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00:00:00Sometimes, two people are like ships that pass by at night,
00:00:09who meet once or twice in co-ordination, and then never meet again in life.
00:00:30I never thought that I would go to Hyderabad alone and make friends with a stranger.
00:00:53I was lost in my emotions. I was drowning.
00:01:00I was lost in my emotions. I was drowning.
00:01:15I was lost in my emotions. I was lost in my emotions.
00:01:20I learned how to make pasta from YouTube.
00:01:22Come on, eat.
00:01:32Hello. Sir. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. I will receive the auditors. Okay, sir. Thank you.
00:01:44Hey, where is my file?
00:01:47On the stove.
00:01:50I have boiled water to make pasta.
00:01:53Mom, pasta.
00:01:57Okay.
00:01:58Nice.
00:02:00Come on, eat fast. I am getting late.
00:02:06Mom, bye.
00:02:08Mom, bye.
00:02:20I am lost in my emotions. I am lost in my emotions.
00:02:27I am lost in my emotions. I am lost in my emotions.
00:02:34I am lost in my emotions. I am lost in my emotions.
00:02:40As long as this earth revolves,
00:02:43a gentle breeze blows.
00:02:47Say it without saying.
00:02:49If you want to say something,
00:02:51hold it with your eyes.
00:02:54If you want to be together.
00:03:03Hello.
00:03:05Aunt.
00:03:06Maria.
00:03:08Is everything okay?
00:03:10I had a sudden bleeding.
00:03:14I am admitted in the hospital.
00:03:16What did the doctor say?
00:03:18Everything is fine now.
00:03:20I am not bleeding.
00:03:22Don't worry.
00:03:24Where is Abhiram? Why didn't you call him?
00:03:26He went to the US a few days ago.
00:03:29Are you alone?
00:03:31Yes.
00:03:32I would have come.
00:03:34But I am alone in the train.
00:03:38Aunt, I miss mom a lot.
00:03:41Don't cry.
00:03:43I will convince her and come.
00:03:46Don't cry.
00:03:48I will call Jaya and tell her to come.
00:03:51Aunt, while coming,
00:03:55get a sari for mom.
00:03:58You take rest.
00:04:00I will come.
00:04:03Come soon.
00:04:05Yes.
00:04:12Just drop me and come.
00:04:15I don't have time to breathe.
00:04:17Who will go if we don't go?
00:04:22If mom and dad were here...
00:04:25You know I can't go alone by train.
00:04:29You are not going to space.
00:04:32It's just a train.
00:04:34Millions of people travel by train every day.
00:04:37Take a tablet if you feel sick.
00:04:55I am sorry.
00:04:58If you don't want to go by train, book a taxi.
00:05:01We will manage the money.
00:05:03I can't go alone.
00:05:06If I could come, I would have let you go alone.
00:05:12There is a lot of stress in the audit.
00:05:16Please manage it once.
00:05:24Please.
00:05:54Yes.
00:06:24Dad.
00:06:28Dad.
00:06:54I don't know when I will come.
00:06:57This fear remains.
00:07:16Don't stare at the meter, madam.
00:07:18If you stare again and again, your blood pressure will increase.
00:07:24Come on.
00:07:40What a beautiful sari.
00:07:42Look at the necklace.
00:07:44These jewellery are fake.
00:07:47Who works in the kitchen?
00:07:49Who works in the kitchen?
00:07:52Now she will fight with her mother-in-law.
00:07:55Her mother-in-law is very dangerous.
00:07:59Aunt.
00:08:05She didn't trouble you much, right?
00:08:07A lot.
00:08:13I am tired of watching serials.
00:08:16If you hadn't come, my child would have been born by saying dialogues.
00:08:19I am coming, mother.
00:08:21That's it.
00:08:23Cheers.
00:08:34Hi.
00:08:49Hi.
00:09:20Thank you.
00:09:26What are you doing here?
00:09:30I don't even remember.
00:09:41How are you doing?
00:09:42How are you?
00:09:49Doctor.
00:09:51Is everything okay?
00:09:53Who is she to you?
00:09:54She is my younger sister.
00:09:55Okay.
00:09:56The place below the uterus for the fetus, we have a suture.
00:10:01So it will hold the uterus properly and the baby too.
00:10:04It is very important to keep it in this position.
00:10:07We will take care of whatever is needed, but position is important.
00:10:10Okay?
00:10:11Thank you.
00:10:12Thank you.
00:10:20Thank you.
00:10:22You go home.
00:10:23You will get an auto downstairs, right?
00:10:25Let it be auto.
00:10:26You will get a lot of traffic.
00:10:28You go by metro.
00:10:32I can't go by train again.
00:10:34This is not that kind of train.
00:10:36There is AC too.
00:10:37There is no noise.
00:10:38It will take you home in 20 minutes.
00:10:41And that too in just 50 rupees.
00:10:43What?
00:10:44Just 50?
00:10:4650 in metro and 500 in auto.
00:10:48What is this?
00:10:50Don't listen to her.
00:10:53She is a cheater.
00:10:56You go.
00:10:57This will do.
00:10:59Okay.
00:11:00I will come.
00:11:01Take care.
00:11:03You rest, okay?
00:11:1150 rupees.
00:11:41Thank you.
00:12:11Thank you.
00:12:41Water?
00:13:11Thank you.
00:13:41Thank you.
00:14:11Hey!
00:14:12Hey!
00:14:17Sir, you are back again.
00:14:19You have kept 20 copies already.
00:14:21Not a single one is sold.
00:14:23Please keep it.
00:14:24I will be very grateful to you.
00:14:26And yes, if possible, give it to me in advance.
00:14:30Sir, these days Facebook and Twitter are in vogue.
00:14:33No one is reading Hindi books these days.
00:14:35Not a single book on sand burial has been sold in the last four years.
00:14:39But when its translation won the Booker Prize,
00:14:43it sold four copies with difficulty.
00:14:46Mr. Pritam, when did you come?
00:14:49People like him must buy a few copies.
00:14:52Jigri.
00:14:53Unique name.
00:14:55Like Jigri Dost.
00:14:57Give me all of them.
00:14:58All of them?
00:14:59Yes, gifts.
00:15:01You have won a lottery.
00:15:04You don't know how much you have done for me.
00:15:07Not a single copy has been sold in the last three months.
00:15:11Thank you so much.
00:15:13I will leave now.
00:15:19Should I give you something like a heartache?
00:15:23This morning I saw someone in the metro.
00:15:25He was very nervous.
00:15:27He was having trouble breathing.
00:15:29He was sweating profusely.
00:15:31Please give me a book on this.
00:15:36Thank you.
00:15:44It's in my account.
00:15:45Excuse me.
00:15:55Come, sister.
00:15:56Come.
00:15:57I'll take it.
00:15:58On his 25th birthday, Abraham gave his sister 25 gifts.
00:16:02Abraham loves his sister a lot.
00:16:04Take it.
00:16:05Thank you.
00:16:14How do I get to the hospital by bus from here?
00:16:16Sister, if you go by bus, it will take 2-3 hours.
00:16:19The tiffin will also get cold.
00:16:21It's better if you go by metro.
00:16:23You will reach quickly.
00:16:32The bed is wet.
00:16:34I took a bath, put a wet towel on it and made the bed wet.
00:16:38If you look at the Facebook video,
00:16:40I am sitting in your hair.
00:16:42If you look at the house,
00:16:43I am a snake and you are a snake charmer.
00:16:45My Facebook ID is Chulbuli Imli.
00:16:48Yours?
00:16:51You are not even on WhatsApp?
00:16:55I will make a call and come.
00:16:57Okay.
00:17:02Tell me, Hira.
