Fast Talk with Boy Abunda: Faith Da Silva, nakita na ang kanyang ama! (Episode 262)
Aired (January 26, 2024): Ibinahagi ni Faith Da Silva ang naging pagkikita nila ng kanyang ama na si Dennis Da Silva. #GMANetwork #GMADrama #Kapuso
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00:00 (Music)
00:05 Did you want to see your father?
00:08 We saw your meeting, we saw part of your conversation,
00:16 but that's the only thing I personally saw.
00:19 Tell me your story about that visit that took place last year.
00:25 I have been talking to Kuya Kim Atienza.
00:27 He helped me to make all of this possible.
00:31 And General Katapang, they are the two.
00:35 Because they are not allowed to visit yet.
00:40 But since 2023, the start of 2023, I have talked to Kuya Kim.
00:45 I want to meet him on my birthday.
00:49 That's in April.
00:51 It's been a long time since I've been able to visit him.
00:54 I'm busy, Kuya Kim is busy, I'm busy.
00:57 I'm not sure if it will be possible.
01:02 Because in a way, I'm not giving up,
01:07 but I'm just surrendering to God.
01:10 If there is divine timing, it will come.
01:13 But I also believe that the course of action should come from us.
01:19 We can't just dream.
01:22 It's so nice to feel like,
01:29 for the first time in my life,
01:33 I'm in my father's arms.
01:37 Until now, I still have mixed emotions about it.
01:42 Because more than anything, I'm grateful that it happened.
01:46 But I want more.
01:52 I want to be with him, I want to tell him,
02:00 I want to hug him.
02:02 But for now, I just want to be grateful because it happened.
02:08 And I have to move forward in life.
02:11 But I'm happy that I'm with my brother, Silas.
02:14 It's their first time meeting.
02:16 And our photo together, that I posted on my Instagram,
02:20 that was our first photo together.
02:24 And it turned out well, it turned out smooth.
02:29 My mom was very supportive about it.
02:32 She kept asking me to do it again and again because I couldn't sleep.
02:38 The night before, I really couldn't sleep.
02:42 I was planning what would happen.
02:45 I was trying to direct myself, how I would talk to him.
02:50 But when we were together, I felt so at ease.
02:56 It was very peaceful.
02:58 It was meant to happen.
03:02 Okay, Faith, I'll start here.
03:05 Why do you want to see him?
03:08 Because I love him.
03:10 I love him a lot.
03:12 My love for him at first was coming from a place of longingness.
03:18 Because he was not, of course, present at that time.
03:22 I remember before, when I was young, I had an imaginary father.
03:28 Okay.
03:30 When my mom would scold me or when I had a fight,
03:34 I would talk to my imaginary father.
03:37 And I know that at that time, he was not...
03:43 And you would say...
03:45 I wish I was with him.
03:47 You were friends.
03:48 Yes.
03:49 Because my mom would always tell me growing up that I was very loved by my father.
03:56 And I was his girl.
03:58 I didn't have any recollection because I was only one year old.
04:02 How could I be his girl?
04:04 Of course, usually, I'm not saying that my mom's favorite is my brother.
04:08 But there's a dynamic in the family that mother and son have a different bonding.
04:14 So I was thinking, when will the time come that I would have a moment with my dad?
04:21 My love for him, it felt like I was really seeking for it.
04:27 I felt like it's not normal.
04:30 And I didn't share it with other people.
04:34 So it's all inside of me.
04:37 I didn't know how to process it at that time.
04:42 But God became my father.
04:45 That's where it went.
04:46 That's where it went.
04:47 I want to go into that aspect of our dad was not inside the prison,
04:54 questioning, what did he do?
04:57 Why did he leave us?
04:58 Why didn't we have a body?
05:00 Why was it just mom?
05:01 Why me?
05:02 When I had an argument, you didn't go there?
05:06 And instead, you said, "I wish dad was here."
05:11 Or did you go through that phase?
05:15 I did, of course.
05:16 When I really got an idea with what happened,
05:20 I saw the case.
05:24 I was slowly getting to know my other family members,
05:31 my half-siblings.
05:33 I wanted him to be there, not to be there.
05:36 I wanted to be selfish.
05:42 Even though he has his own family,
05:45 I wanted him to feel for me.
05:49 I wanted to be whole as a family.
05:52 But at the same time, I didn't want to be like that
05:54 because he has his own family, and I respect that.
05:57 Okay.
05:58 You deserve to be a son.
06:01 Silas deserves to be a son too.
06:06 But you don't even use that word.
06:08 You just pretend that you have another family.
06:11 But what about me?
06:13 There are things that I deserve as a daughter.
06:18 That's why it's a joy to be whole.
06:21 Instead, you chose to long for him, to love him.
06:25 I'm happy for him.
06:27 I believe he's healthy and happy.
06:31 I believe he'll get justice at the right time.
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