Georgia Jones interview / Podcast

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Georgia Jones interview / Podcast
Transcript
00:00:00I don't know why I did it like that, but maybe because I'm so excited to have Georgia Jones
00:00:29in the studio. Hi, Georgia. Hi, Holly. How are you? I'm very well, thank you. I would like you
00:00:36to know that I've had so many people request to have you on the podcast like for a long time,
00:00:41so I'm very glad you're here. Hell yeah. Yeah, people really want to talk to you.
00:00:45You need to put your mouth on that. Something I knew how to do. Watch.
00:00:52Yeah, and actually, I do a fan question portion exclusively for members of my Patreon,
00:00:58and I always ask people, I'm like, hey, send me your fan questions, and sometimes people don't
00:01:02send me any, and I got more fan questions for you than any other guest I've ever had. I was like,
00:01:08fuck, dude, this is a lot of questions. Fuck yeah. Do you really want to know all this about her?
00:01:14Probably not. So we might do some of them during this podcast, but most of them we will do
00:01:21in my second little additional exclusive podcast video on my Patreon.com slash Holly Randall
00:01:29unfiltered because you know this shit ain't free, people. The parking, especially here,
00:01:34is very expensive. Exactly. So how are you? I'm good. I'm really good. Tell me,
00:01:40how long have you been in the industry now? Because I feel like we've known each other
00:01:43for a while. A long ass time. It's 12 years this month. 12 years this month. I was 20 years
00:01:49in September. Hell yeah. I know, right? It's crazy. Time goes by so quick. So fast. Do you
00:01:55remember when you were a kid and you couldn't wait to grow up and your parents would be like,
00:02:00don't say that. Once you get older, time flies by, and you'd be like, shut up. You're just saying
00:02:04that, and it's so true. How is it already almost November? This year went by so quick. It's
00:02:11ridiculous. So quick. Actually, the past five years have gone by really quick, so I don't know.
00:02:16You know it's going to keep happening like that. It's going to be the holidays next year before I
00:02:21know it. I'm going to blink and it's going to be. Are you a holiday girl? Are you excited about the
00:02:24holidays coming up? Yes and no. I think when I was younger, I didn't really care for it much,
00:02:30but now that I'm older, I have my own traditions and stuff. Interesting. I'm not really much of
00:02:35a decorator. I don't really decorate my home or put up a tree or anything like that, but I do like
00:02:39the feel of the holidays. It's very romantic to me, so I kind of like that. Yeah. I love.
00:02:47Christmas is my big thing. Halloween, I'm like, meh, I don't really decorate my house. We're
00:02:51doing pumpkin carving tonight. Full disclosure, people, I tend to record my podcasts weeks,
00:02:56sometimes weeks before they come out, so by the time this comes out, it will be after Halloween,
00:03:00so people will be like, what is she talking about? But just so you know. Today is actually
00:03:04October 29th in real time, in our time. So yeah, we are doing pumpkin carving tonight,
00:03:11but otherwise, yeah, Christmas is my jam. I like Christmas. I get a tree. I have a whole set of
00:03:20ornaments. I have a set of blue and white and then gold and white, and I alternate them every year.
00:03:27I have a bunch that my mother saved for me from when I was a little girl, ones that I made
00:03:31at school and stuff. So they're all like, they say my name on them when I was like seven.
00:03:37That's awesome. That's awesome. I know I made those when I was a kid, but I don't have any
00:03:43more of them. I think they broke and stuff like that. My mom saves everything. That's
00:03:47total pack rat. She saves it all, and then when we're older, she sends it to us. Well,
00:03:51now you're grateful that she did. Very much so. When I was younger, I was like, throw that away.
00:03:56Yeah. It's just junk, but now I'm like, oh, it's really cool.
00:04:00I have little bears and stuff. I was so little. It was just a little thing.
00:04:06Where did you grow up here? Arkansas.
00:04:08Arkansas. What was that like?
00:04:11Hell. It was so fucking boring.
00:04:13Really?
00:04:14I'm repressed and depraved.
00:04:16Really?
00:04:16Just nothing. There's nothing there.
00:04:18So when did you come out to California?
00:04:1918.
00:04:20Okay. And is that when you started working in the adult industry?
00:04:22Yeah, I came out here to do porn.
00:04:24Okay. So tell us how that whole thing started.
00:04:26Well, let's see. The minute I turned 18, my 18th birthday, I went and got an application at a strip
00:04:32club. I knew that was going. I knew for years at that point. I was just waiting, biding time.
00:04:38Were you like a sexually charged youngster?
00:04:41Very much so. Just out of control. Completely out of control.
00:04:46So when that happened, that actually calmed me down quite a bit. I don't know.
00:04:51Because you were able to freely exercise your sexual tendencies. It's when you repress people
00:04:58and you don't allow them to be who they are. I think that's when the problem arises.
00:05:01That's absolutely the problem. I was 100% repressed. So I finally found an outlet for me to
00:05:08release and express my sexuality and also make money while doing it and support myself. I was
00:05:12fucking in love. I was like, this is my jam. I didn't ever even go out anywhere. I was literally
00:05:17working at the club every single night because I loved it so much.
00:05:20I was thinking about this the other day. I remember at one point in the first couple
00:05:24of months I was working there, my manager actually told me that he couldn't allow me
00:05:27to come in and work that night because I had worked every single night for two weeks straight.
00:05:30And he said legally he couldn't allow me in the club. I was like, what the hell? This is
00:05:34bullshit. I want to come in and work. Legally? That's interesting.
00:05:37Because I'd been there for 14 days straight or something. I had to take some time off.
00:05:42So I just went to their competitor down the street.
00:05:47Do you like dancing?
00:05:49I love dancing. Actually, I miss it sometimes. I mean, because I feature dance now, but I wish I
00:05:54could go under the radar sometimes. Just go to the club and be a regular dancer. I kind of miss
00:05:59that hustling lifestyle sometimes. It's a high. It's definitely a high.
00:06:03That's interesting because almost every girl I talked to who was a stripper hated the hustle.
00:06:08That was a part that they didn't like.
00:06:10I think it takes a certain person to really enjoy that. To be able to walk up to someone
00:06:15and hustle them out of their money. It's a fun thing. It's like a mindfuck on a whole other
00:06:22level. You're not just mentally fucking this person. You're also taking their money. And
00:06:26they know you're doing it while it's happening. That's the whole reason they came there in the
00:06:30first place. But let's not forget society says that you're the one who's exploited.
00:06:35Oh, yeah.
00:06:36Don't forget. Don't forget. You're the one being taken advantage of.
00:06:39Poor me.
00:06:40Poor you.
00:06:40Poor me. I'm serious. I say it all the time and people don't believe me. I'm
00:06:45such an entitled sex worker. I literally cannot do anything domestic for myself. I can't cook.
00:06:51I can't clean. I've been a sex worker my entire adult life, and I've just had it all handed to
00:06:55me. And yet, meanwhile, poor me, I need saving. Lots of saving. It's ridiculous.
00:07:00So it's kind of interesting because we were talking a little bit before the podcast started
00:07:06about how things in the industry have changed so much. And that was kind of actually one of
00:07:11the fan questions. Hold on. Let me pull it up.
00:07:14Because I want to give him credit for asking this question. Don Juan won.
00:07:22Oh, yes.
00:07:22Because there's multiple ones. You probably know who all these people are.
00:07:26Probably, yeah.
00:07:27He wants to know, after so many years in this business, how do you stay sane with all the
00:07:31changes going on? And we were just saying it has changed so much over the last 12 years.
00:07:36So you've seen the change. So tell me from your experience what it was like and what it's like
00:07:43now.
00:07:44When I first started, honestly, it's changed so much. But there's good and bad things about it,
00:07:52I guess. When I first started, you literally had to find people to hire you. You had to have been
00:07:58hired by people. You know what I mean? Social media was really just starting out. I mean,
00:08:04we had MySpace back then. Oh, shit. That dates me.
00:08:07MySpace.
00:08:09But we didn't really have a good platform for advertising for ourselves in order to be able
00:08:13to produce our own content. So you really had to work with producers and directors to get on set
00:08:18in order to make money. But there was also a lot more money going into. There's a lot more budget
00:08:24and different things like that. So there was more work that way. So now it's like you kind of,
00:08:30when you do it yourself, you have to work harder. But the payoff is better, I feel.
00:08:35Being able to work for myself is great. I mean, it's a lot. Don't get me wrong. It is a lot of
00:08:39work. It's a lot more work than just showing up and sitting in a makeup chair for an hour and then
00:08:43getting up and standing in front of a camera and watch runs repeat. It's way different. It's way
00:08:48more work, but I enjoy it. So I like doing that. I'm extremely independent. And I get a lot of
00:08:56self-worth out of it too, being able to do something for myself like that.
00:08:59Really?
00:09:00Yeah.
00:09:00So you think it kind of helps you with your self-esteem?
00:09:02Oh, 100%. 100%. When I can wake up in the morning, check all my stats and just keep pushing,
00:09:08keep myself motivated, it feels great.
00:09:11What platforms do you generally really hustle on?
00:09:15Well, Twitter is where I'm the most active on my Twitter.
00:09:19And that's at XOGeorgiaJones.
00:09:21Yeah, XOGeorgiaJones. And that's my same for my Instagram too, but Instagram's stupid.
00:09:26Well, they don't really like sex workers.
00:09:28At all.
00:09:30Don't get me started. I don't like Facebook is what it is.
00:09:34Yeah, Facebook is the same. I have my Facebook account deleted.
00:09:39It's funny because I was talking to somebody who works in mainstream. They're like,
00:09:41well, why don't you go on Instagram and then promote your site and then do the swipe up?
00:09:47I'm like, if I do the swipe up and directly link to a porn site, I'm like, they will delete me.
00:09:51Yeah, for sure.
00:09:51So I have to be so fucking careful.
00:09:55I had a post that was literally just a blank white sheet of paper. And on it, it said,
00:10:01fuck you, cunt. Just like written in blue ink. That was it. And I posted a picture of it and
00:10:06said, oh, someone wrote me a love letter is what I put in the caption. And they deleted it saying
00:10:10it was hate speech. I'm like, really? Like, I put it on my own like, whatever.
