your way of laughing.
01:00:04Did winter fireworks start a long time ago?
01:00:08I think it started seven years ago.
01:00:11Maybe for tourism.
01:00:19Mom, I'm thirsty.
01:00:21Hurry up.
01:00:23Okay.
01:00:25Look at that.
01:00:27Fireworks.
01:00:30Come here.
01:00:41I got it.
01:01:00It's gone.
01:01:10I'm glad you came.
01:01:13I didn't think you'd be here.
01:01:17I went to the city after I got married.
01:01:21I came back.
01:01:24How many years has it been?
01:01:29Do you have kids?
01:01:31I can't.
01:01:34I think...
01:01:37it's because of the divorce.
01:01:42The shape of a heart.
01:01:45There are so many kinds.
01:01:48Really?
01:01:50Yes.
01:01:52Hey.
01:01:54You didn't show me...
01:01:57what you drew in high school.
01:02:03I drew a heart.
01:02:06I drew a heart.
01:02:09I drew a heart.
01:02:15Did you finish the novel?
01:02:17Not yet.
01:02:19Not yet?
01:02:20I'm almost done.
01:02:34Good luck.
01:02:39You didn't finish it?
01:02:44But I read it...
01:02:46after you became a professional.
01:02:51You're a great novelist.
01:02:59Norise?
01:03:01Norise?
01:03:04Norise?
01:03:09Where?
01:03:10Here.
01:03:12A little more.
01:03:15A little more.
01:03:17Did you just push me?
01:03:19Yes.
01:03:25I loved you.
01:03:30Really?
01:03:39Me too.
01:03:44I couldn't say I loved you...
01:03:47because I wasn't sure.
01:03:50Norise?
01:03:58Norise?
01:04:00She's talking.
01:04:02She's definitely talking.
01:04:06Norise!
01:04:07Are you okay?
01:04:10Are you okay?
01:04:19Norise, that's not right.
01:04:31I'm giving you a sedative.
01:04:34You'll feel better soon.
01:04:38Um...
01:04:40Yes?
01:04:45Um...
01:04:47Yes?
01:04:54You're stupid.
01:04:59I'm sorry.
01:05:01But you have to be with me.
01:05:03No, I'll be fine.
01:05:06If you need anything, call me.
01:05:09I'm going out for a smoke.
01:05:12I have to smoke.
01:05:13I have work to do.
01:05:25Norise?
01:05:27Yes?
01:05:29It's not like that.
01:05:33I didn't say it because I was going to die.
01:05:35I said I loved you.
01:05:38Don't say you were going to die.
01:05:41I'm sorry.
01:05:44I know, but...
01:05:51Can I touch your face?
01:05:56No.
01:05:58Does it hurt?
01:05:59I don't want to touch your face.
01:06:07Bye.
01:06:29Bye.
01:06:52I did something I couldn't do before.
01:06:57I'm not a high school student anymore.
01:07:03I'm not young anymore.
01:07:06I'm sorry.
01:07:11Stupid.
01:07:27Yes?
01:07:30Are you alive?
01:07:33Yes, I'm alive.
01:07:36I've broken the curse.
01:07:39You're coming back.
01:07:42I'm not coming back.
01:07:45I believe in you.
01:07:49What do you mean by that?
01:07:53Are you going to force the patient to live?
01:08:04I...
01:08:07I...
01:08:10I can't believe that the last three months of Makigan's mother's life...
01:08:14were necessary for her life.
01:08:18It's time for medical attention.
01:08:22What did she do in those three months?
01:08:26She just suffered.
01:08:28The doctor didn't do anything.
01:08:37Humans are very greedy when it comes to giving birth.
01:08:43If you treat the baby,
01:08:46if you freeze the baby,
01:08:49you'll have a life.
01:08:52You'll be free to do anything.
01:08:57But...
01:09:00why do you let her die?
01:09:03You're just ignoring her.
01:09:08Giving birth is more fun.
01:09:13Can I kill her?
01:09:17Listen, Sakura.
01:09:19The doctor's job is to save people's lives.
01:09:24I don't care.
01:09:26I want to save people's lives.
01:09:29Is that why you brought the potassium?
01:09:32Are you a god?
01:09:34Do you have the right to save and kill people?
01:09:40No one has the right.
01:09:43But there's no god.
01:09:47Because there's no god,
01:09:50I have to do it.
01:09:56Sakura.
01:09:59Don't be so stubborn.
01:10:03Don't be so kind.
01:10:07I'm worried about you.
01:10:19Excuse me.
01:10:22Naruse is...
01:10:24I'll be right there.
