Emmerdale 27th June 2024
Emmerdale 27th June 2024
Transcript
00:30The miscarriage.
00:32You've been through so much.
00:34I'm still here.
00:37I'm never
00:39leaving you.
00:56Good girl, come on.
01:01Belle?
01:03Belle, are you in there?
01:05Piper, come here.
01:07Good girl, good girl.
01:09Piper, stay here.
01:11Stay there, stay.
01:13Belle?
01:27Surprise.
01:31You walk him into work?
01:33I could get used to this.
01:35Well, whenever we end up,
01:37I will walk with you anywhere.
01:39Except I don't remember saying yes
01:41to anything yet.
01:43I don't remember you saying no,
01:45so you're still up for persuasion.
01:47Oi!
01:49Pack it in.
01:51You can do that at home,
01:53not in here.
01:55See you later.
01:57You most definitely will.
01:59I'm already looking forward to it.
02:03Actually, Jay, there's something
02:05I wanted to run past you.
02:07Do you think you could run it
02:09past me later?
02:11Now, I know it's early,
02:13but is it too early
02:15for a drink?
02:17And the answer is
02:19no.
02:21Just put it on the tab.
02:23That tab is growing fast.
02:25He needs to pay for what he's drinking.
02:27No, don't worry.
02:29I'll shut it down.
02:33I bet you're just glad to have him home.
02:35Yeah.
02:37Can't believe you've discharged yourself.
02:39How are you feeling?
02:41Like I dodged a bullet.
02:43Or a wire.
02:45I must have someone watching over me.
02:47Yeah, but look what happens
02:49when they take their eye off you for a minute.
02:51You end up in that thing.
02:53I'll have to sleep down here for a while.
02:55You'll have to make me up a bed on the sofa.
02:57Well, I reckon Belle will make you a very good nurse.
02:59You're a lucky man, Tom King.
03:01I don't know it.
03:03There's no one else in this whole world
03:05that I would rather have looking after me.
03:07What some people do to get off work, eh?
03:09I'd laugh if it did that so much.
03:11Thanks for all your help.
03:13You need to thank Paddy and all.
03:15I brought you back from the hospital.
03:17He brought you back from the dead.
03:19I don't think thank you comes close.
03:21I hope you're ready for what comes next.
03:23I guess now we'll find out
03:25what in sickness and in health
03:27really means.
03:39You've not been here in a while.
03:43I was beginning to think
03:45that you'd had a change of heart.
03:47I'd have to
03:49find one first.
03:51I was just
03:53biding my time.
03:55Whatever hold
03:57you think you have on me,
04:01it ends now.
04:03This ends it.
04:05Oh.
04:07Let's roll now.
04:11How much money?
04:13No more tabs. No more anything.
04:15It stops now.
04:17That's a shame
04:19because I had
04:21a proposal for you.
04:23I was thinking of taking on a consultancy
04:25role in the business.
04:27You are not pulling my strings anymore.
04:29We're done.
04:31Yes, well, of course you want to think
04:33things through, weigh up the pros and cons,
04:35but think of it as
04:37taking on a
04:39silent...
04:41well, not so silent
04:43partner.
04:49Everything all right?
04:51He's querying his long-standing bar tab.
04:53Put him straight.
04:55What's that expression?
04:57The customer's always right.
04:59Wrong.
05:01Especially when it comes to Eric.
05:07Oh, hey.
05:09Not so happy birthday.
05:11Not so happy birthday.
05:13Not so happy I was expecting to be spending my 30th
05:15on me own.
05:17You're not on your own.
05:19Thank you for that voucher.
05:21Sorry, it's not very thoughtful.
05:23I literally did not have a clue what to get you with everything that's going on.
05:25Maybe some tunnelling equipment.
05:27Might need to get myself a new job before I can afford that.
05:29And Brew,
05:31you shouldn't have got yourself sacked
05:33because of Matty, you know.
05:35How is he?
05:37I mean, I probably don't want to know
05:39the answer to that.
05:41He doesn't even want to see us, and it's my birthday.
05:43That's exactly why.
05:45He wants you to enjoy it.
