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When Josh finally figures what he wants from life, it all comes crashing down. He then meets a girl who shows him that h | dG1feWJWdGJrN050ckU
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00:00 What a horrible feeling falling in love with someone is. You don't know how she feels,
00:11 but you would do anything to see her again. You want to tell her everything you're feeling,
00:16 but you know it could ruin everything. You want, need, assign, something, anything from
00:22 her to let you know you're both feeling the same thing. Otherwise, what's the point? You
00:26 may as well fuck it all and move on. She's constantly on your mind, like that annoying
00:31 song you can't get out of your head. You don't want to sing it, but you can't stop thinking
00:36 about it. That moment when you hear your phone and you pray for it to be her, giving you
00:42 some insight to how she feels. The feeling that she isn't bothered and you're chasing
00:48 a lost cause. The feeling that with every attempt at pulling her closer, you push her
00:53 further away. The fight you have between what you know is right and what you know you want.
01:00 You attempt to forget about her, but you fail. Telling yourself you're being silly, telling
01:04 yourself it's just a passing phase. The thought of not being with her. The thought that she
01:11 doesn't want to be with me. The thought that she's with someone else. Reassuring yourself,
01:19 getting others to reassure you. Not being able to talk about anything else, even if
01:23 nobody cares. Being lost for words when she is around. Losing the ability to be yourself.
01:30 Having a plan, but messing it up. Doing things to remind you of her, even though you know
01:36 how it will make you feel. However, even an aching feeling about her is better than a
01:41 fun one without her. Sitting in the dark, listening to music that reminds you of her.
01:52 And that's the truth about romance.
01:55 [Music]

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