00:17:03I was missing you guys a lot.
00:17:06Don't make noise.
00:17:15It's very difficult to go by metro.
00:17:18It's just a matter of two weeks.
00:17:19Adjust, Hira.
00:17:23How do I tell you?
00:17:26He looks like...
00:17:28Look, Kirti wants to talk.
00:17:30Mom.
00:17:31Mom.
00:17:32He is scaring me.
00:17:34Kiru, how are you?
00:17:36Mom, Teja is scaring me like a monkey.
00:17:41Monkeys are cute, right?
00:17:43Mom, he is not cute.
00:17:46I have to call boss now.
00:17:47I will call you later.
00:17:56He had a lot to say, but...
00:18:00...his silence silenced him.
00:18:04In a panic attack, it feels like a heart attack.
00:18:08Heart beating fast,
00:18:10difficulty breathing,
00:18:12and the whole body sweating.
00:18:15Those who have a panic attack once,
00:18:17they are afraid of having it again.
00:18:20They avoid everything that is dangerous for a panic attack.
00:18:26Like stairs, lift, escalator, train,
00:18:29travelling by airplane, closed rooms.
00:18:32Anywhere where you feel suffocated.
00:18:36Hello, Mr. Bookbump.
00:18:39What are you reading today?
00:18:40Nothing, just a poetry book.
00:18:44Don't you want to sleep?
00:18:45Just ten minutes.
00:18:49You haven't touched a single book in all these years.
00:18:52Yes.
00:18:53I read a book every six months.
00:19:01Poets all over the world have time to read.
00:19:04Except me.
00:19:12Come on, you also read a poetry book.
00:19:23Come.
00:19:36Come, Dickie.
00:19:52Come.
00:20:00I will quit this useless job.
00:20:03I just want to be with you every moment.
00:20:06This will be my anniversary gift for you.
00:20:15And I will also forgive myself for not reading your poetry.
00:20:18Don't even dare to quit your job.
00:20:20It's okay even if you don't read my poetry.
00:20:23But this much of filmy drama?
00:20:25Stop it.
00:20:27I will love you all my life.
00:20:31Please forgive me.
00:20:33Okay, sorry.
00:20:50I love you.
00:21:21Looks like you are new in this city.
00:21:23Sorry.
00:21:49Sorry, I couldn't talk to you yesterday
00:21:51I get socially awkward in front of new people.
00:21:53Sorry.
00:22:06Me too.
00:22:11My name is Iravati.
00:22:14Your name is quite unique.
00:22:16Iravati.
00:22:18Coincidence?
00:22:19A few days back I was reading a play by Kalidas.
00:22:21The queen's name is Iravati.
00:22:24By the way, you are the first person who said my name correctly.
00:22:29People call me
00:22:32Airavati
00:22:34Aiyarvati.
00:22:39My wife's name is Ridula.
00:22:41People call her Brudula.
00:22:43One even called her Mardula.
00:22:48It's new for me too.
00:22:51I have been using the metro for the past 6 months.
00:22:55By the way, this metro is very safe and fast too.
00:23:02Shall we go?
00:23:18Do you have a piece of paper?
00:23:21Paper.
00:23:31Ridula does this when she is stressed.
00:23:37Would you like to try?
00:23:43Whose poem is this?
00:23:47I don't know.
00:23:55You don't write poems?
00:23:59No, it's just a hobby.
00:24:02I write whatever comes to my mind.
00:24:06My father used to write very well.
00:24:11Can I read it?
00:24:13It's a new hobby of poetry.
00:24:16Really?
00:24:19What have you read?
00:24:21Recently, I was reading Kaalidas's Meghdood.
00:24:24Because of a mistake, a Yaksha is abducted.
00:24:28And he can't bear this distance from his wife.
00:24:32In the pain of his separation, he begs the black clouds
00:24:35to send his message to his wife.
00:24:38Let's go.
00:24:44Thank you.
00:25:03Thank you.
00:25:09You write very well.
00:25:12Thank you.
00:25:15The station is here.
00:25:17You too?
00:25:21I didn't realise while talking.
00:25:24Shall we go?
00:25:39Thank you.
00:25:47So, how was the metro?
00:25:50Don't ask me.
00:25:52I was about to board the train and again...
00:25:58I felt very thirsty.
00:26:00A good man gave me water.
00:26:04Was he handsome?
00:26:08Are you just joking, Maushi?
00:26:13If someone is with us and we feel interested,
00:26:16we forget all our problems.
00:26:18Exactly.
00:26:20Now that you're here, all my problems are solved.
00:26:23Sabudana is great.
00:26:25Okay, I'll leave now.
00:26:28I'll come in the evening.
00:26:30Okay, Maushi.
00:26:32Thank you.
00:26:39Give me a hand.
00:26:45You're Riya's sister, right?
00:26:48Yes, how do you know?
00:26:50She's BBC's Bhagbhag Chameli.
00:26:52How's Riya?
00:26:54She's fine. Thank you.
00:26:56This is Partho.
00:26:58We're in a hurry.
00:27:00Let's go.
00:27:02Sure.
00:27:04Let's go, Sonali.
00:27:05I'll tell you later.
00:27:07Listen to me.
00:27:23Yes.
00:27:25Yes, Riya is fine.
00:27:27Yes, Maushi, Riya is fine.
00:27:29I'll let you know.
00:27:31Okay.
00:27:33Hello.
00:27:35I was about to board the train when I got a call.
00:27:40Do you come at this time every day?
00:27:42Yes. 8 a.m. sharp.
00:27:44Same compartment, same seat.
00:27:46And return at 6 p.m.
00:27:48Wow, my timing is also the same.
00:27:53Shall we go?
00:27:58Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:28:00Yeah, we can do that.
00:28:02Yeah, we can do that.
00:28:07I'm sorry, guys, not you.
00:28:14So what did you see in Hyderabad?
00:28:16Did you try anything special here?
00:28:18No, nothing yet.
00:28:20My sister's delivery is in a few days.
00:28:22So I'm busy with that.
00:28:24You didn't even have Irani tea.
00:28:26That's very unfair.
00:28:27Irani tea is very good.
00:28:29But I miss filter coffee a lot.
00:28:33Life is lifeless without it.
00:28:36My sister doesn't have a filter.
00:28:38And there is instant coffee in the hospital.
00:28:40Making good filter coffee is an art.
00:28:43Some people press it hard.
00:28:45It doesn't come out of the decoction.
00:28:47And some people press it lightly.
00:28:49So it comes out very thin.
00:28:51But its aroma,
00:28:53dripping of each drop,
00:28:54this whole process is like meditation.
00:29:00The way you have described this whole process,
00:29:03it really feels like an art
00:29:06or a good poem.
00:29:10Now we'll have to drink coffee.
00:29:12Let's get down and drink.
00:29:16Some other day.
00:29:18Riya is waiting for the tiffin.
00:29:20I'll get it.
00:29:21Some other day.
00:29:23Riya must be waiting for the tiffin.
00:29:25But you said that life is lifeless
00:29:27without filter coffee.
00:29:29It'll take just 5 minutes.
00:29:31It'll be here soon.
00:29:43Thank you.
00:29:52It's very nice.
00:29:54Now life has come back to life.
00:30:21Leaving the streets of yesterday
00:30:25I am walking on new paths
00:30:29To find a new world
00:30:32I am a new bird
00:30:37Oh eyes
00:30:39Why are you looking at me?
00:30:45Listen to me
00:30:47Why are you angry with me?
00:30:51Why?