05:47Oh, I don't think I'm going to enjoy anything
05:49until he's out of that place.
05:51Hey.
05:53Happy birthday.
05:55Thank you, gorgeous boy.
05:57What is this?
05:59Open it.
06:05Kyle, that is beautiful.
06:07Matty helped me choose it a few weeks ago.
06:11Come here.
06:19You all good? Do you need anything else?
06:21No.
06:25We need to talk.
06:29I feel guilty, Belle.
06:31Guilty?
06:33Come here.
06:37Come here.
06:41Look.
06:45What happened to me
06:47has messed me up a bit.
06:51But you,
06:53what you've been through, I mean,
06:55you had a miscarriage.
06:57I mean, your mental health,
06:59it must be in bits right now.
07:01I'm fine.
07:03Belle.
07:05No one goes through
07:07what you've been through and feels fine.
07:09There have to be.
07:13Look, it's times like this
07:15where it's important that we talk properly,
07:17communicate, because otherwise
07:19it's just going to build up and up
07:21and...
07:23and then it's going to become
07:25a ticking time bomb.
07:29Careful. It might kick you back.
07:35When you're okay and when you're not okay.
07:37Is it Eric?
07:39Laurel mentioned something.
07:41I can handle Eric.
07:43It's okay. I get it. It's just business.
07:45So let's talk about me instead then,
07:47shall we?
07:49And my love life that might
07:51be about to take an unexpected turn.
07:55You know, I'm not sure I'm the right bloke
07:57to be giving out relationship advice.
07:59I think Laurel might be the only time
08:01I've got it right.
08:03Surely with the amount of relationships you've had
08:05you've learned a thing or two.
08:07No offence taken.
08:09And anyway,
08:11you always tell me the truth.
08:13You tell me it exactly as it is
08:15and that is what I love about you.
08:17I can rely on you.
08:21I'd better get back to work.
08:27You remembered to
08:29take your tablet.
08:31It was lights and alarms.
08:33Yeah, I remembered.
08:35Easy thing to forget with everything that's gone on.
08:37I'm only checking because I worry about you.
08:39I never stop worrying.
08:41It's why I discharged myself.
08:45I've got to keep my eye on you, don't I?
08:49What did I promise you yesterday?
08:53That you're never going to leave me.
08:55But I just want you to focus on getting better.
08:57You see, that is your problem, Belle.
08:59You're right there.
09:01You are always putting other people first.
09:05I get it.
09:09Talking about things can be difficult.
09:11But I can only help you
09:13if I know everything about what happened
09:15about
09:17the miscarriage.
09:19I've told you everything.
09:23Have you?
09:25Yeah.
09:27I feel like I have.
09:29Just
09:31all happened so...
09:33Fast?
09:35Yeah.
09:37It's really difficult for me to talk about it.
09:41I think
09:45you want to tell me something.
09:47I can see it
09:49in you.
09:53Sometimes I think I know you
09:55better than you know yourself.
09:59Don't answer it.
10:03Hey.
10:05Stranger.
10:21I know he's not big on emotion.
10:23I mean, you married him.
10:25But he seemed a bit off.
10:27Like he couldn't wait to get away.
10:29Yeah, he has been a bit off recently.
10:31I mean, I've tried to talk to him.
10:33And the walls come up. Keep your distance.
10:35He should come to his own mode.
10:39All I wanted was a bit of advice.
10:41That I could completely disagree with, obviously.
10:43Obviously? Are we talking about Nicky?
10:45Yeah.
10:47The way his mum and dad treated him recently,
10:49of course he's thinking about moving on.
10:51He's toxic, and then there's...
10:53Caleb and Ruby.
10:55The way his dad's been treating him.
10:57Families.
10:59Who'd want one, eh?
11:01Does Jay know that you're
11:03thinking about moving on, though?
11:05Travelling the world?
11:07No. And you can't tell him.
11:09I've still got a really big decision to make.
11:11Should I stay, or should I go?
11:13Yeah, just don't rush into anything.
11:15I mean, I know that
11:17he wouldn't say this himself, but
11:19I think Jay would be devastated if you left.