00:10:16Wow. I know. I've heard like girls say that like they get their pictures of their dogs deleted.
00:10:21Coffee mugs, pictures of coffee mugs. I'm not even kidding.
00:10:24Yeah.
00:10:24Yeah. Just stupid shit.
00:10:26Yeah. Do you think that it's people that are just constantly like reporting you? Like,
00:10:31do you have trolls that really attack you online?
00:10:33Constantly.
00:10:34And what kind of stuff do they say to you?
00:10:36Stupid shit. Stupid shit. Just retarded. Like, okay, because I'm constantly bitching about
00:10:43don't watch stolen porn because it's not free. And people will be like, that's why we watch
00:10:47porn. Like, actually, someone just said that to me earlier. That's why we watch porn is because
00:10:50it's free. And I was like, eating dirt is also free. Why don't you try that, honey? It's good
00:10:54for you. Just stupid shit.
00:10:57I think people really don't realize the fact that like,
00:11:02I think it's so easy to get away with just watching free porn. Because first of all,
00:11:06I think a lot of people don't want to join a website because they don't want their credit
00:11:08card connected to an adult site. They're afraid of some kind of exposure. And also too, they don't
00:11:13see like an inherent value in porn. So they don't believe that they should invest in it. But people
00:11:18use it all the time. And there's still so much shame around masturbation and around watching
00:11:24porn. And yeah, it's just like the perfect recipe for people wanting to consume a product,
00:11:31but not paying for it. And then thinking that somehow we're just going to make money in other
00:11:36ways. They absolutely think that. Yeah. And also, a big portion of them also still see us as
00:11:42like subhuman. So it's like, even if they see, a lot of people are ignorant to it. They don't
00:11:48understand that that content is being stolen from us. But then there's also a giant group of people
00:11:53that understand that and they just simply don't give a shit because they think that we're all
00:11:57whores. And so it doesn't matter. Right, right, right. That we should be stolen from. Right.
00:12:00Because we're dirty, I guess. Right. Or lame. I don't know. I'm like, I don't know. What's the...
00:12:06But the irony is, of course, that they are using your product to fulfill their own like pleasure
00:12:12seeking desires. They'll use the shit out of it and then turn around and like mock us and degrade
00:12:17us all the same while. Yeah. That's okay. I'm still laughing. What about... Now, you do have
00:12:25a lot of like hardcore fans, though, like people that really love you. Yes, yes. Why do you think
00:12:29that you have such a strong following? Do you think it's because you interact with them?
00:12:33Or do you think it's... I mean, you've always had like a very unique... I don't know. Like,
00:12:38sometimes it's hard for me to know why some girls have such a strong fan base and other girls don't.
00:12:45Not saying that you don't deserve it because, of course, you do. You're beautiful and you're a
00:12:47great performer and all of these things. But sometimes other beautiful, great performers
00:12:51will also... But they won't get like that kind of cultish. You almost have like a cultish fan
00:12:57following that other girls won't have. Do you think you know... Do you know why you have that?
00:13:02I mean, I can't be 100% sure. But honestly, I think it's the way a girl carries herself in
00:13:08the business. If it really... Like, you can really tell. It translates onto film if a girl really
00:13:13enjoys her job or not. And for me, it makes a huge difference if a girl really enjoys her job
00:13:19or not because that's going to make my job that much easier. When a girl shows up and she just
00:13:23hates life, you know what I mean? That's just... It sucks. It really does. So I think that translates
00:13:27very well. And so people can see that. So it makes them feel better watching that stuff.
00:13:32Like they don't feel like they're exploiting that person. That person is... It's easier to
00:13:36enjoy porn if you feel like the people that you're watching are really enjoying it.
00:13:40I also noticed too, I have a lot of girls fans and young girl fans in particular. And I think
00:13:46that has to do with... They can relate with me the way that I look. They relate with that. And
00:13:53the fact that I'm an empowered woman that just embraces her sexuality and quite frankly doesn't
00:13:57give a fuck. So they see something in that that they want to be that, you know...
00:14:02And you're also all natural. You haven't fallen into that trap of needing to get work done.
00:14:07No, it's too expensive. Fuck that. I don't know. I'm way too greedy. No, thank you.
00:14:14Well, I would like to also think too that you just embrace who you are and you're happy with
00:14:19your body the way it is. Yeah, definitely. I mean, I think you look great. I personally like...
00:14:25I don't know. I think girls should do whatever they want to make them happy. And don't get me
00:14:28wrong. It's not like I haven't had Botox or whatever. I am not perfect. But I don't know.
00:14:33Sometimes I just see these girls go to these cartoonish proportions with their body and I'm
00:14:38just like, what? That just looks weird. I agree. But I'm with you on that. Let anyone do what
00:14:44they want. If they want to look like that, then that's perfectly fine with me. You know what I
00:14:47mean? As long as they're happy. As long as they're not doing it and that's just making
00:14:51themselves feel worse. Yeah. The issue is when I see girls constantly getting more and more stuff
00:14:56done and just becoming like... It's crazy too because it's always the most beautiful, stunning
00:15:01women and then they go and just change everything and it's like, but you were perfection. Why did
00:15:08you mess with perfection? It doesn't make sense to my brain. Yeah. Everybody sees themselves
00:15:14differently. Totally. It's hard to... I always see really gorgeous girls end up being the most
00:15:19insecure people I know. I'm like, how does that happen? I wonder if it's because their whole life
00:15:25they had so much importance placed upon their looks and that is something that is a very
00:15:33transient quality and there's always going to be somebody younger and prettier than you.
00:15:38I mean, it's great to be beautiful, but it's not something that you can cultivate.
00:15:44They've had so much worth put on their physical appearance.
00:15:47Right. And people ignore maybe their mental abilities or their skill sets in other areas
00:15:55and it's hard to build a strong feeling of self-esteem just based on your looks.
00:16:00Yeah. Because, yeah, people value that, but they value that in a shallow sense.
00:16:04And if you've spent like half of your life worried about only this and not what's in here,
00:16:09then it's like, what do you do? Try to upkeep this one or just start all over again with something
00:16:13here that feels like to them, I think. I think. I really don't know.
00:16:17And I can't imagine how difficult it must be to be aging when you've spent your whole life being
00:16:25concerned. All of your eggs in that basket.
00:16:26Yeah. I can't remember where I read it. It was some article I read somewhere, but
00:16:32someone said that they made a conscious effort to tell young girls, I'm talking like children,
00:16:37not saying like, you're such a beautiful girl, but more along the lines of, you're such a smart girl
00:16:42or you're such a talented girl. Because we so easily jump to like, oh, what a beautiful little
00:16:48girl, which of course is probably true and great, but there's something to be said for putting
00:16:54emphasis on other aspects, other skill sets, that kind of thing.
00:16:57Absolutely.
00:16:58I remember when I was young, I wanted to be a model, right? I had this bizarre,
00:17:04bizarre thought when I was super young, I'm talking like, I don't know, six, seven,
00:17:09that I was going to, I think it was probably just being surrounded, my mom was a photographer,
00:17:14being surrounded by models, always looking at fashion magazines and that kind of stuff.
00:17:19Always being obsessed with the idea that I was going to grow up to be the most beautiful woman
00:17:23in the world. I seriously thought that. It was very, very strange. I didn't think I was the
00:17:29most beautiful girl in the world at that moment in time, but I thought when I'm older, that's
00:17:34what's going to happen. And I would look at girls in fashion magazines, I'm like, Kate Moss, I'm
00:17:39going to be more beautiful than that. I don't know why. Yeah, right? And it was this obsession
00:17:43of mine, which is so stupid now that I think about it. I mean, obviously that didn't happen,
00:17:50but I don't know why I was so obsessed with it. And so I wanted to be a model when I was younger.
00:17:54And my mom, who was a model and then became a photographer, she said to me, she was like,
00:18:00I would not choose that life for you. I think she also saw that I probably didn't have what
00:18:04it took, but she didn't want to be like, you don't have what it takes. She was more like,
00:18:08you should try being behind the camera. You have a lot more power. Exactly. She was like,
00:18:13the self-esteem, the way people cut you down, the way people talk to you, the way people
00:18:18just see you as an object. Why don't you, you should try being behind the camera because
00:18:25there's so much more power in that. There's so much more control in that. And that was the
00:18:28best piece of advice she ever gave me. And I think what it was is that when I was young,
00:18:32I was obsessed with beauty and with the female image. But when I was young, I didn't know
00:18:37how to translate that into something else except for me being that beautiful image. But then once
00:18:44I found my place behind the camera, I was like, oh, this is where I was meant to be
00:18:49helping other women create and cultivate this beautiful image. And it felt so much more
00:18:55comfortable for me. It made more sense for me. And yeah, there was a lot more power and control.
00:19:00When did you start shooting?
00:19:01I started, I took my first photography class when I was 12.
00:19:04Jesus.
00:19:06Yeah. So I became like obsessed.
00:19:08She's like, here, start now.
00:19:10Yeah. I mean, that's when I became obsessed with photography. I feel very fortunate that
00:19:15I knew from a young age what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. I was sure of it.
00:19:20So that's when I really like locked into that and I was like, this is what I want to do. But I've
00:19:24always loved photos and taking photos. I used to steal my mom's camera, my mom's Polaroid camera
00:19:31when I was a little girl and like to shoot the dog, the chair, the floor, like waste all this
00:19:37film. She'd be like, fuck. She'd have to like hide it from me. So even then, I loved that.
00:19:42Even those developed.
00:19:43Yeah. I know. Exactly. I loved capturing images, but I wasn't able to like actually focus in on
00:19:51becoming a photographer until I took that first class. And then I was like, okay, this is what
00:19:55I was meant to do for the rest of my life. So.
00:19:57I still remember the first time I shot with your mother. It was like,
00:20:00I had a celebrity photographer shooting me. I was so excited, Holly. Oh my God. I was so excited.