00:30:53I have stopped myself
00:30:57from telling the truth
00:31:01I have stopped
00:31:03breaking
00:31:05the habits
00:31:07Oh eyes
00:31:09I am a new bird
00:31:12Life is a new bird
00:31:17I am a new bird
00:31:19Life is a new bird
00:31:49I am a new bird
00:31:57I have stopped myself
00:32:01from telling the truth
00:32:05I have stopped
00:32:07breaking
00:32:09the habits
00:32:11Oh eyes
00:32:13I am a new bird
00:32:15Life is a new bird
00:32:21I am a new bird
00:32:24Life is a new bird
00:32:29I am a new bird
00:32:32Life is a new bird
00:32:37I am a new bird
00:32:40Life is a new bird
00:32:45Life is a new bird
00:32:51There is a Huitchul tribe in Mexico.
00:32:54They make their husband sit on a tree during childbirth
00:32:58and tie a rope around his neck.
00:33:02What do you mean?
00:33:04Over there?
00:33:06Yes.
00:33:08And as the labor pain increases,
00:33:11the woman pulls the rope hard.
00:33:13That's right.
00:33:16Men who can't understand the pain of women
00:33:19should be treated like this.
00:33:22Who told you this?
00:33:25I read it somewhere.
00:33:28Okay.
00:33:38You are going as a hero today?
00:33:40What's the matter?
00:33:41Nothing. I have an important meeting with the senior managers.
00:33:49How do I look?
00:33:54Just like my hero.
00:34:12The husband and wife who live in Riya's flat
00:34:17have two faces.
00:34:19They always fight at home
00:34:21but they make Facebook reels with love.
00:34:25I think we have always had many faces.
00:34:29One face for the world,
00:34:31one for our loved ones,
00:34:33and one for ourselves.
00:34:35And after social media,
00:34:37it has been amplified.
00:34:38We always hide our faces from the world.
00:34:40Right?
00:34:42We hide them so that people don't judge us.
00:34:46So that they don't use our shortcomings against us.
00:34:52Do you know?
00:34:54There is a tribe in Bastar
00:34:56that doesn't judge or criticize anyone.
00:34:58They don't have any feelings of jealousy, jealousy, or hatred.
00:35:02I hope you are not getting bored of my talks.
00:35:05Not at all. Tell me.
00:35:06A book.
00:35:08In 1927, a missionary, a warrior,
00:35:11went on an expedition to civilize this tribe.
00:35:14But what he saw there was that
00:35:16these people were already very evolved.
00:35:19They didn't need to be taught,
00:35:21they needed to be learned.
00:35:23He settled down with them,
00:35:25and became one with them.
00:35:27There is a tradition of theirs
00:35:30called Gotul.
00:35:32In this, all the boys and girls of the same age
00:35:34have to spend some time in the same hut.
00:35:37With each other. For a few days.
00:35:39So, with this,
00:35:41they get to know each other
00:35:43mentally and physically.
00:35:45So, they don't have any judgment, jealousy, or criticism.
00:35:49Nothing like that.
00:35:51Physically, mentally, in every way?
00:35:53Yes.
00:35:55So, what is the difference between us and animals?
00:35:57The rules that our elders have made,
00:35:59they have made them for the society,
00:36:01understanding their thoughts.
00:36:02Look,
00:36:04the rules that your elders have made for your society,
00:36:06that is fine.
00:36:08But the rules that their elders have made for their society,
00:36:10that is wrong.
00:36:12What are you trying to say?
00:36:14I am trying to say that
00:36:16deceit, jealousy, jealousy,
00:36:18fake,
00:36:20these are all signs of a civilized society, according to you.
00:36:22Right?
00:36:24This is a very narrow-minded thought.
00:36:26So, you are saying that I am narrow-minded,
00:36:28I am fake.
00:36:30So, is my poetry also fake?
00:36:32So, is my poetry also fake?
00:36:44Is everything okay, Riya?
00:36:46Okay, you tell me.
00:36:48Shruti Ghazal used to behave very well with him.
00:36:53But he has an affair with someone else behind his back.
00:36:57And what should he do?
00:36:58Don't stress about the problems of the world at this time.
00:37:02Won't I be stressed?
00:37:04He is my best friend.
00:37:08These days, you can't trust anyone.
00:37:11Except you.
00:37:18Except me, Abhiram and Umesh Dada.
00:37:23Come, let's call Abhiram.
00:37:25Come, let's call Abhiram.
00:37:29It must be night in the U.S. right now.
00:37:33Sorry, Tayal. My mood is not good at all.
00:37:36Even my mood is off since morning.
00:37:41Come, let's watch your favorite serial.
00:37:45Switch it on.
00:37:55Sit, sit, sit.
00:38:01So, what have you decided?
00:38:05Sir, I can't do it.
00:38:07Look, I am retiring.
00:38:10And I want you to be the manager.
00:38:13If you refuse, someone else will replace me.
00:38:17It will be your loss.
00:38:20You are not comfortable in customer interaction.
00:38:22You have to step up.
00:38:24I have organized a professional help for you.
00:38:30See if it helps.
00:38:35Thanks, sir. I will think about it.
00:38:37Sure. All the best.
00:38:53Hey, silence!
00:38:55Do you guys know Scrum? Agile?
00:38:58I am a PMP certified Scrum Master.
00:39:00Shut up!
00:39:01What if he says Scum?
00:39:03He is not Scum. He is Scrum.
00:39:06He will come.
00:39:16I am sorry for yesterday.
00:39:18I said too much.
00:39:20No, it's okay.
00:39:23I shouldn't have judged that tribe.
00:39:27You don't judge anyone.
00:39:30I have so many shortcomings. How can I judge anyone?
00:39:34You are not judging yourself.
00:39:42A token of my apology.
00:39:45You used to write short stories in school.
00:39:48You used to read books too.
00:39:49Then you got busy in life and lost that habit.
00:39:53Where is the time?
00:39:55You have a lot of time.
00:39:57The compliments I gave for your poetry were not fake. They were sincere.
00:40:19I am sorry.
00:40:49I think the writer has written some lines just for me.
00:41:04I feel the same while reading the poems of some great poets.
00:41:09I feel the same too.
00:41:16Madari and Bhalu must have gone somewhere else from this cruel world.
00:41:21They must have died.
00:41:24It's better to stay away from your loved ones than to die.
00:41:28I wish I could meet the writer and find out what happened to them.
00:41:40Do you smoke?
00:41:42No, I used to.
00:41:44But Ridhula used to have a problem with smoke, so I quit.
00:41:48Why?
00:41:50My father used to do this when he wanted to smoke.
00:41:56In the last days, we became very close.
00:41:59We became friends.
00:42:01He even shared his poetry with me.
00:42:02They were very special moments.
00:42:06Why do people wait till the end to say what's in their heart?
00:42:12I am sorry, Ira.
00:42:14Riya used to come first in Maths.
00:42:17I recognized her talent, but I couldn't see your talent.
00:42:22I had a dream.
00:42:24I saw you in my dream.
00:42:26I saw you in my dream.
00:42:28I saw you in my dream.
00:42:29I had a dream.
00:42:31I used to write poems in the morning.
00:42:35But in the evening of my life,
00:42:38the poems I wrote in my sleep
00:42:42have now fallen on your fingers.
00:42:45I am satisfied.
00:42:47What would I have given you before leaving except words?
00:42:51But I have a small wish.
00:42:54That you continue to cry after me.
00:42:56That you continue to cry after me.
00:42:58The fights of words
00:43:00are in your veins.
00:43:07He wrote this poem
00:43:09a day before he died.
00:43:13If he had some more time,
00:43:15he would have written many more poems
00:43:17and shared them with me.
00:43:21Now I understand why you write so well.
00:43:24No, I just close my eyes.
00:43:28Baba used to write.