11:23After losing Rishi and Priya leaving,
11:25I think having you around,
11:27well, it's made things
11:29a bit easier for him.
11:33I wanted to tell him before, but
11:35I just know he'd try and talk me out of it.
11:37Oh, absolutely you will.
11:39But I won't.
11:41I'm going to sell out my dad now, but
11:43he used to say the most important thing
11:45about a relationship was compromise.
11:47I'm going to put it out there, but
11:49if he loves you in the same way, which I'm sure he does,
11:51why doesn't he stay?
12:03Oh, you had us worried there for a moment, Tom.
12:05Not as worried as Belle.
12:07She thought she was going to have to arrange my funeral.
12:09Tom!
12:11Well, I'm sorry if you can't laugh.
12:13Yeah, they can't stop us laughing, can they?
12:18So, from what I'm hearing,
12:20Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
12:22How did that happen?
12:24You didn't know?
12:26Well, me?
12:28I was a little bit busy
12:30almost being electrocuted to death.
12:32Yeah, what's with all the questions, Charity?
12:34Everybody's asking them.
12:36Like why, for instance, was there a great big
12:38dent in the rotary isolator?
12:40Hang on.
12:42Are you actually asking if I did this to myself?
12:44No.
12:46God, no.
12:48I just don't want anyone blaming Noah,
12:50because he was up there, wasn't he? He was the one who fitted it.
12:52No one's blaming Noah.
12:54It was a bit of a mess when I got there.
12:56I don't know how or why,
12:58and then I must have touched something that I shouldn't have.
13:00Next thing I know, I'm waking up in a hospital bed.
13:02He was there all night.
13:04Well, I guess if it was that bad,
13:06you'd still be in there, wouldn't you?
13:08Like you say, you've got to laugh.
13:10Well, thanks for coming.
13:12So you didn't see anyone up there then, Tom?
13:14No.
13:16And right now, all I'm focused on is getting myself better.
13:18That's all right with you.
13:20Sorry.
13:22Just trying to work out what happened, you know?
13:24Whoever did this...
13:26Look, we just want to be left alone.
13:28It's not a good time for us right now.
13:30That's making me wonder
13:32why you're not still in hospital then, eh?
13:34Cos I'm not talking about me, all right?
13:36I'm talking about Belle.
13:38I'm talking about the miscarriage.
13:44So, Dawn and Billy,
13:46they must be, what, excited, nervous, terrified,
13:48all at the same time?
13:50I mean, at least he's coming home,
13:52and that's good, isn't it?
13:54Yeah.
13:56And what brilliant timing for Thomas to get a streaming cold.
13:58I mean, I know he's in nursery,
14:00so he's always got something, but...
14:02Yeah, germ factories, aren't they?
14:04Yeah, exactly.
14:06And I know Evan's got to be protected.
14:08I get that, I do.
14:10But I'm just going to be worried about Thomas sneezing
14:12Tell you what, why don't you move back in with me?
14:14Really?
14:16Yeah, I mean, Arthur's in Australia,
14:18and there's more than enough room in the inn.
14:20Oh, well, look,
14:22I wasn't asking.
14:24Yeah, but, Gabby, you and Thomas are family,
14:26you're always welcome, and to be honest,
14:28I could do with another woman in the house.
14:30Oh, well, thanks, Laurel.
14:32Oh, it'd be like living at home again.
14:34I'd better get my stuff packed.
14:36Oh, that's the plan.
14:38Right, Eric.
14:40Here we are.
14:42OK.
14:44No need for that.
14:46Jay will sort it.
14:48Sorry?
14:50Oh, but I will take a bottle of that dreadfully overpriced
14:52New Zealand Pinot Noir.
14:54Brenda and I might enjoy
14:56a cheeky glass later on tonight,
14:58if you don't mind.
15:00Well, I don't mind. I mean, I don't know what arrangement you've got with Jay,
15:02but you can't not pay.
15:04Well, let me
15:06say it slowly for you, dear.
15:08If you've got a problem,
15:10you speak to your lovely husband
15:12and I'm sure he will put you straight.
15:16Yeah, but now you're into him,
15:18he can have whatever pizza he wants.