00:20:05It was so cool that you actually got to shoot with my mom because, you know,
00:20:08she's retired a long time ago. So a lot of people haven't never shot with her.
00:20:13They've never experienced.
00:20:14I think she retired that year if I remember correctly.
00:20:16Probably. Probably.
00:20:18It was like when she still had the studio over there, right off of.
00:20:23No, no, no. It was off of Sepulveda.
00:20:25That's right.
00:20:25Yeah. By the 405.
00:20:26Yes. Yes. That's crazy.
00:20:29What did we, what was the set? Do you remember?
00:20:34Florals with blue. I don't remember.
00:20:36Was it just a solo?
00:20:38Yeah. But then you and I shot at that studio too when we did that fashion campaign, like
00:20:42alienware or some shit. Do you remember that?
00:20:45Oh yeah. With Caden Cross.
00:20:48Yes. And Alan.
00:20:50Yes. Oh, oh yes. The guy, the male porn star. I shot him for Playgirl.
00:20:57Fuck. I can't remember his last name either.
00:20:59Stafford.
00:21:00Yes. Alan Stafford. Thank you.
00:21:02I knew it was in there. Yeah. That was crazy, right? That was the first time you shot me,
00:21:06actually, was for a fashion campaign. Yeah. That was crazy. I actually came across those
00:21:11pictures a couple of years ago and was like, what the fuck?
00:21:13I still have them.
00:21:15Holy.
00:21:15I totally still have them.
00:21:17Yeah. Yeah. That was, that guy had no idea what he was doing. That clothing was not so great.
00:21:24Yeah. It was very odd.
00:21:24But he was willing to spend.
00:21:26I think I might even still have one of those shirts with a little alien head on it. I swear
00:21:31to you. I don't throw anything away.
00:21:33That would be amazing. Do you like your mother?
00:21:36Yes. I wonder where I got it. Thanks, mom.
00:21:41Yeah. I remember we were, because he spent all this money on shooting.
00:21:45And then I remember asking him what his business plan was in order to get the campaign out there,
00:21:51and he didn't know.
00:21:53He's like, I'm going to have you shoot it.
00:21:54Yeah. And then I'll figure it out. And I was like, okay.
00:21:59All right, then. So this will be a one-time thing.
00:22:03I just remember the look on your face. You're like, okay, just put this on. I don't know.
00:22:07Yeah. And I was like, sorry. I mean, hey, you're wearing clothes, right?
00:22:12Yeah, exactly.
00:22:13I mean.
00:22:13You're getting a paycheck.
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15And you're not getting naked.
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:16So that's new.
00:22:17So that's new. What was the first time I actually shot you in a scene? Do you remember?
00:22:22I don't remember these things. I wish I did.
00:22:24I have no idea.
00:22:28I didn't do you in that dog grooming scene, did I?
00:22:32No.
00:22:32I did a dog grooming scene at the studio once. It was really bizarre.
00:22:36That's funny. Were y'all actually grooming dogs?
00:22:38Yes.
00:22:38Oh, my God. Why wasn't I in that scene?
00:22:40I don't know.
00:22:41That's great.
00:22:41It was a girl-girl scene. And it was a dog grooming scene. Obviously, the dogs got out
00:22:48once the sex started. But I think my dog, Bonnie, was in it. And I remember that so
00:22:54distinctly because, first of all, dogs were in it. I fucking love dogs. But second of all,
00:22:59I remember our old set designer, Ishmael. And he was normally extremely talented,
00:23:05but there was something about... I think he didn't understand what a dog grooming place
00:23:09is supposed to look like. He was Colombian. I don't think he'd ever been to a dog groomer.
00:23:14It was just not something that he understood.
00:23:17And it was literally the ugliest set he ever built. And I remember my mom came in and freaked
00:23:22out because she hated it so much. And it was just a disaster.
00:23:25I'm trying to think. I want to say it was like you shot me and Yana Kova. Does that
00:23:30sound familiar?
00:23:31That sounds familiar.
00:23:32In a yoga scene, I think.
00:23:33Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:23:34At your mom's place, right?
00:23:35Yep. In the Daylight Studio above. I remember that.
00:23:37Yeah. And then you had me out in your horse stable and stuff, too.
00:23:40Yes. Okay.
00:23:41White horse?
00:23:42Yes. Spanky. That was my horse. He died.
00:23:45Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sad about that.
00:23:47I love horses.
00:23:47I know.
00:23:48Yeah, that was a fun set.
00:23:50Yeah. It's all on Suze.net.
00:23:52I'm like, yeah.
00:23:52Suze.net. Streetball. Go check it out.
00:23:55That was a long time ago.
00:23:56Yeah.
00:23:572010?
00:23:59Nine?
00:24:00Maybe.
00:24:01Somewhere back there.
00:24:02I don't know.
00:24:02I don't know. It's all fuzzy after a while.
00:24:04I know, right?
00:24:05I can remember certain days usually based off of outfits, but that's about it. When I see a
00:24:11certain outfit, I'll remember that scene or whatever that scenario, but I won't remember
00:24:15when it was or anything like that.
00:24:17I used to be very proud of myself on how I could remember every single set I'd ever shot,
00:24:22who was in it, what they wore, what the set was. I was a rain man with that shit.
00:24:27That's a lot in your hard drive.
00:24:28But now I can't.
00:24:29You just got to purge it at a certain point.
00:24:31I know. I mean, I've done probably over 5,000 shoots for sure.
00:24:37Jesus Christ.
00:24:38If not significantly more than that.
00:24:41That's a lot.
00:24:42Probably more than that.
00:24:43That's crazy.
00:24:44Somewhere between 5,000 and 10,000 shoots.
00:24:45How many scenes do you do a month now?
00:24:47God, it depends. October was the busiest month of the year for me.
00:24:53Lisa Anne booked the shit out of me because we finished two of her movies.
00:24:58So I mean, this month I was shooting anywhere.
00:25:01I was shooting about three to four days a week, mostly three.
00:25:07But normally, honestly, it's more like two days a week.
00:25:11I don't know. I was super busy last year.
00:25:14And then this year, things just fell off.
00:25:18No, things fell off.
00:25:19Oh, really?
00:25:19Yeah. Like I said, October was really busy.
00:25:22But I lost two big clients.
00:25:25And then there was this whole shit with my website.
00:25:29I had to relaunch it.
00:25:31I didn't... I'm not going to get into it.
00:25:34But anyways, yeah, I had a rough year.
00:25:37I really had a rough year.
00:25:38So I'm working less now than I really have been in a long time.
00:25:44But that's okay, because I started this podcast.
00:25:47Four days a week makes my knees hurt.
00:25:49Yeah, I can't do... Honestly, I can't do four days a week anymore.
00:25:53Before, it was like I wouldn't do more than four.
00:25:57Like five days was too much.
00:25:58Now, like four days is too much.
00:25:59Like three days is too much.
00:26:01Three days is a lot.
00:26:02Three days is a lot.
00:26:02Even if it's split up, like Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, it's still a lot.
00:26:05Because the thing is, is that not only is it...
00:26:08It's not like we just show up.
00:26:09At least for me, I don't just show up to set.
00:26:11Like I have to prep for it.
00:26:13We have to get props.
00:26:14I have to pack wardrobe.
00:26:15We have to make sure everyone's scheduled in.
00:26:16And then I just have all this like office backend shit to do.
00:26:20It's a ton of work.
00:26:20And then afterwards, I have to process everything.
00:26:23I have to get it out to my clients.
00:26:24Like everybody has a different way in which they want to receive content.
00:26:27So it's a lot.
00:26:30And I have a full-time assistant too.
00:26:31And it's still a fucking lot.
00:26:34It's crazy.
00:26:35Just on the small scale of what I do for my own stuff, that's a lot of work.
00:26:40Just managing that is all I can imagine.
00:26:42It stresses me out thinking about it.
00:26:44I'm like, no.
00:26:45So well, tell me what...
00:26:47Since this is about you and not me, though I love that you're asking me questions about
00:26:51myself because Lord knows I love to talk about myself.
00:26:55What are you doing specifically these days?
00:26:58I know we talked about the different platforms that you use.
00:27:01I think we got to Twitter and then we went off on a tangent.
00:27:04I rant a lot.
00:27:05It's okay.
00:27:06That's why Twitter is good for me.
00:27:07Twitter is a great place to rant.
00:27:09I love it.
00:27:09I love it so much.
00:27:11All my fans get excited whenever I put rant time because they know a big ass thread is
00:27:15about to come.
00:27:16I've seen some of your rants.
00:27:17I can't help it.
00:27:18Sometimes my Twitter fingers get to snap in.
00:27:20And then afterwards, I'm like, should I delete that?
00:27:23Fuck it.
00:27:24Whatever.
00:27:25Okay.
00:27:25So I've got Twitter and Instagram.
00:27:27And then I've also got Snapchat, my premium Snapchat that I sell.
00:27:31That's been doing really well for a lot of people.
00:27:33Actually, it's doing surprisingly well.
00:27:36And then I cam on CamSoda.
00:27:38And then I sell customs, Skype dates, my only fans, my website, badgirljones.com.
00:27:46Are you still shooting and updating that?
00:27:48Yeah.
00:27:48Wow.
00:27:49I'm in the process of redoing it.
00:27:54That's such a nightmare.
00:27:55I know it is.
00:27:56I just said it cost me a fortune.
00:27:59I'm like, it's really slow going because of that very thing.
00:28:04But it's going to get there eventually.
00:28:05But I've got so many other things that are going on too that it's okay.
00:28:08That it's okay.
00:28:09It's not going anywhere, but it's going to be better.
00:28:12Yeah.
00:28:12I'm hoping by January-ish, maybe February.
00:28:17Yeah.
00:28:17I don't know.
00:28:17Don't quote me.
00:28:18Always add a month on whatever you think it's going to be.
00:28:20It's probably going to be like my birthday.
00:28:24Yeah.
00:28:24So I've got like so many things that are going on, but it's really good.
00:28:27It keeps me busy.
00:28:28I really love it.