00:43:36Has anyone else read your poems?
00:43:41After Baba passed away,
00:43:43I recited it to Riya and my husband once.
00:43:46But I don't think they liked it.
00:43:50They recited it well.
00:43:51I mean,
00:43:53when words come out of the depths of the heart,
00:43:56it takes time to understand them.
00:44:01Mudhula also writes, but she writes in Bangla.
00:44:04You write in Hindi, so I connected more with you.
00:44:08Your style is very unique.
00:44:12Very emotional,
00:44:14raw and
00:44:16pure.
00:44:18I only write for myself.
00:44:21Yes, that's fine, but
00:44:23what's the harm in conveying it to others, right?
00:44:30The death of a dog.
00:44:33The death of a dog means
00:44:35when someone dies,
00:44:37but he has no family or friends.
00:44:39They remain as a dead body,
00:44:41you know, an unclean body.
00:44:43So some Dutch poets started a lonely funeral project
00:44:45in which they
00:44:47write a special poem
00:44:49and recite it to an unclean body.
00:44:52Your poems can also
00:44:54give peace to thousands of souls.
00:44:59If not thousands, at least one.
00:45:01At least one.
00:45:14I don't know about poetry,
00:45:17but his praise seems a bit fake.
00:45:21Fake?
00:45:24For the first time in my life,
00:45:26it feels like someone is understanding my words,
00:45:29like someone is reading my mind.
00:45:31Do you know?
00:45:33Mridula also writes poetry.
00:45:36She seems very perfect.
00:45:40You read it.
00:45:45The world has no idea at all.
00:45:48Some people are something from the front,
00:45:50and something else from the back.
00:45:52By the way, when you didn't pick up the phone,
00:45:54Umesh Dada called me.
00:45:56Yes, I will
00:45:58call him at night.
00:46:01Did you call him yesterday?
00:46:04Day after tomorrow?
00:46:08It's amazing.
00:46:10Despite everything,
00:46:12why do we look for happiness in the outside world?
00:46:16Aunt.
00:46:18Be careful.
00:46:25Be careful.
00:46:40I want to see the Daha Sanskar once.
00:46:42What?
00:46:45When my father passed away,
00:46:47I wanted to light his funeral pyre.
00:46:51My elders refused,
00:46:52but my husband stood by me.
00:46:58How can I light the funeral pyre
00:47:00with the hand with which I fed him?
00:47:04I didn't even see him for the last time.
00:47:13Some wounds remain hidden for a lifetime.
00:47:16I was ten years old then.
00:47:19And every day I used to pray that he dies.
00:47:23But when he died
00:47:25and I was lighting his funeral pyre,
00:47:27I felt sorry.
00:47:29I felt as if he died
00:47:31because of my curse.
00:47:39People will think I'm crazy,
00:47:41that's why
00:47:43I didn't share this with anyone.
00:47:48But the first time I met you,
00:47:49I was very scared.
00:47:52I couldn't even breathe.
00:47:54I felt as if...
00:47:56It's called panic attacks.
00:47:58It feels like a heart attack.
00:48:02I read in a book
00:48:04that anxiety and depression
00:48:06have some common symptoms.
00:48:08It can be due to some past trauma.
00:48:10It's written in a book.
00:48:20I was six years old
00:48:22when I was going in a train with my father.
00:48:29My father got down
00:48:31for his cigarettes
00:48:34and the train started moving.
00:48:38He got into the back of the train.
00:48:40He got into the back of the train.
00:48:48It took 15 minutes
00:48:50for him to reach me.
00:48:59I saw hell
00:49:01in those 15 minutes.
00:49:10Have you ever told your family
00:49:12or a doctor about this?
00:49:18Why?
00:49:20It's not easy
00:49:22to share mental illness with others.
00:49:26Let's do something about it.
00:49:31You're Iravati and I'm the society.
00:49:35I'm Iravati.
00:49:40Okay.
00:49:42What's your problem, Ira?
00:49:46Sometimes, I get scared of the train crashing
00:49:49or the bus falling off the bridge.
00:49:51Sometimes, I get panic attacks for no reason.
00:49:54It's your delusion, Ira.
00:49:56Everyone travels.
00:49:58Why are you getting anxious?
00:50:01You're pretending to be sympathetic, Ira.
00:50:05Be strong.
00:50:07Be strong.
00:50:09Wow!
00:50:11Why didn't I get this great idea earlier?
00:50:14I'm not trying it on purpose
00:50:16because I enjoy getting anxious.
00:50:23When I get panic attacks,
00:50:26I get a doubt in my mind.
00:50:29Love 72, dub 72
00:50:31or lub dub 72?
00:50:36Sorry.
00:50:40Sorry.
00:50:49You're trapped for the first time.
00:51:01Oh, God!
00:51:03What if it rains there?
00:51:06I don't know if my husband picked up my kids from dance class
00:51:10or they got drenched on the way.
00:51:23It's written in the book.
00:51:25Inhale slowly for five counts.
00:51:27Hold it for two counts.
00:51:29Inhale slowly for five counts.
00:51:31Try it.
00:51:33Inhale.
00:51:34One, two, three, four, five.
00:51:37Hold. One, two.
00:51:39Exhale.
00:51:41One, two, three, four, five.
00:51:44Focus on the touch of your fingers.
00:51:48Inhale.
00:51:50One, two, three, four, five.
00:51:53Hold. One, two.
00:51:55Exhale.
00:51:57One, two, three, four, five.
00:52:05One, two, three, four.
00:52:26Come, come. Let's go.
00:52:28Let's go.
00:52:29Oh.
00:52:47Come on, Tikki.
00:52:59Oh.
00:53:29Oh.
00:53:35Oh.
00:53:59Oh.
00:53:59Oh.
00:54:18Oh.
00:54:30Do you take the work of the bank home?
00:54:33Doesn't Mridula complain?
00:54:37I give a lot of time to my family.
00:54:41By the way, my family is quite crazy about activities.
00:54:45Is it?
00:54:47Then I'll have to tell them.
00:54:49We should have memories every day.
00:54:51Sunrise walks, moonlight dinners,
00:54:54having the first mango of the season with a big cup of tea.
00:54:57I'm a banker, so I'm telling you.
00:54:58These things don't cost money.
00:55:02And every weekend, me and the kids
00:55:04try to make a new dish together.
00:55:06Of different cultures from different countries.
00:55:08Sometimes success, sometimes failure.
00:55:09But every time, the excitement is the same.
00:55:11Oh, wow.
00:55:13From different countries?
00:55:16Your poor sister
00:55:18is not able to eat normal food due to morning sickness.
00:55:21Yes, have you heard the name of the dish Gile Firdos?
00:55:24Or Kursi Miana?
00:55:27Yes.
00:55:28It sounds so ordinary when you say lentils.
00:55:31The name of the dish should be like this.
00:55:33When I got married for the first time,
00:55:35I told my wife that
00:55:37you make good lentils.
00:55:39That's it.
00:55:40Since then, I've been eating lentils every day.
00:55:42Now, the leftover lentils are used for Rasam.
00:55:45Then the leftover lentils are used for Rasam rice.
00:55:47I've been eating lentils all my life.
00:55:57By the way, I'm an average cook.
00:56:01But my husband eats happily.
00:56:03He doesn't complain.
00:56:06Especially outside the house.
00:56:08In front of strangers.
00:56:27Hello.
00:56:28What's the cooking number now?
00:56:31Isn't studying crazy enough?
00:56:33I have a lot of cooking fans.
00:56:36Oh.
00:56:38Maybe it's a special friend.
00:56:45Doesn't it smell like burning?
00:56:49It's because there's a potluck in the office today.
00:56:52It's okay.