15:20Happy birthday!
15:22I thought we were here for you.
15:24You so fell for it.
15:26Hey!
15:30Yeah, well,
15:32Mattie would want you to enjoy it,
15:34even though there's still other things going on.
15:36Thank you, everyone.
15:38No key?
15:40Oh, don't. He'll be missed.
15:46Why didn't you tell anyone?
15:50I wasn't ready.
15:56I told someone.
16:00Who?
16:02Mac.
16:06I'm sorry.
16:08I had to talk to someone.
16:10And please thank him
16:12for me.
16:14He was brilliant. He's a great listener.
16:16Sorry.
16:18You actually told Mac?
16:20Yesterday.
16:22I'm sorry. But I told him to keep it to himself
16:24and obviously he did.
16:26But we do know
16:28the real reason why you didn't want anyone
16:30knowing, don't we?
16:32And it's OK.
16:34I know.
16:36Well, you felt ashamed.
16:40Ashamed?
16:44For not keeping the baby.
16:46That somehow this is her fault.
16:48No, Bell. This is not your fault.
16:50I know that.
16:52I keep trying to tell her.
16:54Bell, listen to me. Do you remember when I
16:56had the ectopic pregnancy?
16:58I was in such a bad place.
17:00I had all the same emotions.
17:02Shame, anger, guilt. It's just your brain.
17:04Making you feel worse.
17:06Bell, nobody can tell you
17:08how to feel, but I have been there.
17:10It's like losing
17:12something you never had.
17:14But that loss is still real. It still hurts.
17:16It hurts like mad.
17:18She just needs
17:20time to process things. We both do.
17:22On her own.
17:32I spoke to Debs.
17:38I guess that's why you were planning on going to Scotland.
17:40What?
17:42Nothing was planned.
17:44Bell probably doesn't want to
17:46keep talking about it.
17:48Yeah, I know, but...
17:50We're fine, honestly.
17:52Thank you for coming round.
17:54Bell, if you need anything,
17:56anything at all, don't tell anyone.
17:58We just want to keep it quiet.
18:02Bye.
18:26Oh, it was as if
18:28Eric was goading me.
18:30It felt like getting the drink and pouring it over his head.
18:32But that would be more profits down the drain,
18:34wouldn't it?
18:36Oh, no, I felt awful.
18:38You know, what with his illness and everything.
18:40But it doesn't make him a charity case.
18:42I'll have a word.
18:44I'm supposed to have a word with you.
18:46Apparently, if I've got a problem,
18:48speak to your lovely husband, he said.
18:50And you are doing.
18:52So, I'll deal with it.
18:54Yeah, but it was as if he had some kind of hold over you.
18:56Yeah, well,
18:58that's news to me.
19:00But, well,
19:02I hope he shares it with your lovely husband.
19:04Because, well, I'm quite intrigued.
19:06I'm probably imagining it.
19:12You remember Debbie, don't you?
19:14She's all over the place.
19:16So, we did discuss visiting,
19:18but nothing was set in stone.
19:20Yeah.
19:22Yeah, I did think it was a bit weird.
19:24Yeah.
19:26But if you were going up to Scotland,
19:28you would have told me first, though, wouldn't you?
19:30Obviously.
19:32But my dad's up there, so it might be nice
19:34in the future.
19:36Hmm.
19:38Listening to
19:40charity earlier,
19:42it was awful, wasn't it?
19:44I know.
19:46I mean, what she's been through,
19:48that poor woman.
19:50And knowing that you
19:52have been through almost the exact same thing.
19:54I mean,
19:56it absolutely breaks my heart.
19:58Tom.
20:02I just wish I knew
20:04what to say to make things better.
20:06You don't have to say anything.
20:08It's like
20:10losing something
20:12that you never had,
20:14but that loss still hurts.
20:16That's...
20:18That's what she said, right? Something like that?
20:20Yep.
20:22I can't imagine
20:24the pain that you are going through right now, Belle.
20:26I just... I feel so helpless.
20:30Well, don't.
20:32You've had
20:34a miscarriage.
20:36I mean, you might never get over this.
20:38I have to.