00:28:29What's the kind of content mostly that you shoot for your website?
00:28:32Like do you just shoot like stuff on-
00:28:34A lot of solo stuff.
00:28:35A lot of solo stuff.
00:28:36Do you like shoot it yourself?
00:28:38Like put a camera on a tripod?
00:28:39Do you have someone come in and shoot it for you?
00:28:40Both.
00:28:41I do trade because obviously my stuff is going to look very pro-am.
00:28:45Because I mean, I have all this production equipment, but I don't necessarily know
00:28:49what I'm doing with it.
00:28:50Right.
00:28:50So my stuff looks very pro-am when I shoot it myself, but then I'll do trade with people
00:28:56and get like actual professional, nice, quality photos and videos.
00:29:00That solo we did was on trade, right?
00:29:02The one where you got stung by the bee?
00:29:04Yes.
00:29:04No, no, no.
00:29:05I'm sorry.
00:29:05Not that one.
00:29:06Wait.
00:29:06No, that one.
00:29:07You paid me for that one.
00:29:08But we did another trade day, didn't we?
00:29:10Probably.
00:29:11Yeah, I think we did.
00:29:12I don't remember.
00:29:13Jesus.
00:29:15I don't know.
00:29:15But yeah, I'll do things like that, you know?
00:29:18And then so then I'll have like actually good quality stuff mixed in with my more amateur
00:29:22stuff.
00:29:22So they have a good mix.
00:29:24Do you find that your fans prefer one over the other or the two different camps?
00:29:27They like both, actually.
00:29:28They like the variety.
00:29:30They like knowing that I shot some stuff, but then they also like the quality of like
00:29:33your stuff, you know?
00:29:34So they like it mixed up.
00:29:36I think they just like new stuff, honestly.
00:29:39So that's really what it is.
00:29:40Just new.
00:29:41Yeah.
00:29:42Sometimes I wish I wasn't like locked into that glamour style because it's so expensive
00:29:47to produce.
00:29:48And, you know, like if I could just shoot like amateur content, it would cost me like
00:29:53so much less.
00:29:54But it's just not my thing.
00:29:55And I don't – it's funny because I don't – if I watch porn, I actually almost prefer
00:30:00the more amateur looking stuff.
00:30:01I'm not into high production stuff.
00:30:03But what I shoot, it like has to be high production.
00:30:05Otherwise, like I can't – I literally can't post amateur content.
00:30:09Like it hurts my eyes.
00:30:11Like I just – you know what I mean?
00:30:13I'm such a perfectionist and I'm so locked into what I do.
00:30:16If there's like the lighting's wrong, I can't.
00:30:19I just can't.
00:30:19I like physically can't.
00:30:21It looks exquisite, though.
00:30:22Thank you.
00:30:23Your stuff is beautiful.
00:30:24Thank you.
00:30:24I just wish more people would pay for it.
00:30:26Yeah, you're telling me.
00:30:27Hey, you're telling me.
00:30:30Oh, God.
00:30:32It's so hard.
00:30:34Why is it so hard?
00:30:35You know, and that's crazy.
00:30:36There are a lot of people still – I have to give credit to there are a lot of people
00:30:40that are still paying for shit.
00:30:41Yes.
00:30:42Like the customs.
00:30:43I make good money doing customs.
00:30:44Tell me about your customs because I always find that that's so interesting that girls
00:30:48always have these really interesting – you know, you must get weird requests.
00:30:52Yes, I get really weird requests, but I make more money doing customs than I do – like
00:30:58if I can make – if I do two custom days a month, that's way more than I make doing
00:31:04scenes.
00:31:04Like my checks from producers who do customs – because I shoot my own customs, but I
00:31:08also work for producers that also shoot customs.
00:31:10Right, right.
00:31:11And like I can work for a producer and I'll get like double my daily rate just to shoot
00:31:15one day of customs with them.
00:31:17Wow.
00:31:18Like versus one or two scenes for someone else what they would pay me.
00:31:21Right, right, right.
00:31:22Like it's good money.
00:31:23It's really good money.
00:31:24It's work.
00:31:25Do you find that there's a certain type of custom that you tend to get booked for more
00:31:29often?
00:31:30Yeah.
00:31:30What's that?
00:31:31The jack-off instruction.
00:31:33Ah, okay.
00:31:35Yeah.
00:31:35A lot, a lot, a lot of it.
00:31:36So explain to our audience who may not know exactly what that is.
00:31:40Jack-off instruction is where a girl or girls – or well, I guess a guy can do it too.
00:31:46Anyone, a sex symbol, a porn star is like talking to the camera and instructing you
00:31:53how to jack-off.
00:31:55It could be for – it's usually mainly for guys, but I've done them for women as
00:31:59well actually.
00:32:00I've gotten custom orders to do them for women as well.
00:32:02Right.
00:32:02So you just talk about whatever, rub your clit, take your dick out, don't come yet,
00:32:07blah, blah, blah.
00:32:08Right.
00:32:08There's two different kinds.
00:32:09There's encouragement and then there's instruction.
00:32:11Instruction is you tell them precisely what to do, no, you wait for my command type of
00:32:15shit.
00:32:15Okay.
00:32:16I'll count down and then you can come on the one.
00:32:18So it's more like a dominance type thing.
00:32:19Yeah.
00:32:20And then the encouragement, the J-O-E –
00:32:23I actually didn't know that there was two different kinds.
00:32:26Yeah, there's encouragement and then there's instruction because I actually – I got
00:32:29them confused one time.
00:32:30Someone asked for encouragement and I gave them instruction and they were like, what
00:32:34the fuck is this shit?
00:32:35And I was like, oh, my bad.
00:32:36I don't know.
00:32:38You don't see the E?
00:32:40Yeah, it's funny how specific people are about their requests.
00:32:43But you know, I mean –
00:32:43Very specific.
00:32:44To be fair, they're paying.
00:32:46They can make those requests.
00:32:47Honestly, the ones that are really specific – unless they're just like completely
00:32:50over the top, like a full 10-page script, that's ridiculous.
00:32:53But I actually prefer the ones that are more specific because then I know exactly what
00:32:57I'm going to do and I don't have to stop and think about it when I get in the video,
00:33:00you know what I mean?
00:33:00Like they literally have it down to a T.
00:33:03They tell me what to wear, what color lip gloss, how my hair should be, my makeup.
00:33:08It's perfect.
00:33:08It's like brainless.
00:33:09Yeah.
00:33:10What are some of the strangest requests that you've gotten?
00:33:14Oh, Jesus.
00:33:15There's some really, really weird ones.
00:33:21Any of the messy ones are always very bizarre to me, like covering myself in like beans.
00:33:28Beans?
00:33:29Yeah, no.
00:33:29I actually had a guy recently tell me that he wants me to do a come eating instruction,
00:33:35which is where I instruct him to eat his own semen, right?
00:33:38Okay.
00:33:38But while I'm doing that, I have to like dump a can of beans on my head.
00:33:43And then like, yeah, and something else, sit on a balloon and let it pop and scare me.
00:33:47I don't know, some weird-ass shit.
00:33:49I was like, okay, are you going to send the beans in the balloons?
00:33:52Oh my God.
00:33:53Because I'm not buying that.
00:33:54That is so bizarre.
00:33:55It's just weird-ass shit.
00:33:56Did he care what kind of beans they were?
00:33:58Did they have to be like kidney beans or black beans, baked beans?
00:34:02He wants them super, super savory and like messy and like, yeah, I don't know.
00:34:07Jesus Christ.
00:34:09It's just weird-ass shit.
00:34:11Wow.
00:34:11And you just sit on a balloon at the same time.
00:34:13Yeah.
00:34:14Sit on the balloon, dump the beans on my head and tell him to eat his cum.
00:34:17Wow.
00:34:18All at once.
00:34:19Wow.
00:34:19That's like multitasking.
00:34:21I was going to say, that's like rubbing your belly and patting your head at the same time.
00:34:25Very much.
00:34:26I mean, at least he didn't ask me to fist my ass at the same time.
00:34:28Yeah.
00:34:29That's where it gets complicated.
00:34:30Yeah.
00:34:30You charge extra for that.
00:34:32Extra, extra.
00:34:34Any other ones?
00:34:36Just the most bizarre shit.
00:34:38One guy wanted me to, funny enough, I think I was talking about this a minute ago,
00:34:43he wanted me to take a video of me clipping my toenails and then end up sending him
00:34:50a baggie of my clipped toenails.
00:34:52And I'm just like, not happening because your ass is like doing some voodoo or something.
00:34:57Yeah.
00:34:58Nope.
00:34:59Yeah.
00:35:00I don't want to know what you're doing with those toenails.
00:35:02They're staying as my property though.
00:35:04That is so bizarre.
00:35:05I'll make the video, but I'm not sending you my actual DNA.
00:35:08Oh my God.
00:35:09That is so weird.
00:35:10Yeah.
00:35:11Some guys are very strange.
00:35:12Some girls are strange too though.
00:35:14I had some really, really weird ones from girls.
00:35:17They're not so much like sexually bizarre, but it's just weird that that's what they'd asked me for.
00:35:23Like one person, one lady asked me if I would take a video of me putting my cat on my head
00:35:31and just walking around with my cat on my head.
00:35:33Like what?
00:35:34I guess.
00:35:35When she get a baby for that.
00:35:37What if she claws me and I have to take off work?
00:35:38You're paying for that too.
00:35:40Yeah.
00:35:41Wow.
00:35:41Just weird shit.
00:35:42Like, okay.
00:35:44Wow.
00:35:44I don't know.
00:35:45I mean, I don't want to like kink shame people.
00:35:47You know, whatever you're into is cool.
00:35:49But I've always been interested in like what makes that sexual for someone.
00:35:54Like that guy with the beans, something must have happened to him like an adolescence or
00:35:59something like that.
00:36:00Or like he was being bullied and someone like dumped a can of beans on him or something like
00:36:05that.
00:36:06Yeah.
00:36:07Something like that.
00:36:07And for some reason, he connected it to something sexual or some sort of like taboo.
