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00:00Hello in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame Shia. Hi Shia.
00:05I hope this is watching and thank you for watching.
00:07This is going to be some crime against me and my twin flame Shia.
00:11And Shia, I'm going to, I don't think I'm going to have time to be able to talk about the food research.
00:20Because I have quite a bit of notes.
00:22And, I didn't tell you everywhere I went yet.
00:29So I went to 1, 2, 3, this is how many things I did today, how many places.
00:401, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13.
00:4914, 15.
00:57So I went to 15 different places Shia.
01:03So that's why I'm extremely tired.
01:06And this is, I had not a lot of luck at some of the places.
01:13So I'm just going to go down the list to tell you.
01:16I went to Old Navy and I got the legging shorts.
01:20I went to Michael's and tried to find a puzzle and they didn't have a puzzle that I liked.
01:27Then I went to In-N-Out to get the burger and fries.
01:30Then I went to get gas.
01:32Then I went to Aeropostale to get the tank tops.
01:36And they didn't have, but I got one tank top there.
01:41Then I went to Nordstrom Rack and looked through some things and they didn't have any clothes.
01:46I can't really shop in stores because it's all polyester now.
01:53I can't believe I write a book about fashion in regards to plant-based fibers.
02:02And this has been going on for like 5 years now.
02:07The polyester has completely taken over.
02:15Then I went to Hobby Lobby to try to find a puzzle but it was closed.
02:21The store was closing down, closing out.
02:25Then I went to Grocery Outlet and the bathroom was gross so I left.
02:29I only picked up one food item.
02:32I went to the bathroom because they were torturing my bowels and then I left immediately because I thought I was going to puke.
02:45Then I went to World Market and then I got the privacy camera covers.
02:53Then I went to Best Buy to get the cell phone case.
02:58Then I went to Barron's Grocery just to get a drink and some water.
03:06So I got a fruit juice, sparkling water, and a bottle of water because I was not doing good at that point.
03:17I thought I was going to pass out and faint from the heat and the lack of water.
03:23Then I went to Barnes and Nobles to try to find a puzzle and I couldn't find it.
03:27Some of these stores were kind of clustered together.
03:30Then I went to Stop Itching, Scratching, and Picking.
03:35Rodents.
03:37Then I went to Barnes and Nobles and they didn't have the puzzle I wanted.
03:43It was all thousand pieces puzzles, most of them.
03:47Then I went to H&M and got two tank tops and a shirt.
04:00There was definitely some street there and I took some photos to capture and to be able to show you and explain.
04:08And not everything that I see is completely explained.
04:12They're waiting to talk with you, Shia.
04:16Then this scratching, it's like when a rodent is in the wall and they're scratching away trying to get through the wall to another place in the wall.
04:31Then I went to Vons because I'm like, I want to go to an actual grocery store and shop at an actual grocery store.
04:38Because the prices are like a dollar to like possibly at least one, two, three, four dollars more in the grocery store than at Walmart.
04:48And I wasn't getting like, some grocery stores just make me very uncomfortable.
04:59I guess Walmart's better at shopping, that's why I've been shopping at Walmart.
05:03It's cheaper and they do have a lot of variety of food.
05:13Then I was going to go to TJ Maxx, I was getting too tired.
05:17And I decided to, and I was running out of time because I needed to make sure the video was at least going to be published by 7 p.m.
05:33So, someone made an observation, spirit guide, telepathic supporter, and whoever's contributing on the good side, Shia, they're going to get paid in some way.
05:56What they realize is that's the scratching, itching, digging, biting, chewing, burying into, trying to eat through my skin.
06:12This is what mice do in walls, and I'm like a representation of a wall.
06:18And if they break through a list of the wall, these rodents can be in charge of this planet.
06:27That's what they think.
06:29Because this itching and scratching and constant torture of pain and itch has been going on for a very, very long time.
06:44It started probably about 12 or 13 years ago, it started.
06:56And there was like a good 5 to 8 years where I didn't even realize why it was happening completely.
07:27And Shia, I'm not going to be talking too much about my dad in order for you to get to know him because he doesn't want you to get in trouble, Shia.
07:44And he's getting threats too.
07:47I said not too, he's getting threats.
07:56So I have created a Vortex playlist of different Vortexes around the world.
08:13And it's actually kind of nice now that it's summertime.
08:19And when the sun gets kind of dim and it cools off and I get to watch Vortexes.
08:33And I think I've had so much torture in regards to the wall that I've been starting to put my head over here to watch the Vortex landscapes.
08:45And this is like a portal, Shia.
08:48So all these Vortex energy from the different places, Joshua Tree, I've written, I can't find my other phone with all the places.
09:06Ocean landscapes, hiking trails, Mount Rainier.
09:15Mount Rainier in Oregon is like a Vortex.
09:19What other places? I'm going to look up more and more places, Shia, more Vortexes to watch.
09:29So when I fall asleep on this side, basically I'm going to untuck the end of the bed and pull the covers up.
