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00:00This is part 2 of 2 in this video. This video is addressed to my twin friend, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:05For those who are watching, I thank you for watching.
00:14I...
00:18This is still going to be some crime against me, Shia. I don't think I'm going to have time to talk about the food research.
00:24I have photographs to show you.
00:31First, let me show you...
00:33So, I got, uh...
00:37More attacked on the...
00:40Internet, but that's...
00:42The telepathy supporter...
00:46No, I'm not going to say that.
00:49So...
00:50Look at how fucking filthy these things are.
00:55That's an oil bowl trap.
00:58Look at how disgusting that is.
01:05When I went to visit my mom...
01:09I heard them scurry around on her floor.
01:14I saw them biting through food, and she had to throw out food...
01:20And clean the kitchen cupboards.
01:22I said, Mom, why aren't you...
01:24Why aren't you, uh...
01:26Hiring someone? She had money to hire someone.
01:29It had nothing to do with her money.
01:32And she said, well, we're trying to, uh...
01:34Get rid of them the natural way.
01:37Uh, it got worse and worse. A year later, they still...
01:40She still didn't do anything.
01:42And I, like, complained about it.
01:44I said, that's...
01:46I said, what are you doing?
01:47You have to get rid of these mice.
01:49This is disgusting.
01:51And finally she did, after a few months that I said it, but...
01:54It's really weird, uh...
01:56Why wasn't she allowed to kill mice?
02:01That's weird.
02:03So...
02:11This, I'm gonna talk about...
02:13Let me show you the photographs first.
02:17So these things are fucking filthy.
02:20I have more than a phobia...
02:24Don't the... Don't...
02:25Don't the eyeballs of these rodents look familiar?
02:32Rodent eyes.
02:36Rodent eyes. The criminal...
02:38Has rodent eyes.
02:41I finally figured it out.
02:44Took me 20 years.
02:47Look at this. Look at how disgusting their body is.
02:52They're fucking disgusting.
03:17In the cure-on, they're not even supposed to be alive.
03:22Rats and mice aren't supposed to be alive in the cure-on.
03:27So today, for lunch, I know this is kind of an odd...
03:29Off the subject, I had...
03:31I kind of want to show you my diet a little bit,
03:33to give you proof that I'm not using any fridge or freezer.
03:38I have some corn and some ramen.
03:41Some canned corn and ramen.
03:43I put some cayenne pepper in the ramen.
03:46I really like...
03:48Recreation...
03:50Recreation.gov.
03:53Subscription email.
03:56It's called...
04:02Recreation.gov.
04:07Because we're really...
04:10Um...
04:12Because we'll be visiting all the vortexes, Shia.
04:15Camping.
04:17Um...
04:20It really gets me inspired.
04:23It reminds me of all the vortexes I visited.
04:31The temperature works at 79 degrees today.
04:36So this does work.
04:40When it was stuck on 81, 82, for like hours and hours.
04:44But I guess temperature doesn't fluctuate that much.
04:48I showed you...
04:50On Internet Archive, if you create an account,
04:53you can make lists and favorites.
04:57So you can create a list of books that you want to read.
05:01And you can bookmark.
05:04You can click favorites.
05:06You can click lists.
05:08Create lists of books that you want to read.
05:11Add to list and favorite.
05:15I just started doing this because what I realized is...
05:19I wrote in some titles in the crime report book,
05:24but I'm not going to be able to book through them.
05:27And some of these books have been lost.
05:30And I got attacked on Internet Archive.
05:34But I'm not going to talk about it in this video.
05:36You can bookmark the page that you're on.
05:40So say you read through one of the books.
05:43You can bookmark where you left off.
05:47I really like Internet Archive.
05:49I wish I had known Internet Archive before now.
05:52I would be...
05:54I would have had a better life if I knew about Internet Archive.
06:06So I'll show you the attacks another time.
06:09It says...
06:10I'm keeping this on my wall.
06:14Rodents, you don't have a voice.
06:16Criminal rodents, you don't have a voice.
06:19No.
06:20Rodents, you don't get a voice.
06:22Criminal rodents don't have a voice.
06:37So I took a photograph of the ping-pong players.
06:42It's kind of blurry.
06:45But it's out at night.
06:47It was 3.50 in the morning.
06:52And...
06:54There's a lot of people playing ping-pong out there.
07:00I'm a little...
07:03So I think that might have been set up
07:06because I was getting a lot of death threats.
07:13But both...
07:21I had, last night, baked potato
07:24with sardines.
07:29I like skinless and boneless sardines.
07:33I always thought that, like...
07:37I'd get better at presentation with food.
07:41It has to be the demon possession because...
07:49I'm not good at presentation with food.
07:53I guess I'm not really...
07:54I feel like I would...