00:36:12And I mean, yeah, totally.
00:36:14Because I mean, I don't know.
00:36:15I'd like to think of myself as being very out there sexually.
00:36:19But some of these requests I get make me feel very vanilla.
00:36:21I'm like, what?
00:36:23Now that's kind of odd, but I don't know.
00:36:25Maybe I'll be into it.
00:36:26I should try it.
00:36:27So how are you out there sexually?
00:36:28Like, are you into fetish stuff?
00:36:30Are you into like bondage?
00:36:31Yeah.
00:36:32Just bought everything really.
00:36:34Everything?
00:36:34I mean, not everything, I guess.
00:36:35But most everything I'm willing to try that way.
00:36:40I'm just very curious, I guess.
00:36:42I don't have like one thing that does it for me, I guess, other than possibly just lots of sex.
00:36:47Yeah.
00:36:48I don't know.
00:36:49But other than that, I just I like to mix it up a lot.
00:36:53Get bored with one thing.
00:36:54Yeah, I get really bored.
00:36:56So on to the next thing, just step it up a little bit.
00:36:59Yeah, I hear you.
00:37:00I was in a relationship with a dom for about a year and we really explored a lot of like
00:37:06bondage and spanking and all that kind of stuff.
00:37:10But I don't know.
00:37:10I almost feel like I like got my I almost feel like I wore it out.
00:37:16Totally.
00:37:17Like I'm kind of not into that the way I used to be anymore.
00:37:22I also don't know if it's just because I'm older and I'm like more boring now.
00:37:26That's what I've been feeling lately because I've just been like.
00:37:28My sex drive isn't what it was.
00:37:30It's like it'll be there sometimes.
00:37:33And when it's there, it's really on.
00:37:34But then a lot of times it's just like, nah.
00:37:36Yeah.
00:37:36I'm not feeling that.
00:37:37I want to get up in the morning.
00:37:38Yeah.
00:37:38So I'm going to bed now.
00:37:40Yes.
00:37:40Take it or leave it.
00:37:41Do you go to bed early?
00:37:42Yes.
00:37:43I go to bed so fucking early.
00:37:44I go to bed too.
00:37:45Yeah.
00:37:45Like how early?
00:37:46I go to bed like nine o'clock.
00:37:47Yep.
00:37:48I will too sometimes.
00:37:49Nine, ten.
00:37:50And then like I can't sleep in past like 730.
00:37:53Yes.
00:37:53And but it's like I actually enjoy that, though.
00:37:56Yeah.
00:37:56Because growing up mornings were fucking hell for me all the way until at least like 26,
00:38:0127.
00:38:01Yeah.
00:38:02I was not a morning person.
00:38:03No.
00:38:03Same.
00:38:04So now that I can actually wake up in the morning and enjoy it, I'm like, fuck yeah,
00:38:07this is great.
00:38:08I know.
00:38:09It's nice to like feel like you've gotten a lot of things accomplished by like noon.
00:38:12Yes.
00:38:13That's my thing.
00:38:14Yeah.
00:38:14To feel like, okay, everything.
00:38:15My house is fucking perfect.
00:38:17Got all my chores done.
00:38:18Yeah.
00:38:18Balanced my checkbook.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:20Now I can do whatever.
00:38:22You got the rest of the day.
00:38:22Yeah.
00:38:23Fuck yeah.
00:38:24Yeah.
00:38:24I'm the same.
00:38:25I used to hate mornings too.
00:38:26I remember my mom used to come in.
00:38:28I was such an asshole.
00:38:30Like in high school, I was the worst at waking up in the morning.
00:38:33My mom used to come in and wake me up and she had all these different tricks that she
00:38:36would do.
00:38:36First of all, she would always say, wakey, wakey, which to this day makes my skin crawl.
00:38:42This is so annoying.
00:38:44And especially when you're like in high school and you hate life and you're up all night.
00:38:50Oh, it's the worst.
00:38:51First thing in the morning, wakey, wakey.
00:38:54And then she would pull the covers off and then I'd pull them down and then she'd take
00:38:59water and she'd sprinkle it on me.
00:39:02I mean, she just had so many different methods to try to get me out of bed.
00:39:05I mean, honestly, poor woman because I used to throw shit at her.
00:39:11I was horrible.
00:39:13I was a demon.
00:39:14I was definitely a demon.
00:39:15I feel like I would just be like, if I had a kid, I'd be like, fine, fucking miss and
00:39:18flunk out of school.
00:39:19See what happens in your life.
00:39:21Fine, sleep.
00:39:22Sleep through your life.
00:39:23Because you've only got five years left in this house.
00:39:25Yeah, exactly.
00:39:28You better get to step in.
00:39:30But it's funny as you get older, like the things that like are exciting and I don't
00:39:35know that like for me now, like a great Sunday is like going to the farmer's market, getting
00:39:41up early, going to the gym, getting like breakfast with my man, like going to the farmer's market,
00:39:46like all these little domestic things that I used to think were so boring.
00:39:50I just started cooking.
00:39:52Really?
00:39:53Like for the first time in my life, right?
00:39:54I turned 30 in April and just in the past like month, I honestly have never cooked before.
00:40:00Like I couldn't tell you even what to do.
00:40:02Like ramen, but only the kind that I can put in the microwave.
00:40:08So I started cooking recently and going to the grocery store, let me tell you what,
00:40:12it was like a whole new experience.
00:40:14The first like two times I went, I was so overwhelmed.
00:40:17Yeah, there's a lot of choices.
00:40:18I spent like three hours in there, just like scared shitless, like on just the seasoning
00:40:22aisle.
00:40:22Like what the fuck am I doing?
00:40:24And what grocery store did you go to?
00:40:26Ralph's.
00:40:26Okay.
00:40:27Because I was going to say like sometimes when I go to like Whole Foods.
00:40:29Oh yeah, no, I have a Whole Foods.
00:40:30I don't know what to do.
00:40:33Whole Foods is bad enough when you're not cooking.
00:40:35Yeah.
00:40:35So I'm definitely not there yet.
00:40:36Yeah.
00:40:37But working up there, but I go to Trader Joe's and that's...
00:40:40Trader Joe's is a little more pared down version.
00:40:42Yeah, they don't have as much stuff to pick from.
00:40:44Yeah, it's much easier to handle.
00:40:46Even just the regular grocery store, I was just so lost.
00:40:48I was like, what the fuck am I doing in here?
00:40:50So I went back out and sat in the car for a few minutes and gathered my thoughts, called
00:40:55all of my family.
00:40:55And the only one that answered was my nephew, mind you.
00:40:58My 12-year-old nephew was the only one that answered and told me what to do in the grocery
00:41:02store.
00:41:02I'm not kidding you.
00:41:03He's great.
00:41:04He cooks.
00:41:04Like he's a Southern boy, so he really cooks.
00:41:07Oh, wow.
00:41:07He can like make his own hollandaise sauce and poach eggs and shit.
00:41:10Oh my God, that's incredible.
00:41:12I don't even know how to like cook chicken.
00:41:15This kid can fucking do anything.
00:41:17Okay, so now you're cooking.
00:41:18What have you made?
00:41:21Very basic stuff.
00:41:22I did like salmon with zucchini and Brussels sprouts.
00:41:28Okay.
00:41:29And then asparagus, rice, chicken.
00:41:32I don't know, just really basic stuff.
00:41:33Oh, I made a pot roast the other day.
00:41:35Yeah, and it was really cool because a pot roast usually takes fucking forever.
00:41:38But I made it in a pressure cooker.
00:41:40It literally only took an hour and it was so good.
00:41:43Yep.
00:41:44I used like all fresh herbs too, rosemary and thyme and stuff.
00:41:47I was so proud of myself, Holly.
00:41:48That's amazing.
00:41:49I fucked up one thing.
00:41:50I didn't cut the potatoes.
00:41:51I had the little baby red potatoes and I didn't cut them in half.
00:41:54Yeah.
00:41:54But other than that, it was fucking perfect.
00:41:57You know what's great?
00:41:58My mom actually used to be a horrible cook, horrible, horrible cook.
00:42:02And my sister bought her, for Christmas one year, she bought her the Barefoot Contessa
00:42:07cookbook.
00:42:08And after that, my mom got really into cooking and bought a lot more cookbooks.
00:42:12Now my mom's actually a great cook.
00:42:14But the Barefoot Contessa, she's a whole bunch of different books.
00:42:17They're all pretty simple recipes, but they're all really good.
00:42:21I just got the first one.
00:42:24There's two Chrissy Teigen's Cravings.
00:42:26Okay.
00:42:26I got the first one and they're simple recipes.
00:42:30Yeah.
00:42:30And it's really good.
00:42:31That's the thing.
00:42:31You got to go for the books with the more...
00:42:33Because there are some that are really complex.
00:42:36I feel like cookbooks used to be so complex, so much work that you never even wanted to
00:42:42attempt to tackle them.
00:42:43But now people are really coming out with much easier recipes, much simpler stuff, less
00:42:49ingredients, that kind of stuff.
00:42:51If I look at it and it's got more than 10, 15 ingredients, I'm like, nah, fuck that.
00:42:57Have you ever thought about trying Blue Apron?
00:42:59Yes, actually.
00:43:00I was looking.
00:43:00There's a couple of different ones now.
00:43:02Blue Apron, I think, was the first, but there's a couple of different ones now.
00:43:06Have you tried them?
00:43:07Yes.
00:43:07I really liked Blue Apron.
00:43:08I don't do it anymore right now just because I just don't have the time.
00:43:12And honestly, my boyfriend does all the cooking.
00:43:14My boyfriend's an excellent cook, which is great.
00:43:17So he literally makes me dinner every night.
00:43:19It's really nice.
00:43:21But when I used it, I really did like it because the recipes weren't too complicated.
00:43:26And they send you everything that you need.
00:43:28And it's great, too, because they'll pick recipes with these kind of exotic ingredients
00:43:33that are difficult for you to find.
00:43:34You'd have to go to some Japanese supermarket to get it.