00:56:53It's because there's a potluck in the office today.
00:57:04It feels like my taste buds have awakened.
00:57:09When we taste something new,
00:57:11we realize what we've been missing.
00:57:17Mridula is so lucky.
00:57:23Happy birthday, mom.
00:57:25Thanks, son.
00:57:27Come home soon.
00:57:28I'll catch a train and come.
00:57:31Maushi's baby will come.
00:57:33And I'll come to you.
00:57:35Okay?
00:57:36Get me a small diamond.
00:57:38And a cute puppy for me.
00:57:41Of course.
00:57:42But whose birthday is it?
00:57:45Give the phone to dad.
00:57:46Okay, mom.
00:57:48Yes, thank you.
00:57:51Is everything okay at home?
00:57:54Yes.
00:57:56Okay, bye.
00:57:59Wishing you a very happy birthday.
00:58:01Thank you.
00:58:02Sorry, I overheard you.
00:58:04Okay, bye.
00:58:06Okay, bye.
00:58:08Okay, bye.
00:58:10Okay, bye.
00:58:12Okay, bye.
00:58:14Okay, bye.
00:58:15Okay, bye.
00:58:17Thank you.
00:58:19Had I known earlier,
00:58:20I would've got you a gift.
00:58:25I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:58:28If you don't mind.
00:58:47I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:58:49If you don't mind.
00:58:51I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:58:53If you don't mind.
00:58:55I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:58:57If you don't mind.
00:58:59I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:01I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:03I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:05I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:07I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:09I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:11I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:13I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:15I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:17I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:19I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:21I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:23I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:25I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:27I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:29I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:31I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:33I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:35I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:37I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:39I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:41I'll take you out to Hyderabad on the weekend.
00:59:44These new moments have begun to fill up.
00:59:50My heart has just begun to smile.
00:59:56Oh, it spins, spins, spins with me.
00:59:59It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:00:02It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:00:08Oh, it spins, spins, spins with me.
01:00:11Oh, it spins, spins, spins with me.
01:00:14It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:00:41Oh, it spins, spins, spins with me.
01:00:56In the shade of the moon, in the wet rain
01:01:01The river of my heart smiles, a peace
01:01:08Unspoken desires, unselfish efforts
01:01:13The love of the heart sparkles, a passion
01:01:19These new moments have begun to fill up.
01:01:25My heart has just begun to smile.
01:01:31These new moments have begun to fill up.
01:01:37My heart has just begun to smile.
01:01:44Oh, it spins, spins, spins with me.
01:01:47It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:01:50It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:01:56Oh, it spins, spins, spins with me.
01:01:59It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:02:02It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:02:07It spins, spins, spins with me.
01:02:13Come, Mr. Pritam.
01:02:17Greetings, sister-in-law.
01:02:18Oh, no, this is...
01:02:20I'm sorry.
01:02:21She's the girl who got scared of the train, right?
01:02:33What did you tell her about me?
01:02:35Nothing.
01:02:38I asked her to suggest some books on panic attacks.
01:02:41You're a book expert, right?
01:02:47When I go back home, I'll find a job.
01:02:51And I'll publish Baba's poems.
01:02:55Earlier, when he wanted to publish,
01:02:57our school and college fees
01:02:59and our wedding expenses were spent.
01:03:02And after that, whatever little money he had left,
01:03:05he lost it because of his illness.
01:03:07That's a good idea, but who will read these days?
01:03:09People like you.
01:03:18And here's your bill, sir.
01:03:25It says 20% discount, right?
01:03:27Madam, that's for new customers.
01:03:29So, I'm not you.
01:03:30You can write my name on the bill.
01:03:33Sorry, sorry.
01:03:34I got a little late because of the bus.
01:03:36It's okay.
01:03:37Mr. Ashok, this is Mr. Hiravati.
01:03:39He's a big fan of your book.
01:03:41You're Jigri's author?
01:03:42Yes.
01:03:43Sir, what do I say?
01:03:45What a book, sir.
01:03:46Your language,
01:03:48those people, those words.
01:03:51Thank you.
01:03:52But your book made me sleepy, sir.
01:03:54Really? Why?
01:03:56I was thinking about what would happen
01:03:58to Madari and Bhalu.
01:04:00And I thought they'd leave it up to the readers.
01:04:02By the way, what was your end?
01:04:06That everyone meets together
01:04:08and lives happily.
01:04:10Happy birthday.
01:04:14Now, he's my first customer.
01:04:16It can't be that he calls me and I don't come.
01:04:18Thank you.
01:04:19I'll take your leave.
01:04:21Goodbye.
01:04:26I'm glad they put up a board.
01:04:28Otherwise, I was going to jump and kill myself today.
01:04:34Thousands may die because of this board,
01:04:36but it's enough if at least one lives.
01:04:48Life must be so lifeless
01:04:50that it forces someone to kill himself.
01:04:53Life must be so lifeless
01:04:55that it forces someone to kill himself.
01:05:03What would people think
01:05:05just before committing suicide?
01:05:17The goldfish's body
01:05:19would drown in the lake.
01:05:23You would come like the moon
01:05:25on the water of the lake
01:05:27and brighten
01:05:29the darkness in my house.
01:05:33You would swim and say
01:05:35in the loneliness of the lake
01:05:39I wish there was someone
01:05:41who loved you.
01:05:45I would come to the shore
01:05:48and befriend you.
01:05:50Your goldfish
01:05:52would fill the loneliness.
01:05:56And you would find peace.
01:05:58You would think
01:06:00I wish
01:06:02there was a goldfish in this lake.
01:06:06I wish
01:06:08there was a goldfish in this lake.
01:06:10I wish
01:06:12there was a goldfish in this lake.
01:06:16I never thought
01:06:18you would bring me here.
01:06:22You told me
01:06:24to see you sad.
01:06:29I had something to do.
01:06:40You have come after so many days.
01:06:48Children are buried here.
01:06:51Their bodies are not cremated.
01:07:10I am sorry.
01:07:20I am sorry.
01:07:30Four of my best friends
01:07:32died
01:07:34six months ago
01:07:36in a terrible accident.
01:07:41I had promised
01:07:43one of them
01:07:45that I would
01:07:47cremate him.
01:07:53But I never got the courage
01:07:55to come back here.
01:08:05Today
01:08:07you are with me.
01:08:11Come.
01:08:24Papa didn't leave me
01:08:26on that train on purpose.
01:08:31I could never forget him.
01:08:41Yes, it was a mistake.
01:08:45But who doesn't make mistakes?
01:09:07Yes?
01:09:09Is Riya okay?
01:09:11Yes.
01:09:16Riya, is the doctor okay?
01:09:18She is fine now.
01:09:20It was a false alarm.
01:09:22We have to take care of her.
01:09:24Please stay with her.
01:09:26I told you before
01:09:28that someone has to stay with her 24 hours.
01:09:30Please take care of her.
01:09:33Is she okay?
01:09:40Sorry, Riya.
01:09:42The phone was on silent.
01:09:44Are you here to take care of me
01:09:46or to hang out with a stranger?
01:09:48What are you saying, Riya?
01:09:50I asked you before leaving.
01:09:52You should know that
01:09:54labour pain can start at any time.
01:09:56What is more important?
01:09:58Me here or him there?
01:10:00Don't talk like a mad person, Riya.
01:10:02And don't act like a mad person.
01:10:09Riya.
01:10:15If you don't like one or two pages of a book,
01:10:17it is not right to throw away the whole book.
01:10:21We often remember our relationships
01:10:23as the last few moments we spent together.
01:10:27And if those last few memories are bitter,
01:10:30we forget all the beautiful memories
01:10:34and reject the whole relationship.