20:40Not on your own, not without help.
20:42Look, hospitals,
20:44they have things in place
20:46for this kind of thing, but you're telling me
20:48you haven't been offered anything at all?
20:50I didn't want anything.
20:52Because you weren't in the right frame of mind, Belle.
20:54You just lost your baby.
20:56I want to know why you weren't given proper support.
20:58What are you doing, Tom?
21:00Getting answers.
21:02Don't do that.
21:04Belle, we can't heal unless we get past this.
21:06Tom, please.
21:08Please don't.
21:10Please.
21:14I didn't...
21:16I didn't have a miscarriage.
21:18I lied to you.
21:22And I'm so sorry.
21:24I've had an abortion.
21:26I've had an abortion.
21:44Go on, then.
21:46Blow them out.
21:48Make a wish.
21:50Well, no prizes for guessing what that's going to be.
21:52Yeah.
21:54Yay!
21:56I'll make the same one.
21:58I make it every night.
22:02I'm guessing you weren't wishing for that.
22:04Something come up?
22:06Yep, let's call work.
22:08You can go outside and play football if you want.
22:10Can I still have some cake?
22:12No, I'm leaving the country with it.
22:14No, you're not.
22:16Won't be the first time.
22:18Pardon?
22:22I said to make it really special.
22:24I just wonder how many more
22:26I'm going to have to spend without Matty.
22:28Well, plenty more cake to go around
22:30every cloud, eh?
22:32Is that supposed to be funny?
22:34It's in prison. He's not dead.
22:36Who invited you?
22:38What are you doing?
22:40I'm trying to lighten the mood, but obviously making it worse.
22:42Do you really think this can get any worse?
22:44This is as bad as it gets.
22:48Is that the right answer?
22:52Yeah.
22:58So what's Tom said about it?
23:00Cos everything was fine when I left.
23:02Mum?
23:04I think Tom's got bigger things on his mind right now.
23:06So nobody's blaming me?
23:08Mum, are you alright?
23:10What's happened?
23:12It's Belle.
23:14What about her?
23:17OK, look,
23:19you can't tell anyone.
23:21The miscarriage.
23:23Hang on, you knew too?
23:25Yeah, Tom told me.
23:27I wasn't meant to say anything.
23:29Mac wasn't meant to say anything either.
23:31So what, everyone knew but me?
23:33I wanted to.
23:35No, he should have told me straight away. This is family.
23:37Yeah, I'm sorry. I promised him.
23:41Something is not adding up here.
23:43About what?
23:45Everything.
23:47Belle hasn't told a soul about this miscarriage yet
23:49and yet Tom, there he is telling the world.
23:51Yeah, he's just talking about things that are on his mind.
23:53That's what you're supposed to do, innit?
23:55I just get the feeling
23:57that Tom is saying the things that he thinks people want to hear.
23:59I don't know.
24:01Mum, I just think you need to get off his back a bit.
24:03He's a decent guy.
24:05No. No, he's not decent.
24:07He's almost perfect.
24:09And when someone or something
24:11appears perfect...
24:16I'm so sorry.
24:21I can't...
24:27Do you realise what you're telling me?
24:29I know.
24:31Do you?
24:33I feel sick.
24:35I didn't know how to tell you.
24:39I didn't know what to say,
24:41to think, I mean...
24:43Everything you told me!
24:45I wanted to tell you the truth.
24:47But what? It was easier to lie?
24:51I didn't want to hurt you.
24:53Hurt me?
24:55I'm sorry.
24:57For what? For lying?
24:59Or murdering our baby?
25:03Is it my fault?
25:05Your fault.
25:07I must have...
25:09I must have driven you to it.
25:11I mean, no-one...
25:13No-one kills their own baby for no reason.
25:19You heard what Charity said.
25:21And what that loss
25:23feels like.
25:29Well, it must have meant nothing to you.
25:31It did.
25:33It really did.
25:35It did.
25:37It really did.
25:39That's why you were going to Scotland?
25:41No, I told you...
25:43I saw the suitcase, Belle!
25:49You got rid of our baby.
25:51And then you were going to leave me.