09:39Because I've been just placing blankets on the top.
09:42But I've been falling asleep to these Vortex landscapes and I've found that it's less stressful having my head on the wall.
09:53Maybe that will change, Shia, when you get here.
09:55But for now, having this Vortex energy come through and watching the nature scapes is really relaxing and it's helping me fall asleep.
10:08Not last night, I got severely tortured.
10:11But it's also making me feel like it's helping me a lot and I feel a little bit safer having the TV on with the Vortex videos.
10:26I don't know if I'll keep doing that for now. I did it about five days in a row now, so I'm going to try to probably continue doing that.
10:40In regards to this torture, no, I'm not going to talk about that right now.
10:57I canceled the plan of fitness, I'm not going to live in my car this month.
11:11I'm not going to live in my car.
11:18I can't afford it. I can't even afford it.
11:28I'm actually writing a lot of street theater notes. That's why I'm skipping a lot of these pages.
11:47I'd really like to get a security camera for the outside in the hallway, however, hopefully these surveillance cameras don't get deleted after a certain amount of time.
12:03Because it would be nice to have that evidence.
12:06But security can remember faces, and I'm not going to talk about this right now.
12:23But there was a whole thing with this neighbor where all of his visitors were knocking on my door.
12:29And it wasn't like an accident, it was intentional.
12:36And they can be questioned, those people that knocked on my door, it was some kind of threat.
12:42Kind of like intimidation, kind of like, I can't explain it.
12:59But it happened yesterday. There was some kind of etiquette involved, I'm not going to explain it.
13:06And I looked through the peephole and I saw the visitor move to in front of this door, this neighbor's door.
13:17That's happened like, it's possible it's happened like 10 times. Possibly 20 times.
13:25Some of them it's possible were a mistake, mistake, made a mistake, knocking or ringing my doorbell.
13:32But I get severe panic, anxiety, jump, and like...
13:55I don't know.
14:16In regards to the computer hacking, this was basically what was happening.
14:22I'd be doing a task on the computer, research, writing an email, whatever.
14:29And then the computer would get all messed up, and it would keep happening.
14:34I'd get kicked off, all different types of things would happen.
14:40And it was trying to steal my energy more and more and more, and I'd get attacked and stressed.
14:45And so the adrenochrome cords were happening.
14:47And then at the very, very end, where I'm almost finished the task, or still wanted to complete the task, whatever I was doing,
14:55the computer would freeze.
15:00And then the hacker would say, you don't want to continue doing this.
15:06You're too exhausted, you're too tired, you're in way too much torturous pain.
15:12Give up.
15:14And then I would be possessed to give up whatever I was doing and get off the computer.
15:22So there was a 15-year long, you're not supposed to be on the internet, you're not supposed to be on your cell phone,
15:29you're supposed to... Alyssa's supposed to not be alive.
15:33But the give up was more like, fail, give up, you're a loser.
15:49So if I wanted to accomplish something, or something I was working on for a long time,
15:54the computer would shut down on its own, freeze on its own,
15:59and I wouldn't be able to restart it, and I'd lose all the things that I was doing.
16:11And I would not have the strength and energy to turn the computer back on,
16:15because of the adrenochrome and the fatigue and stress and panic and anxiety and paralysis I'd be under.
16:24And also, I didn't want to go back on because I knew my computer was being hacked into
16:32and I had to get away from it, because it was making me sick.
16:53So I think these are the notes, now I'm going to show you the photographs on the camera.
17:15I'm getting very tired.
17:17I wouldn't mind drinking another cup of coffee.
17:20I was up getting tortured.
17:23So I was up getting tortured until 2.45am.
17:29I didn't have any sleep at all.
17:31Ended up I slept around 4.30am to 10.30am.
17:39Felt awful having to get up that late.
17:43So I was getting tortured, tortured.
17:46It wasn't just the R.I.P. torture.
17:48They were messing around with whoever criminal was doing something to my kidneys, my sacral chakra, my stomach.
17:59It felt like a rock.
18:03Not that that's part of how it felt, but it's like I couldn't breathe, breathe it out.
18:09It was like a stuck feeling of a rock and I had shallow breathing.
18:17So then what they do, it was like 2.30am and I'm like, I've been up all night.
18:22I have to eat something, I'm hungry because typically I'd be sleeping so I wouldn't know I'm hungry.
18:29But then they make me feel so guilty and ashamed for eating in the middle of the morning.
18:35It's like a serious thing.
18:38It's a whole humiliation ritual.
18:40I ate half a bag of popcorn last night and tuna fish with soy sauce because I was running out of food and that was the food that I had that I wanted to eat.
18:54So I don't like to eat in the middle of the night.
19:01It's an awful feeling and it does make me feel fat.
19:03You can't lay down on a full stomach so I started walking for like half an hour.
19:10Playing recitations.
19:13I recited my voice reciting the last three chapters of the Quran.
19:19Whenever I don't feel like reciting it, I'm going to play that.