01:10:40How are you, Heera?
01:10:45Did something happen?
01:10:47I miss home a lot.
01:10:49It's just a matter of a few days, Heera.
01:10:52Can I tell you something?
01:10:54I never felt it when you were here.
01:10:56And now that you're not here,
01:10:58I miss you on everything.
01:11:00If Heera was here, she'd do this.
01:11:02If Heera was here, she'd do that.
01:11:04She'd make coffee like this.
01:11:06She'd make coffee like this.
01:11:08The way she'd make coffee,
01:11:10the laughter, the playfulness, the fun.
01:11:12You're everywhere, Heera.
01:11:14The kids miss you, too.
01:11:17Here, talk to them.
01:11:20Mom, Teja is standing on a slope.
01:11:23Mom, he jumps on a slippery slope.
01:11:38I'm sorry, guys.
01:11:46I'm really sorry.
01:11:52I thought you had left me too.
01:11:58I'm so sorry.
01:12:02I'm so sorry.
01:12:04I thought you had left me too.
01:12:18What do you mean?
01:12:28My mother is coming in two days, right?
01:12:31No.
01:12:35He's here.
01:12:39He's having an affair.
01:12:44What are you saying, Riya?
01:12:50Why didn't you tell me before?
01:12:54Let me call him.
01:12:56No, don't call him.
01:12:59Don't call him at all.
01:13:03I won't even look at his face.
01:13:05Call him if you don't want to.
01:13:17Don't cry, Riya.
01:13:22Don't cry. I'm here for you.
01:13:25I didn't do anything wrong.
01:13:28You know how much I loved him.
01:13:30I didn't do anything.
01:13:33Why does this happen to me?
01:13:41Don't cry, Riya.
01:13:47Don't cry, Riya.
01:13:49I know what's happening to me.
01:13:54Don't cry.
01:14:01I didn't do anything
01:14:04during my parents' time.
01:14:07I didn't even go to meet them.
01:14:11I just ran after my job.
01:14:15You told me everything.
01:14:17I didn't do anything.
01:14:19You were so young, Riya.
01:14:21What could you have done?
01:14:25Don't cry.
01:14:31I wasn't alone.
01:14:33Umesh was with me.
01:14:37I wouldn't have been able to do anything without him.
01:14:39Don't stress yourself.
01:14:47You're strong, Riya.
01:14:54Don't cry.
01:15:04Come on.
01:15:10Riya.
01:15:12What is he doing here?
01:15:14Get him out of here.
01:15:16Why did you bring him here?
01:15:18Get out of here.
01:15:20Riya, listen to me.
01:15:23If he wants to say something, listen to him.
01:15:25If anything happens, I'll get him out of here.
01:15:28Calm down.
01:15:38Riya, I know
01:15:40you'll never forgive me
01:15:42after you hear what I have to say.
01:15:44But...
01:15:46I'll never lie to you again.
01:15:49I started the affair.
01:15:53He never posted a picture of his husband on Instagram.
01:15:55So I thought it was a chance.
01:15:59I lied that
01:16:01there were problems in our marriage.
01:16:05What the hell?
01:16:07Just get out of here.
01:16:09What nonsense are you talking to me about?
01:16:11Get out of here.
01:16:13I don't want to talk to you.
01:16:15Just get out of here.
01:16:17Just get out of here.
01:16:19Why did you bring him here?
01:16:21Get out of here.
01:16:24Just get lost.
01:16:26Calm down, Riya.
01:16:28Relax.
01:16:32Riya, everyone makes mistakes.
01:16:37But this is a big mistake.
01:16:41Think before you make a decision.
01:16:46I'll be with you no matter what you decide.
01:16:52Sister.
01:16:54I didn't want to lie to you.
01:16:57What I did
01:17:00hurt Riya a lot.
01:17:04I thought she'd believe me
01:17:06once I told her the truth.
01:17:08Convince Riya, not me.
01:17:16What's wrong? You look sad.
01:17:22I was in a bad mood last night.
01:17:27I read a good book.
01:17:29I feel better now.
01:17:41In the last two weeks,
01:17:43I made friends with bears.
01:17:45I spent time with tribals.
01:17:48I even met a Dutch poet.
01:17:51Thank you.
01:17:53Thanks to books.
01:18:00Friendship with books is important
01:18:02and with people too.
01:18:06Muridula says the same.
01:18:08But what can I do?
01:18:10I...
01:18:12It takes time to talk to people.
01:18:15You talked to me.
01:18:18Talk to others.
01:18:24This is our IT guy.
01:18:27Let's talk to him.
01:18:30No way.
01:18:35You can give me advice.
01:18:37It's not like that.
01:18:39I won't talk to him.
01:18:43Let's go.
01:18:47Let's go.
01:19:18Thank you.
01:19:20Let's go.
01:19:30How was it?
01:19:32It was good.
01:19:34It's not as irritating as I thought.
01:19:36I just like talking a lot.
01:19:40But people are fun.
01:19:47Let's go.
01:19:56Riya's delivery date is in three days.
01:20:01I'll go back as soon as it's done.
01:20:13Can I meet Muridula before I leave?
01:20:18If possible.
01:20:21Of course.
01:20:26Tomorrow?
01:20:34Tikki has been vomiting since morning.
01:20:37Who's Tikki?
01:20:39Tikki is our dog.
01:20:41He's very cute.
01:20:44I was returning from a New Year party.
01:20:46I bumped into a dog.
01:20:49When I woke up in the morning,
01:20:51I went back to the spot.
01:20:53I saw a small Tikki sitting next to his mother's body.
01:20:59Since that day, Tikki has become a part of our family.
01:21:13Muridula must have gone to the market.
01:21:23Come in.
01:21:27Your house is very beautiful.
01:21:30I never imagined that you'd be so rich.
01:21:33No, my grandfather built it.
01:21:37After the partition in 1947,
01:21:39my grandfather came to Hyderabad from Sindh
01:21:41and built everything in his own way.
01:21:44I have no contribution in this.
01:21:47It's all up to Muridula to maintain it.
01:21:52Have a seat. I'll get you some water.
01:22:11Thank you.
01:22:20Muridula has left a note for me.
01:22:24She says that Tikki has been taken to the hospital.
01:22:30She has apologised, but I should be the one to apologise.
01:22:34I asked you yesterday and now I'm apologising to you.
01:22:37No, it's nothing like that.
01:22:39Everyone spits on Tikki.
01:22:42Muridula has missed calls.
01:22:45Maybe that's why she was calling.
01:22:54Who are all these people?
01:22:56They are my soulmates.
01:22:59They have supported me a lot in the past few months.
01:23:01They have given me a lot of happiness.
01:23:03I don't know anyone other than Mr. Tagore.
01:23:09Chekhov, Mohenri, Turgenev,
01:23:13Abdul Rahim Khan, Dinkar,
01:23:16Nirala, Panth, Harivansh Rahib Bachchan,
01:23:20Maithili Sharan Gupt, Ghalib,
01:23:23and Mr. Sahir Ludhianvi.
01:23:30Muridula is very beautiful.
01:23:40How did you meet Mr. Muridula?
01:23:42You were in a love marriage, right?
01:23:45How did you get married?
01:23:47It was an arranged marriage.
01:23:50But it took me three months to fall in love.
01:23:53Ninety-six days, actually.
01:23:55You even remember the date?
01:23:56Is there a fun story behind this?
01:24:01Actually, we went on a picnic.
01:24:03And I made curry for the first time.
01:24:06By mistake, I dropped the salt twice.
01:24:09I served it to my husband first.
01:24:11And as soon as he ate the first bite, he almost vomited.