25:59I don't know how long I've got on this,
26:01but I just wanted to say happy birthday.
26:03I really wanted to see you today.
26:05I know. Sorry about everything.
26:07I just didn't want you thinking of this place today.
26:11It's all I think about.
26:13And you.
26:15I never stop thinking about you.
26:17Kyle gave you his present?
26:19Yeah.
26:21He said you helped him pick it.
26:23Yeah.
26:25I love it.
26:27I love you.
26:29Look, I'm...
26:31I've got to go, all right?
26:33I don't want to stay out. I can do the same.
26:35So don't need to worry about me, all right? Bye.
27:01Look, how long is this going to...
27:31Oh.
27:33Clemmie and Lucas did that.
27:35Took them ages.
27:37It's amazing. I can tell.
27:39Tea?
27:41You know, this house has never been so clean.
27:45I think it's been disinfected
27:47with an inch of its life.
27:49Well, we are so grateful
27:51for everything.
27:53Just so as you know,
27:55Gabby and Thomas have moved out.
27:57She thought it would
27:59lessen the chance of infection.
28:01They didn't need to do that.
28:03No, well, that's what I said, but
28:05when Gabby's mind's made up...
28:07Yeah, well, Thomas is your grandson.
28:09It must have...
28:11Yeah, well, it's probably the right thing to do.
28:13And it's only for a while,
28:15not forever.
28:17Oh.
28:19The kids would love to see him.
28:21Shall I give them a shout?
28:23No. No, he's really tired.
28:25Hey.
28:29Oh.
28:39Please say something.
28:45I felt like we just needed a little time apart.
28:49A little time?
28:51We've been fighting.
28:55So you were punishing me, OK?
28:57I wasn't.
28:59I felt like we...
29:01Like I just wasn't in the best place.
29:03And I told you, Tom.
29:05I did tell you.
29:07I didn't know if I could take the stress on of a baby
29:09if I was mentally strong enough, and then the fire.
29:11I didn't know if I could look after myself,
29:13let alone anyone else.
29:15So why didn't you tell me that?
29:19Because I was scared.
29:21So I lied about the miscarriage.
29:23You're scared of me?
29:27I can make you mad sometimes.
29:29So I'm some...
29:31some monster that you're trying to escape?
29:33No. This is on me. It's all on me.
29:39How about you wish
29:41that Paddy was never there?
29:43What?
29:45Well, think about it.
29:47If I died in that barn,
29:49think how many problems for you that would have solved.
29:51Tom...
29:53Tom, when I found out
29:55you almost died, my life...
29:57my life stopped.
29:59Yeah, so a new one could begin without me.
30:01I don't want a new one, Tom.
30:05Maybe this is for the best.
30:07Maybe we
30:09aren't meant to be together.
30:11No. No, don't say that.
30:13We are.
30:15And this can show just how strong we are.
30:17Strong?
30:19You didn't want my baby, Belle.
30:21I do. I do want your baby.
30:23I just... I didn't feel like it was the right time,
30:25but I was... I was wrong.
30:27You know something? I wouldn't be able to get past this.
30:29Tom!
30:31Please.
30:33Please just give me a second chance. Let me show you.
30:35Let me show you how much I love you.
30:37You wouldn't do this to someone
30:39that you love.
30:43I don't... I don't know anymore.
30:45I...
30:47You've hurt me more
30:49than I ever thought possible.
30:53You've destroyed
30:55my world, Belle.
31:15You've destroyed my world.
31:17You've destroyed my world.
31:19You've destroyed my world.
31:21You've destroyed my world.
31:23You've destroyed my world.
31:25You've destroyed my world.
31:31I think you're in the wrong cell.
31:33No, it's the right cell.
31:35I've been put in it.
31:39But I was told that...
31:41Told you what?
31:43I thought I had a cell to myself.
31:53I told you you'd
31:55got en suite too.
32:01First time, is it?
32:03Yeah.
32:05Me too.
32:07And what I did,
32:09I didn't do it either.
32:13You here?
32:15Yeah, yeah.
32:17I'm up here, then.
32:25I'm Les.
32:27Batty.
