• 4 months ago
"The only thing I know was 'ABCD', 'what's your name', 'how do you do'?"

Bao Sheng Ze, better known as Bunz, reminisces on his unexpected move to Singapore as a kid from Shao Xin, China, his active process of assimilation, and the love he holds for Singapore.
Transcript
00:00So I think like Singapore did offer me a lot of opportunities that I wouldn't
00:07have had if I was there. So this year I really want to do something I want to
00:13do and that can make myself really happier.
00:18Hi, my name is Bunce. I'm 37 years old and I'm from China.
00:32Migrated here since year 2000, so spent 13 years in my home country. I was born in
00:38Shaoxing, then I grew up in Wenzhou. Pingyang is the county. I would say it's
00:44very rural. It's a small town with low-rise buildings, mountains around my
00:50town and rivers, countryside like kampong. Actually the initial news of moving to
00:55Singapore came quite as a shock. My dad came over to Singapore first in the late
00:591990s as a software engineer. He told my grandparents he's ready to bring myself
01:04and my mom over to Singapore. Then I was like, what? Because back then moving
01:08abroad is a big thing. Not a lot of people can travel overseas so it came as
01:12quite of a shock because I was already studying in secondary two. All my
01:17friends are there, all my relatives are there. I grew up with my grandparents
01:21because my parents were very busy. My dad was working in Hangzhou, my mom was in
01:25Shaoxing. So my grandparents took care of me, sent me to school, buy me school
01:31packs, buy me new clothes. They are really like my parents. My entire
01:35childhood memory were all revolved around them. But when my dad made a
01:41decision to bring me and my mom over to Singapore, I didn't have much of a
01:46childhood with them and that is also something I really wanted as a kid, to
01:51stay with your parents. That could have been a very strong motivation
01:56for me why I wanted to come to Singapore as well. Being a small-town boy, I haven't
02:01even traveled actually to any other parts of China. I didn't even have an
02:05image of how Singapore looked like. Basically it was a culture shock.
02:09High-rise buildings, a lot of cars, traffic lights, very organized streets
02:15and all. You're like, what is this place? For me, I have not even been to Beijing
02:20or Shanghai, so I've never really seen a city like that. To be honest, I think the
02:25biggest barrier is language. I couldn't even speak a single word. The only
02:30thing I know was like what ABCD and what's your name? How do you do? So when I
02:35came, I actually went to British Council to do a bit of prep for my school entry
02:40exam. Then I went to school, tried to mix with a lot of Malay friends and Indian
02:47friends, so I can force myself to speak more English. Stay away from my comfort
02:52zone, speak in Chinese. I was eventually able to overcome that. It's
02:56neutralizing yourself into the society. I mean the way we live back then in that
03:02small town versus Singapore's busy city life is very, very different. The pacing
03:07of life is quite slow. Even the last trip when I went back, you can see that my
03:12relatives are very chill. They take stuff slowly, they do things slowly,
03:17one step at a time. But in Singapore, I feel it's quite different. I mean life is
03:20just way busier. Maybe it's my line of work also, being a producer, being an
03:25actor on set. So what I do is basically speak to clients, try to get projects in,
03:30lies between the client, the production and follow through, free pro all the way
03:35to post. They are the ones that actually bridging everything together, trying to
03:38please everybody on set and try to get production going from the very beginning
03:42all the way until the end. Eight years of that, every single day, I'm getting a bit
03:46tired. So this year I'm trying to come back to what I was really passionate
03:52about, which is performing. I think Singapore made me realize that the
03:58little dream of mine can actually come true. Back then when I was in a small
04:01country, it's impossible for you to think of, oh you want to be a singer, you want to
04:05be a performer. Growing up in my small town, I used to listen to a lot of cassette
04:11tapes. Xiao Hu Dui, Lin Zhiying, Xie Tingfeng, all those back then using cassette tapes.
04:16So to me, they are the stars and that's unreachable. But when I came to Singapore,
04:23there was a concert. It was Lin Zhiying's concert at Heeren HMV and I was just so
04:29happy to be there, buying a CD. Then I saw him performing. Then I was like, wow, I
04:35could actually see a real pop star. It would never happen in my hometown. But
04:40after seeing real stars on stage, that idea just got a little bit more
04:45realistic. And from that moment, it just sparked off a little thing in me. I feel
04:50like I really love to perform.
05:01Memorable moments, talent time. Yeah, talent time was one of the most epic
05:07moments of my life in my secondary school, I feel. Secondary three, I think if I
05:11remember correctly, they had a talent time. And my friends were just like
05:14asking me, hey, you want to be a performer, right? Hey, go ah. We have a small
05:18podium right in the center of Northland, around the canteen area. So that was the
05:23spot that you have to perform.
05:26Wow. Brings back memories, man. Yeah. If you see right there, the opening part
05:33right is where the, you know, there's a race platform that used to perform for
05:36school talent time. That's exactly where it is. But I don't know whether it's
05:40still there. Yeah. Good memories. This is where it kickstart all my so-called
05:47dream and a passion.
05:49Yeah, I think we got, we got a prize. But I forgot what prize. So that actually
05:57started the entire journey of me believing in myself there. Hey, you know
06:02what, maybe you can try, you can do this, you know. Though it's a small
06:06recognition, but it sort of gave me that morale booster. So that's like the
06:10spark. Yeah. And the most epic moment, people were like cheering. I was like,
06:16okay, okay, this is how it feels like.
06:22I don't know why I still kept this, but I think this might be useful. Actually
06:25found this when I was like digging for all the stuff. So this is the company
06:30United Artists Network, first company I signed. This is called a comb cut. So
06:35that's where I ended up with my very young looking comb cut. I went to this
06:39agency called United Artists Network, signed under them, trained for like for
06:42five years, dance, singing, and even they brought us to like stadiums to swim
06:48and train on physics. Eventually, they also got me my first role, which is with
06:53Mediacorp. This particular script I took out for you guys. Somehow I kept it. I
06:57don't know why. Chinese drama called 还有明天. So this was like the first
07:01one that I've done for them. Still kept the script somehow. This is maybe quite
07:07memorable. That's why I kept it. I don't know. Since day one when I started, it
07:11was performing. It was singing, it was writing songs, it was acting, and that
07:16feels great. Yeah. I think I will tell my younger self, you know, just be brave to
07:25dare to dream. You know, we are not living the American dream, but we are
07:29living the Singapore dream. I feel Singapore is a really great place for
07:32you to make bigger things happen. Singapore actually gave me a platform to
07:36realize my dream. Like really.
09:06I really don't wait for time. Now I can stay by your side, I feel really happy.
09:11These few years, I realized that life is not only about money, but also about time.
09:19Learning how to live well and how to experience life is the most important thing.
09:24Some things are too late if you don't do them now. My biggest wish now is that you
09:30all stay safe. I will visit you in June. I wish you all good health and safety.
09:37Love, your grandson, Jin Shang.

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