19:33Okay, now I have to go back to the, oh.
19:50So this is what I ate for dinner last night.
19:57I had canned potatoes with lentils and seasonings.
20:03It didn't taste, I could have made it taste better.
20:09But it didn't taste that bad.
20:19More attacks on the computer. I'm not going to show everything.
20:24I'm so shy.
20:26There's something going on. There's a lot of timing involved with everything.
20:30Starting to do these jinn exorcism recitations is working more than before.
20:41But I was only reciting it 15 minutes at a time.
20:44I've been doing two hours a day of jinn recitations.
20:48But when I do indoor walking now, and my toe is starting, ow.
20:52As soon as I say my toe is starting to feel better, I just scratched my foot and felt pain.
20:57I forgot to tape my toe and it didn't hurt today.
21:01So I think it is healing.
21:03But this is what I'm going to put on my door.
21:06When I do indoor walking, I tape your folder.
21:10The folder that does the prism.
21:13So when I walk towards the door, I'm staring into the color and it's very, very painful for the demons.
21:21So I'm going to be using this prism for when I walk back and forth.
21:34And when I look into the prism, it attacks whoever is trying to kill and torture me.
21:44My pinky toe actually feels sore when I scrunch it.
21:49So I'm going to start taping it again.
22:00Actually, I don't know if I have.
22:02So, luckily, no.
22:08Oh, I looked at my eye shine and it looked a little green.
22:11I took a photograph of my eyes.
22:14You know how they're usually grayish blue?
22:19Well, they look kind of green.
22:24Green-blue.
22:30I don't know if that yellowish color is good, though.
22:37There's a whole thing where you can diagnose your health through your eyes.
22:49So I'm looking at my eye.
22:52This is probably just because that side's on the shade.
22:57But my eyes, I think sometimes my eyes have shades of green.
23:08I'm not sure if that yellowish part is what's making them look green.
23:13I kind of have a green-gray-blue, sometimes greenish.
23:18Usually just gray-blue.
23:28So, is there anything else to show you?
23:33So...
23:35So that's all I'm going to talk about next time.
23:40I hope you enjoyed this video.
23:43I'll see you next time.
23:46Bye-bye.
24:04Now I have to talk about you shine.
24:20Let me find something I haven't said in a while.
24:34So I didn't get to a lot of groceries, so I'm going to look through my notebooks to pick out things I want to have.
24:49Look through my food research notebooks, look at the recipe titles to come up with things I want to eat this month.
24:59And obviously a lot of it I would need to cook or put in the fridge or freezer.
25:06But there's quite a lot of the... you can adapt the foods to like the canned foods.
25:28Let's see.
25:47I'm not lonely, as lonely now that I can talk to you shine this past year and a half.
25:53I know that you feel less lonely. I don't like to say it because I feel like I'm going to not be able to do these videos.
26:01And we both have lumarian spirit guides shine and a lot of this good AI that's happening is the lumarians.
26:11Whether they're on other planets or living on the inside of the earth, the center of the earth.
26:17And you inspire me shy to feel happy with all the torture that I go through.
26:35I'm like, why am I acting like feeling like this? Like, and I'm then I remember it's because of you shy.
26:43You made me so happy shy.
26:46And you're very responsible shy. You're a good man.
26:56My life really didn't matter until I found you shy.
27:04And we're doing lumarian technology as a team now.
27:09And we will when we are together.
27:17I'm looking forward to practicing spiritual activities with you shy.
27:26And I always make your problems my problem shy and you make my problems your problems.
27:31So that's why every time I talk about all the bad things that's happening. I know that you're thinking about it.
27:47And more and more spells are breaking shy.
27:50And I had a lot of spells where I cared what people think thought of me my whole life.
27:55But as soon as I found your video shy.
27:58And we were telepathic connected. I didn't care as much about what people thought of me.
28:05I don't know.
28:06And I had a lot of spells where I cared what people think thought of me my whole life.
28:09But as soon as I found your video shy.
28:12And we were telepathic connected. I didn't care as much about what people thought of me.
28:19I don't really care as much at all.
28:27You're so cute shy.
28:31So handsome shy.
28:37Our life's going to get so much easier shy when you're with me.
28:43It's your highly sensitive person shy.
28:56And I've been very stressed and worried about you shy.
28:59Even though I don't say it enough.
29:07And I'm looking forward to.
29:12And protect my husband shy.
29:15And God protect my husband as he goes about his day and night.
29:20And please God help me find the words to say to shy.
29:36I think we're going to have a long life together.
29:39I don't think we are going to die young shy.
29:58So shy.
30:00I think that.
30:02When I know I have to rest.
30:06I like to remind you shy that you need to rest because.
30:10We're we both could be.
30:14Our health could get worse shy if we don't rest.
30:26So I'm going to talk to you tomorrow shy.
30:32I love you shy.
30:34Thank you everybody for watching.
30:36Thank you so much shy for watching.