32:29Yeah, I was about your age
32:31when I paid me first visit.
32:35The man that walked in was very different
32:37to the one that walked out.
32:39I'm just gonna keep my head down.
32:41Yeah.
32:43Well, sometimes you gotta keep it up, son.
32:45You might not see him coming.
32:53Do you know the kids are asking about him again?
32:55No.
32:59Look, we're doing everything that we're told.
33:03And we're never gonna stay in the hospital.
33:07Yeah, but how do we know we're being careful enough?
33:09How can we possibly
33:11know we're keeping him safe? There's all these people.
33:13The breathing, whatever the...
33:17I mean, if he gets infected.
33:23Dawn, it is okay to be scared.
33:27But, you know, the help doesn't stop.
33:33Sorry.
33:35I think I'm just overthinking everything.
33:39No, you're not.
33:41You're just being like any normal mother would be.
33:45It's not normal, though, is it?
33:47Did you know
33:49that Las Vegas
33:51is the brightest place on Earth
33:53from outer space?
33:55Right, well, unless I've got a spaceship.
33:57And nearly
33:59150 marriages happen there every day.
34:01Ah, so now
34:03the ulterior motive becomes clear.
34:05Well, if you're gonna gamble...
34:07Yeah, but that's the thing,
34:09Nicky.
34:11I've never been too good with risk.
34:13And look, I get it.
34:15The way your dad treated you.
34:17I'd wanna run, too. I'm not running.
34:19I'm escaping.
34:21And it doesn't have to be Vegas first.
34:23It can be anywhere in the world.
34:25So what about here?
34:27Look, you leaving,
34:29you've got nothing to lose, but I do.
34:31I can't
34:33lose Jay.
34:35He's my brother.
34:37We've literally just founded...
34:41Sorry.
34:43No, it's just that
34:45I thought that you were coming round to the idea,
34:47but you're obviously not.
34:49No, I am. I really am. It's just...
34:51Not now?
34:53I'm not saying never.
34:59It's OK.
35:01Yeah, I don't wanna be around my family,
35:03but I don't wanna be anywhere that you're not.
35:07Maybe I'll just have to start
35:09serving for that spaceship.
35:25Laurel,
35:27tell me what you said to her.
35:29You know, I should've stopped this before it even started.
35:31So the, uh,
35:33consultancy, um,
35:35is off the table, then, is it?
35:37Might be a mistake.
35:39My advice could be quite valuable.
35:41You keep pushing me.
35:43What do you think's gonna happen?
35:45You're weak.
35:47A total fraud.
35:49I almost feel sorry for you.
35:51Almost.
35:53Oh.
35:55I shouldn't say this, but, uh,
35:57I'm glad that Rishi is no longer with us
35:59because he would be utterly ashamed
36:01of the way you've turned out to be.
36:03You back off now, or I swear to God...
36:05Jay?
36:07What on earth are you doing?
36:09Sorry.
36:11I must have
36:13touched a wrong raw nerve.
36:15I'm just a silly old man.
36:17Right. Oh, don't you play that card.
36:19He's lying.
36:21No, you're lying to me.
36:23I know you are. I'm not stupid.
36:25Home now!
36:29FOOTSTEPS
36:49Must have been a bit of a shock.
36:53Shock?
36:55You know what happened to you?
36:57Electric shock.
36:59Nice.
37:01Nice wheels.
37:03Yeah, yeah, I think my boy racer days might be over.
37:05Hey, it's a great little sick note for you, though.
37:07And you know what they say, where there's blame, there's a claim.
37:09Anyway,
37:11I'm just glad that you're all right.
37:13Last thing anybody around here needs is another funeral.
37:15Thanks.
37:17I think.
37:19FOOTSTEPS
37:27BIRDS CHIRP
37:3949.
37:4350.
37:49How much do you bench press?
37:51I don't know.
37:53You don't know?
37:55No.
37:57Gym's not really my thing.
37:59Yeah.
38:01No, neither anymore.
38:05Too many clowns taking photos of each other.
38:09Really gets my back up.
38:11It's not like that in here, though.
38:15Every clown, eh?
38:17Definitely.