07:56It didn't scratch through my hair.
07:58It wobbles.
08:00I...
08:02I think it might be demon possession.
08:07Because...
08:09It hasn't changed for a long time.
08:14This was a...
08:29I'll show you the attacks later.
08:33So I...
08:34So I'm showing you the frozen...
08:36That's...
08:37See how it's iced?
08:38My ice pack has a freezer burn in the plastic.
08:43And then I'm waiting to take another photograph
08:46when it has no freezer burn and it's barely cold.
08:54I just...
08:55I just messed up with pressing the wrong button.
08:58I just...
08:59I just messed up with pressing the wrong button.
09:13Oh, this is...
09:24I'll show you where I live
09:27I'll put a little sticker on the camera
09:32to show you what room I'm in.
09:38Actually, I probably shouldn't put that on the internet.
09:41I just realized.
09:42Never mind.
09:45Actually, for safety issues...
09:51You can know...
09:52You can know...
09:58So, I...
10:06I'm right here.
10:08See how there's nothing above me?
10:12I'm right here.
10:13And that's where...
10:18I'm right there.
10:20That's where...
10:23And this is what the building looks like.
10:28So this kind of makes a U shape.
10:31And that's the courtyard.
10:33So I am...
10:35Right there.
10:37That's the 8th floor.
10:42And this is actually a matter of safety.
10:44I know this sounds kind of weird.
10:47Like, why would I show that?
10:49However, it's a matter of safety.
10:51There's...
10:52Cop...
10:53There's...
10:55Not cops.
10:56If you guys tell, pest reporters are making me...
11:02Reveal it.
11:03Shy.
11:04So that, as a safety issue.
11:13There it is.
11:16And there's the dog run.
11:18Kind of like a...
11:19Like an area where people can...
11:22Go up there.
11:24I don't really hear much though.
11:26At all.
11:45I never received the prescription.
11:48The new prescription.
11:49I'll just get it when I pick it up.
11:51The printout of the new prescription.
12:02So I'll show the attacks another time.
12:09Now I'm going to talk about...
12:13These stickers are always falling off.
12:15I have to find another way.
12:17I mean, I want to get those things...
12:19Those plastic things that cover the camera.
12:21You can swivel it on and off.
12:22However...
12:25There's just always little things to buy.
12:27You can't...
12:28You can't buy everything.
12:29I should have had this fan on me.
12:36I'm having a lot of gas pain right now.
12:39Which is not...
12:42It's not a shock.
12:43It happens every single day.
12:48They've been really focusing on my bowels.
12:51And gas torture.
12:53I think possibly because the...
12:55Small room that could kill me would be...
12:58Carbon dioxide.
13:01So let me talk...
13:03Now, I looked up the rodent frequency...
13:06Repellent videos.
13:08And I read the comments.
13:10And I was starting to read them.
13:11And I'm like...
13:12This is the same qualities...
13:17And a symbol of the rodent infestation of these...
13:22Demons.
13:24That have been...
13:28Torturing me and killing me.
13:31For 20 years and...
13:33Several years.
13:34So I...
13:37I actually wrote a page and a half.
13:39And I had to...
13:40I was actually told to stop.
13:43Because...
13:44I could sit there for hours.
13:46I realized.
13:47And...
13:48Get support.
13:49Therapeutic support.
13:50From this...
13:52Rat infestation.
13:53Rodent repellent.
13:54Frequency to...
13:56To remove rat infestations.
14:00So rats are vermin.
14:05So I read the comments.
14:06And I connected and related myself.
14:07With how these people were feeling.
14:09With the rat infestations.
14:12People are very ashamed of themselves.
14:14Just when they are infested by rats.
14:16In their house.
14:17I've had the most unbearable shame.
14:19Of my life.
14:21For...
14:23Many, many, many, many years.
14:25The most unbearable shame.
14:26Every single day of my life.
14:33So if you read the comments Shaya.
14:35On those...
14:36You're gonna learn.
14:37You've had a rodent infestation too.
14:41The equivalent amount of time I have.
14:44And you'll learn.
14:45You'll learn more about rodent infestations.
14:50It's not our fault.
14:51It's...
14:53It's...
14:54It's not anyone...
14:55It's not our fault that we were infested by rodents.
14:57And couldn't get rid of them.
14:59Some people spend...
15:00Many years trying to get rid of them.
15:02And they just keep coming back.
15:05Extreme feelings of shame.
15:07For many, many, many years.
15:10A rodent infestation takes a toll on someone.
15:13I have had chronic fatigue syndrome.
15:16Extreme, extreme tiredness.
15:18I've just repeatedly said in my head for a long time.
15:21I'm tired.
15:22I'm tired.
15:23The scurrying.
15:24The scratching.
15:25The biting.