00:43:37Then you'd have to buy a huge bag of it, and you'd only use a tiny amount.
00:43:41And then it would sit in your spice cabinet for fucking five years
00:43:45and calcify before you throw it away.
00:43:48Gives you the exact amount that you need.
00:43:50So it's like you don't even necessarily really have to measure stuff out.
00:43:52That's great.
00:43:53Yeah.
00:43:53Yeah, I need to try that.
00:43:54I would highly recommend it.
00:43:55I need to try that because I've been really into it lately.
00:43:58I think your fans who are listening should buy it for you for Christmas.
00:44:04I don't know if that means that they have to have your address.
00:44:07Well, my fan mail address.
00:44:08Okay, but I don't know if the thing is they deliver food.
00:44:11So are they going to take it to your post box?
00:44:15Okay, how about this?
00:44:16Send her money so she can subscribe to it herself.
00:44:19Well, a couple of my fans know my address.
00:44:21Okay, well, then there you go.
00:44:22A couple of them, they've been with me through everything, through sick and fun.
00:44:25Yeah, I mean, that's the thing.
00:44:26Like some people think that like porn fans are all weird and creepy and gross,
00:44:30but that's not true.
00:44:31Some of my fans are my best friends.
00:44:33Yeah, some of them are really lovely people, and they just want to support you.
00:44:38Because they watch porn like fucking everybody else on this planet,
00:44:41but they're not ashamed to admit it, and they're not ashamed
00:44:44to support the girls that they like, and they believe that they should contribute
00:44:49to their career.
00:44:50They see us as humans, you know what I mean?
00:44:52At the end of the day, yeah, we are porn stars, but we're also humans at the end of the day.
00:44:58Seriously, I have two in specific fans of mine that are like,
00:45:02they've been my best friends for the past 10 years.
00:45:04I talk to them all the time.
00:45:05They have my real phone number.
00:45:06They text me all kinds of shit.
00:45:08I mean, they're respectful, but I talk to them all the time.
00:45:11Yeah, I mean, Dani Daniels, she had a girl that started off as her fan that became a friend,
00:45:16and she was a bridesmaid at her wedding.
00:45:18Oh, that's right.
00:45:18Yeah.
00:45:19Yeah.
00:45:19So I mean, you never know.
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21Don't get too hopeful, guys.
00:45:24Exactly.
00:45:26There's some people that just like, yeah.
00:45:28I had like, actually, I don't even want to say, because if I mention him, then he'll...
00:45:31It's going to trigger it?
00:45:33Yeah, it'll give him attention.
00:45:35I know exactly what you mean.
00:45:36That I don't want to give him because I've been ignoring a lot of things that he's written to me.
00:45:41I was trying to explain this exact concept to someone the other day.
00:45:44They were like, just tell them to go away.
00:45:45And I'm like, that doesn't work.
00:45:48That's just adding fuel to the flame.
00:45:50That's all it's doing.
00:45:51It's fanning it.
00:45:52Like, nah, you just have to act like they don't exist and get them to go away little by little
00:45:56that way.
00:45:57But the minute you stoke that fire, right back at it.
00:46:00Yeah, that's the thing.
00:46:01It's funny.
00:46:02I kind of learned that early on in my career.
00:46:05Because when I first started, I was so desperate for the idea of a fan.
00:46:09Like, oh my god.
00:46:10You know what I mean?
00:46:11And being a producer and someone who works behind the camera, I wasn't necessarily getting,
00:46:15accruing a big fan base, like somebody in front of the camera would.
00:46:19Because people don't really ever look at the photographer or the director.
00:46:23Or they don't see my face so much.
00:46:25Blah, blah, blah.
00:46:26So when I first got my first fan, I was really excited.
00:46:31And they would write to me.
00:46:32And I would write them back.
00:46:33And we would have this conversation.
00:46:35And I had these two guys that got very weird on me.
00:46:40One of them found out I had a boyfriend.
00:46:43I think I mentioned it in an email.
00:46:44This was before social media, by the way.
00:46:47And he basically went apeshit on me.
00:46:49And he was like, I can't believe that you're dating somebody.
00:46:52I thought we were meant for each other.
00:46:55Like, this guy lived in Australia.
00:46:57Like, of course we'd never met.
00:46:59And he was like, I can't believe you would betray me like that.
00:47:02Blah, blah, blah.
00:47:02And I'm just like, dude, I don't even know you.
00:47:07Like, at all.
00:47:07Like, I thought we were.
00:47:08And I feel like I didn't think that any of our correspondence was ever on that kind of deep level.
00:47:14I didn't feel any sexual tension there.
00:47:17I didn't feel like there was anything super intimate in our correspondence.
00:47:20But apparently he did.
00:47:23And then there was this other guy who, same thing.
00:47:28He got a little too attached.
00:47:31And then one day he told me that, I'm only laughing because this isn't true.
00:47:36He told me that he was dying of a rare disease.
00:47:40And his last dream in life would be to meet me.
00:47:44Like a Make-A-Wish Foundation kind of shit, right?
00:47:47So I was like, uh.
00:47:48Imagine if we had one of those for adult entertainers.
00:47:51I know, right?
00:47:53Meet your favorite porn star before you die.
00:47:54Oh my god.
00:47:56If we had our own version of Make-A-Wish.
00:47:58Oh my god, that'd be so good.
00:48:01Yeah, I mean, the thing is, he wasn't fucking dying.
00:48:03And I'll tell you why.
00:48:04Well, so anyway.
00:48:06So and I'm like, well, what is it?
00:48:08Like, do you have cancer?
00:48:09He was like, oh, it's a rare disease.
00:48:10And the doctors can't figure it out.
00:48:12I'm like, okay, fucking bullshit, right?
00:48:14So then he was like, okay, I want to come out and visit you.
00:48:17Can I come stay with you?
00:48:18And I was like, absolutely not.
00:48:20Sure, buddy.
00:48:21Yeah, I'm like, look.
00:48:22Come on in.
00:48:23You know, again, this is at the very early stages.
00:48:26I still was excited about the idea of having a fan.
00:48:28I didn't want to hurt this guy's feelings.
00:48:30I didn't understand about establishing boundaries.
00:48:32Totally.
00:48:33And I was like, look.
00:48:34And I didn't know how to say it.
00:48:36Because today, I'd be like, go fuck yourself, dude.
00:48:38But back then, I was like, oh, I don't want to be mean.
00:48:41He's been so nice.
00:48:43And he's the only fan that I have.
00:48:44And I don't want to lose a fan.
00:48:47And so I was like, look, I don't want to be mean.
00:48:50I'm sure you're a wonderful guy.
00:48:51But I can't have you stay at my house.
00:48:52I don't know you.
00:48:53I live alone.
00:48:55You know, it's just not a good thing.
00:48:57Maybe you can get a hotel room.
00:49:01And maybe we could have lunch or something.
00:49:02I was like, I'll meet him somewhere for lunch, right?
00:49:06Yeah.
00:49:06And he got very upset.
00:49:09And he was like, I don't understand what kind of person you think I am.
00:49:12Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
00:49:13So he just went ape shit.
00:49:15So I was like, OK, dude.
00:49:16I cut off communication with him.
00:49:18So whatever.
00:49:21I don't hear from him for a little bit.
00:49:22And this is when we had the studio.
00:49:23Office of Pulpita.
00:49:25And we had a landline with an answering machine.
00:49:29And we never, and still to this day, I almost never shoot on weekends.
00:49:33I really try to leave them open.
00:49:35So we get into the studio on a Monday or a Tuesday.
00:49:40And I check the messages.
00:49:41And there are several from him.
00:49:43And he's like, hey, I'm outside your studio.
00:49:48What?
00:49:49Yep.
00:49:49He found the studio.
00:49:50Because it wasn't that hard.
00:49:51If you looked up Suze Randall photography, it wasn't too hard to find the studio.
00:49:56Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:49:57No, it wasn't cool.
00:49:58And he's like, I'm outside the studio.
00:50:00I can't wait to meet you.
00:50:01I knocked, and nobody answered.
00:50:03So I figured I'll just wait here until someone arrives.
00:50:07And I was like, and then the next message was, hey, I've been here for a while.
00:50:11I haven't seen anybody.
00:50:13Hope you guys are coming in.
00:50:15Can't wait to meet you.
00:50:16And obviously, nobody ever showed up.
00:50:19And so he ended up having to fly home.
00:50:22And I was just like, holy shit.
00:50:24That scared me.
00:50:25Yeah, that's scary.
00:50:26Yeah.
00:50:26And then he emailed me.
00:50:29And he was like, I went to your studio.
00:50:30And I was like, yeah, you can't do that.
00:50:32That's not OK.
00:50:32And then he freaked out, was like, I'm dying.
00:50:35I hope you know that I'm going to go to my grave miserable because you couldn't grant
00:50:39me this one wish, blah, blah, blah.
00:50:41And I'm like, I'm sorry you're dying.
00:50:42Have a nice death.
00:50:44See you later.
00:50:45And then six months later, I get an email from him.
00:50:48Hey, how you doing?
00:50:49Just wanted to say hi.
00:50:50I haven't talked to you in a while.
00:50:51I'm like, I thought you were dead.
00:50:53What happened to your dull, dying things?
00:50:55And then I never heard from him again.
00:50:57But yeah, that was before I realized that you have to establish boundaries with some
00:51:00people because some people are just not healthy.
00:51:04And they are lonely.
00:51:06And you know, I mean, I remember when I was drinking a lot, I wrote Ryan Seacrest an email.
00:51:14This is before he became like super.
00:51:16Oh my god, this is so good.
00:51:17This is before he became super famous.
00:51:19I think he like hosted The Soup for like a couple episodes.
00:51:23And I just thought he was so great.
00:51:24And I don't remember how I got his info, but I like sent him an email or something.
00:51:30And I was like, hi, I really like want to get to know you.
00:51:35And like, and I was like upset that he didn't get back to me.
00:51:39Holly, that's so good though.
00:51:40It's so good.
00:51:42Ryan Seacrest of all people.
00:51:44Like who today like I could care less about this guy.