01:24:15Before anyone else could eat it,
01:24:17he finished the whole curry.
01:24:22That day, I believed that
01:24:24he would support me in every difficulty.
01:24:29And that faith turned into love.
01:24:36Yes, that's why...
01:24:39What can I do here?
01:24:42I used to work from home.
01:24:45But now...
01:24:46There's nothing to do here.
01:24:49How's Sonali?
01:24:52She's fine.
01:24:54She's fine.
01:24:56She's fine.
01:24:58She's fine.
01:25:00She's fine.
01:25:02She's fine.
01:25:03She's fine.
01:25:06She's fine.
01:25:09You gave me a good surprise.
01:25:13I have some work at the office.
01:25:14I have to come to the Hyderabad branch.
01:25:17I called you many times to tell you this.
01:25:20The phone was probably on silent.
01:25:22Sorry, it was on silent.
01:25:25How are the kids?
01:25:27They're fine, sir.
01:25:31Look at this.
01:25:32What did I get you?
01:25:34A friend of mine saw you at a bookshop.
01:25:39You were with someone else,
01:25:41so she didn't disturb you.
01:25:43Yes, Sonali's husband, Partho.
01:25:47Aunt was getting bored,
01:25:49so I told her to get some books.
01:25:52So I went with her.
01:25:55She told me you were bargaining a lot there.
01:25:57Yes.
01:25:59She keeps us happy even with a small salary.
01:26:13I should get going now.
01:26:16You just got here.
01:26:18It's been a while.
01:26:20It's time for my train.
01:26:27How about a cup of coffee?
01:26:31Aunt knows a great place for filter coffee.
01:26:34Take me there.
01:26:44You came here and took care of Riya
01:26:46even though you didn't like the train.
01:26:49I'm proud of you.
01:26:52I won't let you face such problems again.
01:26:57I miss you a lot.
01:27:00I don't know when we had coffee together.
01:27:04The kids are alone.
01:27:05Otherwise, I would've stayed here
01:27:08and shown you Hyderabad.
01:27:20Thank you.
01:27:23I should get going now.
01:27:24It's time for my train.
01:27:27Bye.
01:27:28I'll drop you.
01:27:29No.
01:27:31Finish your coffee and leave.
01:27:33Bye.
01:27:55You supported me in my times of need.
01:27:59Thanks.
01:28:00Happy birthday.
01:28:03I'm sorry for wishing you so late.
01:28:14Why did you say that?
01:28:16You could've told me the truth.
01:28:17Dada says this all the time.
01:28:20But no one would've doubted you if they found out.
01:28:25Why did you hide it from me?
01:28:27Why did you hide it from me?
01:28:35I'll always love him.
01:28:37Always.
01:28:39But an evil heart
01:28:41keeps spreading its claws.
01:28:44I can't breathe.
01:28:46What if I had a few moments
01:28:48with a stranger?
01:28:52Why do I have scars on my neck?
01:28:54Why do I have scars on my neck?
01:28:57Why am I feeling remorseful?
01:29:00Even though I'm innocent,
01:29:01the lies I told
01:29:04are ruining me.
01:29:07Our friendship
01:29:09has turned into treachery.
01:29:12Why do you come here every day?
01:29:13For my child.
01:29:14I don't want anything else
01:29:15other than you and my child.
01:29:17Please don't stop me.
01:29:19Come inside and meet him.
01:29:20Only the baby.
01:29:21Thank you.
01:29:24Thank you.
01:29:25I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:28I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:31I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:34I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:37I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:40I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:43I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:46I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:49I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:52I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:56I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:29:59I had a strange feeling yesterday.
01:30:02I'm having a fit.
01:30:06So I decided
01:30:09that whatever it is,
01:30:10I won't lie.
01:30:14I won't keep any contact with you
01:30:15after I go home.
01:30:18I'm sure,
01:30:19you will understand my situation.
01:30:25You ready?
01:30:31Viya, take 4.
01:30:35You paid dear?
01:30:37Now.
01:30:51Thank you baby.
01:30:53Are you always missing Papa?
01:30:55Are you always missing Papa?
01:30:57Always.
01:30:59Okay, okay, okay.
01:31:01Okay, okay, okay.
01:31:13Gifts for the kids.
01:31:17Thank you.
01:31:19Thank you.
01:31:49Thank you.
01:31:55The first time the rays of the sun
01:31:57touched my forehead
01:31:59and entered my heart.
01:32:01Now my heart is bright.
01:32:03Now I don't need
01:32:05any mask.
01:32:07I wanted to tell you something.
01:32:19Thank you.
01:32:25For everything.
01:32:27Thank you.
01:32:33Thank you for everything.
01:32:49Thank you.
01:32:59I didn't know it was such a big problem.
01:33:03You supported me so much
01:33:05but I'm sorry.
01:33:09Why are you sorry?
01:33:11I never told you.
01:33:15I didn't understand
01:33:17how...
01:33:19what should I tell you?
01:33:21Speak softly.
01:33:23They'll hear you.
01:33:25I'm not shy
01:33:27or scared of this.
01:33:29I haven't had a panic attack
01:33:31in the last two weeks
01:33:33but even if I did,
01:33:35I'm not scared of going to the doctor.
01:33:43For you.
01:33:45What is this, Riya?
01:33:47You know they don't like expensive gifts.
01:33:49I'm not giving it to them.
01:33:51I'm giving it to my sister.
01:33:53Your poems
01:33:55can give peace
01:33:57to thousands of souls.
01:33:59If not thousands, at least one.
01:34:03I'll be right back.
01:34:05Hey!
01:34:07This...
01:34:15This...
01:34:17Mritam?
01:34:23Mrudula?
01:34:41We had decided
01:34:43we'd never meet again.
01:35:01It was my wedding anniversary
01:35:03the day we met for the first time.
01:35:07I was about to jump off the train
01:35:09and kill myself.
01:35:11But I saw you fall
01:35:13and my hands moved towards you.
01:35:17The thought of committing suicide
01:35:19was out of my mind for a few moments.
01:35:23In the beginning of the wedding,
01:35:25I wanted to be the best husband
01:35:27and the best father.
01:35:31But I ended up being
01:35:33an average husband and father.
01:35:35When I lost everyone,
01:35:37I realized
01:35:39how much more love
01:35:41I could give them.
01:35:45How much more love
01:35:47I could get from them.
01:35:53You didn't know my past.
01:35:55That's why
01:35:57I created a world
01:35:59where I
01:36:01erased all my shortcomings.
01:36:03I erased all my shortcomings.
01:36:07Your panic attacks,
01:36:09my depression
01:36:11created a connection
01:36:13between the two of us.
01:36:17Even though my new world
01:36:19was fake,
01:36:21I was happy in it.
01:36:25I was very happy.
01:36:29Today, you came here
01:36:31and ruined everything.
01:36:33Where should I go now?
01:36:37I'm sorry.
01:36:39I'm so sorry.
01:36:41I just wanted to give you this.
01:36:43I don't want anything else from you.
01:36:45Just leave me alone.
01:36:47Please leave.
01:37:01Please promise me
01:37:03that you won't
01:37:07try to commit suicide again.
01:37:31I'm sorry.
01:37:49Happiness is different
01:37:51for different people.
01:37:53In his last days,
01:37:55father had to sleep
01:37:57one night without pain.
01:37:59Now,
01:38:01my fear of a panic attack
01:38:03is gone.
01:38:05A Bengali girl
01:38:07is at peace at home.
01:38:09My husband
01:38:11has rice and lentils at home.
01:38:13For Riya,
01:38:15a trustworthy companion.
01:38:17And for Preetam,
01:38:19a heart at peace.
01:38:21Preetam.