15:26The scurrying.
15:27The scratching.
15:28The biting.
15:29The scurrying.
15:30The scratching.
15:31The biting.
15:32Thousands and millions of times.
15:33Scurrying.
15:34Scratching.
15:35And biting.
15:37So a rodent infestation takes a toll.
15:40Anxiety.
15:41Depression.
15:42Lack of sleep.
15:43Are symptoms of rodent infestation.
15:45I've had extreme anxiety.
15:47Extreme depression.
15:48Extreme lack of sleep.
15:51They make you physically ill.
15:53Rodents.
15:55There's a constant...
15:58Scratching.
15:59Squeaking.
16:00Running.
16:01Like...
16:03This...
16:05The way they act.
16:07The way they act with the V2K2.
16:10It's like they're just running, scurrying around.
16:13They're so fast and quick.
16:15And it's like you can't even keep up with the pace.
16:18That's what rats do.
16:19They run around like you can't keep up with the pace of how fast they are.
16:23They're wicked fast.
16:24They consciously squeak and scratch and run around.
16:28That's been going on with my life for many, many, many years.
16:35They're gone.
16:36The rodents are gone.
16:37But then you just wait.
16:41You always...
16:42You get shocked, though.
16:44And very alert when they're back.
16:46And it's a constant feeling of...
16:49Okay, I can be at peace for a few minutes.
16:51And then you get alert and you're shocked.
16:53And that's what goes on with a rodent infestation.
16:55When you hear them, it gets quiet and they're back.
16:58And they're scurrying around and they're scratching and they're chewing and they're biting on the walls and everything.
17:07It takes a toll.
17:09Rodent infestation takes a toll on mental health severely.
17:13Severely.
17:16I wish...
17:26Like this constant feeling, I just want these rodents to go away.
17:31Go find another place to run around, scratch, scurry and bite.
17:35Scratch, scurry, bite.
17:37But they won't go away.
17:39That can cause someone insanity.
17:41Rodents can cause someone insanity.
17:45I have a fear of mice and rats and a phobia of them my entire life.
17:50It's like these rodents, like symbolically...
17:54Symbolically, these rodents are like crawling around in my brain.
17:58Running around, scurrying around.
18:0024-7 non-stop.
18:02Constantly just biting, scurrying, scratching, chewing.
18:09Whatever rats and mice do all day long.
18:13They can...
18:14These rodents...
18:16And they like make me so intolerably itchy.
18:19I've had intolerable itch...
18:24For many, many, many, many years that was synthetic.
18:29I don't have a disease or infection that would give me these intolerable itch feelings all over my body.
18:35Rodents spread disease.
18:37They are carriers of disease and infection.
18:40So they're giving...
18:41These rodents give to people what they are.
18:44And this synthetic infection, disease, intolerable itch is what rodents carry.
18:52PTSD from rats and mice infestation is real.
18:57I have extreme PTSD from this rodent infestation.
19:00They give you a constant feeling of restlessness.
19:04I'll have insomnia.
19:07Upon the sleep deprivation and torture programs of insomnia,
19:13I have a restlessness, a chronic restlessness from these rodent infestation.
19:19They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:21They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:23They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:26They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:28They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:30They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:32They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:34They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:36They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:38They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:40They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:42They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:44They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:46They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:48They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:50They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:52They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:54They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:56They make these digging sounds in the water.
19:58They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:00They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:02They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:04They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:06They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:08They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:10They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:12They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:14They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:16They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:18They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:20They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:22They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:24They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:26They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:28They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:30They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:32They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:34They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:36They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:38They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:40They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:42They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:44They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:46They make these digging sounds in the water.
20:48They've been here for two and a half years.
20:50They've been here for two and a half years.
20:52They come out at night. They're nocturnal.
20:54They come out at night. They're nocturnal.
21:00It's like these rodents like to claim property.
21:02It's like these rodents like to claim property.
21:04They claim the ownership of people's living places.
21:06They claim the ownership of people's living places.
21:08So these infestations, rat infestations in homes,
21:10So these infestations, rat infestations in homes,
21:12will take over.
21:14They'll eat their food. They'll run around like they own the place.
21:16These rodents have stolen a lot of my property,
21:18These rodents have stolen a lot of my property,
21:20my personal property, my spirit, my soul,
21:22my personal property, my spirit, my soul,
21:24the property of my environment.
21:26They constantly steal, steal, steal.
21:28They constantly steal, steal, steal.
21:30They cause headaches.
21:32They cause headaches.
21:34They're filthy.
21:36They're filthy.