00:51:47Like I don't know what I was thinking.
00:51:49It's so good.
00:51:50This is very weird.
00:51:50I also sort of, this is so embarrassing.
00:51:54I don't know why we're getting off on this tangent.
00:51:55But I sort of stalked this professor who was on a lot of like historical documentaries
00:52:02about like the medieval times.
00:52:04Because I'm like into professors.
00:52:06You're like e-stalking him?
00:52:08Yeah.
00:52:08So I saw him.
00:52:10He was like, you know, when you watch like those documentaries about like history and
00:52:15you have certain experts that come on and they talk about it.
00:52:18And he was a professor and he was kind of young and he was sort of cute.
00:52:21And I was like, oh, and I was drinking.
00:52:24Like I said, I was drinking a lot at this time.
00:52:26And I was like, this guy's kind of cute.
00:52:28I'm going to like hit him up.
00:52:29I found his information.
00:52:31And I emailed him and I was like, hey, I'm a fan.
00:52:36Did he respond though?
00:52:37Oh, yes, he did.
00:52:40Because I told him who I was.
00:52:42I told him what I did.
00:52:43And he was like very excited that like someone who worked in porn.
00:52:47Because I think like, you know, the fan.
00:52:49Because I even said to him, I'm like, you probably get like some fangirls that write
00:52:52too.
00:52:52And I'm sorry, I'm embarrassed.
00:52:54And he does.
00:52:55But he was like, yeah, none of them are like you.
00:52:57And then we like started flirting and stuff.
00:52:59And then I was like, okay, this is ridiculous.
00:53:02Like and then I just stopped.
00:53:03You have to imagine his world is completely different.
00:53:06Yeah.
00:53:06Like the exact opposite.
00:53:07But I was like straight up like fan stocking some like medieval, like expert professor
00:53:13guys.
00:53:15Have you ever done anything like that?
00:53:17I'm sure I have.
00:53:18You're like, no, Holly, I haven't.
00:53:20Just you.
00:53:20There's this one artist who I harass on Twitter nonstop.
00:53:23And it's been going on for years now.
00:53:25Really?
00:53:25Yeah.
00:53:26She like actually, I think when I first started harassing her, she only had like,
00:53:31like 30,000 followers or something like that.
00:53:33So I was like, oh, fuck.
00:53:33Yeah, it's a shoe in.
00:53:34I got way more than her.
00:53:35Now she's got like a million or something.
00:53:37Who is it?
00:53:38Excuse me.
00:53:39Grimes.
00:53:40I don't know if you know that is.
00:53:42She's like a pop artist.
00:53:44Okay.
00:53:44Like.
00:53:45Did she respond to you?
00:53:46No, she never responds.
00:53:48She likes my tweets every once in a while because I just say stupid shit to her.
00:53:51Yeah.
00:53:51Like, okay.
00:53:52So she's super like, I don't know, whatever.
00:53:54Vegan, eco-friendly, whatever you want to call it.
00:53:57I don't know what her label for it is.
00:53:59Anyways, one day she posted something about not eating eggs.
00:54:02And I was like, goddamn it.
00:54:03I've been rooting for you to be teen lesbo this whole time.
00:54:06She's like, what the fuck?
00:54:08Just weird ass shit.
00:54:10I'm just constantly trolling her.
00:54:12So you understand her need to establish boundaries with you.
00:54:16This has been going on for a good five years and it's probably never going to stop.
00:54:20Grimes, I love you.
00:54:22I'm obsessed with her.
00:54:24So see, people, even we can be weird fangirls and totally harass other people.
00:54:29Hell yeah.
00:54:30That's so funny.
00:54:31Drop the album, sis.
00:54:33Do it.
00:54:34I love her.
00:54:35So you have been only a girl-girl performer for the last 12 years.
00:54:41How has that been for you?
00:54:42Have you ever felt pressure to do boy-girl?
00:54:44Because by this time, you're one of the few girls I know.
00:54:48There was a bunch of girl-girl performers around your time that were pretty successful.
00:54:55And you used to be able to make a living as a girl-girl performer only easily.
00:55:01Easily.
00:55:02Even just solo.
00:55:04My whole first year, I didn't think I did any video.
00:55:09No, I think I started doing solo video towards the end of my first year.
00:55:13But before that, it was just pictures, magazine stuff.
00:55:15I could make a whole living just doing that.
00:55:18I know.
00:55:18It's crazy because girls will sometimes write to me like,
00:55:20hey, I'm interested in getting into the porn industry, but I only want to shoot solos.
00:55:24I'm like, nope.
00:55:25There's no work.
00:55:27I'm so sorry, but there's literally no work for you.
00:55:29Good luck.
00:55:30Yeah, I can't.
00:55:32Maybe you can cam and do that thing, produce your own content,
00:55:35but I have nobody to shoot you for it.
00:55:38Even the Twisties Treats girls, they do girl-girl or boy-girl.
00:55:42It's part of the package.
00:55:44Nowadays, I can't even tell you the last solo day I was booked for.
00:55:48It's always combined.
00:55:49You do some solo and then girl-girl or something like that.
00:55:54I honestly can't even tell you that my last solo day.
00:55:57Other than customs, you know what I mean?
00:56:00But like professional.
00:56:03So yeah, how have you managed to just hold on to the girl-girl only?
00:56:07Very carefully.
00:56:09It's been hard.
00:56:10It's actually been really hard because, well, like for instance,
00:56:14I've always been very open about being bi.
00:56:16I'm not a lesbian.
00:56:17I like cock too.
00:56:19I'm sorry if that offends some of you, but I know it does.
00:56:23I've kind of gotten to the point now where I just don't give a fuck.
00:56:25I used to try to like dance around it a little bit just to be nice,
00:56:28but in my old age, I'm just like, you know what?
00:56:32Fucking embrace that shit.
00:56:33Get over it.
00:56:34I've never once said that I'm straight gay.
00:56:36Never.
00:56:36I've always held to it that I'm extremely bi girl.
00:56:41So it's been difficult with that because there's been a lot of like,
00:56:44for instance, there's a lot of roles that I've wanted to be able to play
00:56:48or to be in certain scenes just to have a creative release,
00:56:52to be able to act those out.
00:56:54And it requires a girl that does boy-girl.
00:56:57So that's been probably the hardest part for me.
00:57:00There were really big roles that I've always wanted,
00:57:02but it recalled for someone who did boy-girl.
00:57:04So it was very difficult for me.
00:57:05That and also the money.
00:57:06I was going to say people probably offered you quite a bit of money.
00:57:09I've been offered a lot of money, a lot of money just for one scene.
00:57:14And so that's also very difficult because I like money.
00:57:17I really like money.
00:57:19So that's been very hard as well.
00:57:23But when it comes down to it,
00:57:27a big part of me really just does it for my fans,
00:57:30the ones that have been with me for so long,
00:57:31because not many girls hold out and only do girl-girl their career.
00:57:36So it makes it, I don't know.
00:57:38It's stupid, but it makes it special for them for whatever reason.
00:57:42Nothing that I necessarily agree with,
00:57:44but because they've been with me for so long,
00:57:46they've supported me for so long.
00:57:48That's kind of like something special I do for them, I guess.
00:57:50Right.
00:57:51So you feel a loyalty towards your fans?
00:57:52Oh, 100%.
00:57:53That's interesting.
00:57:54Some of my fans have been with me through thick and thin.
00:57:57They've brought me out of like depression holes that I've been in before.
00:58:02Like single-handedly, my fans did that.
00:58:04You know what I mean?
00:58:04Incredible that you can have that kind of connection with these people.
00:58:07I think we're actually starting to answer the reason why
00:58:10you have such a cultish fan base.
00:58:12I love my fans.
00:58:12I think this is starting to unravel in this conversation.
00:58:15I'm just as much their fan as they are mine.
00:58:18Like I love these people.
00:58:20If I see...
00:58:21Okay, for instance, in particular,
00:58:23recently there was a new person in the Teen GJ fan group, right?
00:58:27And they were cool.
00:58:28I liked them.
00:58:29But then they started picking on one of the people
00:58:30that's been like one of my number one fans for so long.
00:58:33And I instantly put a stop to that.
00:58:34I was like, oh, hell no.
00:58:36Not about to happen on my watch.
00:58:37I do have favorites.
00:58:39They have seniority.
00:58:40They've been with me for over a decade now,
00:58:42and you're not going to say that to that person.
00:58:44So either be nice, play nice like adults,
00:58:48or get the step in.
00:58:50I set those hard line boundaries, right?
00:58:52I really love my fans.
00:58:54That's amazing.
00:58:55I think that's a big part of it.
00:58:56It's a give and take.
00:58:56Yeah.
00:58:57You know what I mean?
00:58:57Yeah.
00:58:58And then, I don't know, is there a part of you,
00:59:00do you think you'll ever do Boy Girl?
00:59:02Or do you think there's just a part of you
00:59:03that's just like, fuck.
00:59:04Because when you do it, it's done.
00:59:06Yeah.
00:59:06Like it's out there, and you can't take it back.
00:59:09Honestly...
00:59:09And you can't reverse that decision.
00:59:13If and when...
00:59:14I've been dancing with the idea of doing it for my site.
00:59:17Just for my website.
00:59:19Or even just customs.
00:59:21You know what I mean?
00:59:22Because I have a person that I would perform with, I guess.
00:59:27Yeah.
00:59:28My significant other.
00:59:30But it would be, I don't know, it'd be really expensive,
00:59:34I think, if someone wanted to see that.
00:59:36It would be...
00:59:37I remember when Jelena Jensen did her first Boy Girl,
00:59:40she did it live.
00:59:42On her site?
00:59:42Yeah.
00:59:43So that people couldn't steal it.
00:59:45That's great.
00:59:46Which was pretty smart.
00:59:47Yeah, that's really cool.
00:59:47Yeah.
00:59:48Well, but there's ways of recording live now.
00:59:50That was back when it was a little harder, I think.
00:59:52That's true, that's true.
00:59:53But it's still...
