Kardashian
  • 4 months ago
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00:00And a firecracker. Actually, I have a bomb.
00:03Are you ready?
00:05I have begun therapy.
00:09Yes, I'm going to a psychiatrist.
00:12So, if you're going to drive me crazy,
00:14just say it to me right now. Say it on my face. Come on, say it.
00:17Say it! I'm crazy!
00:19Cuckoo! Kaira's gone mad! Mad!
00:22Cuckoo!
00:27This is what you all think, right?
00:33You think I'm crazy.
00:37Cuckoo.
00:45She's a little emotional.
00:48She doesn't even have a job.
00:49Dad, I have a job.
00:51This is your choice not to do her job. Okay?
00:55Kira, wait.
00:58Kira.
01:00Kira.
01:01Don't worry, Mom.
01:02Explain it to her, son.
01:04When she came back to her parents, she never failed again.
01:08So, they took the right decision.
01:12There are all kinds of failures in this world.
01:16There's something right in front of me.
01:20Let's go.
01:50Kira.
02:06Were you happy as a kid?
02:09I was happy when you came home.
02:18See this?
02:20Hey!
02:21Where did you find that?
02:24I was looking for something old.
02:27I found something for you.
02:42You know, when you cry as a kid,
02:44your elders tell you to wipe your tears.
02:47When you get angry, your elders tell you to smile.
02:50You know why?
02:53So that the peace of the house is maintained.
02:55When you want to hate someone, they don't allow it.
02:59When you want to love someone,
03:01you realize that your emotional system is broken.
03:04It's not working. It cannot function.
03:09Crying, anger, hatred.
03:11They don't let you express anything openly.
03:14How will you express your love?
03:22So, it's okay to get angry with your elders and parents.
03:26It's good. It's healthy.
03:29It's...
03:30It's okay, Kaira.
03:43Dad.
03:46He left me at my grandparents' house.
03:55Mom said that he would come to pick me up soon.
04:01Dad's export business failed in Goa.
04:06Dad went to Africa and the Middle East for better business opportunities.
04:12Mom was with him.
04:16Earlier, I was very happy at my grandparents' house.
04:20You know, big old house in Basco.
04:42Every week, I used to write a letter to mom and dad.
04:46Sometimes, twice a week.
04:50I didn't even know how to write properly.
04:53I used to make pictures and paint them.
04:58I used to try to write big words.
05:03But, in the end, I always asked one question.
05:09When are you coming back?
05:12When are you coming back?
05:15I was five years old.
05:18I used to hold my dad's hand and go to the post box.
05:21I used to post a letter and wait for the letter to come.
05:27I used to wait for the answer to my question.
05:35But, it never came.
05:36When mom and dad used to call me,
05:39they used to give me an excuse not to write a letter.
05:43No.
05:44The address has changed, the post office is far away,
05:48I am not feeling well, etc. etc.
05:52But, I didn't stop writing letters.
05:56Pappy used to go to the post office with me.
05:59He always used to say that one day my answer will come.
06:04One day my answer will definitely come.
06:10Then, a year later, mom came to Goa
06:15with my new baby brother, Kiro.
06:23I was jealous.
06:26Because he could always stay with mom and not me.
06:30Mom said that I will stay away from him for a few more days.
06:35Just a little longer.
06:38So, I was happy.
06:42I remember, I asked mom about my last letter.
06:47She said that it was so beautiful
06:50that she stuck it on her fridge so that she could see it every day.
06:54I was so happy.
06:55I was so happy.
06:58I ran to my room.
07:01I wrote another letter to him.
07:03I wanted to give it to him right then.
07:05I wanted to see his happiness, his reaction right then.
07:11So, I took out paints, colors, I don't know what else.
07:15I made some drawings, put something together and
07:18I was running to mom.
07:21I was so happy.
07:23But when I reached his room, I heard him scolding papi.
07:28He was saying to mom,
07:30why doesn't she answer my question?
07:32Why doesn't she answer my letter?
07:35And then, I heard mom's answer.
07:40I can't give her false hope.
07:43I can't give her false hope.
07:47The truth is that
07:48we can't keep it with us.
07:51Until the business settles,
07:54it's very difficult to take care of two kids.
07:57To travel from one place to another.
07:59Blah, blah.
08:02Everything just seemed to
08:05fade away.