21:38They're obsessed with feces and blood and piss
21:40and earwax and boogers
21:42and earwax and boogers
21:44and dandruff
21:46and dandruff
21:48and dandruff
21:50and they like to scratch
21:52and they like to scratch
21:54and they like to pick
21:56and pick and dig and scratch
21:58And they just piss
22:00and you know how
22:02They just piss and you know how
22:04rodents are really filthy because they piss and shit
22:06everywhere they go?
22:08These rodents have been
22:10pissing and shitting on my life
22:12where I go. And they love trash. They're like walking trash pits. They trash my life for
22:22many, many, many, many years. They invade my space 24-7. And if you look at rodent infestation
22:28in homes, they're invading people's space 24-7. And rodents paralyze people with fear.
22:35Rodents paralyze people with fear. I've been paralyzed with fear. This is a specific torture
22:40technique that has been done to me where I get paralyzed with fear from these rodents.
22:47Because you know if you see like a rodent running across a ground, you just freeze.
22:54That's a classic thing that has been done to me many, many, many, many, many years.
23:02They cause paranoia because they're always around. They're gone, but you know that they're
23:07not gone, so you're constantly feeling paranoid. I get a few minutes of peace, but I know they're
23:15going to be back to attack me no matter what. And they're predators at night. They chew
23:23and eat clothing. They chew the walls. They chew through food packets. They chew through
23:31packages. And imagine if you are not allowed to call pest control on these rodents. Imagine
23:43if the plant's too controlled to call pest control. The plant's too rigged. So there's
23:51going to be... And it's strange that I have to deal with these rodents because they're
24:01trying to seal my outlets, seal my ventilation. That's what happens when you have rodents.
24:06You have to seal all of your entry points in your home so that they can't get in.
24:22So I only have five minutes, Shaya. I'm going to talk about you now. And we'll talk about...
24:27I don't think it's a good time to talk about the food research because I'm really kind
24:32of grossed out. I feel like we both have to kind of detox from this rat infestation. And
24:41talking about food, when I just talked about rodents, it makes me sick to my stomach. But
24:51I apologize, Shaya, for not giving you enough attention and talking about you. Partly it's
24:56because, well, you're not really able to give me a lot of attention right now either. So
25:07that could be part of it. And also it's for your safety, Shaya. I don't want to make...
25:11I know these videos are already putting us in trouble to begin with. So if I talk about
25:20our relationship, what we're going to do in the future, all about you all the time, it's
25:25going to get worse. But, Shaya, I love your hands, Shaya. They're so beautiful in a handsome
25:35way. It's been very, very painful not being able to physically see you and hear you. It's
25:40been pure torture. But we are together in many, many ways, Shaya. And I connect with
25:46you through the video, the photo, through your spirit soul inside me. But I've been
25:54in intolerable pain, Shaya, over it. And I can't really express myself in a way I should
26:01to be able to explain how I'm really feeling and the amount of torture. I haven't really
26:06been able to. I don't know if it's because of... I think when you go through torture
26:12and trauma so much, you have trouble with communication. That's part of it. I believe
26:20that you're motivated with food just like me, Shaya. And it's helping you, Shaya, thinking
26:29about food and recipes and cooking. And I want to be able to make good food for you,
26:38Shaya. And I think that we don't really have... I don't have a strong connection with the
26:44planets and the stars and the system. However, because of that Cosmo word on the shirt, I
26:54think it's going to be a symbol for us in our future of being able to connect with the
26:59planets and the cosmos more, and the stars. And it's been really blocked my whole life
27:07to keep me dumbed down, like narrow-minded, like not be able to feel like I have a connection
27:15with the universes. I think, Shaya, you have a vintage, old-fashioned retroness. I think
27:23it's from our life as the Krogers. I think I have a little bit of a vintage retroness.
27:31Sometimes, they enhance it to attack me and you. However, I think some of it is... I just
27:38naturally sound a little vintage. I can't wait to do, like, do-it-yourself projects
27:48and you can do the math part. I really liked building the IKEA furniture. It's... It made
27:56me happy. However, it's actually not that easy to build furniture. I had to watch videos
28:10on YouTube, but it was fun.
28:26And I can relax a little, knowing that you like this video, Shaya. And we're being treated
28:39very, very poorly. We're being treated very, very poorly. We're being treated very, very
28:56poorly.
29:03After I make the video, Shaya, I usually feel positive feelings. I know that we both get
29:08attacked, though, Shaya. I have to still be careful about what I watch and say. However,
29:14I do things, like, kind of like to not jinx myself, but it's just a possession. It's not
29:22really, like, if I avoid a certain word or something I say that you'll get or me will
29:28get less attacked. It's just possession.
29:39So I'm going to stop this video, Shaya. And I'm going to talk... The next page, I haven't
29:46talked about the next page in a while, so I'm going to talk about that tomorrow.
29:57I love you, Shaya. Thank you, everybody, for watching. Thank you so much, Shaya, for watching.