01:10:27I'll be right there.
01:10:36It's okay. She's alive.
01:10:39Medicine can make you sleepy.
01:10:41I see.
01:10:47I see.
01:10:58Thank you.
01:11:03Are you coming tomorrow?
01:11:10I'm not coming.
01:11:13I'll be the last one.
01:11:16You?
01:11:21I want to keep it clean.
01:11:25I want to be the last one.
01:11:30I don't want to show my weak side.
01:11:35That's who I am.
01:11:41Bye.
01:11:46Be careful.
01:11:47Thank you.
01:11:55Bye.
01:12:11Hey.
01:12:14Let me go.
01:12:16Please.
01:12:18What?
01:12:19Enough.
01:12:22I've had enough.
01:12:28I went on a trip with you.
01:12:33I made memories with you.
01:12:38I want to die.
01:12:52I want to die.
01:13:03I understand.
01:13:23I don't want to die.
01:13:34I don't want to die.
01:13:40I don't want to lose you.
01:13:45What?
01:13:47I want to talk to you tomorrow.
01:13:50I want to see your smile.
01:13:53I don't care if you don't laugh.
01:13:55I don't care if you sleep.
01:13:58I don't want to lose you in this world.
01:14:03What are you talking about?
01:14:06That's your ego.
01:14:10Like you always say,
01:14:13you're a coward.
01:14:16You're like a family member who lets a patient die for nothing.
01:14:21I don't care about your ego.
01:14:24I don't want to lose you.
01:14:29I love you.
01:14:34It's disgusting.
01:14:44It hurts.
01:14:49Why?
01:14:51Why do you always prioritize the feelings of the dead?
01:14:56I have feelings, too.
01:14:59Do you have feelings for the ones who are left behind?
01:15:02It's my illness.
01:15:04It's my life.
01:15:06It's my life.
01:15:08But...
01:15:12But...
01:15:17For example,
01:15:20can you live for me?
01:15:26At least until tomorrow.
01:15:39It hurts.
01:15:49I can't help it.
01:15:57If you say that,
01:16:00I know where I'm going.
01:16:03I'm going to suffer anyway.
01:16:08I'll do my best for a day.
01:16:17When tomorrow comes,
01:16:19your mood will change.
01:16:21Shut up!
01:16:23It hurts.
01:16:27It hasn't been three hours yet.
01:16:30It hurts.
01:16:40You're right.
01:16:45People don't live for themselves.
01:16:50They live for others.
01:16:55You can't live for yourself.
01:17:00Right?
01:17:10I can't sleep well after that.
01:17:16I can't sleep well after that.
01:17:21I can't sleep well after that.
01:17:26I can't sleep well after that.
01:17:31I can't sleep well after that.
01:17:36I can't sleep well after that.
01:17:41I can't sleep well after that.
01:17:48I want to see the sea again.
01:17:53I'm sorry.
01:18:10Oh.
01:18:17A bird in the sea.
01:18:20Dad!
01:18:23What?
01:18:24Look!
01:18:26Oh.
01:18:28Wait, wait.
01:18:31Don't go behind me.
01:18:34I'm not going, I'm not going.
01:18:43I got it!
01:18:49Dad.
01:18:54I had a daughter.
01:18:57What?
01:18:59My wife died.
01:19:03I haven't seen her in years.
01:19:05I haven't seen my daughter in decades.
01:19:11Where is she?
01:19:19Oh.
01:19:25Oh.
01:19:27Oh.
01:19:38Old man.
01:19:40Let's go.
01:19:42Let's go here.
01:19:44You brought me here for this.
01:19:48This is your final destination, right?
01:19:52Miyagi Prefecture.
01:19:54Sendai City.
01:20:06Are you okay?
01:20:09I think I've gotten lighter.
01:20:11Is it your weight?
01:20:13No.
01:20:15It's the weight of my life.
01:20:29It should be around here.
01:20:42What?
01:20:45It's that.
01:20:47What?
01:20:48It's the earth.
01:21:03You look happy.
01:21:06That's enough.
01:21:08That's enough.
01:21:11Chihiro.
01:21:13Chihiro.
01:21:25I'm sorry.
01:21:27Old man, old man.
01:21:29Wait, wait, wait.
01:21:32What?
01:21:35Welcome.
01:21:38Thank you.
01:21:45My house is a mess.
01:21:49Then I'll go for a walk.
01:22:03Do you want something to drink?
01:22:08Then coffee.
01:22:10Sorry, one more coffee.
01:22:13Yes, sir.
01:22:25I'm getting old.
01:22:32I don't remember well.