08:08Everything seemed to fade away.
08:13It was a strange feeling.
08:18As if someone snatched the TV remote from my hand.
08:25And put something horrible on my favorite channel.
08:28Something horrid.
08:32And then threw the TV remote.
08:39I remember I went back to my room
08:42and tore that letter.
08:48Six years.
08:50Took a decision as a six year old.
08:55That after today,
08:57I won't say anything to him.
08:59Won't ask him anything.
09:07I never wrote a letter again in my life.
09:10Never.
09:14Poor papi.
09:16He was still trying to get me to write a letter.
09:20But I had nothing to say to my parents.
09:25Actually, I had nothing to say to anyone.
09:30I just became quiet.
09:33Shut down.
09:42Then a year later, mom said everyone is coming back.
09:46Her friend had offered her a business partnership.
09:50Here in Goa.
09:53In these years, dad's business
09:55couldn't settle.
09:57So imagine.
10:00All this for nothing.
10:04So they came back.
10:07But,
10:10that year was the most stressful for me.
10:12I didn't want to live with them.
10:16I wanted to live with my grandparents.
10:20I wanted to distance myself from them too.
10:24I cried a lot.
10:26I did a lot of drama.
10:28I troubled everyone.
10:30On top of that, I failed in my 2nd standard.
10:33And that,
10:35that, not my 100 letters.
10:38Not the fact
10:39that I was away from them for so many years.
10:42That made them take me away from my grandparents.
10:46And back with them finally.
11:09I'm sorry.
11:21I'm sorry.
11:27I'm sorry.
11:29I'm sorry.
11:33If you can't cry openly,
11:37how will you be able to laugh openly?
11:39It's okay.
11:40Go on.
11:48No, I'm
11:50not much for rules.
11:51But,
11:54because of the rules,
11:55I can't open a champagne for you
11:58and celebrate this moment.
12:01But,
12:03we can do the next best thing.
12:05We can do, surely.
12:07We can have
12:11a
12:15two letters, Kaira.
12:17Cheers.
12:21Go easy.
12:23Go easy.
12:38To feel safe,
12:40first of all,
12:41it's important to get rid of the fear.
12:44The fear of being left behind,
12:45the fear of being left alone.
12:49You've been living with this fear all your life.
12:53And the burden of this fear
12:55is on all your relationships.
12:58Especially your
13:00love life.
13:03The fear of being left behind.
13:05You used to leave them first.
13:07You want to say bye
13:09before they can say bye.
13:14Because you don't want to go through
13:17the same pain again.
13:19So, Kaira,
13:22why don't we
13:24say bye
13:26to this fear
13:28once and for all?
13:31Why don't we
13:32say bye to life
13:34and meet again
13:35with life?
13:41And,
13:42I'm not saying
13:44that you
13:45forgive your parents
13:47or
13:48don't get upset with them.
13:49You too,
13:50as you wish.
13:52But I will say
13:54that once
13:56you bring your parents
13:57down from the highest level,
14:00try to see them
14:01as ordinary people.
14:05You know,
14:06those ordinary people
14:07who make mistakes like everyone else.
14:08Like you and I
14:09and everyone.
14:11It's very difficult
14:12to understand all this
14:13as a child.
14:14But now,
14:15as an adult,
14:16you can try.
14:18Don't let
14:20the past
14:22blood-mail your present
14:25to ruin a beautiful future.
14:37Where were you?
14:39You just disappeared.
14:41I have to give proper notice
14:42to miss the session.
14:44And you left me
14:45with one small note.
14:47Small.
14:48Sorry.
14:49That's not fair.
14:50I know.
14:51Life is unfair.
14:54Fine.
14:56Hide all your secrets.
15:04You know,
15:05my issues with my parents
15:06will probably be lessened.
15:09But when?
15:11I don't know.
15:13I'm not going to find anyone.
15:14I'm not going to find anyone.
15:23Tell me something.
15:26Is there such a thing
15:28as a perfect relationship?
15:31Like,
15:32just one
15:33special relationship?
15:37I don't know.
15:38I think
15:40you know,
15:41why just that one
15:42special relationship?
15:44There are
15:45many special relationships
15:46in life.
15:48Different relationships
15:49for different feelings.
15:50You know,
15:51like
15:52a special
15:53musical relationship
15:54with someone
15:55who
15:56shares
15:57our musical taste.