38:21You've still not told me what you're in here for.
38:23Nothing. I'm innocent.
38:25Fast learner.
38:29You probably think I'm a right nutjob, don't you?
38:31No, I'm not.
38:33Well, I am.
38:37You see, my thing...
38:43I like the fire, me.
38:47Yeah.
38:49Watching the flames.
38:51Smell.
38:55Heat.
38:59Burning.
39:05Oh, look at your face.
39:07You look terrified.
39:11There.
39:13I'm only playing, were you?
39:15Or am I?
39:21I'm waiting.
39:25I'm waiting.
39:29OK.
39:31Well, you know,
39:33when I told you that
39:35Amit killed my dad...
39:37Oh, no new information. Really?
39:39I know. I know. It sounded crazy.
39:41It sounds even crazier now, Trevor.
39:43No, no, no. Will you just listen to me?
39:45Please?
39:47My dad didn't fall down the stairs.
39:49He was pushed by his own brother.
39:51OK? I just couldn't prove it back then.
39:53But you can now.
39:55Yes.
39:57Amit confessed to everything.
39:59Just like that?
40:01Look, Eric was on to him, too, all right?
40:03He's been doing some digging of his own.
40:05And when Amit was cornered,
40:07when he realised that there was no way out,
40:09he admitted everything.
40:11So why didn't you go to the police, then?
40:13Because...
40:15we still didn't have anything
40:17concrete.
40:19Amit thought he could just make it all go away,
40:21so he offered up his
40:23chairs in Hop,
40:25and he promised that he would disappear.
40:27Ah, right. And you
40:29took him up on his very kind offer.
40:31Yeah.
40:33I don't... It might seem
40:35silly now, Laurel, but at the time
40:37it just seemed like that was going to be best
40:39for everyone. No, best for you, Jay!
40:41You wanted the truth.
40:43Now you've got the truth, OK?
40:45OK, what about Eric?
40:47Hmm?
40:49Eric.
40:51Yeah, Eric.
40:53Well, Eric...
40:55Eric's been blackmailing me.
40:57All right?
40:59He's been making me jump through all kinds of hoops
41:01to keep his silence.
41:03Why?
41:05Amit
41:07begged me not to tell
41:09Sonny that he killed me dad, all right?
41:11It was part of the deal.
41:13OK, he didn't want his son to know
41:15that he was a murderer.
41:17So he made me take the
41:19chairs in Hop and even the ones that he promised
41:21Sonny, and
41:23Eric knew about that deal.
41:25That you had accepted it?
41:27Yes!
41:29I didn't have much choice, Laurel.
41:31You left Sonny with nothing.
41:33He's your own
41:35brother. How could you? Do you know what?
41:37I'm so lost in all of this.
41:39I don't believe a word that comes out your mouth!
41:43...
41:57I didn't know when you'd be coming back.
41:59Someone's been busy.
42:01Don't.
42:07I thought you'd want to eat.
42:09...
42:11And I know
42:13none of this makes up
42:15for what I've done, but...
42:17There's a but?
42:27I've just been
42:29trying to figure out how I can show you
42:31how much I regret what I've
42:33done to you.
42:35By getting the fancy plates out?
42:37Do you
42:39want me to leave?
42:43If we're done, Tom...
42:45If
42:47you don't love me anymore...
42:51Please, can you say something?
42:53Tom...
42:55Oh, you'd love me to leave, wouldn't you?
42:57And then Tom looks like the bad guy
42:59all over again.
43:01I just want you to tell me how we can
43:03get past this.
43:05I hate myself.
43:09And I will always be sorry.
43:11But I love you.
43:15I love you, Tom, and I never meant to hurt you.
43:17And I promise I will never
43:19ever hurt you again.
43:31I don't think
43:35I could
43:37stop loving you,
43:39Belle.
43:41Even if I wanted to.
43:43Thank you.
43:49Please,
43:51don't make me regret this.
44:05For yourself, you can now book onto the
44:07Emmerdale Village Tour.
44:09Details at
44:11emmerdalevillagetour.co.uk
44:13And weave the leader interviews
44:15with Zakir Starmer
44:17on the way next.