01:38:27Where are you going?
01:38:29What happened?
01:38:31You have a fever.
01:38:33No, I'm sleepy.
01:38:35I'll cook something.
01:38:37You take rest.
01:38:39I'm the best cook.
01:38:41You just watch.
01:38:45Lentils again?
01:38:47Oh,
01:38:49lentils.
01:38:51No one knows the price.
01:38:53If you add spinach,
01:38:55it becomes spinach lentil.
01:38:57If you add butter,
01:38:59it becomes butter lentil.
01:39:01If you add mango,
01:39:03it becomes mango lentil.
01:39:05But,
01:39:07it's easy to get.
01:39:09No one knows the price.
01:39:19Preetam.
01:39:27Lentils.
01:39:29Thank you.
01:39:33Preetam.
01:39:39Pasta, pasta, pasta.
01:39:41Lentils.
01:39:43Pasta.
01:39:45Pasta, pasta, pasta.
01:39:47Is it tasty?
01:39:51How is it?
01:39:53Yummy.
01:39:55What's more important?
01:39:57Big Panda asked.
01:39:59Destination or journey?
01:40:01Tiny Dragon said,
01:40:03together.
01:40:05With whom, mom?
01:40:17Preetam.
01:40:47Now, it's difficult
01:40:49to find the way,
01:40:51my heart.
01:40:53No window,
01:40:55no door.
01:40:57Now, it's difficult
01:40:59to become
01:41:01a part of home, my heart.
01:41:03Those who were with us,
01:41:05were our companions.
01:41:07They got separated,
01:41:09got separated.
01:41:11They went somewhere.
01:41:13Those who were in colors,
01:41:15those who were in colors,
01:41:17they flew away.
01:41:19They got separated,
01:41:21got separated.
01:41:25Don't know,
01:41:27where they went.
01:41:37I let go of your hand,
01:41:39my heart broke again.
01:41:41How can I
01:41:43settle my heart?
01:41:47How can I
01:41:49gather
01:41:51pieces of myself?
01:41:53How can I
01:41:55pacify my heart?
01:41:57The moon
01:41:59which was
01:42:01made for you,
01:42:03which was
01:42:05set for you
01:42:07on the earth.
01:42:09The dream
01:42:11which was
01:42:13made for you,
01:42:15got lost.
01:42:17Got separated.
01:42:41Got separated.
01:43:01I let go of your hand,
01:43:03my heart broke again.
01:43:07How can I
01:43:09settle my heart?
01:43:13How can I
01:43:15gather
01:43:17pieces of myself?
01:43:19How can I
01:43:21pacify my heart?
01:43:23Was it a fear
01:43:25or was it a thirst?
01:43:27The one who held me
01:43:29from my ankles,
01:43:31when I met you for the first time.
01:43:33My feet
01:43:35started treading on the ground.
01:43:37You held my hand and
01:43:39pulled me out.
01:43:41You gave me a shoulder to lean on.
01:43:43I regained my breath
01:43:45from you.
01:43:47All those fears of mine
01:43:49whose long nails
01:43:51were about to pierce my neck.
01:43:53You were the one who
01:43:55cut them all.
01:43:57I started breathing freely.
01:43:59I didn't think about the past
01:44:01or the future.
01:44:03Those two weeks
01:44:05I lived a different life.
01:44:09It was just me and you.
01:44:11There are some relationships
01:44:13whose age
01:44:15has no name.
01:44:17They are a few moments
01:44:19to live.
01:44:25Your sari looks beautiful.
01:44:29Thank you.
01:44:31What did you do with Abhiram?
01:44:35I forgave him to an extent
01:44:37but let's see what happens next.
01:44:47Saisha!
01:45:01Abhiram!
01:45:19I have a lot to tell you.
01:45:21I don't know where to start.
01:45:23I thought you had a problem.
01:45:27If I can help you,
01:45:29let me know.
01:45:31If not, don't tell me.
01:45:33Abhiram seemed
01:45:35very uncomfortable.
01:45:39If I find out,
01:45:41he'll feel even more uncomfortable.
01:45:49I want to meet a friend.
01:45:53Come with me.
01:45:55No, I'm very tired.
01:45:59What happened?
01:46:15I want to tell you something else.
01:46:17What is it?
01:46:27You can't describe
01:46:29certain relationships in words.
01:46:31You don't want to leave them
01:46:33but it's impossible
01:46:35to keep them.
01:46:47She hasn't come since the other day.
01:46:49She must be unwell.
01:46:57Is Mr. Geetam here?
01:46:59No, he sold his house and left.
01:47:01Do you know where he went?
01:47:03I don't know.
01:47:11Sometimes, two people
01:47:13are like ships
01:47:15that meet once or twice
01:47:17and then
01:47:19never meet again.
01:47:35Mr. Geetam,
01:47:37you're back after a long time.
01:47:39Where were you?
01:47:41Is everything okay?
01:47:43Sir, a Hindi book
01:47:45has become famous after a long time.
01:47:47A lot of people are buying it.
01:47:51These are his father's books.
01:47:57I'm sure
01:47:59this book will reach you
01:48:01somehow.
01:48:03I broke my promise
01:48:05to not meet you.
01:48:07I'm sorry.
01:48:09Is it possible for a man and a woman
01:48:11to love each other
01:48:13without judging each other
01:48:15and tell everything?
01:48:17No secrets and no lies.
01:48:19Just listen to each other,
01:48:21understand each other and live in peace.
01:48:23I consider your help and friendship
01:48:25as my good fortune.
01:48:27And I'm sure
01:48:29you'll help others in the same way.
01:48:31Yes, it's only possible
01:48:33when you get out of your sorrow.
01:48:35A little girl
01:48:37was crying for her lost doll.
01:48:39Kafka helped her
01:48:41to find her lost doll.
01:48:43But the next day,
01:48:45she read the letter
01:48:47to her lost doll.
01:48:49Don't cry.
01:48:51I'm going to see the world.
01:48:53I'll write about my journey.
01:48:55Kafka read the letters
01:48:57about her lost doll
01:48:59and the girl became happy.
01:49:01In the end,
01:49:03Kafka gave her a new doll
01:49:05and a last letter.
01:49:07When the girl grew up,
01:49:09she found a hidden note inside.
01:49:11Everything you love,
01:49:13you'll lose one day.
01:49:15But in the end,
01:49:17love will return
01:49:19in a different form.
01:49:21Was this story told by
01:49:23Kafka's friend Donna
01:49:25a reality or a story?
01:49:27What difference does it make?
01:49:29If you get out of this painful hell
01:49:31with your own will,
01:49:33I won't stop you.
01:49:35But with you,
01:49:37a part of my soul
01:49:39will also die.
01:49:43Your train lady.
01:50:05Your train lady.
01:50:35Oh
01:50:37Oh
01:50:39Oh
01:50:41Oh
01:50:43Oh
01:50:45Oh
01:50:47Oh
01:50:49Oh
01:50:51Oh
01:50:53Oh
01:50:55Oh
01:50:57Oh
01:50:59Oh
01:51:01Oh
01:51:03Oh
01:51:05Oh
01:51:21Wake up, my love
01:51:23Wake up, my love
01:51:25Wake up, my love
01:51:27You are the dream of my heart
01:51:29You are the dream of my heart
01:51:31Fly away, my love
01:51:33Fly away, my love
01:51:35Fly away, my love
01:51:37Wake up, my love
01:51:39You are the dream of my heart
01:51:41Fly away, my love
01:51:43Fly away, my love
01:51:45Oh
01:51:47Oh
01:51:49Oh
01:51:51Oh
01:51:53Oh
01:51:55Oh
01:51:57Oh