01:22:38I see.
01:22:45You've grown up.
01:22:49I'm not growing up.
01:22:53I'm over 30 years old.
01:23:02You didn't come to your mother's funeral.
01:23:05I'm sorry.
01:23:07I'm almost 70 years old.
01:23:10I didn't know what to do.
01:23:13And I didn't know what to do after I died.
01:23:23Well, I'll apologize to my mother when I get there.
01:23:28What?
01:23:30I'll die soon.
01:23:38Thank you for waiting.
01:23:42Thank you.
01:23:46I forgot to write a letter to my parents.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:53It's a printed letter anyway.
01:24:00Are you getting married?
01:24:05No.
01:24:07I heard about it.
01:24:11My mother died.
01:24:13I got lonely and got married.
01:24:17I see.
01:24:22But I'm happy.
01:24:26I see.
01:24:34Well...
01:24:37My mother had a boyfriend.
01:24:45After my father died, I started a company.
01:24:52It was a small company.
01:24:55I see.
01:24:57That's great.
01:25:04My life turned upside down.
01:25:09What?
01:25:12I was happy.
01:25:15I thought about my mother and my father.
01:25:24So...
01:25:27I couldn't contact you before you died.
01:25:31I was worried about your boyfriend.
01:25:35I see.
01:25:37You loved him so much.
01:25:41I'm sorry for bothering you.
01:25:43It's dinner time.
01:25:45Yes.
01:25:48Well...
01:25:50I was thinking about writing a novel.
01:25:55So...
01:25:57I just thought about it.
01:26:02See you.
01:26:03See you.
01:26:11Dad.
01:26:13Take care.
01:26:15Yes.
01:26:17You too.
01:26:27Bye.
01:26:57Bye.
01:27:27Bye.
01:27:58I love you.
01:28:09I don't know what to do.
01:28:14I'm an amateur.
01:28:22I want to do it.
01:28:28It's hard.
01:28:30It's painful.
01:28:33Give me a break.
01:28:38The magic medicine.
01:28:41It's my turn.
01:28:48I understand.
01:28:52I'll do it.
01:28:58First...
01:29:00I'll turn on the propofol.
01:29:03Then...
01:29:05You'll feel better.
01:29:27Why are you in Japan?
01:29:34Are you...
01:29:37going to die?
01:29:46Are you going to die...
01:29:49after I die?
01:29:52Are you going to die...
01:29:55after I die?
01:30:02What do you think?
01:30:06Maybe...
01:30:09you didn't know...
01:30:11how painful it was.
01:30:15But...
01:30:17my heart ached all the time.
01:30:21My heart ached...
01:30:24because of that.
01:30:29Because you failed?
01:30:32I didn't fail.
01:30:37The nurses told me...
01:30:41that you...
01:30:45had a heart attack...
01:30:49during the operation.
01:30:53I'll do it.
01:31:10What are you doing?
01:31:13Hey, Sakura.
01:31:16I'll do it.
01:31:18I'll do it.
01:31:29Since then...
01:31:31I've lost my passion.
01:31:37And...
01:31:39I lost my wife.
01:31:43She...
01:31:45didn't like me.
01:31:47She liked me because I was a genius.
01:31:50I was a fool...
01:31:52and I didn't care about her.
01:31:58I found a man.
01:32:05That's...
01:32:08your past.
01:32:14You have a future.
01:32:21You have a future.
01:32:27Live.
01:32:30Live.
01:32:37The tomorrow you're going to leave...
01:32:41will be so painful...
01:32:44that you can't breathe.
01:32:51Live.
01:32:58Why?
01:33:01Why do you have to go?
01:33:04Tell me!
01:33:11You were born to live.
01:33:16You were born to live.
01:33:19Huh?
01:33:39I traveled through the past...
01:33:41and my heart moved.
01:33:45I lived in the present.
01:33:50I...
01:33:54died in the hospital...
01:33:59because I was fascinated by you.
01:34:04Let's go home.
01:34:08Until then...
01:34:10I'll live...
01:34:13and then...
01:34:15I'll die.
01:34:19I'm sorry.
01:34:49Oh.
01:35:09Excuse me.
01:35:15These are the documents for Tsukino and Akiyama.
01:35:18They'll be ready by the weekend.
01:35:20Oh.
01:35:23So...
01:35:24I'll continue to translate.
01:35:27Thank you.
01:35:30She hasn't changed a bit.
01:35:33For the past month...
01:35:35she's been dying.
01:35:41While she's awake...
01:35:43she's been suffering.
01:35:46Isn't it too soon?
01:35:48Is your family okay?