16:00Or the
16:01special
16:02let's get coffee together
16:03relationship.
16:04Perfect to have coffee
16:05with,
16:06but
16:07not anything else.
16:08No.
16:10And
16:11a special
16:12gossip relationship
16:14or the
16:15special
16:16intellectual
16:17relationship
16:18for all those
16:19perfect
16:20discussion.
16:22There are
16:23so many
16:24different special
16:25relationships.
16:26So many
16:27kinds.
16:32This romantic
16:33relationship
16:35is just
16:36one of them.
16:38All
16:39the responsibilities
16:40and burden
16:41of all relationships
16:42are
16:43just
16:45one of them.
16:50A bit unfair,
16:51no?
16:59I never thought
17:00of it this way.
17:10I'm glad
17:11the camera's back.
17:12Me too.
17:21Jack?
17:23Do you want to get
17:24a cup of coffee
17:25or something?
17:27No.
17:29Our time's up.
17:34You're not going to
17:35cancel the next session, right?
17:37This is the last week
17:38of our sessions.
17:39How can I miss it?
17:42I'm sorry.
17:43I'm sorry.
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18:10I'm sorry.
18:12So, finally,
18:13no more Gatti from Goa?
18:15No more Gatti.
18:18And what about work?
18:20Actually,
18:21I've got an offer.
18:23What?
18:25A production company
18:26is interested in funding
18:27my short film.
18:29So, I'm thinking
18:30why not
18:31stay here
18:32and shoot?
18:42Since it's the
18:43final class,
18:44have I
18:45passed?
18:47This is not a school
18:48to pass or fail.
18:52I wish there was
18:53a teacher like you
18:54in the school.
18:56I'm not your teacher.
18:58Okay, not
18:59teacher, teacher.
19:00But,
19:01you know what I mean.
19:03We are all our own
19:04teachers
19:05in the school of life.
19:07And
19:08I'm not
19:09your teacher.
19:10In the school of life.
19:12Okay.
19:13That was a bit heavy.
19:16Life is like
19:17a jigsaw puzzle.
19:18You know,
19:19the puzzle we used to play
19:20when we were kids.
19:21People like me
19:23can only help
19:24in finding and
19:25putting together
19:26the pieces
19:27of that puzzle.
19:31But,
19:32only you can complete
19:33the puzzle.
19:40So,
19:42now that
19:44this is over,
19:51can we
19:54meet outside?
19:57Just as friends or something?
20:00No, this is
20:01not possible, Kara.
20:03And,
20:04if I tell you
20:06that I like you,
20:08that I like you,
20:14in fact,
20:19Go on.
20:20I'm listening.
20:24In fact, I really like you.
20:30Yes, that's it.
20:31I said it.
20:36I really like you too.
20:38I really like you.
20:41I appreciate these feelings.
20:44But,
20:45this was my job
20:46with you.
20:48I know
20:49my way of working
20:50is different.
20:51And,
20:52no matter how
20:53friendly my methods
20:54are,
20:55after all,
20:56I'm your therapist.
20:59So,
21:00making any kind of
21:01friendship with you
21:02will be out of
21:03my professional
21:04scope.
21:08So,
21:10you want to
21:11get closer
21:12to me,
21:13to your
21:14sister.
21:16You want to
21:17build a
21:18deep relationship.
21:22This,
21:23this happens.
21:24It's,
21:25it's common.
21:27So, I'm common?
21:28No, no, no.
21:30No,
21:31you're not common.
21:32You're different.
21:33You're special.
21:35You're very different.
21:36Really.
21:37You know,
21:38people who come here
21:39feel different
21:40things.
21:42You know,
21:43all kinds of
21:44strong feelings.
21:45Anger,
21:46hate,
21:47love.
21:49I shouldn't have
21:50said anything.
21:51I shouldn't have
21:52said anything.
21:53No, no, no, no.
21:54You should have.
21:55It's really good
21:56you said what
21:57you said.
21:58Really.
21:59You didn't
22:00use your
22:01difficult feelings
22:02with
22:03bad
22:04behavior,
22:05but
22:06you said it
22:07clearly
22:08and
22:09intelligently.
22:10If you didn't say it,
22:11maybe
22:12you would
22:13have
22:14suppressed
22:15your feelings
22:16again.