00:59:54Yeah, and she recognized, obviously, that was the case.
00:59:56But it definitely made it all that more difficult to steal it.
00:59:59Totally.
01:00:00Yeah.
01:00:01And people would have to sign up for that moment at that time,
01:00:05since it was live.
01:00:06So she got a big jump of people.
01:00:10Yeah.
01:00:10I mean, it's definitely an idea that I've played with,
01:00:13just at least for in the customs world.
01:00:15You know what I mean?
01:00:15It should be so easy to do that.
01:00:17Yeah.
01:00:18But you're not sure.
01:00:20So it's not a definite no, it's just a, you don't know.
01:00:23Honestly...
01:00:24Right now, it's a no.
01:00:25The hardest part would just be to see my fans mourn it.
01:00:29That would be the hardest part for me.
01:00:30Which, I don't know if you've seen or not,
01:00:33I'm always very angry when people do that to the girl-girl performers that transition.
01:00:38Like when girl-girl performers,
01:00:39even if they've only been girl-girl only for a year or two,
01:00:41if they transition to boy-girl, they get so much hate on social media.
01:00:45And it makes me flip the fuck out every time.
01:00:47I'm like, fuck you, it's her body, do what she wants.
01:00:49And I think a big part of that is too,
01:00:51because I've always been playing with the idea.
01:00:53So I know that's going to happen to me.
01:00:55Right.
01:00:55Probably even on a bigger scale because I've been girl-girl for so long.
01:00:58Yeah.
01:00:59You know?
01:00:59And so that fucks with me.
01:01:00Knowing that I'm going to have to deal with that.
01:01:02But don't you think like your true fans would support you no matter what you do?
01:01:06Yes and no.
01:01:07Because I've definitely lost fans that were supposed to be like my,
01:01:12like people who literally had their walls plastered with me.
01:01:15And then all I did was post a picture of like me and like my brother.
01:01:19And they thought it was a boyfriend at the time.
01:01:21So they flipped out.
01:01:22And like the next thing I know,
01:01:23all of my memorabilia that they had made of me,
01:01:27books and posters and everything else is on fucking eBay.
01:01:30They're like, fuck you.
01:01:31I'm like, that's my brother.
01:01:32The fuck?
01:01:32Wow.
01:01:33Wow.
01:01:34Literally just a picture.
01:01:35Oh, at one time it was, I got a bunch of angry emails
01:01:40because I posted a picture on Instagram
01:01:42that literally just had a guy's leg draped over my lap.
01:01:45Wow.
01:01:46Couldn't even see him.
01:01:47You could just see that it was a hairy leg.
01:01:48I was going to say, well,
01:01:49how do they know it isn't your like dykey friend who doesn't like to shave?
01:01:53She just has a really bad pedicure.
01:01:55Yeah.
01:01:56I mean, you don't know.
01:01:57Like literally it could have been a mannequin leg for all they know.
01:02:00Yeah.
01:02:01But they just flipped out.
01:02:02Like I got all these mean, angry, drunk emails and stuff.
01:02:06Interesting the way that people think they kind of own you and your decisions.
01:02:09Yes.
01:02:10It's very much like you were talking about the guy was saying,
01:02:12how dare you betray me whenever he found out you had a boyfriend.
01:02:15It's very much that.
01:02:16It's like people from all over the world and they're sending me these hate emails.
01:02:19And I'm like, I've exchanged tweets with you a couple of times.
01:02:24Like what are you talking about?
01:02:26Like am I just not supposed to have happiness?
01:02:28Fuck you.
01:02:28Yeah.
01:02:29Fuck you very much.
01:02:30Yeah.
01:02:31Yeah.
01:02:31It's kind of nuts.
01:02:32I think I cared more when I was younger.
01:02:34Right.
01:02:34Really gotten to the point where I just don't give a shit anymore.
01:02:37It's like, it's your life.
01:02:38Love the bad girl or get the fuck out.
01:02:40Yeah.
01:02:42I post pictures now of like people I'm in a relationship with.
01:02:45And this was a big step for me.
01:02:47Yeah.
01:02:47It was a really big step for me.
01:02:48Yeah.
01:02:50Because just for so long I'd received so much hate for it.
01:02:52And now I'm still getting hate.
01:02:53I just, it rolls off easier because I just got experience dealing with it.
01:02:58I've got such thick skin now.
01:03:00So.
01:03:00Right.
01:03:01It's liberating to be able to do that too.
01:03:03Yeah.
01:03:03You want to be able to like share the aspects of your life you want to be able to share.
01:03:07Exactly.
01:03:07Yeah.
01:03:07People can't dictate to you like how you're going to live your life.
01:03:10Exactly.
01:03:11They think they can.
01:03:12Yeah.
01:03:12And I think also because I went along with that for so long
01:03:16that it kind of made them feel like they could do that.
01:03:20I don't know.
01:03:20Yeah.
01:03:21I hear you.
01:03:21So now it's like I'm backtracking.
01:03:23I'm having to like, I know this sounds silly, but like retrain them.
01:03:27Yeah.
01:03:28To think a different way.
01:03:29Yeah.
01:03:29Like you can love me either way.
01:03:31It's cool.
01:03:31It's break free.
01:03:32You can still jack off to me.
01:03:35It's cool.
01:03:35It's totally cool.
01:03:37In fact, please do.
01:03:38Thank you.
01:03:40Pay for it while you're at it.
01:03:42That's great.
01:03:43Oh my God.
01:03:44So, you know, it's what are you gonna do?
01:03:47Yeah, exactly.
01:03:48A lot of them will, if I just don't respond,
01:03:52they'll send me another email back like a week or two later and apologize.
01:03:56That's good.
01:03:58Some of them, they're just gone forever.
01:04:00And I guess good riddance, honestly.
01:04:02Yeah.
01:04:03New fans shall replace them.
01:04:04They probably weren't paying for anything anyway.
01:04:06Exactly.
01:04:08I was talking to Lilia Love about this, about how the people who want to micromanage your
01:04:13career the most or tell you how you should do things are generally people who are not
01:04:16paying members of your website.
01:04:18Exactly.
01:04:19So it's just like, no, you don't get to say that.
01:04:21That's stupid.
01:04:22Yeah, it's crazy.
01:04:24Well, Georgia, thank you so much for coming on.
01:04:26Thank you, Holly.
01:04:26It was so lovely to have you.
01:04:28I have some more fan questions for you, which I'm gonna ask you in our exclusive video
01:04:34podcast for Patreon.
01:04:36If you guys are a member of Patreon.com slash Holly Randall Unfiltered, you can go there
01:04:41to see that.
01:04:42But for the rest of you listening here on your audio podcast platforms, Georgia, can
01:04:49you tell them where they can find you online?
01:04:51Go plug all your pluggables.
01:04:53All my shit, y'all.
01:04:54Buy my shit.
01:04:56You can find me on Twitter and Instagram at XOGeorgiaJones.
01:05:00I'm on Snapchat, but you have to email me in order to get that.
01:05:05It's not free.
01:05:06Bookbadgirl at Gmail.
01:05:08I'm also on camsoda.com slash Georgia Jones.
01:05:13Saxpanther as well.
01:05:14I don't know.
01:05:15My website, duh, badgirljones.com.
01:05:18I've got so much shit.
01:05:21My business card is a fucking sheet.
01:05:22I know.
01:05:23It's crazy how many different platforms and streams of revenue we have to all have in
01:05:27order to survive.
01:05:28I have to.
01:05:28That's the thing.
01:05:29I have to have all of these hustles, but it's good.
01:05:31I really still enjoy it.
01:05:33I really do.
01:05:33It's nice to be able to do it all from home too.
01:05:36It's great.
01:05:37That's really fun to not drive anywhere in LA traffic.
01:05:40I was just going to say, in LA traffic.
01:05:42LA traffic, it's so fucking bad.
01:05:45So on mornings when I get to just stay home, it's like, no brainer.
01:05:49This is easy.
01:05:50Of course.
01:05:51It's crazy.
01:05:52And you guys can find me at Holly Randall on Twitter and Instagram.
01:05:56And then like I just said, join my Patreon, hollyrandall.com slash Holly Randall.
01:06:01No, fuck, dude.
01:06:02That's my website.
01:06:03Join my website, hollyrandall.com.
01:06:05Do that.
01:06:06Do that because that's where I post all my professional videos and pictures that I take.
01:06:13And then I actually started a new Patreon called patreon.com slash hollyrandallart
01:06:18where I'm actually producing only soft core erotic art nude stuff.
01:06:24So it's not porn.
01:06:25It's very artistic.
01:06:27And I'm hoping that I can get some support behind that because I kind of miss
01:06:30the days of shooting that kind of stuff.
01:06:33I love shooting porn.
01:06:34It's great.
01:06:34But I'd love to be able to shoot some erotic art as well.
01:06:36I'm actually trying to fund a book.
01:06:38I was going to say you.
01:06:39I don't know why you haven't done a book yet.
01:06:41I have actually four books out by Goliath Publishing.
01:06:44Okay.
01:06:44But they picked all the pictures.
01:06:47I didn't pick any of them.
01:06:48You didn't have creative direction or whatever?
01:06:50Absolutely none.
01:06:51They wouldn't let me put like black and white in there.
01:06:53Is Goliath a good publishing company?
01:06:54Yeah, they are a good publishing company.
01:06:56And I'm very happy to have published with them.
01:06:59I'm very honored that they would put out my books.
01:07:01But I do want to do one that is all my own and is completely creatively directed by me.
01:07:07And I'd love to shoot stuff specifically for that.
01:07:10Totally.
01:07:11Little less commercial type porn, which is what I shoot right now.
01:07:15So I'd really like to be able to focus specifically on erotic art and
01:07:19kind of come into the project with a different mindset and a different vision.
01:07:24Patreon.com slash Holly Randall art to support that.
01:07:27Patreon.com slash Holly Randall and filter to support this podcast and to
01:07:32watch the next set of questions that I'm going to ask Georgia for the fan section.
01:07:36Thank you guys so much for listening.
01:07:38We will see you next week.

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