01:35:50You've been sued.
01:35:52You know, considering the hospital's risk...
01:35:55it's scary.
01:35:58The hospital's risk?
01:36:01Who's medical care is this for?
01:36:04Who's life is this for?
01:36:06Why can't you decide on your own death?
01:36:09Doctor.
01:36:10Doctor.
01:36:15Doctor.
01:36:16That won't solve anything.
01:36:19It's getting hot.
01:36:21Let's plan for the next conference.
01:36:24You're going to say that?
01:36:27Okay.
01:36:28I'm going to sleep over there.
01:36:30Sleep for two hours.
01:36:32I'm still tired.
01:36:34Open your mouth.
01:36:36Anyone can do it.
01:36:38You don't need any technique.
01:36:40It's true.
01:36:41It's the same to fix it.
01:36:43Huh?
01:36:46I think it's harder than the Batista operation.
01:36:50Huh?
01:36:52Not here.
01:36:54Here and here.
01:36:55The heart says it all.
01:36:57You guys can't do it.
01:36:59How are you, old man?
01:37:01I'm fine.
01:37:03I'm trying my best.
01:37:06I've been a nurse since then.
01:37:09I still don't know much about this field.
01:37:13But I want to protect the lives of patients.
01:37:16I want to give them a safe place to live.
01:37:20I want them to say,
01:37:22I can finally say goodbye to this world.
01:37:24No.
01:37:25I want them to say,
01:37:27this world wasn't bad either.
01:37:30Because this world isn't bad.
01:37:36The old man told me that.
01:37:42It was delicious.
01:37:44The sausage.
01:37:48Yes.
01:37:50When I died,
01:37:54nothing was left.
01:38:05I remember.
01:38:07I won't forget.
01:38:12Be a good doctor.
01:38:19I want to see you.
01:38:22Give me more happiness.
01:38:35Don't cry.
01:38:39Don't cry.
01:38:51You're a good doctor.
01:39:06Old man.
01:39:08Old man.
01:39:10A little more.
01:39:12Just a little more.
01:39:14I called Mr. Chihiro.
01:39:17Old man.
01:39:35Mr. Chihiro is here.
01:39:44Dad.
01:39:49Dad.
01:40:00Listen.
01:40:02There's someone I want to show you.
01:40:10My son.
01:40:12Kai.
01:40:16Old man.
01:40:22Look.
01:40:24He's your grandson.
01:40:27He's a boy.
01:40:30He likes stuffed animals.
01:40:35He has a rabbit that I cherished.
01:40:45He's an old man.
01:40:59Dad.
01:41:15The old man smiled at the end.
01:41:18He wasn't conscious, but he smiled.
01:41:22It was the best smile.
01:41:25It still burns in my heart.
01:41:30Yes.
01:41:32He looks healthy.
01:41:38I...
01:41:41As long as I live...
01:41:44I can't be happy.
01:41:51I've always been sick.
01:41:59I don't know what to do.
01:42:07Maybe.
01:42:13But...
01:42:15I may not be happy.
01:42:19But isn't there a moment when you're happy?
01:42:24Isn't there a moment when you laugh?
01:42:29Isn't there a moment when you feel good?
01:42:35Isn't there a moment when you think you did a good job?
01:42:41Mr. Chihiro.
01:42:45Is there a moment when you think you did a good job?
01:42:51Yes.
01:42:54Well...
01:42:57Is happiness the goal?
01:43:03When you're alive, you get lucky.
01:43:06It's like a reward.
01:43:08It's a pleasant breeze.
01:43:18I'm going to sleep a little.
01:43:24Ah...
01:43:27I'm going to sleep.
01:43:32Speaking of which,
01:43:34sleeping is also a moment of happiness.
01:43:39Did you hear that?
01:43:41Mr. Chihiro.
01:43:44Can I hold your hand?
01:43:49What?
01:43:51Well...
01:43:53If you don't mind.
01:44:06Like a son when he was a child.
01:44:13Like a husband who died a long time ago.
01:44:22Like a mother's hand that I held when I was a child.
01:44:35I hope it's such a wonderful hand.
01:44:39Mr. Chihiro.
01:44:47This is for you.
01:44:56Good tears.
01:45:00Yes.
01:45:09Thank you.
01:45:39Thank you.
01:46:09Thank you.
01:46:40Mr. Chihiro.
01:46:42I'm alive.
01:47:09Thank you.
01:47:11Thank you.
01:47:13Thank you.
01:47:15Thank you.
01:47:17Thank you.
01:47:19Thank you.
01:47:21Thank you.
01:47:23Thank you.
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