22:17And we don't
22:18want that.
22:19No.
22:20No.
22:21We don't want that.
22:23This, Kaira,
22:25is a huge
22:26progress.
22:36Okay, but
22:38tell me one thing.
22:40How can this be
22:41the last session?
22:42No, no, no, no.
22:44Huh?
22:46Okay.
22:47No more stories.
22:49And how many
22:50other problems
22:51will I have in my life?
22:52Oh, yeah, yeah.
22:53A lot of
22:54problems.
22:55And
22:56you'll have to
22:57solve
22:58a lot of
22:59problems.
23:00But
23:01now
23:02you have
23:03to
23:05solve
23:07a lot of
23:08problems.
23:14But you'll
23:15have to help me.
23:18I need you.
23:27Kaira,
23:29when you see
23:30a pattern
23:31or
23:32a habit
23:33in your life,
23:35think about
23:36it carefully.
23:38Genius
23:39is about
23:40knowing when
23:41to stop.
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26:59This is your godmother.
27:02Coco Ma.
27:13Battle after battle after battle.
27:16Corporal Baltazar fought for 14 years in the Portuguese army.
27:23But no one knew that Corporal Baltazar was Donna Maria.
27:29A woman who fought in the guise of a man.
27:34This was the only way for a single girl to save her life and honor.
27:40For 14 years, Donna Maria fought two types of battles.
27:44One on the battlefield and the other with herself.
27:48With her fears.
27:50Finally, time revealed Donna Maria's truth.
27:54Fortunately, in front of Captain Alfonso.
27:59Captain Alfonso.
28:01Commander of the fort.
28:03And a doctor.
28:05Who not only healed Donna Maria's wounds, but also relieved her fears.
28:11He freed her from the ghost of Corporal Baltazar.
28:17Donna Maria faced herself for the first time in her life.
28:22Finally, she felt free.
28:26Finally, she felt free.
28:29She felt alive.
28:33Because of her new courage and courage,
28:36Donna Maria became Commander Donna Maria in just a few years.
28:40The first woman commander of the Portuguese army.
28:46Now Donna Maria fought only one battle.
28:49On the battlefield.
28:51Not with herself.
28:55Not anymore.
28:57No.
28:59Not anymore.
29:04Not anymore.
29:06Not anymore.
29:08Not anymore.
29:09Not anymore.
29:21Don't bother me.
29:22That's enough.
29:23Oh, I'm tired.
29:25Sikha!
29:25Kaira!
29:26Kaira!
29:26Kaira!
29:27Kaira!
29:28Kaira!
29:29Kaira!
29:30Kaira!
29:30Kaira!
29:30Kaira!
29:32Kaira!
29:32Kaira!
29:33Kaira!
29:34Kaira!
29:34Kaira!
29:35Woo!
29:38Kaira, that's it.
29:43Wow!
29:46Oh!
29:46Beach!
29:46Beach!
29:48North beach, the dam.
29:52It was a beautiful day, sir.
29:56So proud of you, dear.
30:00Wonderful. Well done.
30:03Beautiful film.
30:04Really?
30:05Very impressed.
30:07People who make music with cameras don't need musicians.
30:13I've made a song for you. Want to hear it?
30:17Just kidding.
30:20I'm proud of you, buddy.
30:21You were the one who gave Kaira her first break.
30:25She wouldn't have been able to do all this without you.
30:27Actually, if I was here, you wouldn't have been able to do it.
30:33Cheers.
30:33Cheers.
30:34Cheers.
30:35Longest project this century.
30:39Cheers to my baby.
30:40Cheers.
30:46Hi.
30:47Hi.
30:49I was thinking...
30:50Yes, please tell me. What were you thinking?
30:53Can you be a man for a few years?
30:56Huh?
30:59Your story has a very interesting concept.
31:03Where did you come up with the idea?
31:05Like, what's your story?
31:08Do you make films too?
31:11No, I make furniture.
31:13Tables, sofas, chairs.
31:17Chairs?
31:18Yeah.
31:19Like, chairs.
31:21Chairs.
31:22Chairs like chairs, yeah?
31:24Chairs like chairs?
31:48Cheers.
32:04Dear Zindagi,
32:06I know we haven't been in touch for a while.
32:10It's for nothing.
32:12Just wanted to say hi.
32:18Hi.
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